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Twitter: twitter.com/xxperfectlifexx
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My birthday is September 11th. Since the last day of my birthday, I have lived through possibly one of the worst times. This is officially the second worst year of my life. I had depression, I had severe problems with the people around me, I had to delete a lot of people from my life, because I realized that they used and talked to me when they needed something, besides, many plans that had to be postponed. But to my surprise, the quarantine gave me time to think things over and feel better. Yes, I'm one of those who quarantine helped. I felt great. But August was emotional, I was so nervous and upset that in my only vacation month I did not rest at all. Every day I was so busy that I almost didn't eat. And yes it may seem like a silly reason, but it was really hard. Just a week ago I received one very sad news for my family and I don’t want to talk about it.
BUT THIS IS THE SECOND WEEK OF SEPTEMBER. AND THIS IS POSSIBLY ONE OF THE BEST TIMES IN MY LIFE. I may not have received so many great comments and nice words. Everyone is so polite to me. A month ago, I dreamed of gaining 1K subscribers for my birthday. But on the last day of August, I saw that it was only 5 subscribers left, I tweeted about it and the next morning I see 1002 subscribers. And it was so nice, I can't describe the feeling, it was amazing. Thanks to everyone who retweeted me and helped me. People began to subscribe to me on Twitter and write wonderful words, I was also shocked when the vidders who I watched for a very long time began to follow me. THANKS ALL FOR THE BEAUTIFUL COMMENTS AND SUPPORT OF MY CHANNEL. I LOVE YOU ALL💖💖💖
SPECIAL THANKS TO THOSE WHO TAKE PART IN MY COLLAB. IT'S PERFECT. I CAN'T STOP REWATCHING IT and forgive me for the text, I decided this time to make everything much simpler, but it still looks bad. Also special thanks to Sophie and Tracy for filling it! SUBSCRIBE TO THEM, ALL OF THEM!
osivids
youtube.com/c/osivids/videos
SweetDreams
youtube.com/c/SweetDreamsyoutube/featured
Ryo Ryeonggu
youtube.com/channel/UChvAmogvup1Xsj1TM3j-Byg
Aetheria
youtube.com/channel/UC608q8ft7zc0co0XrY3fvqg
nlxprincess
youtube.com/channel/UC6xnbM0L5y8QAnbf2oiqYoA
Tracy Edits
youtube.com/channel/UCYiKdggEv5A69vZxUL4pOCA
KeepHopeAlive
youtube.com/channel/UCEAw9yluKaPU7lDVpxVh0jw
pandieex
youtube.com/channel/UC6TW-vA6gk7Khc_DwufJhFg
xxblueskies
youtube.com/channel/UCPfqKvcg10IBpIWBErnwwTg
oceanbreeze
youtube.com/channel/UCkCvNjOyyYkD_y4R23u5xoQ
#fanvidfeed #collab #multicouples #kalagang #scalia #jonasandmartha #delena #frary #mondler #romione #roey #hizzie #steroline #chalex #carmuel #samucarla #dumbledoreandgrindelwald #queliot #stydia #klamille #jatie #nickyandjess #batcat #illyaandgaby #sethkate #steammy #lauriver #clucifer #deckerstar #sizzy #magnusandfranziska #yeralt #clannah #annesoshifeatures #viddingisart
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✔fandom: many
✔program: Sony Vegas Pro 13
✔coloring: NyaProdz
✔song: /watch?v=aSrIz6h962U
I don't own scenes or music.
Thank you for watching!😘😘
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Twitter: twitter.com/xxperfectlifexx
Instagram: instagram.com/xperfect.life
Tutorial Channel: youtube.com/channel/UCSger5068vMhCoSRDNT5Pnw/videos
My birthday is September 11th. Since the last day of my birthday, I have lived through possibly one of the worst times. This is officially the second worst year of my life. I had depression, I had severe problems with the people around me, I had to delete a lot of people from my life, because I realized that they used and talked to me when they needed something, besides, many plans that had to be postponed. But to my surprise, the quarantine gave me time to think things over and feel better. Yes, I'm one of those who quarantine helped. I felt great. But August was emotional, I was so nervous and upset that in my only vacation month I did not rest at all. Every day I was so busy that I almost didn't eat. And yes it may seem like a silly reason, but it was really hard. Just a week ago I received one very sad news for my family and I don’t want to talk about it.
BUT THIS IS THE SECOND WEEK OF SEPTEMBER. AND THIS IS POSSIBLY ONE OF THE BEST TIMES IN MY LIFE. I may not have received so many great comments and nice words. Everyone is so polite to me. A month ago, I dreamed of gaining 1K subscribers for my birthday. But on the last day of August, I saw that it was only 5 subscribers left, I tweeted about it and the next morning I see 1002 subscribers. And it was so nice, I can't describe the feeling, it was amazing. Thanks to everyone who retweeted me and helped me. People began to subscribe to me on Twitter and write wonderful words, I was also shocked when the vidders who I watched for a very long time began to follow me. THANKS ALL FOR THE BEAUTIFUL COMMENTS AND SUPPORT OF MY CHANNEL. I LOVE YOU ALL💖💖💖
SPECIAL THANKS TO THOSE WHO TAKE PART IN MY COLLAB. IT'S PERFECT. I CAN'T STOP REWATCHING IT and forgive me for the text, I decided this time to make everything much simpler, but it still looks bad. Also special thanks to Sophie and Tracy for filling it! SUBSCRIBE TO THEM, ALL OF THEM!
osivids
youtube.com/c/osivids/videos
SweetDreams
youtube.com/c/SweetDreamsyoutube/featured
Ryo Ryeonggu
youtube.com/channel/UChvAmogvup1Xsj1TM3j-Byg
Aetheria
youtube.com/channel/UC608q8ft7zc0co0XrY3fvqg
nlxprincess
youtube.com/channel/UC6xnbM0L5y8QAnbf2oiqYoA
Tracy Edits
youtube.com/channel/UCYiKdggEv5A69vZxUL4pOCA
KeepHopeAlive
youtube.com/channel/UCEAw9yluKaPU7lDVpxVh0jw
pandieex
youtube.com/channel/UC6TW-vA6gk7Khc_DwufJhFg
xxblueskies
youtube.com/channel/UCPfqKvcg10IBpIWBErnwwTg
oceanbreeze
youtube.com/channel/UCkCvNjOyyYkD_y4R23u5xoQ
#fanvidfeed #collab #multicouples #kalagang #scalia #jonasandmartha #delena #frary #mondler #romione #roey #hizzie #steroline #chalex #carmuel #samucarla #dumbledoreandgrindelwald #queliot #stydia #klamille #jatie #nickyandjess #batcat #illyaandgaby #sethkate #steammy #lauriver #clucifer #deckerstar #sizzy #magnusandfranziska #yeralt #clannah #annesoshifeatures #viddingisart
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✔fandom: many
✔program: Sony Vegas Pro 13
✔coloring: NyaProdz
✔song: /watch?v=aSrIz6h962U
I don't own scenes or music.
Thank you for watching!😘😘
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
![sad multifandom / real pain [for 0.5K]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/JdVbI2gT_jw/mqdefault.jpg "sad multifandom / real pain [for 0.5K]
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Twitter: https://twitter.com/xxperfectlifexx
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/xperfect.life/
Tutorial Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCSger5068vMhCoSRDNT5Pnw/videos
The first and last time I did this type of video was a year and a half ago. And it became the most popular video on my channel, something I didnt expect. So thanks a lot!!!
If you dont like drama, then you better leave before reading it. Because, I respect the criticism and opinions of others, but not now.
But I have to say that it pushed me to make this video! A few weeks after the video, something happened that broke me. This put the start to my worst time in my life. And yes, Im too small to talk about such a topic. But I had really good reasons. Something is the death of one of my relatives. But it was harder to learn that it wasnt just death. It was murder. And even harder, when you know the killer. They say: Time heals. So it was with me. Gradually, it didnt get so painful. I continued to study. I tried so that my emotions didnt affect my videos. But things got worse, because after that many people close to my family died. I dont want to say all the details, but I hope everyone understands how hard it is. At the same time, people around me throw dirty words and do not keep their promises. They are ready to do anything to destroy your humanity. They throw you not only physically, but emotionally. But I kept going. Because there was a place where I was always supported. This is Youtube. I was looking forward to 500 subscribers, I started two videos for this moment. When I was approaching the finish line, one person said something to me that wasnt very important, but what made me relive for these 18 months again and again. Sometimes I was sorry that Im not a vampire, who can just turn off emotions. I have to pretend that everything is fine in school and at home. The worst of all this is there is no one ... no one who would ask: How are you? Are you okay?. And Im really tired of changing myself for others. But when I got better, I started making a new video that will help me express all emotions and all that I feel. And it was really useful, because it helped me. Yesterday before going to bed, I still thought what I should say in this video. I wanted to say: I made this video not only to show all that I feel, but also to say goodbye to this worst time in my life. It should be so. Today is day should be the day I start live again. The day started very well, but then something happened again. This is a quarrel with my closest person. But thank God we could talk and make out everything. And my CONCLUSION from all this for today: We dont have to start all over again, we must continue to move on. And dont get depressed like me. I realized that on the way there will always be difficulties and from them it is necessary to be able to find a way out. You cant start again every time. This will not help you, but will only make it worse. Its also important not to change yourself for other people. If people doesnt like who you are, then say them: FUCK YOU!
In the end, I want to say, thanks to those who stayed with me and supported me. And thank you, who subscribed on me. Thanks for 500 subscribers. And I know that this is not enough for two and a half years on Youtube. But its enough for me. The opinion of haters or the number of views is not important to me. I just do what I love. I also know that Im not worthy of these subscribers, because I know that my videos are not a masterpiece. But I know, I dont intend to give up. Also I want to say thank you to my new friend this year. Its VERU. The person who said that my videos are not so terrible and supported me. Just a lot of love for you!
And you have to subscribed on her channel:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC608q8ft7zc0co0XrY3fvqg
#fanvidfeed #sad #sadmutifandom #multifandom #annesoshifeatures #viddingisart
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✔fandom: Many
✔program: Sony Vegas Pro 13
✔coloring: MillyWinchester (+with a little changes)
✔song: /watch?v=FFN-A7yuyPU
I dont own scenes or music. Only editing.
Thank you for watching!😘😘
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.")
