Uploaded April 2024 | Updated September 2026, 4 hours ago

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From the album "This Pain Will Serve You", out now on Facedown Records.

Merch / Pre-Order: facedown.merchnow.com/collections/confessions-of-a-traitor
Spotify: open.spotify.com/prerelease/4WvJJWXNbL6ujX1GuM34wt?si=ea5200b723054d5b
Apple / iTunes: itunes.apple.com/album/id/1796479646
Amazon: amzn.to/4iXUvxD
Facebook - facebook.com/confessionsofatraitor

Visuals by Bleeding Art Collective

MIXED & MASTERED BY Lance Prenc
VOCAL RECORDING BY Justin Hill
DRUM RECORDING BY Will Duff & George Daly at The Ranch Production House
GUITAR/BASS RECORDING BY Myroslav Borys at Jigsaw Audio 

LYRICS:
You painted me a picture of who to be
But the canvas has not captured a resemblance of me
I spill my blood, to give the canvas colour
Why spill my blood, when the portrait is of another?

I cling to breath to stay alive
A dance with death, with hope to survive 
I’m buried you choose not to see 
Lost in your expectations, I'm lost
I lost me
I lost me

Will I be another soul, who none could save?
Buried under your delusion
I'm lost, lost to the grave
Buried under your delusion
I'm lost to the grave
Buried so I

Buried so I cling to breath to stay alive
A dance with death, with hope to survive 
I’m buried you choose not to see 
Lost in your expectations, I'm lost
I lost me

Pray for strength to become whole
and find my shattered soul
Will I return from the brink
Is this where I swim or sink?
One final try to break away
Will I live to see another day?
I'll live to see another day

I cling to breath to stay alive
A dance with death, with hope to survive 
I’m buried you choose not to see 
Lost in your expectations
I'm lost, but I can't lose me 
I cling to breath, I dance with death 
I'm lost, but I can't lose me 
 
I'm lost, but I can't lose me


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