Uploaded December 2020 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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[Verse]
I’ve decided: tonight will be the night
I curl up and die
Curl up and die
It’s creeping up again
My tide of suffering
I am sick, but not the way they see
I’m sick, a secret trembling
Let me live silently
Until I break apart
And mold the Earth
Into my own making

[Chorus]
Show her what she’s made of
There’s so much more than pain
Erase, erase me from this crowded world
Torture, in a sweet tone
Even farther, away from numb
I am losing myself
In this crowded world

[Bridge]
Sleep, come to me now
Sleep, come to me now

[Chorus]
Show her what she’s made of
There’s so much more than pain
Erase, erase me from this crowded world
Torture, in a sweet tone
Even farther, away from numb
I am losing myself
In this crowded world