Uploaded February 2018 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago

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The first and last time I did this type of video was a year and a half ago. And it became the most popular video on my channel, something I didn't expect. So thanks a lot!!!

If you don't like drama, then you better leave before reading it. Because, I respect the criticism and opinions of others, but not now.

But I have to say that it pushed me to make this video! A few weeks after the video, something happened that broke me. This put the start to my worst time in my life. And yes, I'm too small to talk about such a topic. But I had really good reasons. Something is the death of one of my relatives. But it was harder to learn that it wasn't just death. It was murder. And even harder, when you know the killer. They say: "Time heals." So it was with me. Gradually, it didn't get so painful. I continued to study. I tried so that my emotions didn't affect my videos. But things got worse, because after that many people close to my family died. I don't want to say all the details, but I hope everyone understands how hard it is. At the same time, people around me throw dirty words and do not keep their promises. They are ready to do anything to destroy your humanity. They throw you not only physically, but emotionally. But I kept going. Because there was a place where I was always supported. This is Youtube. I was looking forward to 500 subscribers, I started two videos for this moment. When I was approaching the finish line, one person said something to me that wasn't very important, but what made me relive for these 18 months again and again. Sometimes I was sorry that I'm not a vampire, who can just turn off emotions. I have to pretend that everything is fine in school and at home. The worst of all this is there is no one ... no one who would ask: "How are you? Are you okay?". And I'm really tired of changing myself for others. But when I got better, I started making a new video that will help me express all emotions and all that I feel. And it was really useful, because it helped me. Yesterday before going to bed, I still thought what I should say in this video. I wanted to say: "I made this video not only to show all that I feel, but also to say goodbye to this worst time in my life." It should be so. Today is day should be the day I start live again. The day started very well, but then something happened again. This is a quarrel with my closest person. But thank God we could talk and make out everything. And my CONCLUSION from all this for today: We don't have to start all over again, we must continue to move on. And don't get depressed like me. I realized that on the way there will always be difficulties and from them it is necessary to be able to find a way out. You can't start again every time. This will not help you, but will only make it worse. It's also important not to change yourself for other people. If people doesn't like who you are, then say them: "FUCK YOU!"

In the end, I want to say, thanks to those who stayed with me and supported me. And thank you, who subscribed on me. Thanks for 500 subscribers. And I know that this is not enough for two and a half years on Youtube. But it's enough for me. The opinion of haters or the number of views is not important to me. I just do what I love. I also know that I'm not worthy of these subscribers, because I know that my videos are not a masterpiece. But I know, I don't intend to give up. Also I want to say thank you to my new friend this year. It's VERU. The person who said that my videos are not so terrible and supported me. Just a lot of love for you!

And you have to subscribed on her channel:
youtube.com/channel/UC608q8ft7zc0co0XrY3fvqg

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✔program: Sony Vegas Pro 13
✔coloring: MillyWinchester (+with a little changes)
✔song: /watch?v=FFN-A7yuyPU

I don't own scenes or music. Only editing.
Thank you for watching!😘😘

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