Uploaded April 2023 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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a speedrun of my emotions, march 2023. also i bought a goose.

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The tendrils in my head are growing back again
God, what a fucked up, fucked mental image
Those two are tying up my guts
Meaning well, but shucks
It’s mortifying

Can’t breathe without the cryin'
Can’t live without the dyin' (dyin')
I don’t play this court so often
Where the glass I walk on bare is sharpened
Just for me (me, me)
Me

Well I know the devil’s got me on his mind
The devil’s got me on his mind
The devil’s got me on his mind
Am I somethin' special?
No

Speed-run your emotions, baby
From “I should be happy” to “wow this is shitty”
And it’s not gonna be you, and that’s gotta be
It’s not gonna be you, and that’s gotta be okay
It’s okay (it's okay)

I’ve been tuggin' on the reins of my own expectations
Riding on the wave of an ocean that’s drying up by the second
Tastes like redemption when I open my lungs up to drown
And I hear a whisper saying don’t look down
Because the devil’s got you on his mind
The devil’s got you on his mind
The devil’s got you on his mind
But baby, you’re also on Mine