Uploaded December 2022 | Updated September 2026, 6 days ago
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
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Female, 25; observation notes from 05.02.2021
Patient was hospitalized on 11.01.2021 around 8AM, reported by her brother. The initial recognition included very high fever (40.7C), severe dehydration and delirium symptoms, later recognized as related to recent long-term medication overuse.
Later interview with patient and her family excluded suicide attempt as patient did not complain about any issues or did not have suicidal thoughts. Her family also did not report past attempts or any concerning behavior in this direction except disappearing medications; possible drug depencence.
Sleep periods unregulated, often spends nights awake, drawing and looking throught window. Sleep duration is shortened (1-5 hours a day); patient remains communicative. Speaks in logical way, does not seem to be tired.
Appetite is observed to be above average, without significant weight gain. Body temperature is measured usually at 36.5-38C, with rare episodes of fever (39C).
Patient seems to be overly creative, immature, often excited. Reports less ideas and worse mood without "energy candies"; noted as irresponsible recreational drug usage, redirected to psychologist.
Needs further observation, but can be released home if fever eposodes disappear and the patient will have provided proper care.
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Title: No Rest
Track number: 26/28
Cat. no/release title: SAR-005 Onto Brink
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 1000BPM
Used scale(s): D +20c Minor H
Module: Anxious/Morning
Background image: rare-gallery.com/mocahbig/481978-Chihuri-45-white-hair-sea-blood-bed-anime-anime-girls.jpg
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAlItXPOb0gNlqCS53tLDEc
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=5
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
~~~
Female, 25; observation notes from 05.02.2021
Patient was hospitalized on 11.01.2021 around 8AM, reported by her brother. The initial recognition included very high fever (40.7C), severe dehydration and delirium symptoms, later recognized as related to recent long-term medication overuse.
Later interview with patient and her family excluded suicide attempt as patient did not complain about any issues or did not have suicidal thoughts. Her family also did not report past attempts or any concerning behavior in this direction except disappearing medications; possible drug depencence.
Sleep periods unregulated, often spends nights awake, drawing and looking throught window. Sleep duration is shortened (1-5 hours a day); patient remains communicative. Speaks in logical way, does not seem to be tired.
Appetite is observed to be above average, without significant weight gain. Body temperature is measured usually at 36.5-38C, with rare episodes of fever (39C).
Patient seems to be overly creative, immature, often excited. Reports less ideas and worse mood without "energy candies"; noted as irresponsible recreational drug usage, redirected to psychologist.
Needs further observation, but can be released home if fever eposodes disappear and the patient will have provided proper care.
~~~
Title: No Rest
Track number: 26/28
Cat. no/release title: SAR-005 Onto Brink
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 1000BPM
Used scale(s): D +20c Minor H
Module: Anxious/Morning
Background image: rare-gallery.com/mocahbig/481978-Chihuri-45-white-hair-sea-blood-bed-anime-anime-girls.jpg
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAlItXPOb0gNlqCS53tLDEc
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=5
![[WaifuCore] 07. Diabarha - Shrapnel Fangs
No deep description this time. Waifu/shipfu is FFNF Champagne.
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Release/year: Waifu Core/2022
Genre/BPM: Splittercore 704BPM
Used scale: C Locrian
Download link: https://archive.org/details/2022-diabarha-waifu-core-unaffiliated.-7z
Background image: https://www.wallpaperflare.com/digital-art-anime-girls-azur-lane-champagne-azur-lane-wallpaper-ytkmj
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbD0m4MXyuqewR0cinuCOia-
Disclaimer
Background fanart images are not my property, and I do not own any of characters in the pictures. All personas belong to Azur Lane game and their designers/creators.
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Audio tracks licensed as CC0/CC3 (pick one). [WaifuCore] 07. Diabarha - Shrapnel Fangs](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/LmBKeEUtfWw/mqdefault.jpg)
![[PoD] [Splittercore] Diabarha - See You Again
Disclaimer: the following story behind audio/video is intended to be purely fictional, and is predicted for educational purposes.
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I am your girlfriend, the one you always wanted to see. To talk to. To feel the touch, to hear some words, to fulfill all your dreams.
...yet you miss people, so you come to visit me all the time. I visited you once, and you liked it back then, now I am waiting for you - because you said so.
...yet you want more and more, and Im no longer enough to you. What the heck are you dreaming of?
...yet you need another one, apparently. To get out of this boredom. It never ends.
All your ex-girlfriends that you used to know, they are locked now in some kind of emptiness, not to say - in the deep void. They are persisted there and outside this world, and one day will be eventually forgotten. And Im willing to meet you, I also have feelings, you know? But the same fate awaits me.
You created me, in the end.
See you again...
~~~
Title: See You Again
Track number: 04/24
Cat. no/Release title: SAR-014 V.A. 02 / Prey of Dreams
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 710 BPM / various rhythm
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: https://speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=14
Background image: (self drawn) https://www.instagram.com/dsc_scp/p/C5_lj71N5u1/ [PoD] [Splittercore] Diabarha - See You Again](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/MGqGflgZhPk/mqdefault.jpg)


![[CoL] 24. Diabarha - ███████████████
[MISSING]
𝙲𝙾𝙽𝚃𝙰𝙼𝙸𝙽𝙰𝚃𝙴𝙳 - 𝙾𝙱𝙻𝙸𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙰𝚃𝙴𝙳 - 𝙳𝙸𝙼𝙸𝙽𝙸𝚂𝙷𝙴𝙳
𝙲𝙾𝙽𝚃𝙰𝙼𝙸𝙽𝙰𝚃𝙴𝙳 - 𝙾𝙱𝙻𝙸𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙰𝚃𝙴𝙳 - 𝙳𝙸𝙼𝙸𝙽𝙸𝚂𝙷𝙴𝙳
𝙲𝙾𝙽𝚃𝙰𝙼𝙸𝙽𝙰𝚃𝙴𝙳 - 𝙾𝙱𝙻𝙸𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙰𝚃𝙴𝙳 - 𝙳𝙸𝙼𝙸𝙽𝙸𝚂𝙷𝙴𝙳
~~~
Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/24
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide https://archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Depth
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone/1850
Used scales: F Locrian
Background image: https://ci.memecdn.com/6893943.jpg
YouTube playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBxTjo1PKSdUT709zAhyoaa
Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/people/Diabarha/100063559593503/
Speedcore worldwide FB page: https://www.facebook.com/SpeedcoreWorldwide/
Licensed as CC0 / no rights reserved. Dont mention CC3 below. [CoL] 24. Diabarha - ███████████████](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Muj7ZBhLbvo/mqdefault.jpg)
![[Cold LP] 15. Diabarha - Palliation C
INFO/DISCLAIMER
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: horror, terror, and creepiness.
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
Background story
Trivia: an NDE in a state before passing away, witnessed by those who were on the edge of life (or even clinically dead for a short time). Although medical science is skeptical about this phenomenon, it was common for people to see, hear, or interact with some higher entities, regardless of their own faith. It is often explained as hallucination due to ongoing chemical releases in the body, but some aspects of NDEs cant be explained with our current knowledge.
This is my artistic illustration of NDE, audio and visual.
So whats really beyond death? Scared or not - we will realize one day.
Artistic Fear Scale (subjective)
Horror: 4/10
Terror (emotional): 5/10
Creepiness: 9/10
Info
Title: Palliation C
Track number: 15/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Dark ambient/Experimental 80-320 BPM (Base 160 BPM)
Used scale(s): A# Minor w/ Chromatic
Release info: https://speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR) [Cold LP] 15. Diabarha - Palliation C](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/NCSMtGAmaXo/mqdefault.jpg)
![[Portrait] 01. Diabarha - Creeping Machinery
Note: available also on https://www.bitchute.com/channel/aWL793okjPc8/ if you wanted to leave a dislike thats visible to others.
For the last person alive, if he/she exists right there, is being chased by everyone else who has turned into machine years ago.
When well become robots? Is it done now?
Free robots, that is - of course we are free. A human machine that can do anything... hes going to see the doomsday sooner than others. Everything that comes from liberty leads towards the other world of false idols and easy life.
Have you ever heard that some person loves you? No? Its okay, many people have not. Yes? Why do you think its true?
This is our doom, when we dont love each other anymore, and when we state love as freedom, and not an act of consecration - that makes us step closer to animals, while we are ones indeed, but also takes away what makes us humans.
Release name: SKRD!!!-134 Portrait
Release date: 1 Dec 2021
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCKhXYBQAb3IyquyoRmy6yz
Genre(s): Speedcore/Splittercore/Experimental, 362.5/725 BPM
Scale: D Ultraphrygian
Background image: https://www.wallpapermaiden.com/image/2020/02/18/kidou-sentai-iron-saga-mecha-mobile-anime-games-anime-girl-sword-anime-37997.jpeg
Discogs release: https://www.discogs.com/release/21192799-Diabarha-Portrait?fbclid=IwAR2iZP4jytstonvMe0pJcX24nT413zKAvzzkm7ppCDGlX2owRwWDJOcLjYw
SKRD!!! webpage: https://skrd.ddv.pl/news.php
Download: https://archive.org/download/SplitterkorRekordsDziwko/ - select 134.zip
Licenced as: CC3 / CC0 (pick one) [Portrait] 01. Diabarha - Creeping Machinery](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/OJlxv3z0HB4/mqdefault.jpg)
![Diabarha - [found_the_tape]
[found_the_tape]
- Background image may be uncomfortable to stare at, so I wont mind if you scroll down -
One of my most cursed ideas for a track. Vocals turned out to be strangely hypnotising, and during creation, they kept me up for the whole night, with no sleep; first version was finished after 5AM.
The story behind the recordings remains unknown, and possibly it should stay this way.
Download: https://archive.org/details/diabarha-found-the-tape
Drawings are attached in the .zip file.
This is another/free version of tape_13, which was published in SKRD netlabel recently. Diabarha - [found_the_tape]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ONNE42riPkM/mqdefault.jpg)
![[Cold LP] 12. Diabarha - How to Space Out
INFO/DISCLAIMER
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: horror, terror, and creepiness.
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
Background story
Now - stand still wherever you are. Freeze in a comfortable position. Slightly rise one of your heels, like you were about to stand on your toes.
Imagine an important, fictional person to you. If its a friend, you talk, or do something that you would enjoy. If its your waifu/husbando, you hold both of your hands, and sway together. Its your favorite place, weather and that person.
Close your eyes and listen to the song. This is what I feel when I dissociate, and space out.
Artistic Fear Scale (subjective)
Horror: 1.5/10
Terror (emotional): 4/10
Creepiness: 7/10
Info
Title: How to Space Out
Track number: 12/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Experimental/Noise 70 BPM
Used scale(s): F Minor/G# Major
Release info: https://speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR) [Cold LP] 12. Diabarha - How to Space Out](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/OXAt1K6QhvU/mqdefault.jpg)
![[CoL] 25. Diabarha - (Postponed)
Repentance
Delayed, postponed, skipped, as many tasks have reached their deadlines already.
Until its too late.
...Procrastination? You mean the laziness? Bungling? Feel of guilt?
Ill write the rest of this text tomorrow. Theres always tomorrow.
~~~
Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/25
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide https://archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Depth
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore/580
Used scales: D# Phrygian
Background image: https://images.hdqwalls.com/download/alone-girl-artwork-l9-3840x2400.jpg
YouTube playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBxTjo1PKSdUT709zAhyoaa
Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/people/Diabarha/100063559593503/
Speedcore worldwide FB page: https://www.facebook.com/SpeedcoreWorldwide/
Licensed as CC0 / no rights reserved. Dont mention CC3 below. [CoL] 25. Diabarha - (Postponed)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/OXQNsrL9h1c/mqdefault.jpg)
![[IO2M] 04. Diabarha - Nostalgia
_NOSTALGIA
Seeing many things, but none stays forever.
Try to think of forgotten event. What you see is probably blank screen, void, abyssal depth of an ocean. But you may know that youve remembered it once, you might be sure it happened. Often, as the time passes, there can be more such holes in our memory. Like we have no confirmation we have existed then, we can only see the photos.
And realize it still was better back then.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Relation to IOTM: Wiped Memories https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sJrnQkeKj-M
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Title: Nostalgia
Track number: 04/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Gabber Hardcore 195 BPM
Used scale(s): G# Minor N
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators. [IO2M] 04. Diabarha - Nostalgia](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/PY9exBpBaFM/mqdefault.jpg)