Uploaded December 2024 | Updated September 2026, 6 days ago

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"This song was originally created for The Sound of Matra, a project by Fekete Zaj, using the sound bank recorded and created in and around the Matra mountain in Hungary, where Emese grew up." --- BNC

Music:
Music and lyrics by Emese Árvai-Illés
Mixed and mastered by Krisztian Árvai

Video:
Filmed by Emma Horvath
Directed and edited by Emese Arvai-Illes
Headpiece by Gamma Sky

Lyrics translated from Hungarian:

I open up my chest
and send signals
from the top of the mountain
why are you running away?

I’m not patient or
brave tonight
I’m lying alone
and the tent goes up in flames

I’d rather burn down
your bedroom door
the window of your room

I already pictured you
In a thousand poses
In thousand flavours
Only I am naked

Can you hear it?

Can you hear the sound of thunder?
I can see it from here
Your light is still on
I sneak in
Grabbing my coat
Until the rain is gently licking the mountain
(and you licking me)

But this is not reality
Although you do exist
And who knows, maybe
you really are starving alone

I open up my chest
sending signals
let the mountain burn

I open up my chest
sending signals
It’s only a red dream
why are you running away?

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