Uploaded October 2025 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
I don't intend to be difficult, it just happens when you have a bunch of vague, non-specific things wrong with you, you know?
I thought things are at a place where I can update you on how my health adventure is going, but not just that! This time it's not just me having a vent about it, or exploring medical limbo. No, this go round is an educational update, wherein we go through the different diagnoses, tests, procedures, and whatnot. Example knowledge nugget you can expect: the number of sphincters in your body, and some of their purposes. Because one of mine was highly dysfunctional.
It's amazing how much can change in three years, as well as how little.
Enjoy the bountiful co-host kitties!
Links
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Medical Limbo - youtu.be/8dmPr8hLOJw
Guided Imagery for Pain - youtu.be/zscollgBNvc
hopkinssjogrens.org/disease-information/sjogrens-disease/neurologic-complications
Importance of anti-centromere antibodies in the diagnosis of Sjögren’s syndrome - jstage.jst.go.jp/article/josnusd/advpub/0/advpub_22-0231/_pdf/-char/en
Clinical and Immunological Features of Anti-centromere Antibody-Positive Primary Sjögren’s Syndrome - link.springer.com/article/10.1007/s40744-018-0126-2
Sjögren Syndrome without Focal Lymphocytic Infiltration of the Salivary Glands - doi.org/10.3899/jrheum.181443
Secondary Sjögren’s Syndrome in Systemic Lupus Erythematosus Defines a Distinct Disease Subset - jrheum.org/content/37/6/1143.short
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Timestamps
0:00:00 Ranking of Medical Procedures/Tests/Etc by a Medical Mystery
0:00:48 Intro
0:03:04 Outline
0:06:57 Common Medical Experiences
0:23:45 Digestive
0:51:50 Pelvic
0:59:33 Neurological
0:59:52 Trigeminal neuralgia
1:16:12 Muscle spasms/twitches; numbness
1:27:30 Dizziness
1:31:17 Occipital neuralgia
1:36:38 Focal rib pain
1:43:52 Misc (Autoimmune)
2:04:14 Conclusion
2:05:36 Current state of things
2:22:02 Final thoughts
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Topics/tests in alphabetical order
Acupuncture for TMJ - 1:12:33
Blood work - 0:13:37
Botox shot for dysphagia - 0:37:01
Bravo acid reflux instrument - 0:49:03
Chiropractic adjustment TMJ - 1:11:11
CT/CAT scan - 0:58:06
Echocardiogram (ECG) - 1:51:26
Electrocardiogram (ECG/EKG) - 06:12
Electromyography (EMG) - 1:23:38
Endoscopy - 0:29:29
Esophageal dilation - 0:42:28
Esophageal manometry - 0:31:19
Fluoroscopic esophagram/barium swallow - 0:26:22
Functional lumen imaging probe (FLIP) - 0:41:39
Guided relaxation/medication for pain management - 1:13:21
Intercostal nerve block - 1:40:37
Intramuscular (IM) ketorolac - 1:09:52
Intrauterine device - 0:18:27
Intravenous therapy - 0:15:39
Lidocaine patches for back nerve pain - 1:38:59
Lip biopsy for Sjogren's - 2:01:02
Magnetic resonance imaging (MRI) - 0:11:55
Mammogram - 0:21:06
Mole removal/biopsy - 0:14:48
MRI - head/chest - 1:14:59
Nerve conduction test - 1:21:13
Occipital nerve block - 1:34:12
Occipital neuralgia - 1:31:17
Pelvic exam - 0:17:15
Per oral endoscopic myotomy (POEM) - 0:44:44
Pulmonary function test spirometry - 1:52:06
Scleroderma - 1:48:27
Sjogren's syndrome (SS) - 1:53:20
Skin biopsy hole punch for small fiber neuropathy - 1:25:08
Steroid shot in hip for bursitis - 0:14:06
Timed fluoroscopic exam, lower - 0:34:15
Trigeminal neuralgia - 0:59:52
Ultrasound as treatment - 1:13:15
Vestibular migraines - 1:27:30
X-ray - 0:11:03
cass eris
random neurological, digestive, autoimmune, and who knows what else medical problems
but hey, it's not a jordan peterson video, that has to count for something, right?
I don't intend to be difficult, it just happens when you have a bunch of vague, non-specific things wrong with you, you know?
I thought things are at a place where I can update you on how my health adventure is going, but not just that! This time it's not just me having a vent about it, or exploring medical limbo. No, this go round is an educational update, wherein we go through the different diagnoses, tests, procedures, and whatnot. Example knowledge nugget you can expect: the number of sphincters in your body, and some of their purposes. Because one of mine was highly dysfunctional.
It's amazing how much can change in three years, as well as how little.
Enjoy the bountiful co-host kitties!
Links
-----
Medical Limbo - youtu.be/8dmPr8hLOJw
Guided Imagery for Pain - youtu.be/zscollgBNvc
hopkinssjogrens.org/disease-information/sjogrens-disease/neurologic-complications
Importance of anti-centromere antibodies in the diagnosis of Sjögren’s syndrome - jstage.jst.go.jp/article/josnusd/advpub/0/advpub_22-0231/_pdf/-char/en
Clinical and Immunological Features of Anti-centromere Antibody-Positive Primary Sjögren’s Syndrome - link.springer.com/article/10.1007/s40744-018-0126-2
Sjögren Syndrome without Focal Lymphocytic Infiltration of the Salivary Glands - doi.org/10.3899/jrheum.181443
Secondary Sjögren’s Syndrome in Systemic Lupus Erythematosus Defines a Distinct Disease Subset - jrheum.org/content/37/6/1143.short
___________________
Merch! cass-eris-shop.fourthwall.com
Questions? Comments? Requests?: twitter.com/CassErisYT
Discord server (by way of linktree): https://linktr.ee/casseris
Instagram: instagram.com/cass_eris
Support the channel!
Become a patron!: patreon.com/casserisYT
Become a different-kind-of-patron!: cass-eris-shop.fourthwall.com/supporters
Become a subscriber! (YouTube suggests putting the link here, even though there's the Join button up top. IDK): youtube.com/channel/UCRzzTt_HTBV_MSLZP1Re7Tw/join
paypal.me/casseris
Music: zoeblade.com
Timestamps
0:00:00 Ranking of Medical Procedures/Tests/Etc by a Medical Mystery
0:00:48 Intro
0:03:04 Outline
0:06:57 Common Medical Experiences
0:23:45 Digestive
0:51:50 Pelvic
0:59:33 Neurological
0:59:52 Trigeminal neuralgia
1:16:12 Muscle spasms/twitches; numbness
1:27:30 Dizziness
1:31:17 Occipital neuralgia
1:36:38 Focal rib pain
1:43:52 Misc (Autoimmune)
2:04:14 Conclusion
2:05:36 Current state of things
2:22:02 Final thoughts
_________
Topics/tests in alphabetical order
Acupuncture for TMJ - 1:12:33
Blood work - 0:13:37
Botox shot for dysphagia - 0:37:01
Bravo acid reflux instrument - 0:49:03
Chiropractic adjustment TMJ - 1:11:11
CT/CAT scan - 0:58:06
Echocardiogram (ECG) - 1:51:26
Electrocardiogram (ECG/EKG) - 06:12
Electromyography (EMG) - 1:23:38
Endoscopy - 0:29:29
Esophageal dilation - 0:42:28
Esophageal manometry - 0:31:19
Fluoroscopic esophagram/barium swallow - 0:26:22
Functional lumen imaging probe (FLIP) - 0:41:39
Guided relaxation/medication for pain management - 1:13:21
Intercostal nerve block - 1:40:37
Intramuscular (IM) ketorolac - 1:09:52
Intrauterine device - 0:18:27
Intravenous therapy - 0:15:39
Lidocaine patches for back nerve pain - 1:38:59
Lip biopsy for Sjogren's - 2:01:02
Magnetic resonance imaging (MRI) - 0:11:55
Mammogram - 0:21:06
Mole removal/biopsy - 0:14:48
MRI - head/chest - 1:14:59
Nerve conduction test - 1:21:13
Occipital nerve block - 1:34:12
Occipital neuralgia - 1:31:17
Pelvic exam - 0:17:15
Per oral endoscopic myotomy (POEM) - 0:44:44
Pulmonary function test spirometry - 1:52:06
Scleroderma - 1:48:27
Sjogren's syndrome (SS) - 1:53:20
Skin biopsy hole punch for small fiber neuropathy - 1:25:08
Steroid shot in hip for bursitis - 0:14:06
Timed fluoroscopic exam, lower - 0:34:15
Trigeminal neuralgia - 0:59:52
Ultrasound as treatment - 1:13:15
Vestibular migraines - 1:27:30
X-ray - 0:11:03
cass eris
random neurological, digestive, autoimmune, and who knows what else medical problems
but hey, it's not a jordan peterson video, that has to count for something, right?






![What is medical limbo?
Achievement unlocked: medical limbo. Granted for advancing beyond the it can always be worse phase.
In this video, we discuss what medical limbo is, how the medical system, inadvertently or intentionally, puts and keeps people here, and my limbo life.
Thoughts that didnt make it into the video
In addition to the urgent care doctor, my psychiatric medication manager suggested I look into alternative medicine, in part because if I cant find help in the Bay area, where else could I possibly go? Also because, as I and the urgent care doctor said, until I reach threshold, theres no help for me. Which is just... super. [Bleep] me for wanting evidence-based care, I guess.
My universal chaos constant hit mid-making this video, even. Another referral from January was for an endoscope for my swallowing problem. Ive just been waiting to hear from them because I dont have any numbers to call. My husband had his intake appointment last week and his GP wanted to get his esophagus checked out because of his chronic heartburn. He got a call later that week to book!! Nagged my doctor, was given the referral phone numbers. Somehow mine was sent to the wrong specific place - it was approved back in January, but because it wasnt exactly where it needed to be, I never got a call.
Related to that, Im not entirely happy with my case manager. Regarding the endo referral, before knowing the situation, she assumed it was being triaged. That somehow me having trouble swallowing was less critical than my husbands lifelong indigestion. Then I got a lengthly med-splaining of what triaging is, and how it would work. I got a lot of med-splainy lectures in that call. But, also got her view of her role: basically, HR for patients. So, thats neat. Good to know I have zero advocates, I guess.
Links
Chubbyemu https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKOvOaJv4GK-oDqx-sj7VVg
abelina sabrinas video https://youtu.be/JIXuo4fclcw
Merch! https://cass-eris-shop.fourthwall.com/
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Support the channel!
https://www.patreon.com/casserisYT
https://paypal.me/casseris
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Timestamps
0:00 The Medically Damned
1:32 Intro
2:52 What is Medical Limbo?
3:48 The Thing (Contradiction/Tension/Paradox/etc)
7:15 Advocate for Yourself
10:14 Doctor Knows Best, caveats
14:36 Constraints on doctors
16:28 Discounting patients personal, bodily expertise
18:31 Cognitive biases
21:55 Delay time in diagnosis
23:49 Whats a patient to do? Receive unhelpful advice
28:25 Life in Limbo
35:42 Why are we talking about this?
trigeminal neuralgia
nerve pain
chronic pain
US healthcare health care
lupus
SLE
systemic lupus erythrematosus
multiple sclerosis
MS
cognitive bias
confirmation bias
anchoring
implicit bias
premature closure
care advocate
case manager What is medical limbo?](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/8dmPr8hLOJw/mqdefault.jpg)



