![[CoL] 27. Diabarha - Glued Pages @Diabarha](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/oyScb3hihkI/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded May 2021 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
=== Insight ===
Once forgotten pages in the book of your own life. Hidden. Unreadable. Glued together, so noone can read it, just casually skipping in some past memories.
This didn't happen. This didn't happen. What didn't? I don't know.
It's good to tear them apart, or just rip out of the whole book and throw away. Maybe those were glued by an accident, maybe you have glued them by yourself, to hide a thing or two, and you don't even remember that happened. And you don't want to.
Everything is better than skipping it again and again, hoping it will just solve itself without any help.
Separate the pages, face your fear.
~~~
Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/27
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Fisher
Genre(s)/BPM: Gabber/HC/242.5
Used scales: C# Minor H
Background image: hg1.funnyjunk.com/pictures/Short+story+finally+found+you+even+after+all+you+did_7c9a1b_7284333.jpg
YouTube playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBxTjo1PKSdUT709zAhyoaa
Facebook page: facebook.com/people/Diabarha/100063559593503
Speedcore worldwide FB page: facebook.com/SpeedcoreWorldwide
Licensed as CC0 / no rights reserved. Don't mention CC3 below.
=== Insight ===
Once forgotten pages in the book of your own life. Hidden. Unreadable. Glued together, so noone can read it, just casually skipping in some past memories.
This didn't happen. This didn't happen. What didn't? I don't know.
It's good to tear them apart, or just rip out of the whole book and throw away. Maybe those were glued by an accident, maybe you have glued them by yourself, to hide a thing or two, and you don't even remember that happened. And you don't want to.
Everything is better than skipping it again and again, hoping it will just solve itself without any help.
Separate the pages, face your fear.
~~~
Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/27
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Fisher
Genre(s)/BPM: Gabber/HC/242.5
Used scales: C# Minor H
Background image: hg1.funnyjunk.com/pictures/Short+story+finally+found+you+even+after+all+you+did_7c9a1b_7284333.jpg
YouTube playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBxTjo1PKSdUT709zAhyoaa
Facebook page: facebook.com/people/Diabarha/100063559593503
Speedcore worldwide FB page: facebook.com/SpeedcoreWorldwide
Licensed as CC0 / no rights reserved. Don't mention CC3 below.
![[CoL] 27. Diabarha - Glued Pages](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/oyScb3hihkI/mqdefault.jpg "[CoL] 27. Diabarha - Glued Pages
Insight
Once forgotten pages in the book of your own life. Hidden. Unreadable. Glued together, so noone can read it, just casually skipping in some past memories.
This didnt happen. This didnt happen. What didnt? I dont know.
Its good to tear them apart, or just rip out of the whole book and throw away. Maybe those were glued by an accident, maybe you have glued them by yourself, to hide a thing or two, and you dont even remember that happened. And you dont want to.
Everything is better than skipping it again and again, hoping it will just solve itself without any help.
Separate the pages, face your fear.
~~~
Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/27
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide https://archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Fisher
Genre(s)/BPM: Gabber/HC/242.5
Used scales: C# Minor H
Background image: https://hg1.funnyjunk.com/pictures/Short+story+finally+found+you+even+after+all+you+did_7c9a1b_7284333.jpg
YouTube playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBxTjo1PKSdUT709zAhyoaa
Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/people/Diabarha/100063559593503/
Speedcore worldwide FB page: https://www.facebook.com/SpeedcoreWorldwide/
Licensed as CC0 / no rights reserved. Dont mention CC3 below.")
![CoreNacja party/event Aftermovie [from Quato] - 10.08.2024 @ Wrocław, Poland](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/pR3sjIIHkdo/mqdefault.jpg "CoreNacja party/event Aftermovie [from Quato] - 10.08.2024 @ Wrocław, Poland
The aftermovie from Polish core party in Wrocław. See you next time, ALL of you are invited!
Video montaged by Quato: https://www.facebook.com/quatodevastation
Featuring:
- EUS
- SKRD/SKRD4EVER
- TERRORCORE.PL
- MACHINE DIVISION
- DEATHCHANT RECORDS
- REZYSTANCJA
- SAR
Event page: https://www.facebook.com/events/472966565160587
~~~
Event name: CoreNacja (with Khaoz Engine)
Event date: 10 August 2024
Location: Wrocław, Poland")
![[IO2M] 14. Diabarha - Rot](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/pc-XoZT1Kbc/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 14. Diabarha - Rot
_ROT
An open coffin reminds Ilda that there was such phenomenon as zombie apocalypse, yet she doesnt believe it.
Unless...
She can feel someones presence. She turns around. There was only a small shadow of a dog that disappeared shortly after she saw it.
She can not tell if the shadow was even real, neither she can why there is a shovel lying nearby. And why are her hands dirty. And why is the coffin empty.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Rot
Track number: 14/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 455 BPM
Used scale(s): D Locrian
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[Splittercore/Extratone Mix] Diabarha - Glitch Obsession #003 (Cindy) @ ExtraNation/PSD Podcast 63](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/qMeXqKBANzI/mqdefault.jpg "[Splittercore/Extratone Mix] Diabarha - Glitch Obsession #003 (Cindy) @ ExtraNation/PSD Podcast 63
Now its turn for next mix - Cindy - for ExtraNation/PSD (Podcast 63)
Tracklist:
0:00 Intro
0:19 Viper Attack
2:17 Way Paved with Thorns
5:13 Once We Met
7:34 Keep in Secret
10:25 Yantar Revisiting
13:35 Laser on Her Forehead
16:26 New Era
20:02 Random Mashup III (Slavcore)
27:25 Biological Stronghold
29:05 Disassemblation
33:00 Random Mashup IV
37:36 Tempter
38:52 Exit Blade
41:01 Schrödingers Soul
43:50 Ur Pretty
46:17 Asylum
48:58 The Mirror
52:40 Amuck
1:00:00 Erase Me
1:02:16 Pet is Dead
1:04:35 Rift Between Us
1:06:04 Lost Survivor
1:08:21 Throttle Leak
1:12:11 Wheres My Love Gone
1:16:46 Another Mile
1:18:38 Richter 42
1:24:37 Deranged Souls
1:26:08 ███████████████
Event: Podcast #63 @ ExtraNation/PSD
Release date: 26.09.2021
Mix name: Glitch Obsession #003 (Cindy)
Intro song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yaagbi_LsYg
All other credits to: nobody")
![[IO2M] 23. Diabarha - Welcome to My Orphanage](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/qp1ow7oWLlk/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 23. Diabarha - Welcome to My Orphanage
_WELCOME TO MY ORPHANAGE
Another night in the old abandoned building, where Ildas dad left her for a short while, like several eternities ago.
All lights off, and Ildas presence scares away any strangers. If anyone wanted to go there... no living soul even thinks about it. The stench of mud and mold from a nearby lake fills this forgotten place.
Ildas still waiting for her dad to come and pick his little girl up, except shes an adult now.
Dried leaves and water from puddle for a dinner, like good old times.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Relation to IOTM: Paranoid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cPl7bSdNWv8 / Manic Killer https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zVh21yGWG30
~~~
Title: Welcome to My Orphanage
Track number: 23/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 850 BPM
Used scale(s): C Minor N/G Phrygian/C Minor H
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[Cold LP] 01. Diabarha - Deteriorate](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/qqDdtM176ls/mqdefault.jpg "[Cold LP] 01. Diabarha - Deteriorate
INFO/DISCLAIMER
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: horror, terror, and creepiness.
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
Background story
Medical trivia: hallucinations during hyperpyrexia state (body temp at 41C or more) may include blurred faces, dream-like visions, often paired with hypersensitivity to sound and touch - also hearing or feeling things that arent real.
This is my artistic approach to these hallucinations. Its not verified or realistic picture - rather a fantasy visual, but has few things in common with descriptions of the hallucination I found on web.
Artistic Fear Scale (subjective)
Horror: 8.5/10
Terror (emotional): 6.5/10
Creepiness: 5/10
Info
Title: Deteriorate
Track number: 01/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 540 BPM
Used scale(s): F# Locrian w/ Chromatic
Release info: https://speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR)")
![[IO2M] 20. Diabarha - Crazy Beauties II](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/r4QRmmz8_eo/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 20. Diabarha - Crazy Beauties II
_CRAZY BEAUTIES II
First date for Ilda. She tries to remain calm, but keeps shaking, waiting for the guy to show up.
They ordered a tea. It reminds Ilda a tea party with her plushies and dolls when she was a kid. She was doing that pretty often.
Guy notices that his date is quite nervous and observes him all the time, so he asks a standard question, what do you plan to do in future. No answer, Ilda keeps her hands below the table and still shakes. She said shes okay before...
Maybe she feels insecure. Would you like to tell me what are your dreams, the guy asked. The cup of tea fell from the table and broke loudly, gathering attention of everyone in the cafe.
Ilda didnt even look at the shattered glass on the floor, but kept staring at her date instead.
See, this is what would make your chest beautiful, she said with a wide smile, uncontrollably shaking.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Relation to IOTM: Crazy Beauties https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w-qsXZeZTBw
~~~
Title: Crazy Beauties II
Track number: 20/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 700 BPM
Used scale(s): F Minor H/C Phrygian/G Locrian
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[Dark Techno] 03. Diabarha - Feed Me Master](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/r9gfIxz0uSE/mqdefault.jpg "[Dark Techno] 03. Diabarha - Feed Me Master
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
~~~
CRIMINAL RECORD 19.06.2022
Male, 37, arrested for alleged abduction. The victim is 21 years old female, alive.
The suspect was arrested at home as a result of investigation of missing person reported on 07.04.2022 by victims boyfriend, 21. The suspect did not resist the Police and called the victim a big-eyed cat.
Further investigation found a numerous amount of child/teenager accesories in a suspects house, mostly clothing and visual decorations; large amount of magazines and books about domestic animals. All found electronic devices of suspect are currently examined by Police officers.
During interrogation of the victim, she said that she has been held in a small room without daylight access for unknown period; the room was equipped with a mattress, few animal toys and a litter box. She testified that suspect was feeding her with cat food in the bowl, water and even milk, made her to wear various dresses and cat ears, forced her verbally and physically to participate in different activities that resembled dancing, learning tricks, sleeping on lap and petting, pillow hugging. Despite conditions, victim said she was treated rather good or acceptable.
Medical report of victim found severe dehydration and lack of nutrients in diet; multiple wounds and scabs on neck, possibly caused by prolonged wearing a kind of metal collar; few bruises/bedsores on body; not found explicit signs of sexual abuse. The victim is depressed, asking multiple times what will happen to suspect; hospital has provided psychological assistance.
~~~
Title: Feed Me Master
Track number: 03/28
Cat. no/release title: SAR-005 Onto Brink
Genre(s)/BPM: Dark Techno 132.5BPM
Used scale(s): E +40c Ultraphrygian
Module: Delusional/Night
Background image: https://images.anime-pictures.net/a32/a32873c055310dddd3c00b4ad5ebb2a9.jpg?if=ANIME-PICTURES.NET 569218-1984x1240-azur+lane-hammann+%28azur+lane%29-commander+%28azur+lane%29-yukineko-long+hair-looking+at+viewer.jpg
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAlItXPOb0gNlqCS53tLDEc
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=5")
![[TRAILER] Light is Over / horror indie game](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/rTSA7sPzGY8/mqdefault.jpg "[TRAILER] Light is Over / horror indie game
Download game: https://splitterdev.itch.io/light-is-over
Quick summary
You were visited by a creature from another dimension, where light is not welcomed. And now she will follow you everywhere, so the only way out is to get rid of her. Set a trap using found materials, then leave the place. Dont forget she may chase and kill you whenever she heard your steps, or saw the beam of your flashlight...
Support the project
If you want to help this project grow (aka to help me, obviously), please consider buying me a coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/diabarha or donate on Itch via link above. Any and every support is highly appreciated!")
![[Speedcore] 21. Diabarha - Terminalis Cantata](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/s24bu8haAOs/mqdefault.jpg "[Speedcore] 21. Diabarha - Terminalis Cantata
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
~~~
Female, 31; observation notes from 04.09.2020
Patient was hospitalized on 25.07.2020 around 6PM with signs of isolation, overall long-term apathy and anxiety symptoms reported by patients parents.
Patient is quiet and spends most time of the day in bed with a teddy bear. Recorded heavy breath and mumbling while asleep, can have recurring nightmares. Notable fear of darkness; frequently gets up and turns the light on during night. Regular appetite, but tends to eat slowly and overly careful. Usually maintains poor hygiene, avoids help from nurses, but does not react with aggression.
Lowered reaction upon calling by name, rather afraid of physical contact. Reduced facial expression and mimic, but observable nervous look on eye contact. Does not show interest in conversation with doctors, does not talk or reply; seems to be indifferent to shorter, and disturbed by longer interviews.
Noticed stronger reaction: disturbance and alarm (concern?) on showing photos and/or playing pre-recorded voice of close family members. The reaction may be used for communication with patient.
Suggested to stay under observation.
~~~
Title: Terminalis Cantata
Track number: 21/28
Cat. no/release title: SAR-005 Onto Brink
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore/Splittercore 410/820BPM
Used scale(s): D Minor H/Multiple harmonic minor modes
Module: Anxious/Morning
Background image: https://browsecat.art/sites/default/files/sci-fi-anime-wallpapers-119648-982351-7141142.png
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAlItXPOb0gNlqCS53tLDEc
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=5")
