- chapter one: denial. ✧ [benjamin & ellen] @southsideprincess.
- chapter one: denial. ✧ [benjamin & ellen]  @southsideprincess.
Uploaded August 2021 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago
TRIGGER WARNING: depressive thoughts, assault, sight loss, drug abuse

[ watch in HD + headphones ]

Nobody really asked for this but after I uploaded my last edit with them, I already knew I will turn it into a mini-series, which I'll add to a playlist, so you can easily find them and follow the whole story.
Each "episode" is based on the idea of the five stages of grief since both are experiencing their own form of grief — Ellen mourns the lost of her sight and the life as she knew it & Benjamin mourns the loss of his wife as she distances herself from his as well as after she commits suicide.
Hope you'll enjoy this edit despite it's another short one!


STORY: Ellen is a child prodigy, who is happily married to Benjamin until a tragery strikes — a fan's attack leaves Ellen permanently blind and deprived of all desire to live. Still desperately in love, Benjamin tries to help her overcome her trauma and adjust to her new lifestyle, but Ellen vicious refuses any of his help and further distances herself from her husband.

P.S. Generally, birds in your dreams represent your goals, ambitions, and aspirations in your waking life. Like a bird, these things may be hard to achieve at first, but eventually they will find their way to you and they will land on your feet. Alternatively, dreaming about birds can also symbolize peace, good news, and spiritual freedom. (in case you're wondering what the meaning of the scenes with the birds included is.)

MORE OF THE 11 MINUTES SERIES:
trailer/intro: youtu.be/CMk95RTxMvM
chapter two: youtu.be/cJ7s_HyuGGI
chapter three: youtu.be/QUSqwjUUtuY
chapter four: youtu.be/5DbYjLXlt6E

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Ship: Ellen & Benjamin
Fandom: many (but mostly Sightless & Gold Digger)
Actors: Madelaine Petsch & Ben Barnes
Coloring: KeepHopeAlive
Song: google lyrics (unless YT decides to suggest it below)
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I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.

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#fanvidfeed #crossover #denial #madelainepetsch #benbarnes #ellenashland #benjamingreene #sightless #golddigger
- chapter one: denial. ✧ [benjamin & ellen]- everyday view. ✧ [ mikhail & mirella | shadowhunters au ]- gods will rise. ✧ [grisha au | abigail blossom & the darkling]- merry christmas.- running for my life. ✧ [cherylxnate (ft.jason)]- remember me. ✧ [doctor who;; amyxrory]- you & me, were bumper cars. ✧ [oc;; janettxdacre]- i mean it. ✧ [au universe]- i cant lose it all ✧ [crossover collab + @wolfblodqueen ]- sweet dreams. ✧ [cherylxpeter] (dedicated to svetlana.)- paralyzed. ✧ [oc;; elliott halstead]-  the only thing about getting what you wanted is that its a disappointment. ✧ [ OC  ]
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- chapter one: denial. ✧ [benjamin & ellen]

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