Uploaded July 2020 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
I wanted to practice my close-up acting, and lip syncing to this song seemed like the perfect opportunity since I already loved the song and really wanted to bring Billie Eilish's vulnerability in it to life. This song was a tribute to Billie's brother and writing partner, who refused to help Billie write a song about a suicidal dream she had until Billie added the chorus and decided to make it about them as siblings and what they meant to each other. And so I want to also dedicate my take on this to my older brother, who means the world to me and served as the one I was imagining talking to. ♥
Not gonna lie, there were takes I did that were more nuanced than this, but ultimately this one stood out the most to me.
Music: "Everything I Wanted" by Billie Eilish
If you or someone you know is considering suicide, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255). The Lifeline provides 24/7, free and confidential support for people in distress. No matter how much pain you are experiencing, you are not alone.
I wanted to practice my close-up acting, and lip syncing to this song seemed like the perfect opportunity since I already loved the song and really wanted to bring Billie Eilish's vulnerability in it to life. This song was a tribute to Billie's brother and writing partner, who refused to help Billie write a song about a suicidal dream she had until Billie added the chorus and decided to make it about them as siblings and what they meant to each other. And so I want to also dedicate my take on this to my older brother, who means the world to me and served as the one I was imagining talking to. ♥
Not gonna lie, there were takes I did that were more nuanced than this, but ultimately this one stood out the most to me.
Music: "Everything I Wanted" by Billie Eilish
If you or someone you know is considering suicide, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255). The Lifeline provides 24/7, free and confidential support for people in distress. No matter how much pain you are experiencing, you are not alone.
