Uploaded December 2025 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago
(Verse 1)
Smiling in pictures while I slept alone
You said I knew the real you — but damn, I don’t
Said I made you feel safe and truly loved
Was it really me, you were thinking of
You swore it was nothing, I know the truth
I have friends in this town, showed me the proof
YOU SHARED your birthday, HAD Weekend GETAWAYS
I'm happy you got what you want, ANYWAY
(Pre-Chorus)
And I hope he’s everything you’re after
But the trust I had is now SHATTERED
(Chorus)
I’m not mad or sad — I’m just disappointed
You turned our bond into something poison
Said friends forever, then proved me wrong
I was the secret, I knew all along
Could’ve left me alone, just walked away
But you keep me close, while you're sneak'n away
No, I’m not mad or sad — I’m just disappointed
(Verse 2)
You told him some story, made me your joke
Just thinks I’m the last man, that you broke
You hide the truth behind a screen
And call it mercy, to protect me
You said, It’s not you, it’s me,
A worn out line, your veil of deceit
Said, "I deserve better” — yeah, NO DOUBT I DO
Once best friends, now betrayed by YOU
(Pre-Chorus)
You said best friends forever, as you lied in my bed
Now every word you spoke echoes in my head [long sustain]
(Chorus)
I’m not mad or sad — I’m just disappointed
You turned our bond into something poison
Said friends forever, then proved me wrong
I was the secret, I knew all along
Could’ve left me alone, just walked away
But you keep me close, while you're sneak'n away
No, I’m not mad or sad — I’m just disappointed
(Bridge) (slow build, emotional vocals → power riff)
I’ll still care if you’re safe tonight
But I can’t save you from your own fight
I won’t be your backup plan, not again
This is where our story ends
(Break — drums and guitars swell)
You dragged me back into your storm
Just to leave me worse than before [long sustain]
(Final Chorus)
I’m not mad or sad — I’m just disappointed
You turned our bond into something poison
Said friends forever, then proved me wrong
I was the secret, I knew all along
Could’ve left me alone, just walked away
But you keep me close, while you're sneak'n away
No, I’m not mad or sad — I’m just disappointed
(Outro – soft acoustic)
I’ll close this chapter, burn the page
Walk away from your masquerade
I’m not mad or sad...
I'm just disappointed...
[ Fade out]
[End]
Copyright ©️ Christopher S Crocker 2025
(Verse 1)
Smiling in pictures while I slept alone
You said I knew the real you — but damn, I don’t
Said I made you feel safe and truly loved
Was it really me, you were thinking of
You swore it was nothing, I know the truth
I have friends in this town, showed me the proof
YOU SHARED your birthday, HAD Weekend GETAWAYS
I'm happy you got what you want, ANYWAY
(Pre-Chorus)
And I hope he’s everything you’re after
But the trust I had is now SHATTERED
(Chorus)
I’m not mad or sad — I’m just disappointed
You turned our bond into something poison
Said friends forever, then proved me wrong
I was the secret, I knew all along
Could’ve left me alone, just walked away
But you keep me close, while you're sneak'n away
No, I’m not mad or sad — I’m just disappointed
(Verse 2)
You told him some story, made me your joke
Just thinks I’m the last man, that you broke
You hide the truth behind a screen
And call it mercy, to protect me
You said, It’s not you, it’s me,
A worn out line, your veil of deceit
Said, "I deserve better” — yeah, NO DOUBT I DO
Once best friends, now betrayed by YOU
(Pre-Chorus)
You said best friends forever, as you lied in my bed
Now every word you spoke echoes in my head [long sustain]
(Chorus)
I’m not mad or sad — I’m just disappointed
You turned our bond into something poison
Said friends forever, then proved me wrong
I was the secret, I knew all along
Could’ve left me alone, just walked away
But you keep me close, while you're sneak'n away
No, I’m not mad or sad — I’m just disappointed
(Bridge) (slow build, emotional vocals → power riff)
I’ll still care if you’re safe tonight
But I can’t save you from your own fight
I won’t be your backup plan, not again
This is where our story ends
(Break — drums and guitars swell)
You dragged me back into your storm
Just to leave me worse than before [long sustain]
(Final Chorus)
I’m not mad or sad — I’m just disappointed
You turned our bond into something poison
Said friends forever, then proved me wrong
I was the secret, I knew all along
Could’ve left me alone, just walked away
But you keep me close, while you're sneak'n away
No, I’m not mad or sad — I’m just disappointed
(Outro – soft acoustic)
I’ll close this chapter, burn the page
Walk away from your masquerade
I’m not mad or sad...
I'm just disappointed...
[ Fade out]
[End]
Copyright ©️ Christopher S Crocker 2025
