![[Cold LP] 15. Diabarha - Palliation C @Diabarha](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/NCSMtGAmaXo/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded November 2025 | Updated September 2026, 6 days ago
=== INFO/DISCLAIMER ===
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: "horror", "terror", and "creepiness".
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
=== Background story ===
Trivia: an NDE in a state before passing away, witnessed by those who were on the edge of life (or even clinically dead for a short time). Although medical science is skeptical about this phenomenon, it was common for people to see, hear, or interact with some "higher entities", regardless of their own faith. It is often explained as hallucination due to ongoing chemical releases in the body, but some aspects of NDEs can't be explained with our current knowledge.
This is my artistic illustration of NDE, audio and visual.
So what's really beyond death? Scared or not - we will realize one day.
=== Artistic Fear Scale (subjective) ===
Horror: 4/10
Terror (emotional): 5/10
Creepiness: 9/10
=== Info ===
Title: Palliation C
Track number: 15/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Dark ambient/Experimental 80-320 BPM (Base 160 BPM)
Used scale(s): A# Minor w/ Chromatic
Release info: speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR)
=== INFO/DISCLAIMER ===
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: "horror", "terror", and "creepiness".
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
=== Background story ===
Trivia: an NDE in a state before passing away, witnessed by those who were on the edge of life (or even clinically dead for a short time). Although medical science is skeptical about this phenomenon, it was common for people to see, hear, or interact with some "higher entities", regardless of their own faith. It is often explained as hallucination due to ongoing chemical releases in the body, but some aspects of NDEs can't be explained with our current knowledge.
This is my artistic illustration of NDE, audio and visual.
So what's really beyond death? Scared or not - we will realize one day.
=== Artistic Fear Scale (subjective) ===
Horror: 4/10
Terror (emotional): 5/10
Creepiness: 9/10
=== Info ===
Title: Palliation C
Track number: 15/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Dark ambient/Experimental 80-320 BPM (Base 160 BPM)
Used scale(s): A# Minor w/ Chromatic
Release info: speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR)
![[Cold LP] 15. Diabarha - Palliation C](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/NCSMtGAmaXo/mqdefault.jpg "[Cold LP] 15. Diabarha - Palliation C
INFO/DISCLAIMER
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: horror, terror, and creepiness.
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
Background story
Trivia: an NDE in a state before passing away, witnessed by those who were on the edge of life (or even clinically dead for a short time). Although medical science is skeptical about this phenomenon, it was common for people to see, hear, or interact with some higher entities, regardless of their own faith. It is often explained as hallucination due to ongoing chemical releases in the body, but some aspects of NDEs cant be explained with our current knowledge.
This is my artistic illustration of NDE, audio and visual.
So whats really beyond death? Scared or not - we will realize one day.
Artistic Fear Scale (subjective)
Horror: 4/10
Terror (emotional): 5/10
Creepiness: 9/10
Info
Title: Palliation C
Track number: 15/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Dark ambient/Experimental 80-320 BPM (Base 160 BPM)
Used scale(s): A# Minor w/ Chromatic
Release info: https://speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR)")
![[Portrait] 01. Diabarha - Creeping Machinery](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/OJlxv3z0HB4/mqdefault.jpg "[Portrait] 01. Diabarha - Creeping Machinery
Note: available also on https://www.bitchute.com/channel/aWL793okjPc8/ if you wanted to leave a dislike thats visible to others.
For the last person alive, if he/she exists right there, is being chased by everyone else who has turned into machine years ago.
When well become robots? Is it done now?
Free robots, that is - of course we are free. A human machine that can do anything... hes going to see the doomsday sooner than others. Everything that comes from liberty leads towards the other world of false idols and easy life.
Have you ever heard that some person loves you? No? Its okay, many people have not. Yes? Why do you think its true?
This is our doom, when we dont love each other anymore, and when we state love as freedom, and not an act of consecration - that makes us step closer to animals, while we are ones indeed, but also takes away what makes us humans.
Release name: SKRD!!!-134 Portrait
Release date: 1 Dec 2021
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCKhXYBQAb3IyquyoRmy6yz
Genre(s): Speedcore/Splittercore/Experimental, 362.5/725 BPM
Scale: D Ultraphrygian
Background image: https://www.wallpapermaiden.com/image/2020/02/18/kidou-sentai-iron-saga-mecha-mobile-anime-games-anime-girl-sword-anime-37997.jpeg
Discogs release: https://www.discogs.com/release/21192799-Diabarha-Portrait?fbclid=IwAR2iZP4jytstonvMe0pJcX24nT413zKAvzzkm7ppCDGlX2owRwWDJOcLjYw
SKRD!!! webpage: https://skrd.ddv.pl/news.php
Download: https://archive.org/download/SplitterkorRekordsDziwko/ - select 134.zip
Licenced as: CC3 / CC0 (pick one)")
![Diabarha - [found_the_tape]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ONNE42riPkM/mqdefault.jpg "Diabarha - [found_the_tape]
[found_the_tape]
- Background image may be uncomfortable to stare at, so I wont mind if you scroll down -
One of my most cursed ideas for a track. Vocals turned out to be strangely hypnotising, and during creation, they kept me up for the whole night, with no sleep; first version was finished after 5AM.
The story behind the recordings remains unknown, and possibly it should stay this way.
Download: https://archive.org/details/diabarha-found-the-tape
Drawings are attached in the .zip file.
This is another/free version of tape_13, which was published in SKRD netlabel recently.")
![[Cold LP] 12. Diabarha - How to Space Out](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/OXAt1K6QhvU/mqdefault.jpg "[Cold LP] 12. Diabarha - How to Space Out
INFO/DISCLAIMER
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: horror, terror, and creepiness.
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
Background story
Now - stand still wherever you are. Freeze in a comfortable position. Slightly rise one of your heels, like you were about to stand on your toes.
Imagine an important, fictional person to you. If its a friend, you talk, or do something that you would enjoy. If its your waifu/husbando, you hold both of your hands, and sway together. Its your favorite place, weather and that person.
Close your eyes and listen to the song. This is what I feel when I dissociate, and space out.
Artistic Fear Scale (subjective)
Horror: 1.5/10
Terror (emotional): 4/10
Creepiness: 7/10
Info
Title: How to Space Out
Track number: 12/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Experimental/Noise 70 BPM
Used scale(s): F Minor/G# Major
Release info: https://speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR)")
![[CoL] 25. Diabarha - (Postponed)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/OXQNsrL9h1c/mqdefault.jpg "[CoL] 25. Diabarha - (Postponed)
Repentance
Delayed, postponed, skipped, as many tasks have reached their deadlines already.
Until its too late.
...Procrastination? You mean the laziness? Bungling? Feel of guilt?
Ill write the rest of this text tomorrow. Theres always tomorrow.
~~~
Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/25
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide https://archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Depth
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore/580
Used scales: D# Phrygian
Background image: https://images.hdqwalls.com/download/alone-girl-artwork-l9-3840x2400.jpg
YouTube playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBxTjo1PKSdUT709zAhyoaa
Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/people/Diabarha/100063559593503/
Speedcore worldwide FB page: https://www.facebook.com/SpeedcoreWorldwide/
Licensed as CC0 / no rights reserved. Dont mention CC3 below.")
![[IO2M] 04. Diabarha - Nostalgia](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/PY9exBpBaFM/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 04. Diabarha - Nostalgia
_NOSTALGIA
Seeing many things, but none stays forever.
Try to think of forgotten event. What you see is probably blank screen, void, abyssal depth of an ocean. But you may know that youve remembered it once, you might be sure it happened. Often, as the time passes, there can be more such holes in our memory. Like we have no confirmation we have existed then, we can only see the photos.
And realize it still was better back then.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Relation to IOTM: Wiped Memories https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sJrnQkeKj-M
~~~
Title: Nostalgia
Track number: 04/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Gabber Hardcore 195 BPM
Used scale(s): G# Minor N
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[Cold LP] 09. Diabarha - Hes Back Home](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/PeorK1nnigs/mqdefault.jpg "[Cold LP] 09. Diabarha - Hes Back Home
INFO/DISCLAIMER
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: horror, terror, and creepiness.
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
Background story
Late evening. She tried to sleep, but couldnt. She heard the key in door lock.
Someone walked inside. Mumbling. Few murmurs and deep breathes. She recognized the voice and walking pattern.
He yelled in the kitchen. Kicked the chair. Because its just thursday.
The steps, firm but slow, echoed in the corridor, closer and closer.
She knew what will happen next.
Artistic Fear Scale (subjective)
Horror: 4/10
Terror (emotional): 8.5/10
Creepiness: 5/10
Info
Title: Hes Back Home
Track number: 09/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Breakcore 175 BPM
Used scale(s): D# Superlocrian bb7/E# Minor H
Release info: https://speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR)")
![[IO2M] 15. Diabarha - In My Walls](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Q1vjwvlIAjM/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 15. Diabarha - In My Walls
_IN MY WALLS
What if they changed door lock to fake one, and someone will break in when Ilda is asleep.
What if someone hid inside her cupboard and is going to poison her tea.
What if that van parked outside belongs to men dressed in black, and they are waiting for Ilda to leave her house.
What if they already installed multiple cameras and microphones around her flat, and she doesnt even know about it.
What if her car has damaged brakes. Does she even own a car, or it isnt hers?
What if she does not exist at all, and everything she sees is a creepy, prerecorded movie that she thinks she interacts with.
What if...
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Relation to IOTM: Schizophrenia Inferno https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=11re6lXsubw
~~~
Title: In My Walls
Track number: 15/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 510 BPM
Used scale(s): C# Minor N/C# Phrygian
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[StC] 03. Diabarha - A Tale of Abandoned Cat](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/QP45zC0YZds/mqdefault.jpg "[StC] 03. Diabarha - A Tale of Abandoned Cat
Time: 3.30PM-6PM
Whenever you are fine with messing around the town - shopping, cafe or bakery, or simply sitting on a bench - theres also a cinema, and your friends are going there, so you do as well. Temporarily diving into another world of movie, does not matter what exactly it is - a comedy, thriller, drama... what really matters is youre not alone there, even if everyone is silent - which is hard for teenagers of course.
Popcorn is kind of expensive, but hey - I also was smuggling other snacks and drinks onto cinema hall to save up.
~~~
Genre(s)/BPM: 880 Splittercore
Scale(s): G Lydian Dominant / G Mixolydian
Background image: https://www.wallpaperbetter.com/wallpaper/655/272/901/anime-girls-cat-bench-1080P-wallpaper.jpg
SKRD!!! website: https://skrd.ddv.pl/news.php
Direct download link: https://archive.org/download/SplitterkorRekordsDziwko/139.zip
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbD8zl5VcZ9lPb1RWPx2pMnt")
![[CoL] 23. Diabarha - Throttle Leak](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/QPs7gssLzEk/mqdefault.jpg "[CoL] 23. Diabarha - Throttle Leak
Destabilisation
Look at this paper. Just look at it.
Hahhaha! Good piece! Does it say anything?
Yes, what does it say? Can you even read?
And can I? Can I read it with your eyes?
Or can I?! No, wait, please! Uhh... sorry, madam... Im on the phone, yes.
You are not. Why are you lying? Liar.
No! Uhh... sure, so what is it?
It tells me to get out. Do I have to? Or do you have to?
This is... one pack, please... no, all of it!
Yes... take the whole at once, its gonna solve all your problems forever!
Haha, are you crazy? No more than me? Or whos the crazy one now?
Yes, whos the bad one? Not you, sorry...
She is, she is.
And youre the pain here for us as well.
Just get out, please... Yes! Excuse me, madam.
Like I ever wanted to come here. Remember that time when she told you that she cant go out with you? Do you remember, do you?
I told her that. That I have to break up with her.
Then you invited us. On your command were here! It is not a joke, my Master, go ahead... take them... were waiting for you to be alone again...
~~~
Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/23
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide https://archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Depth
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone/2025/2700
Used scales: E Locrian
Background image: https://images-wixmp-ed30a86b8c4ca887773594c2.wixmp.com/f/bf3afd5e-f218-4e65-b63e-a3e308d99e09/de96ykt-c36ce683-23fb-4ea7-9c93-fac0d965b9a7.jpg?token=eyJ0eXAiOiJKV1QiLCJhbGciOiJIUzI1NiJ9.eyJzdWIiOiJ1cm46YXBwOiIsImlzcyI6InVybjphcHA6Iiwib2JqIjpbW3sicGF0aCI6IlwvZlwvYmYzYWZkNWUtZjIxOC00ZTY1LWI2M2UtYTNlMzA4ZDk5ZTA5XC9kZTk2eWt0LWMzNmNlNjgzLTIzZmItNGVhNy05YzkzLWZhYzBkOTY1YjlhNy5qcGcifV1dLCJhdWQiOlsidXJuOnNlcnZpY2U6ZmlsZS5kb3dubG9hZCJdfQ.YAmgRJFSBdXMNGi3wL4L_DL5aHrbO-uz9917ernpXA8
YouTube playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBxTjo1PKSdUT709zAhyoaa
Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/people/Diabarha/100063559593503/
Speedcore worldwide FB page: https://www.facebook.com/SpeedcoreWorldwide/
Licensed as CC0 / no rights reserved. Dont mention CC3 below.")
![[Splittercore] Diabarha - Chants of the Shadow Village](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/QZa2xhCyLkA/mqdefault.jpg "[Splittercore] Diabarha - Chants of the Shadow Village
Disclaimer: the following content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm. All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
Background story
There is a place in Abyss, called a Shadow Village, or Village of Shadows. This settlement, once occupied by wanderers and now decayed and abandoned, marks the border of the endless realm, where stars are under your feet; and if you fall off the border, you may keep falling forever.
In this village, you may hear a voice of Someone. Whenever you do - dont follow it.
Info
Title: Chants of the Shadow Village
Track number: 06/14 (VA)
Release title: [SCI-035] FORBIDDEN ZONE 2
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 600 BPM
Used scale(s): G# Locrian M6
Release info: https://speedcoreitalia.bandcamp.com/album/sci-035-forbidden-zone-2-2
Netlabel: Speedcore Italia
Background image: https://www.uhdpaper.com/2022/03/anime-girl-silhouette-sunset-4k-6450f.html")
![[Speedcore Mix] Glitch Obsession #018 (Rose) @ TPR, 05.12.2025 @ Eindhoven, NL](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ScKBs9b0St4/mqdefault.jpg "[Speedcore Mix] Glitch Obsession #018 (Rose) @ TPR, 05.12.2025 @ Eindhoven, NL
And this is a late mix from Netherlands - my very first visit in the country. Weve slowed down for a while to enjoy the moments - then, hope to see you guys soon in February 2026!
Event name: The Panic Room
Event date: 5 December 2025
Location: Eindhoven, Netherlands
Background image: own drawing (https://i.ibb.co/qVHd1R0/GO-018-Rose.jpg)
Tracklist
00:00 [CoL] Glued Pages
01:31 [IO2M] Witch
03:13 [CM] Voice Of The Past
05:37 [IO2M] Hold The Imagination
07:24 [Cold] Deep Woods
10:05 [CM] Antarctica x [SM] Return to the Dead Zone
11:42 [OB] Everything Will Be Okay
12:31 [IO2M] Black Rose
14:40 [IO2M] Crazy Beauties II
17:21 [SAR-001] Tranquility → [IO2M] Eclipse
21:03 [CoL] Resent Into Purgatory x [WC] Obsessive Lover
21:50 [IO2M] Rot → [WC] Obsessive Lover → [CoL] Resent Into Purgatory
23:47 [SsS] Seven Years
26:03 [SM] Naval Memento x [Cold] Held By Bed
27:48 [-] Skibidi uptempo
29:42 [SsS] When Reflection Spits x [IO2M] Zombie Wife
31:50 [Portrait] Dirge for The Mankind
33:48 [IO2M] Nobody to Talk
36:12 [HP] Harsh Poetry x [HP] At Night SV
38:28 [OB] Pendulum of Death
40:23 [PURGE] Ascending Agony
41:52 [OB] Flesh Falling Apart
43:12 [IO2M] FILE._sf#3
44:00 [Portrait] Venusian Beauty
45:13 [IO2M] Gonna be Slim
45:47 [OB] The Final Rhapsody")
