Uploaded October 2018 | Updated September 2026, 5 hours ago

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I found this song so relatable to my current situation, I just had to edit to it. Lately I've just been reflecting on life a lot and I truly miss Blackjack and everything we shared together so much. He was my best friend and things weren't perfect when I had him, but things were always okay when I was with him. I loved and trusted him more than anything, and I will always cherish those times and that part of my childhood.
Of course I love Willow unconditionally, but sometimes I just really miss the way things used to be. This song kind of reflects how I feel about the present and the past, and it speaks to me so much. I'm working really hard to do better and feel better about life and it seems to be working lately, so fingers crossed. I know better times are ahead for me and Willow and we'll get to where we need to be. Everything I do is for him and I know we'll be okay again.