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STREAM AND DOWNLOAD BED OF ROSES
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"In The Clouds"
Writing - Cerussis
Production - Cerussis, N.Con
Vocals - Cerussis
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
Why do we fall in love?
Just to fall apart
Pick up the pieces of your heart
Lead you back to the start
Just a face in the crowd
I’ll shut up and blend in
‘Cus that’s the way it’s always been
Nothing good, nothing great
In the same old place
Nothing special to make
You see my face
And though I want you bad
I’ll keep my space
I’ll disappear without a trace
[Verse 2]
Why do we open up?
Just to shut them out
You build your walls tall
Just to knock them down
Deep down, your heart is bleak
You feel your growing weak
All the color drains, you hear them shout
“You won’t be good enough”
“All your shit is piling up”
Do what you can to block them out
Though they eat you up
“He’s crazy”
“Vision’s getting hazy”
Was it worth the sacrifice..?
[Pre-chorus]
If I fade away, would you look for me?
If I disappear, would you ever see?
If I blend into the crowd, would you miss me?
Would you remember me?
And if all that we had was lost
Tell me, was it worth the cost?
That you had planned to let me go
Sayin, “nobody needs to know”
[Chorus]
Well, I hope now your future’s bright
Hope you did, in your head, what you thought was right
I’ll bow out, give you peace of mind
When in the end, you broke that heart of mine
I hope you’re happy with what you’ve done
Your selfish reason to push me aside, you’ve won
So, I’ll leave now, I hope you’re proud
I’ll be a face in the crowd
[Outro]
Why do we fall in love just to fall apart?
Pick up the pieces of your heart, lead you back to the start
Why do we open up, just to shut them out?
You build your walls tall, just to knock them down
(I’ll just fade into the crowd…)
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STREAM AND DOWNLOAD BED OF ROSES
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"In The Clouds"
Writing - Cerussis
Production - Cerussis, N.Con
Vocals - Cerussis
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
Why do we fall in love?
Just to fall apart
Pick up the pieces of your heart
Lead you back to the start
Just a face in the crowd
I’ll shut up and blend in
‘Cus that’s the way it’s always been
Nothing good, nothing great
In the same old place
Nothing special to make
You see my face
And though I want you bad
I’ll keep my space
I’ll disappear without a trace
[Verse 2]
Why do we open up?
Just to shut them out
You build your walls tall
Just to knock them down
Deep down, your heart is bleak
You feel your growing weak
All the color drains, you hear them shout
“You won’t be good enough”
“All your shit is piling up”
Do what you can to block them out
Though they eat you up
“He’s crazy”
“Vision’s getting hazy”
Was it worth the sacrifice..?
[Pre-chorus]
If I fade away, would you look for me?
If I disappear, would you ever see?
If I blend into the crowd, would you miss me?
Would you remember me?
And if all that we had was lost
Tell me, was it worth the cost?
That you had planned to let me go
Sayin, “nobody needs to know”
[Chorus]
Well, I hope now your future’s bright
Hope you did, in your head, what you thought was right
I’ll bow out, give you peace of mind
When in the end, you broke that heart of mine
I hope you’re happy with what you’ve done
Your selfish reason to push me aside, you’ve won
So, I’ll leave now, I hope you’re proud
I’ll be a face in the crowd
[Outro]
Why do we fall in love just to fall apart?
Pick up the pieces of your heart, lead you back to the start
Why do we open up, just to shut them out?
You build your walls tall, just to knock them down
(I’ll just fade into the crowd…)
Stream and download my debut album, Knots!: https://push.fm/fl/b4ddxig8
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![Angel (Official Audio) - Cerussis
KNOTS - MY DEBUT ALBUM - OUT AUGUST 20TH
PRE-SAVE LINKS COMING SOON!!!
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~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
I used to know how to do things on my own
But then I lost what I called home
I thought that I was all alone
Through the dark and through the light
You helped me soar to greater heights
I knew I’d fight
To see your future burning bright
[Pre-chorus]
And though you’ll hear the thunder roar
Throughout a neverending war
You’ve made it through this before
[Chorus]
You’re an angel
Fly higher, angel
Flyin’ closer to the sun
(Oh angel, oh no angel)
Cause you’re an angel
And though it’s painful
I know that you can make through
(Oh angel, oh no angel)
You’re an angel
Fly higher, angel
Flyin’ closer to the sun
(Oh angel, oh no angel)
Cause you’re an angel
And though it’s painful
I know that when you hit the ground
You’ll be safe and sound
[Verse 2]
I thought I knew all the answers,
But I should have guessed
Didn’t think I’d be up to this test
You went and pulled me from this mess
The rain was pouring down
When you came around
And I almost drowned
Couldn’t make a sound
But then you from the pulled from the tide
And though you’ll hear the thunder roar
Throughout a neverending war
Weve been right here before
(We’ve persevered, we’ve been right here before)
And even though the storm has past
Deep down, we know it’s not the last
But you can surpass
[Bridge]
‘Cause you know I love you
I love you I do
And so, I know
It’s overdue
You’re an angel and that’s true
I love you
And I’ll love you through and through
And even though on your own
I’ll be with you
And though that’s true
[Chorus]
You’re an angel
Fly higher, angel
Flyin’ closer to the sun
(Oh angel, oh no angel)
Cause you’re an angel
And though it’s painful
I know that you can make through
(Oh angel, oh no angel)
You’re an angel
Fly higher, angel
Flyin’ closer to the sun
(Oh angel, oh no angel)
Cause you’re an angel
And though it’s painful
I know that when you hit the ground
You’ll be safe and sound
You’re an angel
Fly higher, angel
Flyin’ closer to the sun
(Oh angel, oh no angel)
Cause you’re an angel
And though it’s painful
I know that you can make through
(Oh angel, oh no angel)
You’re an angel
Fly higher, angel
Flyin’ closer to the sun
(Oh angel, oh no angel)
Cause you’re an angel
And though it’s painful
I know that when you hit the ground
You’ll be safe and sound
(A saving grace, nothing can replace)
[Outro]
You’re an angel
Fly higher, angel
Flyin’ closer to the sun
Cause you’re an angel
And though it’s painful
I know that you can make through
You’re an angel
Fly higher, angel
Flyin’ closer to the sun
A saving grace
Nothing can replace
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![Cerussis - Projections - (Official Audio)
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD PROJECTIONS 📽
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BED OF ROSES (OFFICIAL ALBUM) - OUT SEPTEMBER 23RD
PRE-SAVE LINKS COMING SOON
Written and produced by Cerussis
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
Stuck in my bed
They tell me snap out of it
It’ll get better bit by bit, you’ll see
But I don’t have a reason, tell me
Every day feels like my last
With all these vivid dreams dug from the past
Keep playin’ over and over
My self image gets lower
[Chorus 1]
When I can’t breathe (Projections on my wall)
(Singin’ la la la la la)
These cuts run so deep (Do you even care at all?)
(Singin’ la la la la)
[Verse 2]
Stuck in my head
Feel like I’m better off dead
‘Cause everytime I close my eyes
I hear the echo of your goodbyes
Stuck in a cycle and I can’t break out
You’ve got no fuckin’ idea what it’s all about
Just all I ask is you see, you’re a part of me
Wouldn’t you agree?
[Chorus 2]
When I can’t breathe (Projections on my wall)
(Singin’ la la la la la)
These cuts run so deep (Do you even care at all?)
(Singin’ la la la la la)
When I can’t breathe (Projections on my wall)
(Singin’ la la, la la la)
These cuts run so deep (In this world, I feel so small)
(Singin’ la la la la)
[Chorus 2]
When I can’t breathe (Projections on my wall)
(Singin’ la la la la la)
These cuts run so deep (Do you even care at all?)
(Singin’ la la la la la)
When I can’t breathe (Projections on my wall)
(Singin’ la la, la la la)
These cuts run so deep (In this world, I feel so small)
(Singin’ la la la la la)
[Outro]
Projections on my wall
Do you even care at all?
Projections on my wall
In this world, I feel so small
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![Cerussis - Start Again (Deluxe Version) - (Official Lyric Video)
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD BED OF ROSES (DELUXE VERSION)
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Start Again (Deluxe Version)
Writing - @cerussis_music
Production - @cerussis_music
Filming and Editing - @cerussis_music
Vocals
- @cerussis_music
- @mirachrista1238
- @LuciusMeyers
- @Violaroo
- Grace Sandoval
- @NCon-to5wn
- @quentinmarcus8850
- @RandomEditsOnline
- @D.Na_Music
- @kingpagie
- @dheusta
- @mojothemusicking
- @sloofvif
- @BlueSoulProductionsBSP
- @ZyraZesty
- Cameronn Fournier
- Almost Karma
[Intro]
When I count to ten
I promise that I won’t let this happen again
I’ll learn from my mistakes
And no matter what it takes
I’ll rise from the ashes
As the world around me crashes
I’ll build a new world from those broken pieces
Tomorrow is another day
I know my friends are here to stay
I know that everything will be okay
Because after everything that I’ve been through
It’s time to change and start anew
I’ll take back what’s been stolen
And make my future golden
[Chorus]
Golden, now everything’s golden
Golden, now everything’s golden
Golden, now everything’s golden
Golden, now everything’s golden
[Outro]
(Golden, I wanted everything golden)
(Golden, I wanted everything golden…)
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![Cerussis - Hostage - (Official Audio)
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD BED OF ROSES
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Hostage
Writing - Cerussis
Production - Cerussis
Vocals - Cerussis
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
I didn’t see it coming
On the verge of crumbling
You vowed to drag me down
With you
Each day, you caught me stumbling
Found a way of numbing
The pain that stems from what you do
[Pre-chorus]
I know it ain’t healthy
I know it ain’t wise
And in the end, I messed up
Now I’m a
[Chorus]
Hostage, I’m exhausted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be cautious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
[Verse 2]
I thought I knew the truth but
Turns out you made a deeper cut
Should have known to keep that door shut
[Pre-chorus]
I know it ain’t healthy
I know it ain’t wise
And in the end, I messed up
Now I’m a
[Chorus]
Hostage, I’m exhausted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be cautious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
[Bridge]
Hostage, it’s obnoxious
Got my brain feeling like garbage
Made me think it’s my fault
But it’s not
Hostage, feelin’ toxic
Got me broken over some gossip
Made me think it’s my fault
But it’s not
[Chorus]
Hostage, I’m exhausted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain (Is this what you desire?)
Hostage. better be cautious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
[Outro]
Hostage, I’m exhausted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be cautious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself...
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![Cerussis & Satine - Mother Once Told Me - (Official Audio)
Stream and download my new album - Habits!!
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Mother Once Told Me
Writing - @cerussis_music, @SVTINEmusic, @NCon-to5wn
Production - @cerussis_music
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music
Background Artwork - @kingpagie
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1 - Stephen]
Mother told me not to talk to strangers
She said that they come with knives and scissors
What would happen if maybe I gave these strangers a bit of my time
Time will tell if I’m in any danger
[Pre-chorus - Stephen]
Mother knows best, I shouldn’t be messin’ around
But I failed the test, ah
No one else to blame
Playin’ stupid games
[Chorus - Stephen and Ella]
Don’t know why, can’t comply
Or control myself
My desires
Burn like fire
In the dark, losing sleep
Think back to all the times
That I slipped away
Calling my name
Cut me down, bleeding out
I don’t know how
I got in this deep
Can I stay asleep?
Wound with salt, it’s my fault
Where do I draw the line?
But it’s too late
I wish I listened to my mom…
[Verse 2 - Ella]
Mother said be kind to those who meet you
Even if I’m just a toy in their view
So I buckle up, smile wide
Prep myself for a hell of a ride
Time will tell if I can make it through
Mother told me I could never be someone
Who has done all the things that I have done
When I told her that the blood’s on her hands, not mine
She said that I’m walkin’ a thin line
Said there were too many complications
Get ahold of all my fixations
Said that nobody needs to know
Maybe I won’t come home one night
Jump right off of your twisted tightrope
Never seen again, would you miss me then?
Would you miss me then?
[Bridge - Stephen and Ella]
Caught up in a daydream
(I wish I listened to my mom)
Know I’ve fucked up, sorry...
Mother knows best, I shouldn’t be playin’ around
But I failed the test, ah
No one else to blame
Playin’ stupid games
[Chorus - Stephen and Ella]
Don’t know why, can’t comply
Or control myself
My desires
Burn like fire
In the dark, losing sleep
Think back to all the times
That I slipped away
Calling my name
Cut me down, bleeding out
I don’t know how
I got in this deep
Can I stay asleep?
Wound with salt, it’s my fault
Where do I draw the line?
But it’s over
I should have listened to my-
[Outro - Stephen and Ella]
Don’t know why, can’t comply
Or control myself
My desires
Burn like fire
In the dark, losing sleep
Think back to all the times
That I slipped away
Calling my name
Cut me down, bleeding out
I don’t know how
I got in this deep
Can I stay asleep?
Wound with salt, it’s my fault
Where do I draw the line?
But it’s too late
I wish I listened to my mom…
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