Uploaded July 2024 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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Becca Stevens - "I'm Not Her"
From the album 'Maple to Paper' (GroundUP Music, 2024)
Buy/stream: orcd.co/mapletopaper

"I'm Not Her" was inspired by ego struggles triggered by the murky world of social media. Becca reflects on the contrast between her self-identity and the curated personas of two popular Instagram influencers.

A Poca Broma production

Featuring - Helena Gispert
Director - Jep Jorba
Director of Photography - David Bretones
Production Assistant - Marta Garrett
Art Director - Renata Carrillo
Hair & Makeup - Laura Zamacois
Costume Design - Aloma Lafontana

Becca Stevens – guitar, vocals

Performed live by Becca Stevens
Recorded and produced from home by Becca Stevens
Mixing and additional production by Nic Hard assisted by Ananya Sharma
Mastered by Dave McNair
Recorded on two Lauten Audio LS-208 microphones and a Taylor 812ce guitar
Single Cover design by Desi Moore
Cover photo by Shervin Lainez

Music and lyrics by Becca Stevens (Becca Stevens Publishing – SESAC, under exclusive worldwide license to GroundUP Music Publishing)

LYRICS
I’m not her, and I don’t wanna be
Naked in some jungle for the world to see
I’m not her, unabashedly
Sexhibitionistic for the voyeuristic

But I like watch the sexy
Aussie influencer sensually censor so the
Clever algorithms never the wiser
While she does her laundry in a sacred jungle geyser
‘Cause she, quote, “lives off the earth”
I’m not her

Nearly pornicating for the camera
Pretending that it’s not there
I can safely say I’ll never spend an afternoon
Posing with exotic fruit in a suggestive way

But I like watch the sexy
Aussie influencer sensually censor
Even when she wakes up, perfect hair and makeup
Nude, behind a breakfast of yonic, fresh papaya
Where she, quote, “lives in a yurt”
I’m not her

Sometimes it’s kinda hard to see you doing well
And a little voice inside me doesn’t mind when you fail
And then resents you for showing me this part of myself
That’s addicted to hating on you
Addicted to hating on you and everything you do
Just to pass the time

I’m not her I wasn’t born to be
Living every second photogenically
I’m not her, I can’t afford to be
Relishing in beauty that only the rich can reach

But I like watch the sexy model influencer drink her vegan dinner
While the filter on her picture makes her even thinner
Sponsored by bikinis that pair with pink martinis
And she, quote, “just loves her work”
I’m not her

Sometimes it’s kinda hard to see you doing well
And a little voice inside doesn’t mind when you fail
And then resents you showing me this part of myself
That’s addicted to hating on you
Addicted to hating on you and everything you do
Just to pass the time

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Thank you to: Eric Lense for encouraging and supporting the process of letting these songs out & GroundUP Music for your dedication to providing a platform for authentic art. My family for loving me through the weirdest three years ever. Maradle, Kelly, Laura & Katie for mom-life support. My garden plot. Kleenex. Neighbors whom I’ve never met but only banged on the wall once. Croz for all the seeds you planted & continue to sow in my songwriting from afar. Nic Hard for being a steady & level-headed sounding board. Camille Watson. Talia Billig. Shervin Lainez. Desi Moore. Joanne Farrugia. Liz Memel. Beth & Elsie Meyers Treuting.The dream video team: Jep Jorba, David Bretones, Marta Garrett, Renata Carrillo, Laura Zamacois, Aloma Lafontana. My husband for holding me up. My babies & my Mama, my muses: I love you.