Uploaded November 2025 | Updated September 2026, 3 hours ago

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Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/3buawaAvFlJLIZRaRZqCIi?si=073c86ce6aed4a8d
Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/song/not-okay/1885944113

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Lyrics by me: @Arystina
Musical composition and voice made by Suno AI.
Video/visualizer by Vizzy.io.
Image provided by ‪‪‪@Raging_Raven_Music‬ and edited by @Arystina.

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Lyrics:

Put the smile on
Paint it thin
Hide the cracks beneath my skin
Every laugh’s a hollow sound
Echoes in a room that drowns

I wear the mask
I play the part
Stitch the seams of a broken heart
But inside it’s breaking, breaking away
And no one sees the price I pay

I’m not okay
Not okay
But I wear the mask anyway
I’m not okay
Not okay
Just trying to make it through the day

Voices whisper, “play along”
So I pretend to be strong
Smile wide, but it’s all disguise
The truth is bleeding through my eyes

Hold my breath
Don’t let it show
Bury deep what they can’t know
I’m screaming quiet, night and day
Behind a grin that won’t decay

I’m not okay
Not okay
I fade a little more each day
I’m not okay
Not okay
But I’ll pretend so I can stay

Can’t let the cracks begin to show
Can’t let the world ever know
Inside I’m breaking, piece by piece
But outside I’ll keep the peace

I’m not okay
Not okay
But I’ll keep lying every day
I’m not okay
Not okay
And no one hears the words I say