Uploaded August 2010 | Updated September 2026, 10 hours ago
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"if you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it?"
backup (I have two strikes on this one): youtube.com/xourforever22
WELL HAI! so Its 10:38a.m. right now and guess what? I didn't ever go to bed last night. Between trying to finish this vid (because I swore to myself, Sequoya, and Gaby I would) and dealing with lots-o-drama Haleigh has gone sleepless -_- BUT ITS OKAY. Because this vid is finished! and guess another thing... I ADORE IT. even though it was a little bitch and I had to re-export about 5 times because glitches kept showing up all over the damn place it does not matter now because It is finished and uploaded.
KAY SO. Can you say depressing? I KNOW. sorry but Im a sucker for the tragedy and deep lyrical stuff :D in a nutshell this is what goes down: Jamie dies and Dean and Haley (married) go into this depression. Both starts cheating on the other...secretly of course... but hate themselves for it. Their worlds are falling apart and they finally decide to tell each other. With the admittance of all of the infidelity, they continue to get torn apart until the pain pushes them to the brink.
It took me forever to figure out what to do with the ending. I knew generally what I wanted to do but it took me a while to figure out how to play it out the way I wanted it to go :D I actually completely finished the vid and then changed the last 15 seconds until I finally got the ending I wanted. SO I hope you all love it as much as I do!
GABYYYGIRLLL. Sweetie. I was planning on dedicating this video to you all along so it was only PERFECTION that you ended up helping me as much as you did. what was even more perfect was how I found out how much you love the song AND how excited you got when I told you what I was working on. I totally could not have done this without you! Not only did this come about from my inspiration from your daley vids (especially the latest one) but also because of your help with all of the scenes and such. You are an amazing vidder and I am so happy I have gotten to know you! you totally are my Daley Idol and I always love the feel of your Daley vids and the stories you tell... and I think I *finally* found my own version of that (even if only for this one time). SO THANK YOU BB!! I hope you like your gifty :D (oh and I totally accomplished two differnt things: Uploading it LATE tonight and Early Tomorrow. for me, its totally still monday) HEHE
ANDDD (this is the last thing I promise)
Special thank you to Sequoya who totally supported this vid from the day I told her about it a week or two ago :D AND she was my go-to girl when I needed advice on how I should portray certain parts of the storyline.. Thanks for waiting on slow-ass mediafire and bitchy MSN!! LOVE YOU BOOO
**WATCH IN HD
"if you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it?"
backup (I have two strikes on this one): youtube.com/xourforever22
WELL HAI! so Its 10:38a.m. right now and guess what? I didn't ever go to bed last night. Between trying to finish this vid (because I swore to myself, Sequoya, and Gaby I would) and dealing with lots-o-drama Haleigh has gone sleepless -_- BUT ITS OKAY. Because this vid is finished! and guess another thing... I ADORE IT. even though it was a little bitch and I had to re-export about 5 times because glitches kept showing up all over the damn place it does not matter now because It is finished and uploaded.
KAY SO. Can you say depressing? I KNOW. sorry but Im a sucker for the tragedy and deep lyrical stuff :D in a nutshell this is what goes down: Jamie dies and Dean and Haley (married) go into this depression. Both starts cheating on the other...secretly of course... but hate themselves for it. Their worlds are falling apart and they finally decide to tell each other. With the admittance of all of the infidelity, they continue to get torn apart until the pain pushes them to the brink.
It took me forever to figure out what to do with the ending. I knew generally what I wanted to do but it took me a while to figure out how to play it out the way I wanted it to go :D I actually completely finished the vid and then changed the last 15 seconds until I finally got the ending I wanted. SO I hope you all love it as much as I do!
GABYYYGIRLLL. Sweetie. I was planning on dedicating this video to you all along so it was only PERFECTION that you ended up helping me as much as you did. what was even more perfect was how I found out how much you love the song AND how excited you got when I told you what I was working on. I totally could not have done this without you! Not only did this come about from my inspiration from your daley vids (especially the latest one) but also because of your help with all of the scenes and such. You are an amazing vidder and I am so happy I have gotten to know you! you totally are my Daley Idol and I always love the feel of your Daley vids and the stories you tell... and I think I *finally* found my own version of that (even if only for this one time). SO THANK YOU BB!! I hope you like your gifty :D (oh and I totally accomplished two differnt things: Uploading it LATE tonight and Early Tomorrow. for me, its totally still monday) HEHE
ANDDD (this is the last thing I promise)
Special thank you to Sequoya who totally supported this vid from the day I told her about it a week or two ago :D AND she was my go-to girl when I needed advice on how I should portray certain parts of the storyline.. Thanks for waiting on slow-ass mediafire and bitchy MSN!! LOVE YOU BOOO
![Lucas&Peyton: Didnt I Rock You When I Loved You [Happy Birthday Stef!]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/tyBhxg6wwiA/mqdefault.jpg "Lucas&Peyton: Didnt I Rock You When I Loved You [Happy Birthday Stef!]
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didnt you know how much I loved you?
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD PLEASE SUB MY BACKUP *cries* I may only be around here for one more day *cries more*: http://www.youtube.com/xourforever22
KAY. SO I HAD TO DELETE AND REUPLOAD THIS BITCH I had originally filed a dispute so poor poor germany could see it and then the lovely sequoy-quoy told me that she did that once and got a strike. well, considering I have two stupid strikes already she and I decided it would be a great idea to try to avoid the third in every way possible. Im sorry If you have already watched and commented on this.. I wasnt able to reply back to all of your lovely comments before sheer panic set in and I hit that delete button :(
ANYHOOO. Here it is! my first LEGIT LP vid Ive done since I actually became GOOD at editing... even though that is still questionable. I used to ONLY ship them in the beginning but then I lost all my OTH clips. after watching this whole past season I was telling myself that I didnt really mind lucas and peyton not being there... BUT I CANNOT LIE TO MYSELF ANYMORE. I MISS THEM *sobs* I totally totally love them to pieces and totally TOTALLY miss them... but at least I get to bask in the epicness that IS them for 6 whole seasons :D I hopeyou like it!
STEF! HAPPY SUPAH LATE BIRTHDAY SWEETIE! I had this whole plan to have your present uploaded for you on your birthday but I started like a million different projects for you and failed at like, ALL of them. But then yesterday I sat down and forced myself to find a song for you.. I know you arent a huge fan of country but I hope you dont mind it because it just SCREAMED LP to me. I am so happy I know you sweetie! you are such an amazing and sweet girl and I love you to bits. I remember back in the day when we both had less than 100 subs and you ALWAYS left me amazing feedback on every single one of my videos.. now, a couple years and couple thousand subs later you still always leave me incredible feedback on all of my vids :D YOU ARE AMAZING GIRLY! I am so happy you are on here... and You totally are my LP girl *high fives* my love for them was only matched by your love for them and that still makes me so happy :D So sweetie, Im sorry its late but I hope you like your present!!")
![Snow&Charming | Anywhere but here [mary-margaret&david]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/u7yMGghe2u0/mqdefault.jpg "Snow&Charming | Anywhere but here [mary-margaret&david]
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Id rather be anywhere but here without you...
SO IT HAPPENED. I finally jumped on the once upon a time bandwagon and Im never going back. I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS. I JUST. DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THEM. If I have a OUAT therapy session right now, im never going to stop typing. so im just going to say: these two are precious and I cannot handle their epicness and I Just want to crawl into a hole and die because their real life storyline is breaking my heart. I just. I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH. and.. umm.. im obsessed with this cast. CAN YOU SAY MOST BEAUTIFUL CAST EVER? I was already in love with Ginnifer but good god. Josh Dallas and Jamie Dornan *fans self* I seriously have a heart attack whenever either is on screen.
oh. and last episode broke my heart. whatever. im in denial.
This is for Emily (luvtheheaven5)!! MERRY CHRISTMAS BB!! Im totally taking a chance here and assuming you love these two so Im hoping im betting right :D you are also the one who ultimately made me use this song so IT HAD TO BE DONE! I hope you like it! and merry christmas :D")
