Uploaded November 2025 | Updated September 2026, 6 days ago
=== INFO/DISCLAIMER ===
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: "horror", "terror", and "creepiness".
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
=== Background story ===
When you open your eyes, but can't move. Everything seems like reality and you can think clear. Then, there is someone watching you from the above, and you don't know that person. You may feel a slight touch, or hear their voice, but you can't do anything.
The vision of sleep paralysis, when your mind wakes up, but the body is still asleep, disconnected.
I experienced it twice, maybe thrice. Only a single one with someone standing next to bed. It's pretty interesting, and literally breathtaking during first time - especially if you don't know what's going on.
=== Artistic Fear Scale (subjective) ===
Horror: 5/10
Terror (emotional): 8/10
Creepiness: 5.5/10
=== Info ===
Title: Held by Bed
Track number: 06/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Rawstyle/Darkcore 150 BPM
Used scale(s): E Phrygian
Release info: speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR)
=== INFO/DISCLAIMER ===
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: "horror", "terror", and "creepiness".
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
=== Background story ===
When you open your eyes, but can't move. Everything seems like reality and you can think clear. Then, there is someone watching you from the above, and you don't know that person. You may feel a slight touch, or hear their voice, but you can't do anything.
The vision of sleep paralysis, when your mind wakes up, but the body is still asleep, disconnected.
I experienced it twice, maybe thrice. Only a single one with someone standing next to bed. It's pretty interesting, and literally breathtaking during first time - especially if you don't know what's going on.
=== Artistic Fear Scale (subjective) ===
Horror: 5/10
Terror (emotional): 8/10
Creepiness: 5.5/10
=== Info ===
Title: Held by Bed
Track number: 06/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Rawstyle/Darkcore 150 BPM
Used scale(s): E Phrygian
Release info: speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR)
![[IO2M] 27. Diabarha - Tomorrows No Day
_TOMORROWS NO DAY
Nobody can live the same day twice. And this applies to Ilda as well.
Yet she spends another day on doing nothing, trying to rest from... nothing. Trying to come up with idea how she could spend the day, as best as possible, and it results in... nothing. Trying to not waste her precious time on worthless pleasures, but what is worthy? Nothing. If tomorrow was our last day, how would we spend this time? Many of us - including Ilda - wouldnt be able to come up with anything.
And if today was the last day, would we be proud of our life? Neither Ilda is.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Relation to IOTM: Deranged Souls https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4jo6ZkFHv1U
~~~
Title: Tomorrows No Day
Track number: 27/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 1100 BPM
Used scale(s): C# Phrygian
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators. [IO2M] 27. Diabarha - Tomorrows No Day](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/nbGBPCaqqGs/mqdefault.jpg)
![[Splittercore/Extratone Mix] Glitch Obsession #005 (Elise) @ SLN, 04.06.2022 @ Bydgoszcz, Poland
Important - this mix is a full version, recorded again after party. Unfortunately, I had shortened play time due to other circumstances. Live set is similar, but obviously shorter and missing some tracks.
Enjoy the rush; tracklist:
00:00 [Intro] Beethoven - Für Elise
00:50 Throttle Leak
03:26 A Tale of Abandoned Cat (ultraphrygian version)
05:57 Feather From Heaven
07:47 Mental Cage
10:29 Antarctica
11:51 Monastery
16:25 Prayer
18:47 3.A.M.
21:34 Once We Met
23:19 Imperial Mastermind
25:18 Off The Phone
28:09 Air Raid
30:36 Dead Zone
32:01 Angels Back Alive
34:35 Way Paved With Thorns
36:57 Belfast Hakken (extended version)
41:20 Crossfire
43:02 Ur Pretty
45:04 Crazy Beauties
47:11 Silent Seconds
49:57 Schrapnel Fangs
51:42 Paranoid
53:51 A Tree Without Bark
55:48 Domain of Downfall
57:07 Its Always Fun
59:46 Bleeding Teeth
1:01:53 No.24 x MTS-6 Entering Hell (furious mashup)
Event: SKRD!!! LABEL NIGHT - pranie mózgu https://www.facebook.com/events/684687072788251
Event start date: 04.06.2022
Mix name: Glitch Obsession #005 (Elise)
Background image: https://images.alphacoders.com/121/1214609.jpg and I consider this one, a beautiful one, exactly straight from my dreams... wish I knew the author. I feel like its been waiting for me there, deep in Google Images.
Nightclub: MÓZG @ Bydgoszcz, Poland [Splittercore/Extratone Mix] Glitch Obsession #005 (Elise) @ SLN, 04.06.2022 @ Bydgoszcz, Poland](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/noPIUdrupg8/mqdefault.jpg)
![[SAR-001] Diabarha - Eternal Space
Eternal Space
Basing on level 998 / Zenith
Quote from New-Backrooms fandom wiki:
(...) The floor of the zone is repeated images of clouds that have the texture of smooth concrete. The sky of this level is also an image of clouds. The level is completely flat and consists of 3 zones.
In this zone, the floor is a repeating image of clouds. There are no entities in this area.
In Zone 2, the floor is still a repeating image of clouds, but here it is much darker. Dark gray clouds also appear in the sky. This area is a ring around Zone 1, 25 miles (40 kilometers) thick and filled with dangerous entities. Mobs (...) will attack in groups.
Zone 3 is as flat as possible, just like the previous zones. But unlike the previous zones, the floor and sky are completely black here. The only thing you can see is your body.
https://the-new-backrooms.fandom.com/wiki/Archived:Level_998
Release title: Be Quiet, Wanderer
Label: Speedcore Abyss Records
Cat. no: SAR-001
Genre: Splittercore 760BPM
Scale(s): E Minor Harmonic
Background image: https://images6.alphacoders.com/765/765064.png
SAR release info: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=1
Download link: https://archive.org/download/sar-001-v.-a.-be-quiet-wanderer/%5BSAR-001%5D%20V.A.%20-%20Be%20Quiet%2C%20Wanderer.zip [SAR-001] Diabarha - Eternal Space](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/o2KLHlQD0kw/mqdefault.jpg)
![[IO2M] 29. Diabarha - FILE._sf#3
_FILE._SF#3
She keeps many files on her hard drive named like that. This way they will never know the content, of course.
If someone tried to open it just by double-click, it lauches a malicious code that destroys the OS without warning.
So, what actually is there? Many information waiting for Pauline, whenever she will be free, files will be delivered to her.
Ilda isnt stupid. Shes just careful.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Relation to IOTM: Keep in Secret https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iRHLV77Wpi8
~~~
Title: FILE._sf#3
Track number: 29/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 1350 BPM
Used scale(s): A# Minor H, A# Minor N, C Locrian M6
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators. [IO2M] 29. Diabarha - FILE._sf#3](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/oCIkU2t1y7A/mqdefault.jpg)
![[CoL] 27. Diabarha - Glued Pages
Insight
Once forgotten pages in the book of your own life. Hidden. Unreadable. Glued together, so noone can read it, just casually skipping in some past memories.
This didnt happen. This didnt happen. What didnt? I dont know.
Its good to tear them apart, or just rip out of the whole book and throw away. Maybe those were glued by an accident, maybe you have glued them by yourself, to hide a thing or two, and you dont even remember that happened. And you dont want to.
Everything is better than skipping it again and again, hoping it will just solve itself without any help.
Separate the pages, face your fear.
~~~
Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/27
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide https://archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Fisher
Genre(s)/BPM: Gabber/HC/242.5
Used scales: C# Minor H
Background image: https://hg1.funnyjunk.com/pictures/Short+story+finally+found+you+even+after+all+you+did_7c9a1b_7284333.jpg
YouTube playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBxTjo1PKSdUT709zAhyoaa
Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/people/Diabarha/100063559593503/
Speedcore worldwide FB page: https://www.facebook.com/SpeedcoreWorldwide/
Licensed as CC0 / no rights reserved. Dont mention CC3 below. [CoL] 27. Diabarha - Glued Pages](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/oyScb3hihkI/mqdefault.jpg)
![CoreNacja party/event Aftermovie [from Quato] - 10.08.2024 @ Wrocław, Poland
The aftermovie from Polish core party in Wrocław. See you next time, ALL of you are invited!
Video montaged by Quato: https://www.facebook.com/quatodevastation
Featuring:
- EUS
- SKRD/SKRD4EVER
- TERRORCORE.PL
- MACHINE DIVISION
- DEATHCHANT RECORDS
- REZYSTANCJA
- SAR
Event page: https://www.facebook.com/events/472966565160587
~~~
Event name: CoreNacja (with Khaoz Engine)
Event date: 10 August 2024
Location: Wrocław, Poland CoreNacja party/event Aftermovie [from Quato] - 10.08.2024 @ Wrocław, Poland](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/pR3sjIIHkdo/mqdefault.jpg)
![[IO2M] 14. Diabarha - Rot
_ROT
An open coffin reminds Ilda that there was such phenomenon as zombie apocalypse, yet she doesnt believe it.
Unless...
She can feel someones presence. She turns around. There was only a small shadow of a dog that disappeared shortly after she saw it.
She can not tell if the shadow was even real, neither she can why there is a shovel lying nearby. And why are her hands dirty. And why is the coffin empty.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Rot
Track number: 14/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 455 BPM
Used scale(s): D Locrian
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators. [IO2M] 14. Diabarha - Rot](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/pc-XoZT1Kbc/mqdefault.jpg)

![[Splittercore/Extratone Mix] Diabarha - Glitch Obsession #003 (Cindy) @ ExtraNation/PSD Podcast 63
Now its turn for next mix - Cindy - for ExtraNation/PSD (Podcast 63)
Tracklist:
0:00 Intro
0:19 Viper Attack
2:17 Way Paved with Thorns
5:13 Once We Met
7:34 Keep in Secret
10:25 Yantar Revisiting
13:35 Laser on Her Forehead
16:26 New Era
20:02 Random Mashup III (Slavcore)
27:25 Biological Stronghold
29:05 Disassemblation
33:00 Random Mashup IV
37:36 Tempter
38:52 Exit Blade
41:01 Schrödingers Soul
43:50 Ur Pretty
46:17 Asylum
48:58 The Mirror
52:40 Amuck
1:00:00 Erase Me
1:02:16 Pet is Dead
1:04:35 Rift Between Us
1:06:04 Lost Survivor
1:08:21 Throttle Leak
1:12:11 Wheres My Love Gone
1:16:46 Another Mile
1:18:38 Richter 42
1:24:37 Deranged Souls
1:26:08 ███████████████
Event: Podcast #63 @ ExtraNation/PSD
Release date: 26.09.2021
Mix name: Glitch Obsession #003 (Cindy)
Intro song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yaagbi_LsYg
All other credits to: nobody [Splittercore/Extratone Mix] Diabarha - Glitch Obsession #003 (Cindy) @ ExtraNation/PSD Podcast 63](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/qMeXqKBANzI/mqdefault.jpg)
![[IO2M] 23. Diabarha - Welcome to My Orphanage
_WELCOME TO MY ORPHANAGE
Another night in the old abandoned building, where Ildas dad left her for a short while, like several eternities ago.
All lights off, and Ildas presence scares away any strangers. If anyone wanted to go there... no living soul even thinks about it. The stench of mud and mold from a nearby lake fills this forgotten place.
Ildas still waiting for her dad to come and pick his little girl up, except shes an adult now.
Dried leaves and water from puddle for a dinner, like good old times.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Relation to IOTM: Paranoid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cPl7bSdNWv8 / Manic Killer https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zVh21yGWG30
~~~
Title: Welcome to My Orphanage
Track number: 23/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 850 BPM
Used scale(s): C Minor N/G Phrygian/C Minor H
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators. [IO2M] 23. Diabarha - Welcome to My Orphanage](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/qp1ow7oWLlk/mqdefault.jpg)
![[Cold LP] 01. Diabarha - Deteriorate
INFO/DISCLAIMER
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: horror, terror, and creepiness.
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
Background story
Medical trivia: hallucinations during hyperpyrexia state (body temp at 41C or more) may include blurred faces, dream-like visions, often paired with hypersensitivity to sound and touch - also hearing or feeling things that arent real.
This is my artistic approach to these hallucinations. Its not verified or realistic picture - rather a fantasy visual, but has few things in common with descriptions of the hallucination I found on web.
Artistic Fear Scale (subjective)
Horror: 8.5/10
Terror (emotional): 6.5/10
Creepiness: 5/10
Info
Title: Deteriorate
Track number: 01/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 540 BPM
Used scale(s): F# Locrian w/ Chromatic
Release info: https://speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR) [Cold LP] 01. Diabarha - Deteriorate](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/qqDdtM176ls/mqdefault.jpg)