Uploaded February 2023 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD BED OF ROSES (DELUXE VERSION)
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"Start Again (Deluxe Version)"
Writing - @cerussis_music
Production - @cerussis_music
Filming and Editing - @cerussis_music
Vocals
- @cerussis_music
- @mirachrista1238
- @LuciusMeyers
- @Violaroo
- Grace Sandoval
- @NCon-to5wn
- @quentinmarcus8850
- @RandomEditsOnline
- @D.Na_Music
- @kingpagie
- @dheusta
- @mojothemusicking
- @sloofvif
- @BlueSoulProductionsBSP
- @ZyraZesty
- Cameronn Fournier
- Almost Karma
[Intro]
When I count to ten
I promise that I won’t let this happen again
I’ll learn from my mistakes
And no matter what it takes
I’ll rise from the ashes
As the world around me crashes
I’ll build a new world from those broken pieces
Tomorrow is another day
I know my friends are here to stay
I know that everything will be okay
Because after everything that I’ve been through
It’s time to change and start anew
I’ll take back what’s been stolen
And make my future golden
[Chorus]
Golden, now everything’s golden
Golden, now everything’s golden
Golden, now everything’s golden
Golden, now everything’s golden
[Outro]
(Golden, I wanted everything golden)
(Golden, I wanted everything golden…)
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STREAM AND DOWNLOAD BED OF ROSES (DELUXE VERSION)
Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/album/bed-of-roses-deluxe-version-feat-grace-sandoval/1660790908?ls=1
Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/0iMDFgAaZyuYqEXKykB9Pd
Deezer: deezer.com/album/388568617
"Start Again (Deluxe Version)"
Writing - @cerussis_music
Production - @cerussis_music
Filming and Editing - @cerussis_music
Vocals
- @cerussis_music
- @mirachrista1238
- @LuciusMeyers
- @Violaroo
- Grace Sandoval
- @NCon-to5wn
- @quentinmarcus8850
- @RandomEditsOnline
- @D.Na_Music
- @kingpagie
- @dheusta
- @mojothemusicking
- @sloofvif
- @BlueSoulProductionsBSP
- @ZyraZesty
- Cameronn Fournier
- Almost Karma
[Intro]
When I count to ten
I promise that I won’t let this happen again
I’ll learn from my mistakes
And no matter what it takes
I’ll rise from the ashes
As the world around me crashes
I’ll build a new world from those broken pieces
Tomorrow is another day
I know my friends are here to stay
I know that everything will be okay
Because after everything that I’ve been through
It’s time to change and start anew
I’ll take back what’s been stolen
And make my future golden
[Chorus]
Golden, now everything’s golden
Golden, now everything’s golden
Golden, now everything’s golden
Golden, now everything’s golden
[Outro]
(Golden, I wanted everything golden)
(Golden, I wanted everything golden…)
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD MY SOPHOMORE ALBUM, BED OF ROSES!! - https://push.fm/fl/lubrtav9
Check out my other stuff here! - https://linktr.ee/Cerussis
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![Cerussis - Hostage - (Official Audio)
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD BED OF ROSES
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Hostage
Writing - Cerussis
Production - Cerussis
Vocals - Cerussis
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
I didn’t see it coming
On the verge of crumbling
You vowed to drag me down
With you
Each day, you caught me stumbling
Found a way of numbing
The pain that stems from what you do
[Pre-chorus]
I know it ain’t healthy
I know it ain’t wise
And in the end, I messed up
Now I’m a
[Chorus]
Hostage, I’m exhausted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be cautious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
[Verse 2]
I thought I knew the truth but
Turns out you made a deeper cut
Should have known to keep that door shut
[Pre-chorus]
I know it ain’t healthy
I know it ain’t wise
And in the end, I messed up
Now I’m a
[Chorus]
Hostage, I’m exhausted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be cautious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
[Bridge]
Hostage, it’s obnoxious
Got my brain feeling like garbage
Made me think it’s my fault
But it’s not
Hostage, feelin’ toxic
Got me broken over some gossip
Made me think it’s my fault
But it’s not
[Chorus]
Hostage, I’m exhausted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain (Is this what you desire?)
Hostage. better be cautious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
[Outro]
Hostage, I’m exhausted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be cautious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself...
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![Cerussis & Satine - Mother Once Told Me - (Official Audio)
Stream and download my new album - Habits!!
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Mother Once Told Me
Writing - @cerussis_music, @SVTINEmusic, @NCon-to5wn
Production - @cerussis_music
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music
Background Artwork - @kingpagie
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1 - Stephen]
Mother told me not to talk to strangers
She said that they come with knives and scissors
What would happen if maybe I gave these strangers a bit of my time
Time will tell if I’m in any danger
[Pre-chorus - Stephen]
Mother knows best, I shouldn’t be messin’ around
But I failed the test, ah
No one else to blame
Playin’ stupid games
[Chorus - Stephen and Ella]
Don’t know why, can’t comply
Or control myself
My desires
Burn like fire
In the dark, losing sleep
Think back to all the times
That I slipped away
Calling my name
Cut me down, bleeding out
I don’t know how
I got in this deep
Can I stay asleep?
Wound with salt, it’s my fault
Where do I draw the line?
But it’s too late
I wish I listened to my mom…
[Verse 2 - Ella]
Mother said be kind to those who meet you
Even if I’m just a toy in their view
So I buckle up, smile wide
Prep myself for a hell of a ride
Time will tell if I can make it through
Mother told me I could never be someone
Who has done all the things that I have done
When I told her that the blood’s on her hands, not mine
She said that I’m walkin’ a thin line
Said there were too many complications
Get ahold of all my fixations
Said that nobody needs to know
Maybe I won’t come home one night
Jump right off of your twisted tightrope
Never seen again, would you miss me then?
Would you miss me then?
[Bridge - Stephen and Ella]
Caught up in a daydream
(I wish I listened to my mom)
Know I’ve fucked up, sorry...
Mother knows best, I shouldn’t be playin’ around
But I failed the test, ah
No one else to blame
Playin’ stupid games
[Chorus - Stephen and Ella]
Don’t know why, can’t comply
Or control myself
My desires
Burn like fire
In the dark, losing sleep
Think back to all the times
That I slipped away
Calling my name
Cut me down, bleeding out
I don’t know how
I got in this deep
Can I stay asleep?
Wound with salt, it’s my fault
Where do I draw the line?
But it’s over
I should have listened to my-
[Outro - Stephen and Ella]
Don’t know why, can’t comply
Or control myself
My desires
Burn like fire
In the dark, losing sleep
Think back to all the times
That I slipped away
Calling my name
Cut me down, bleeding out
I don’t know how
I got in this deep
Can I stay asleep?
Wound with salt, it’s my fault
Where do I draw the line?
But it’s too late
I wish I listened to my mom…
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD THE DELUXE VERSION OF MY SOPHOMORE ALBUM, BED OF ROSES!! - https://push.fm/fl/8kqcz8tz
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![Cerussis & DHeusta - Madness - (Official Audio)
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Madness
Written and produced by @Cerussis
Co-written with @NCon-to5wn
Vocals by @Cerussis and @dheusta
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1 - Cerussis]
Don’t breathe, they can hear you
Down the hallway, don’t you make a sound
Don’t panic, after all you
Get away with, more than you’re allowed
Stone cold, at a standstill
Deer in headlights, too afraid to move
You can do this, don’t be stupid
In the end, it’s always win or lose
[Pre-Chorus 1 - Cerussis]
Checking every corner
Wondering when you’ll show your face
People say I’m crazy
That I’m wasting time and space
Saying you’re not real
And I should get on with my life
But I know that you’re getting closer
It’s only a matter of time
[Chorus 1 - Cerussis]
Deep under, don’t you wonder
Why we’ve been torn asunder?
(Tell me) Can you keep a secret?
Stand out from among the weakest
They climb and crawl for you
Don’t know what you’re gonna do
You’re just the thrill of the hunt
Inside our house of madness
[Verse 2 - DHeusta]
Well then, guess I screwed this
How’d I lose this? With how far I’ve come…
Wake up, power through this
I can do it, but it’s not a game
No shame in giving up
I know I’ve run out of luck
Hyperventilating
No more waiting, now I find myself
[Pre-Chorus 2 - DHeusta]
Checking every corner
Wondering when you’ll show your face
People say I’m crazy
That I’m wasting time and space
Saying you’re not real
And I should get on with my life
But I know that you’re getting closer
It’s only a matter of time
[Chorus 2 - DHeusta]
Deep under, don’t you wonder
Why we’ve been torn asunder?
(Tell me) Can you keep a secret?
Stand out from among the weakest
They climb and crawl for you
Don’t know what you’re gonna do
You’re just the thrill of the hunt
Inside our house of madness
We’re not so different, are we?
You’ll help us, I guarantee
(Make sure) That you keep the light on
Death’s is knocking, keep on walking
You try, you wonder why
The monsters all come at night
You’re just the thrill of the hunt
Inside our house of madness
[Bridge - Cerussis & DHeusta]
Bright lights, long nights
You stay awake and wonder
When the sun will
Break the clouds and thunder
You try, you wonder why
The crowd is here to see you cry
You’re just the thrill of the hunt
(A house of toys)
[Chorus 2 - Cerussis & DHeusta]
(Cerussis)
Deep under, don’t you wonder
Why we’ve been torn asunder?
(Tell me) Can you keep a secret?
Stand out from among the weakest
(DHeusta)
They climb and crawl for you
Don’t know what you’re gonna do
You’re just the thrill of the hunt
Inside our house of madness
(Both)
We’re not so different, are we?
You’ll help us, I guarantee
(Make sure) That you keep the light on
Death is knocking, keep on walking
You try, you wonder why
The monster’s all come out at night
You’re just the thrill of the hunt
Inside our house of madness
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