Uploaded June 2025 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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@FelduptheShowerheads
Official Visualizer : youtube.com/watch?v=OWNMrjIBd_Y

"Moments of Sobriety", out June 24, 2025, available on digital:
• Bandcamp: bit.ly/feldupmosbc
• All platforms: bit.ly/feldupmosbl

Lyrics:
Found myself in a hotel room
With a rock inside my throat
In this moment I’m like a kid again
And I can’t find my way home
The drug is wearing off and I need
To pick up my clothes
I’m naked in a stranger’s place
I don’t know how I got there

I can still feel my head
Getting light on that July day
This girl got me locked inside her gaze
I want to see her again
But you come out the shower naked
With a smile that splits your face
I don’t feel like saying no
’cause I can tell you enjoy yourself
So I lay down, turn my head and feign pleasure
I see a dark figure in the corner
My body hurts like hell I’m petrified with fear
As I feel her closer than she’ll ever be

And I say “slower”
I say “slower”
I say “slower”
And after a minute, she hears me

Maybe I wanted to sink that day
To touch the bottom of the ocean
’cause I wanted to swim ’til I was free
And I figured I didn’t need to breathe
I might be still swimming to my death
There’s an anchor attached to my leg
You claimed me as your land
Like a dog pissing on my face

And I will die but sooner than they think
And I hope it feels just like being a kid
Who’s falling asleep in a car piercing through the rain
I don’t want to notice my conscience
Fading away
Away

And I hope it feels just like being a kid
And I can hear them laugh through the walls
A tender warmth an overwhelming bliss
So soft, I’d happily drift into eternity

I kept staring at the sky for years
But lately it's been getting hard
Without you there are less stars
only formless clouds
Up on the dike, waiting for rain
In the middle of a hurricane
That was the moment I knew
I wouldn't see you again
Your shoes are still by the door
Your face is still on every wall
Why did god have to take you this way ?
Why does he take and take and take and take ?
5 years ago I was wishing
For this girl to hold my hand
Nowadays, she holds it tight
When I think about you late at night

I'm still waiting for you to return my calls
I don't want to let you go

My friend

© Talitres 2025

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