![[Cold LP] 11. Diabarha - Perfectly Normal. @Diabarha](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/aXCSgfW1yGU/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded November 2025 | Updated September 2026, 6 days ago
=== INFO/DISCLAIMER ===
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: "horror", "terror", and "creepiness".
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
=== Background story ===
"Yes.
How was your day? Good.
I was at work. Perfectly casual one.
Haha. You also like the temperature outside? It's average.
The food is good today. The breakfast, lunch. The dinner.
I feel great. Exactly.
Yes. Yes, I am normal."
=== Artistic Fear Scale (subjective) ===
Horror: 1/10
Terror (emotional): 2/10
Creepiness: 9.5/10
=== Info ===
Title: Perfectly Normal.
Track number: 11/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Gabber 240 BPM
Used scale(s): C Major
Release info: speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR)
=== INFO/DISCLAIMER ===
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: "horror", "terror", and "creepiness".
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
=== Background story ===
"Yes.
How was your day? Good.
I was at work. Perfectly casual one.
Haha. You also like the temperature outside? It's average.
The food is good today. The breakfast, lunch. The dinner.
I feel great. Exactly.
Yes. Yes, I am normal."
=== Artistic Fear Scale (subjective) ===
Horror: 1/10
Terror (emotional): 2/10
Creepiness: 9.5/10
=== Info ===
Title: Perfectly Normal.
Track number: 11/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Gabber 240 BPM
Used scale(s): C Major
Release info: speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR)
![[Cold LP] 11. Diabarha - Perfectly Normal.](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/aXCSgfW1yGU/mqdefault.jpg "[Cold LP] 11. Diabarha - Perfectly Normal.
INFO/DISCLAIMER
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: horror, terror, and creepiness.
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
Background story
Yes.
How was your day? Good.
I was at work. Perfectly casual one.
Haha. You also like the temperature outside? Its average.
The food is good today. The breakfast, lunch. The dinner.
I feel great. Exactly.
Yes. Yes, I am normal.
Artistic Fear Scale (subjective)
Horror: 1/10
Terror (emotional): 2/10
Creepiness: 9.5/10
Info
Title: Perfectly Normal.
Track number: 11/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Gabber 240 BPM
Used scale(s): C Major
Release info: https://speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR)")
![[PURGE EP] 03. Diabarha - Genocide II 2023 (Extratone)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/bIA8s6N6vvw/mqdefault.jpg "[PURGE EP] 03. Diabarha - Genocide II 2023 (Extratone)
Disclaimer
The audio & video in the above publication are predicted entirely for education, research and/or entertainment purposes, and must not be considered as a manifestation or promotion of any views, ideas or any immoral behaviors and actions.
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~~~~~~
At least youve named it properly for the first time, that means you realize its no good.
Think of what they have left - or rather, from who have you taken them - before you literally multiplied their count and left in the crops.
So, are you going to go deeper?
~~~~~~
Title: Genocide II (2023)
Track number: 03/08
Cat. no/release title: SAR-011 PURGE
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 1060BPM
Used scale(s): F Harmonic Minor
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCxzKu3PV3xRYUd-VXsuqvq
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=11")
![[CoL] 29. Diabarha - Short Circuit](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/bUNgpkz-eHM/mqdefault.jpg "[CoL] 29. Diabarha - Short Circuit
Socialization
Such a sweet sound of short/electrocution you make, whenever you are trying to make yourself same as surrounding people are; when you are trying to imitate them, when there is one human idol above others. The sound could be lower or higher, quieter or louder, but there always is one. For that it means, we are the same as humankind, but arent the same as characters, even if someone says so.
We all differ - at least its not so boring here.
People dont bite. Usually. But if they do, youre probably not gonna expect it. As of the Murphys Laws, almost always reality works in the opposite way youd think it does. Like a plus and minus on two cables, and if you put the endings togeth- BANG!, and powers off, youd eventual- BANG! ...eventually get shocked too, no tim- BANG! to react.
In too many cases we wont understand each other, or - as I like to put it - the interior cant match the exterior, where the barrier is the bubble that you raised around yourself.
...
Hey babe, my drink has such a voltage that it makes you... electrocute. Hehe, electro-cute, got it?
*slap.*
~~~
Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/29
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide https://archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Fisher
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone/1600
Used scales: D# +40c Minor H
Background image: https://mfiles.alphacoders.com/597/597394.jpg
YouTube playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBxTjo1PKSdUT709zAhyoaa
Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/people/Diabarha/100063559593503/
Speedcore worldwide FB page: https://www.facebook.com/SpeedcoreWorldwide/
Licensed as CC0 / no rights reserved. Dont mention CC3 below.")
![[IO2M] 17. Diabarha - Dismembership Request](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/bmx35jJ_uaw/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 17. Diabarha - Dismembership Request
_DISMEMBERSHIP REQUEST
That girl I met yesterday, again. She asked me is it done, I am preparing my finger, for I am not worthy to give out the whole hand. Yes, I want to do it this night, curious I am what secrets does that girl know, what knowledge she can share with me.
Hope, such a sacrifice will serve its purpose. Tired of waiting the more I am, the more she talks about her visions.
Greet me in there, oh majestic Pauline. Bid me welcome, I am scared of nothing but ignorance of peasants.
~Ildas diary, written in mental health institution
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Dismembership Request
Track number: 17/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore/Deathstep 600 BPM
Used scale(s): F# Ultralocrian/G Minor H
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[IO2M] 33. Diabarha - Inner Psycho](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/bp3xQs2l5EQ/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 33. Diabarha - Inner Psycho
_INNER PSYCHO
That internal voice, possibly the person, whos telling Ilda what to do. Not always right. Not always true. Its mostly a sign of isolation and creating a thick wall between surroundings and herself, where all levels of consciousness are getting mixed together.
Listening to these impulses might push Ilda in future towards acting in unexpected way. They are never over.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Check subtitles for lyrics.
~~~
Title: Inner Psycho
Track number: 33/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 8000 BPM
Used scale(s): C# Phrygian/G# Locrian
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[Speedcore] 14. Diabarha - Everything Will Be Okay](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/c1dcsnK6U9s/mqdefault.jpg "[Speedcore] 14. Diabarha - Everything Will Be Okay
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
~~~
Male, 34; notes found in personal diary at clinic of mental health:
*unknown date*
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
*unknown date*
where am I
*unknown date*
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
~~~
Title: Everything Will Be Okay
Track number: 14/28
Cat. no/release title: SAR-005 Onto Brink
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 335BPM
Used scale(s): F# Minor H
Module: Depressing/Evening
Background image: https://img-blog.csdnimg.cn/20210521151056654.jpg?x-oss-process=image/watermark,type_ZmFuZ3poZW5naGVpdGk,shadow_10,text_aHR0cHM6Ly9ibG9nLmNzZG4ubmV0L3dlaXhpbl80MDg1MjUzNA ,size_16,color_FFFFFF,t_70
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAlItXPOb0gNlqCS53tLDEc
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=5")
![[IO2M] 21. Diabarha - Forever Alone](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/cdieNtRDO1Q/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 21. Diabarha - Forever Alone
_FOREVER ALONE
Its suspicious that everyone outside has something more important to do right after I talk to them.
Yes, they surely have. Ilda does not understand it, but gets used to be lonely for eternity.
What now? Back to sitting at the park in the late evening, waiting for a handsome man to come? Or should she focus on herself instead, to live for nothing?
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Forever Alone
Track number: 21/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 795 BPM
Used scale(s): C Phrygian/C Minor H
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[Steampunk Machine] 09. Diabarha - Vorpal Blade](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ctHpq3zw4h8/mqdefault.jpg "[Steampunk Machine] 09. Diabarha - Vorpal Blade
Note: Vorpal Blade refers to the name of Alices primary weapon in the game: https://alice.fandom.com/wiki/Vorpal_Blade just in case...
To memorize Cyberpunk Machine after 10 years, here I present a short release (~2h), with reference to steampunk world - enjoy!
~~~
Title: Vorpal Blade
Track number: 09/13
Release title: Steampunk Machine
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 550 BPM
Used scale(s): C# -40c Harmonic Minor, E -40c Major
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAznDIVpJUHoWo9AkNWJ06S
Netlabel: (self-released)
Release/download link: https://archive.org/details/diabarha-steampunk-machine-10th-anniversary-of-releasing-cm-album
Background image: https://yande.re/post/show/310816")
![[SAR-001] Diabarha - Someone There](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/dQZpPWuLqlU/mqdefault.jpg "[SAR-001] Diabarha - Someone There
Someone There
Basing on level 006 / Lights Out
Quote from Backrooms fandom wiki:
(...) an expansive complex of indeterminate size, made up of metallic walls, brick floors, and complex systems of pipes. The entirety of Level 6 is shrouded in complete darkness; thus far, no light sources have successfully created any light in the level. Due to the levels darkness, it is not possible to take sufficient photographs of it.
https://backrooms.fandom.com/wiki/Level_6
Release title: Be Quiet, Wanderer
Label: Speedcore Abyss Records
Cat. no: SAR-001
Genre: Speedcore/Experimental 300BPM
Scale(s): F +20c Ultraphrygian
Background image: https://images8.alphacoders.com/678/678267.jpg
SAR release info: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=1
Download link: https://archive.org/download/sar-001-v.-a.-be-quiet-wanderer/%5BSAR-001%5D%20V.A.%20-%20Be%20Quiet%2C%20Wanderer.zip")
![[Steampunk Machine] 03. Diabarha - Stigma](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/dTS4eDerHfI/mqdefault.jpg "[Steampunk Machine] 03. Diabarha - Stigma
To memorize Cyberpunk Machine after 10 years, here I present a short release (~2h), with reference to steampunk world - enjoy!
~~~
Title: Stigma
Track number: 03/13
Release title: Steampunk Machine
Genre(s)/BPM: Gabber/Darkcore 193 BPM
Used scale(s): B Ukrainian Dorian, F# Harmonic Minor
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAznDIVpJUHoWo9AkNWJ06S
Netlabel: (self-released)
Release/download link: https://archive.org/details/diabarha-steampunk-machine-10th-anniversary-of-releasing-cm-album
Background image: https://wall.alphacoders.com/big.php?i=208450")
![[CoL] 33. Diabarha - Confession of Lazarus](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/dwM1NB0TXYM/mqdefault.jpg "[CoL] 33. Diabarha - Confession of Lazarus
Relief
End of the line. Resurrection has succeeded, together with the confession.
What next?
Should we take the responsiblity... or live as nothing happened?
Or, maybe we can request next confession? This ones done anyway. It became the past now.
It reminds me of my own conscience.
Chapter timeline:
0:00 Admission
3:32 Penance
14:40 Improvement
30:35 Reconciliation
39:24 Promise
44:48 Future
Father, I thank you that you have heard me. I knew that you always hear me, but I said this for the benefit of the people standing here, that they may believe that you sent me.
John 11:41-42 NIV
Then, Lazarus came out of his grave. And now, I am the Lazarus, who has been brought back to life by the higher power, and eventually could fix what he has done to this world and to the other people. Still a human, making mistakes, carefully writing down what has been done.
First step to do is to confess own sins. Not like ok, its finally done, Im pure now. Using own words, rather focus on particular things than overview.
Thus I may do it wrong. But once Ill open my eyes for a 1000th time, I might be able to notice my fails, things that were done in a wrong way - or werent done at all. Still, it is not a process that can be done once and forever. Its constant changing of own soul, making myself easier to live with for other people and being aware of own faults.
Thats what faith and love is... right?
It isnt a statement. It is a question.
~~~
Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/33
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide https://archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Peripheral
Genre(s)/BPM: Other/Mix/190 (root)
Used scales: B Minor H/B Phrygian Dominant/B Minor N/B Phrygian/F# Phrygian Dominant/E Minor H/D Major N
Background image:
Chapter 1: (cover art)
Chapter 2: https://wallpapercave.com/wp/wp6531685.jpg
Chapter 3: https://www.wallpaperflare.com/anime-love-chunibyo-and-other-delusions-heterochromia-rikka-takanashi-wallpaper-gkjng
Chapter 4: https://www.beartai.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/03/MR-355555-836329-8.jpg
Chapter 5: https://www.wallpaperup.com/uploads/wallpapers/2014/03/20/303716/2064cdf9bbc351261cd20a8570d9b040.jpg
Chapter 6: https://wallpapercave.com/wp/wp5393423.jpg
YouTube playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBxTjo1PKSdUT709zAhyoaa
Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/people/Diabarha/100063559593503/
Speedcore worldwide FB page: https://www.facebook.com/SpeedcoreWorldwide/
Licensed as CC0 / no rights reserved. Dont mention CC3 below.")
