Uploaded May 2021 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
hi friends it's been a minute. I've had this amv on my mind for a year and after a lot of thinking I decided to do it. this is a very personal amv for me about my constant blame and guilt for, anything really. I suffer from a lot of self-hatered, always have and always will. I don't think a day has gone by the last several years without me blaming myself for something even if I didn't do anything. I felt like Adora was the perfect match for this amv as I relate a lot to her and the song fits here a lot. a lot of things have happened in my life the last couple of years that has been out of my control and moving on from that is difficult.
so if you also hate yourself, blame yourself for everything, know that not everything is your fault. blaming yourself for things that was out of your control won't fix what happened. be kinder to yourself, because at the end of the day you are the one who will always be there for you.
this is the second amv of a long series of vents as I am trying to heal from everything that has ever happened to me. this is my self care and therapy I guess. I hope I protrayed my emotions well in this amv.
until next time, do what makes you happy and never let anyone tell you who you are.
love
-Maddie
hi friends it's been a minute. I've had this amv on my mind for a year and after a lot of thinking I decided to do it. this is a very personal amv for me about my constant blame and guilt for, anything really. I suffer from a lot of self-hatered, always have and always will. I don't think a day has gone by the last several years without me blaming myself for something even if I didn't do anything. I felt like Adora was the perfect match for this amv as I relate a lot to her and the song fits here a lot. a lot of things have happened in my life the last couple of years that has been out of my control and moving on from that is difficult.
so if you also hate yourself, blame yourself for everything, know that not everything is your fault. blaming yourself for things that was out of your control won't fix what happened. be kinder to yourself, because at the end of the day you are the one who will always be there for you.
this is the second amv of a long series of vents as I am trying to heal from everything that has ever happened to me. this is my self care and therapy I guess. I hope I protrayed my emotions well in this amv.
until next time, do what makes you happy and never let anyone tell you who you are.
love
-Maddie
