![- you & me, were bumper cars. ✧ [oc;; janettxdacre] @southsideprincess.](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/H9pbz9NBMT0/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded December 2019 | Updated September 2026, 4 days ago
It's just a short, crappy, unfinished video never to be seen by anyone but me, which I found yesterday while cleaning up my laptop. But it's been two years since these two were born (yeah, I'm talking about oc), so it only sounded fitting to put it up on the exact date they saw the world. To many of you, this video might not mean much other than a crappy unfinished project, but I still get the feels, especially knowing how last year I almost thought I'd lose these two and it got to me, so I started this video but never finished it. Long story short these are no longer characters of my universe I keep alive but still have a place in my heart and my mind.
Happy birthday to Janet & Dacre! I hope they get their wonderful happily ever after one day!
It's just a short, crappy, unfinished video never to be seen by anyone but me, which I found yesterday while cleaning up my laptop. But it's been two years since these two were born (yeah, I'm talking about oc), so it only sounded fitting to put it up on the exact date they saw the world. To many of you, this video might not mean much other than a crappy unfinished project, but I still get the feels, especially knowing how last year I almost thought I'd lose these two and it got to me, so I started this video but never finished it. Long story short these are no longer characters of my universe I keep alive but still have a place in my heart and my mind.
Happy birthday to Janet & Dacre! I hope they get their wonderful happily ever after one day!
![- you & me, were bumper cars. ✧ [oc;; janettxdacre]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/H9pbz9NBMT0/mqdefault.jpg "- you & me, were bumper cars. ✧ [oc;; janettxdacre]
Its just a short, crappy, unfinished video never to be seen by anyone but me, which I found yesterday while cleaning up my laptop. But its been two years since these two were born (yeah, Im talking about oc), so it only sounded fitting to put it up on the exact date they saw the world. To many of you, this video might not mean much other than a crappy unfinished project, but I still get the feels, especially knowing how last year I almost thought Id lose these two and it got to me, so I started this video but never finished it. Long story short these are no longer characters of my universe I keep alive but still have a place in my heart and my mind.
Happy birthday to Janet & Dacre! I hope they get their wonderful happily ever after one day!")
![- i mean it. ✧ [au universe]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/HDj9HTFel0I/mqdefault.jpg "- i mean it. ✧ [au universe]
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Disclaimer: This video contains flashy images, guns, violence, mild adult content, which makes it unsuitable to all audiences, so please proceed with caution.
Okay, first of all, this is my late New Years gift for everyone, because I wanted to start this year with a loud BANG and if anything sounds remotely like this, its this video!
But... its also nervewrecking sharing this video because Ive had this idea for the longest times. I have some unsuccessful attempts in picturing this whole universe Ive created in my head and this was supposed to be a video about the male leads, but some how ended up picture the whole idea, so.. oops to that.
I wont give out too much on the idea because its one I have high hopes for but I just love it so much and to be honest making this video and trying to find the right scenes made me expand it even further than I originally thought itd lead me, so please do enjoy this short sneak peek as much as I did making it and if its meant to be, there will be more edits in the future.
STORY: Richard (Frank Grillo) has three sons - Damien (Ben Barnes), Lux (Brett Dalton) & Nicholas (Casey Deidrick) & a daughter, Nicola (Victoria Justice), who is also Nicholas twin sister. Hes a lawyer, running for a mayor, but his family has very dark secrets. After accidentally causing the death of his girlfriend (Danielle Campbell), Nicholas is adviced to leave town. Damien as his fathers associate in the law firm is quickly involved in the cover-up and has always supported his fathers shady business, whereas Lux has secrets of his own and has always been the black sheep - completely oblivious to his fathers dark affairs until he finds himself involved and forced to choose side.
I know, its too vague of a description but Ill leave the rest to your imagination. *wink wink*
Fandom: (AU) universe
Coloring: MillyWinchester
Song: in the title
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
#fanvidfeed #au #benbarnes #frankgrillo #brettdalton #madelainepetsch #vanessamorgan #caseydeidrick #victoriajustice #daniellecampbell #mafia #darkaffairs #dysfunctionalfamily #familywars")
![- i cant lose it all ✧ [crossover collab + @wolfblodqueen ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/HY6jG7zqgus/mqdefault.jpg "- i cant lose it all ✧ [crossover collab + @wolfblodqueen ]
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im so happy i got the chance to do this collab with none other than @wolfblodqueen working with her truly is a dream & ill be happy do it again in the future! thank you for trusting me with this 1x1 collab! 💞
and happiest of birthdays to @bansheequeen !! may all your dreams come true & hope youll have one lovely day & year!! 💖
song: in the title
fandom: multicrossover
coloring: wolfblodqueen [lilac sky]
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
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#fanvidfeed #multicrossover")
![- sweet dreams. ✧ [cherylxpeter] (dedicated to svetlana.)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/HsErtcA8SMI/mqdefault.jpg "- sweet dreams. ✧ [cherylxpeter] (dedicated to svetlana.)
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WARNING: flashing images, disturbing content
Dedicated to my best friend (not that all my videos arent really) because I know how much you love these two & you most certainly need a cheer up, so i hope seeing this makes your day! Plus, I know youre secretly a sucker for psychological horror.
P.S. also, thank you for occasionally putting up with my awful self. love you.
I guess waking up at 5 am to go to the office at 7:30 am on the weekend has it perks because I was reminded of this song yesterday and managed to finish a video in two days. This one was a huge experiment for me, honestly. I had zero idea of how to build it aside of how perfect this song was for these characters. Plus, its not the usual type of editing Im used to. But as I started the story came to my mind on its own and I must say Im very proud of the end result.
STORY: Growing up Ellen was very close with Peter who then worked for her family and it crushed her when he disappeared unexpectedly. Fast forward to the present Ellen is a well-known violinist, who recently suffered from a gruesom attach, leaving her sightless. As she tries to accustom to her new life in the darkness, she starts experiencing strange things. She starts to remember her childhood home and cant help but wonder if it was all as she thought it to be or perhaps there was a presence she was oblivious to.
Truth is Peter died and due to their special bond his ghost got attached to her (growing stronger now that they has troubling past in common) but growing up Ellen became insensitive to his presence until her lost sight unlocked her deep intuition. Moreover, observing her shift from a little girl to a beautiful young woman Peter couldnt help but develop deeper feelings towards Ellen. Almost an obsession really.
Feeling lost after her accident, for a while Ellen accepts his company but as she starts to feel thing are getting out of control, she tries to distance herself once more, it takes her a long while but at the end shes finally free.
Characters: Ellen & Peter Quint
Fandom: Sightless & The Haunting of Bly Manor
Coloring: xXWhisperOfDreamsXx
Song: in the title
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
#fanvidfeed #crossover #sightless #thehauntingofblymanor #oliverjacksoncohen #madelainepetsch #dark #psychologivalhorror #sweetdreams #toxicrelationship")
![- paralyzed. ✧ [oc;; elliott halstead]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/HyY3xXhMuLI/mqdefault.jpg "- paralyzed. ✧ [oc;; elliott halstead]
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I wanted to do a character study of one of my original characters for so long now and I originally had a project started with a different song with this character, but I think this one suits him perfectly and the cover is so beautiful itself. I have a few troubled characters with Ben Barnes, because hes just so good at playing those, but I believe Elliott by far is the most complicated. Hes a mixture of Billy Russo and Logan Delos, as well as a bit of Benjamin Greene, which is why each scene taken from his projects fits so perfectly with the story I tried to portray in this video.
I really enjoyed making this video and I hope you enjoy watching it!
Also, I totally didnt plan it but since I finished it just in time, I guess this year I can celebrate another Leos birthday with a fan video and this itll be Bens. So, happy birthday Ben Barnes, even if I dont believe hell ever stumble upon this!
STORY: [based on Percy Jackson & the Olympians series] Elliott Halstead is the son of Hephestus (but his main strenght and passion is painting). After years of unhappy marriage and seeing her husband lose interest in her with each day, Elliotts mother decides a child could be the key to spark the fire back into her marriage. However, since the very beginning Mr. Halstead is aware Elliott is not his son.
Elliott grows up despised by the man he desperately wants to impress and unloved by the woman he calls his mother, which leads him on a dangerous path from a very early age.
Once he learns about the Camp, hes in and out a couple of times before he finds a reason to stay. A girl. A daughter of Hecate. A spark of hope, which ultimately changes his whole life.
Character: Elliott Halstead (ft. Kaiein Glasscote)
Actors: Ben Barnes (ft. Madelaine Petsch)
Coloring: XxxXDream
Song: google the lyrics // its a piano cover
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
#fanvidfeed #oc #benbarnes #madelainepetsch #billyrusso #logandelos #benjamingreene #westworld #percyjackson #golddigger #thepunisher #paralyzed")
![- the only thing about getting what you wanted is that its a disappointment. ✧ [ OC ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/IYJTZ4kuGKw/mqdefault.jpg "- the only thing about getting what you wanted is that its a disappointment. ✧ [ OC ]
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𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙
𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘢 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩.
Happy New Year! ✨
this a project i started back in March 2025 and kept going back to over the year. the story itself has been on the back burner for almost two years now, because i kept telling myself i wanted to focus on my main project, but over the past few months its been growing stronger and stronger and ive found myself stirring away from the original idea and while William was supposed to be a side character, hes slowly taken the lead. and im loving it!
2025 was a year i really struggled with vidding and finishing projects, but lets hope 2026 will be a better one!
𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚: former member of the FBI SWAT team, william is called back in to go undercover. his mission? protect cult survivor, elizabeth knox. but what happens when the line between duty and pleasure blur? when the person hired to keep you safe has a dark secret of his own?
song: ave maria (by albert stanaj and tommee profitt )
fandom: original story // OC
cast:
𝙗𝙚𝙣 𝙗𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙚𝙨 𝘢𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘢𝘮 𝘤. 𝘱𝘢𝘺𝘯𝘦
𝙛𝙖𝙢𝙠𝙚 𝙟𝙖𝙣𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙣 𝘢𝘴 𝘰𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘢 𝘱𝘢𝘺𝘯𝘦
𝙢𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙩𝙨𝙘𝙝 𝘢𝘴 𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘻𝘢𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘩 𝘳. 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘹
𝙨𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙖 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣 𝘢𝘴 𝘤𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘢 𝘧𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘦𝘳 (𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘢𝘮𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘳)
coloring: Snowflake (by JazziBalkan)
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
#fanvidfeed #characterstudy #benbarnes")
![- collab parts of 2021 ✧ [happy new year edition]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/IjFRc6BUVxQ/mqdefault.jpg "- collab parts of 2021 ✧ [happy new year edition]
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HAPPY NEW 2022 YEAR!
Little did I know back in the end of 2019/the beginning of 2020 that Ill still editing to this day (though the second half of 2021 has most certainly been less active for me here on youtube and the pile of unfinished/tbd projects has only been growing the last couple of months leaving me overwhelmed with how much ideas I want to bring to life but cant seem to force myself to for some reason). Little did I know Ill once again join collabs and this time Ill have the chance to edit alongside some of the most amazing vidders here (for which opportunity Im forever grateful).
Thank you to everyone who gave me a chance to be part of a collab, thank you to everyone who spared time to comment on any of my edits throughout the year and thank you to everyone who subscribed!
Heres to a new year full of finished projects and new ideas!
P.S. Im sorry if Ive missed any but Im pretty sure these are all of the collabs Ive taken part in last year. Also, there are a few unpublished/yet to be published/possibly cancelled collabs but since I had the parts finished, I thought Ill just add them to the mix.
[ REUPLOAD ] Reuploading because I realized Ive missed two parts.
Fandom: many (stated in each part)
Cast: many (if youre interested in a particular one, just ask)
Songs: many (mostly mentioned in the description below each part)
Program: Sony Vegas Pro 14
Coloring: many (two parts are without coloring per host request)
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
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#fanvidfeed #collabpart #goodbye2021")
![- save me. ✧ [au!grishaverse;; the darklingxgenya]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/K5Mmo61rUrk/mqdefault.jpg "- save me. ✧ [au!grishaverse;; the darklingxgenya]
[ watch in HD + headphones]
Okay, so my first video was supposed to be one all about the Darkling but later turned out to be a Darklina AU and since Ive mentioned Madelaine would work better for Genya, I wanted to make one as well, so here it is.
I originally planned to find the perfect russian song to go with the whole vibe of the series but none stood out to me, so if any of you have any suggestions, I might consider doing another video because I kind of like the idea of this ship.
I dont have any fixed backstory but its loosely based on the original dynamic between these two with a small twist being their on-going relationship though knowing the Darkling its mostly one-sided, I suppose.
Anyway, enough words. Hope you like it!
xx
Ship: The Darkling & Genya Safin (Grishaverse AU)
Actors: Madelaine Petsch & Ben Barnes
Coloring: KeepHopeAlive
Song: in the title
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
#fanvidfeed #thedarkling #grishaverse #benbarnes #madelainepetsch #genyasafin")
![- give. ✧ [ lily & damian everlin | OC ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/LaDe46KyGm4/mqdefault.jpg "- give. ✧ [ lily & damian everlin | OC ]
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𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬,
𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧,
𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐚 𝐟𝐢𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞,
𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞.
i cant believe how fast i managed to finish this video when ive been stuck on various projects for months. this pairing was a funny little test for a crossover collab but i quickly realized i wanted to do a full video on them and a storyline bloomed.
storyline: following the sudden death of her estranged father, lily everlin must return to hollowhill one final time. hollowhill has always had this strange aura around itself — a place not meant for people but for ghosts and secrets alike. there she must face a ghost of her own; the brother (damian) she left behind the last time she turned her back to hollowhill. and together they must face the secrets buried deep within the walls of hollowhill.
the premise is still very fresh in my mind, but i love the idea of yearning born out of love and grief alike, ancestral curses, intricate familial relationships and decaying gothic mansions. think wuthering heights and the haunting of hill house.
song: in the title (by sleep token)
fandom: The Everlin siblings (OC)
characters: Lily Everlin (Freya Allan), Damian Everlin (Drew Starkey)
coloring: Little Dove (by Xavier)
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
#fanvidfeed #oc #crossover #theeverlinsiblings")
![- chapter five: acceptance ✧ [benjamin & ellen]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/MgY5DZ5Mc6A/mqdefault.jpg "- chapter five: acceptance ✧ [benjamin & ellen]
[ watch in HD + headphones ]
[ tw: depression, suicide, self-harm, sight loss, death ]
subtitles available for the voiceovers.
this is it. this is the last chapter in the series (but certainly not the last video edit i make of these two).
this is a bittersweet moment for me. its no secret i love the chemistry between Madelaine and Ben but these two characters in particular completely stole my heart (especially since sweet, domestic vibes is not something common for my edits). and it makes me so happy others love them just as much as i do. because i really wasnt sure if ill finish this series (despite my initial passion for it) when i first started it, but having people excited for the next chapter really pushed and motivated me to not give up on it. so, thank you! also thank you for being patient with me while i spend months on each chapter, trying to find the perfect scenes (you seriously have no idea how many times ive changed a scene just because it doesnt flow with the rest).
as for the ending, it may come as a surprise to some even if ive hint it a bit in previous parts. i didnt know how this series will end at first but after the second part i already knew ellens fate and it was only fair for benjamins to be similar because... they belong together. here or in the afterlife.
p.s. the date i upload this video is not random, its officially one year since i uploaded the first chapter in the series and i wanted to make it a full cycle.
also, isnt if fate that the trailer for Madelaines new movie came just in time so i can include the perfect wedding scenes in this edit!
STORY: Ellen is a violinist and a child prodigy who suffers a vicious attack which leaves her blind.
Without her sight, Ellen’s life turns dark.
Without her, Benjamin’s life turns colorless.
For months Ellen tried to adjust to her new lifestyle but was unable to. She couldn’t bear being trapped inside her own mind, trapped inside utter darkness. A burden to her loved ones, to him.
The signs were all there, Benjamin just chose to ignore them, believing their love is strong enough to uphold any obstacle on their path. It wasn’t and now she’s gone. And he can finally truly understand her.
Trapped in all the memories they’ve shared together, he tries to find the strength to move on, to do what she asked of him in her last will but the pain of losing his true soulmate is too much, too unbearable. And his old vices are stronger than ever.
On his way back from their place (the place they used to go whenever they felt like disappearing for a little while), Benjamin gets into a car accident and falls into a coma. And for the first time in weeks he’s able to see colors again.
P.S. For anyone who hasnt seen Sightless (though you should!) Sasha [Alicia Vikander] is Ellens best friend (I think?) but here shes also Benjamins half-sister, who introduced him to Ellen in the first place.
MORE OF THE 11 MINUTES SERIES:
trailer/intro: https://youtu.be/CMk95RTxMvM
chapter one: https://youtu.be/E9LrBnYI9F0
chapter two: https://youtu.be/cJ7s_HyuGGI
chapter three: https://youtu.be/QUSqwjUUtuY
chapter four: https://youtu.be/5DbYjLXlt6E
Ship: Ellen & Benjamin
Fandom: many (but mostly Sightless & Gold Digger)
Actors: Madelaine Petsch & Ben Barnes
Coloring: LaurenMichelle
Song: google lyrics (unless YT decides to suggest it below)
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
#fanvidfeed #crossover #acceptance #madelainepetsch #benbarnes #ellenashland #benjamingreene #sightless #golddigger")
![- unfinished projects / previews. ✧ [ 2021/2022 ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/MlRsjr7KFHA/mqdefault.jpg "- unfinished projects / previews. ✧ [ 2021/2022 ]
[ watch in HD / small screen + headphones ]
looking through my projects folders, its insane how many projects i have started. sadly, i no longer feel the urge or inspiration to finish some (if not to say most) of them, so i may be posting some compilations of unfinished projects/previews in the following weeks as i slowly try to put my folders back in order because this amount of files and chaos is currently giving me anxiety.
hope youll enjoy these small snippets and dont fret if you like some of them a little too much because these are all (at least most of them) ideas i still plan on exploring in future projects, its just easier for me to start fresh when inspiration strikes again than force myself to work on a project i no longer feel the pull towards!
song: various
coloring: various (will try to figure out the names & update later)
fandoms: various
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
#fanvidfeed #unfinished #crossover")
