Uploaded November 2013 | Updated September 2026, 5 hours ago
Wow. I am flabbergasted...I got to 200 subs. I seriously just assumed that would just get to 50 subs and that would be it. Hgtth. I was so wrong OTL. LOL Well it's not a bad thing. I've just never seen myself as a great singer. Not like the other dubbers. Recently, I've been getting so many nice comments, so much nice feedback on my voice and stuff. It makes me so happy...I mean, you guys actually like my singing? I'm pretty shocked. My dream is to someday be able to do a dub with those amazing dubbers on youtube...Razzy...Enn...Joydreamer...Imori...Jubyphonic... Gttth...Seriously, I'm so happy that people are actually liking my stuff like they enjoy their stuff. It makes me want to continue improving! Youtube is my practice station where I can improve my voice with every video. But I mostly do these songs for you guys...For you Mothy fans that can't find a certain english dub or for people who just prefer it in English.
So yeah, I decided to do a classic song to celebrate the 200 subs...It was a request from a lovely commenter...You guys and your comments...They get me through the day. I mean, a dislike is like a stab to the heart. But a nice comment or friendly feedback just feels so good! You are all just wonderful people and I hope you like this song.
Let's see if we can get to 300 subs!
Lyrics: ChristinaVee
Singing: Rachiedian
Ever on and on I continue circling with nothing but my hate
and the carousel of agony
Till slowly i forget and my heart starts vanishing
and suddenly i see that i can't break free--I'm
slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity with nothing
but my pain and the paralyzing agony
to tell me who i am,who i was uncertainty
enveloping my mind Till i can't break free,
and
Maybe it's a dream;maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if i told you how i feel
So I'm tired of all the pain,of the misery inside
And i wish that i could live feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me what to say;you can tell me where to go
But i doubt that i would care,and my heart will never know
If i make another move
There'll be no more turning back because everything will change,
and it all will would fade to black
Will tomorrow ever come?
will i make through the night?
will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
Am i hurting?
Am i sad?
should i stay,or should i go?
I've forgotten how to tell. did i ever even know?
Can i take another step? I've done everything i can
All the people that i see i will never understand
If i find a way to change,if i step into the light
then I'll never be the same and it all will fade to white
Ever on and on I continue circling with nothing but my hate
and the carousel of agony
Till slowly i forget and my heart starts vanishing
and suddenly i see that i can't break free--I'm
slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity with nothing
but my pain and the paralyzing agony
to tell me who i am,who i was uncertainty
enveloping my mind Till i can't break free,
and
Maybe it's a dream;maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if i told you how i feel
So I'm tired of all the pain,of the misery inside
And i wish that i could live feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me what to say;you can tell me where to go
But i doubt that i would care,and my heart will never know
If i make another move
There'll be no more turning back because everything will change,
and it all will would fade to black
If i make another move,if i take another step
then it all would fall apart. There'd be nothing of me left
If I'm crying in the wind,if I'm crying in the night
will there ever be a way?will my heart return to white?
Can you tell me who you are?
Can you tell me where i am?I've forgotten how to see;I've
forgotten if i can
If i opened up my eyes there'd be no more turning back
'Cause I'd throw it all away,and it all would fade to black
Wow. I am flabbergasted...I got to 200 subs. I seriously just assumed that would just get to 50 subs and that would be it. Hgtth. I was so wrong OTL. LOL Well it's not a bad thing. I've just never seen myself as a great singer. Not like the other dubbers. Recently, I've been getting so many nice comments, so much nice feedback on my voice and stuff. It makes me so happy...I mean, you guys actually like my singing? I'm pretty shocked. My dream is to someday be able to do a dub with those amazing dubbers on youtube...Razzy...Enn...Joydreamer...Imori...Jubyphonic... Gttth...Seriously, I'm so happy that people are actually liking my stuff like they enjoy their stuff. It makes me want to continue improving! Youtube is my practice station where I can improve my voice with every video. But I mostly do these songs for you guys...For you Mothy fans that can't find a certain english dub or for people who just prefer it in English.
So yeah, I decided to do a classic song to celebrate the 200 subs...It was a request from a lovely commenter...You guys and your comments...They get me through the day. I mean, a dislike is like a stab to the heart. But a nice comment or friendly feedback just feels so good! You are all just wonderful people and I hope you like this song.
Let's see if we can get to 300 subs!
Lyrics: ChristinaVee
Singing: Rachiedian
Ever on and on I continue circling with nothing but my hate
and the carousel of agony
Till slowly i forget and my heart starts vanishing
and suddenly i see that i can't break free--I'm
slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity with nothing
but my pain and the paralyzing agony
to tell me who i am,who i was uncertainty
enveloping my mind Till i can't break free,
and
Maybe it's a dream;maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if i told you how i feel
So I'm tired of all the pain,of the misery inside
And i wish that i could live feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me what to say;you can tell me where to go
But i doubt that i would care,and my heart will never know
If i make another move
There'll be no more turning back because everything will change,
and it all will would fade to black
Will tomorrow ever come?
will i make through the night?
will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
Am i hurting?
Am i sad?
should i stay,or should i go?
I've forgotten how to tell. did i ever even know?
Can i take another step? I've done everything i can
All the people that i see i will never understand
If i find a way to change,if i step into the light
then I'll never be the same and it all will fade to white
Ever on and on I continue circling with nothing but my hate
and the carousel of agony
Till slowly i forget and my heart starts vanishing
and suddenly i see that i can't break free--I'm
slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity with nothing
but my pain and the paralyzing agony
to tell me who i am,who i was uncertainty
enveloping my mind Till i can't break free,
and
Maybe it's a dream;maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if i told you how i feel
So I'm tired of all the pain,of the misery inside
And i wish that i could live feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me what to say;you can tell me where to go
But i doubt that i would care,and my heart will never know
If i make another move
There'll be no more turning back because everything will change,
and it all will would fade to black
If i make another move,if i take another step
then it all would fall apart. There'd be nothing of me left
If I'm crying in the wind,if I'm crying in the night
will there ever be a way?will my heart return to white?
Can you tell me who you are?
Can you tell me where i am?I've forgotten how to see;I've
forgotten if i can
If i opened up my eyes there'd be no more turning back
'Cause I'd throw it all away,and it all would fade to black










