Uploaded July 2025 | Updated September 2026, 57 minutes ago

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My heart was just a lock to pick
A soul, a room to dwell within
And I! No longer bloodsick, click my tongue in time with violin
She said, “You broke so beautifully."
As if I’d shattered on command
But every fracture, every plea
Was scripted by those wretched hands
The darkness feeds, and I atone
My sins are stacked in carrion rows
And still I waltz, a beast alone
To music only murder knows
I lost the shape I used to be
And gave her every part of me
She built me in her image true
A masterpiece of black & blue

I slit my stanzas in his throat
And drank the letters that he wrote
He wept the keys I love the best
A dance of daggers in the chest
I crowned him with my crimson veil
And drank him down like holy wine
He begged for breath, but I exhaled
Now even grief is mine, all mine
He hums the hymns I taught in screams
A dancing doll of wicked deeds

We dream in flesh, not metaphor
A bloom of red on the ballroom floor
Her talons thread through every nerve
And I respond with savage verve
She taught me how to shape my scream
Into a hymn, a razor's theme
Each drop of guilt we crush to dust
Then stir it back into our lust
She holds my throat! I grip her spine
And whisper close:
This one is mine