![APANPN N1 [Indv. Layers] @wolfytronic](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/xmeNHpy0LWE/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded March 2026 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago
0:00 - furryeyt_walk (Hare)
5:16 - This_is_actually_like_one_of_the_first_times (Novenheim)
7:35 - blissy_resonance-6 (SkyPiez)
12:49 - N1blazepug_5naf (Novenheim)
15:17 - this_orange (Nutzley)
25:18 - return_of_A1 (Hare)
29:35 - To_no_avail (Nutzley)
39:39 - Mega_Uber_Temporary_Bliss_State (Novenheim)
44:36 - N1_ending_or_P1_ending (Novenheim)
47:41 - Gee_three (Rune)
55:34 - 192000_scramble_sub (Molten)
1:00:55 - trololo_layer1528636 (1583637)
1:03:05 - I_LOVE_BITCHMAP (Bahn)
1:10:34 - APANPN_Status_5_Sub_A (Retrograde)
1:19:20 - how_could_this_happen_to_me (MOLDer)
1:23:14 - APANPN_Status_5_Sub_I (Magnus)
1:29:43 - his_theme (Hare)
1:35:47 - NATMOSR_Hope_if_it_was_good (Novenheim)
1:38:23 - temp_blis_stat (MOLDer)
1:42:38 - sub_13 (lolmas)
1:50:35 - that_one_spinning_seal_meme (SkyPiez)
1:53:55 - electrify_my_how_how_how (Attractor)
1:59:02 - John_Cena_clarity (qass)
0:00 - furryeyt_walk (Hare)
5:16 - This_is_actually_like_one_of_the_first_times (Novenheim)
7:35 - blissy_resonance-6 (SkyPiez)
12:49 - N1blazepug_5naf (Novenheim)
15:17 - this_orange (Nutzley)
25:18 - return_of_A1 (Hare)
29:35 - To_no_avail (Nutzley)
39:39 - Mega_Uber_Temporary_Bliss_State (Novenheim)
44:36 - N1_ending_or_P1_ending (Novenheim)
47:41 - Gee_three (Rune)
55:34 - 192000_scramble_sub (Molten)
1:00:55 - trololo_layer1528636 (1583637)
1:03:05 - I_LOVE_BITCHMAP (Bahn)
1:10:34 - APANPN_Status_5_Sub_A (Retrograde)
1:19:20 - how_could_this_happen_to_me (MOLDer)
1:23:14 - APANPN_Status_5_Sub_I (Magnus)
1:29:43 - his_theme (Hare)
1:35:47 - NATMOSR_Hope_if_it_was_good (Novenheim)
1:38:23 - temp_blis_stat (MOLDer)
1:42:38 - sub_13 (lolmas)
1:50:35 - that_one_spinning_seal_meme (SkyPiez)
1:53:55 - electrify_my_how_how_how (Attractor)
1:59:02 - John_Cena_clarity (qass)
![APANPN N1 [Indv. Layers]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/xmeNHpy0LWE/mqdefault.jpg "APANPN N1 [Indv. Layers]
0:00 - furryeyt_walk (Hare)
5:16 - This_is_actually_like_one_of_the_first_times (Novenheim)
7:35 - blissy_resonance-6 (SkyPiez)
12:49 - N1blazepug_5naf (Novenheim)
15:17 - this_orange (Nutzley)
25:18 - return_of_A1 (Hare)
29:35 - To_no_avail (Nutzley)
39:39 - Mega_Uber_Temporary_Bliss_State (Novenheim)
44:36 - N1_ending_or_P1_ending (Novenheim)
47:41 - Gee_three (Rune)
55:34 - 192000_scramble_sub (Molten)
1:00:55 - trololo_layer1528636 (1583637)
1:03:05 - I_LOVE_BITCHMAP (Bahn)
1:10:34 - APANPN_Status_5_Sub_A (Retrograde)
1:19:20 - how_could_this_happen_to_me (MOLDer)
1:23:14 - APANPN_Status_5_Sub_I (Magnus)
1:29:43 - his_theme (Hare)
1:35:47 - NATMOSR_Hope_if_it_was_good (Novenheim)
1:38:23 - temp_blis_stat (MOLDer)
1:42:38 - sub_13 (lolmas)
1:50:35 - that_one_spinning_seal_meme (SkyPiez)
1:53:55 - electrify_my_how_how_how (Attractor)
1:59:02 - John_Cena_clarity (qass)")
![Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere With Voices [REUPLOAD]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/xtQBZ8hXn5k/mqdefault.jpg "Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere With Voices [REUPLOAD]
This album is based on the original proyect Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere by The Carebear
The Carebear Channel: @thecarebear2360
The Carebear Page: https://millamax000.wixsite.com/the-carebear
Stage 1
In stage 1, little effort is made to remember and our character is at peace. Nostalgia and happy thoughts prevail in this stage. However, the mind can only go downhill from here on out...
Original description by The Carebear
00:00 - A1 - Ill Remember you (What everelse ill do?)
04:57 - A2 - As the still of the night
08:09 - A3 - No need to hurry
11:45 - A4 - I Heared someone praying
14:03 - A5 - Alone with the stars
17:04 - A6 - You are a dreamer
19:48 - A7 - Let me be
22:06 - B1 - Confusion lies
24:30 - B2 - Are you really mine
27:58 - B3 - Alone with the stars
30:59 - B4 - Leaving aside, out of the blue
34:31 - B5 - You must belive it
38:15 - B6 - Looking back the years
42:04 - B7 - Now say it with a kiss
Stage 2
Stage 2 is what some would call the beginning of the end. Memories here become more distant, distorted, and forgotten. The character is now struggling with day to day life and Is grieving the eventual death of their mind. The tracks seem more depressed and hopeless compared to the last stage.
Original description by The Carebear
44:17 - C1 - Nowhere beginnings now
48:13 - C2 - Blured sunday
52:55 - C3 - Ill still remember indeed
55:20 - C4 - Why did you stop playing
59:29 - C5 - Distant sense
1:03:23 - C6 - Living in a waltz dream
1:05:56 - D1 - Remember the sunset
1:08:40 - D2 - So glorious
1:11:59 - D3 - Faded bell
1:16:04 - D4 - As home gets away
1:19:57 - D5 - At least must be a way
1:22:43 - D6 - Theres no way out
Stage 3
Stage 3 is considered to be the start of a new horrific process in which the memories become less and less coherent to the point where we dont even know what we are thinking. Locations are lost, friends become strangers and time starts to become a blur. Our character is left dazed and confused as their mind burns to ashes.
Original description by The Carebear
1:26:44 - E1 - Charles comes away
1:30:03 - E2 - Ill remember?
1:33:40 - E3 - Gradually lost
1:34:52 - E4 - There you are, Charles
1:38:11 - E5 - The rolling miserie
1:40:11 - E6 - Irreversible dust
1:42:28 - E7 - In the streets of the broken mind
1:44:29 - E8 - Alone with the stars
1:48:59 - F1 - Going into the unknown
1:50:29 - F2 - Looking back the void
1:54:28 - F3 - The moonlight overflows the yard
1:58:02 - F4 - Midnight aches
2:00:38 - F5 - A Window into the void
2:01:48 - F6 - One last Christmas memory
2:05:48 - F7 - Charles delay
2:08:34 - F8 - What else matters now
Stage 4
Stage 4 is considered a transition from the happy memories of the past to the nightmarish post awareness stages. This is the minds last cry for help before sinking into the abyss. The last embers of our memory fade to dust.
Original description by The Carebear
2:11:14 - G1 - Waste of singulair recall
2:21:21 - G2 - Warped perception
2:31:26 - H1 - Advanced memorial inconsistency
2:42:05 - H2 - Post cognitive confusions")
![the smell of decay - sweet little daydream [2024]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/y338O5y39Ag/mqdefault.jpg "the smell of decay - sweet little daydream [2024]
0:00 - 01 - self conscious
0:59 - 02 - haze
2:05 - 03 - together
4:29 - 04 - transferral
6:05 - 05 - life
8:38 - 06 - friend
9:51 - 07 - media
11:29 - 08 - wonder
13:00 - 09 - spring
13:53 - 10 - glitter
14:32 - 11 - sparkles
15:22 - 12 - yesterday
16:50 - 13 - everywhere
17:43 - 14 - familiar
19:24 - 15 - longing
22:23 - 16 - decay
24:04 - 17 - daydream
26:37 - 18 - nostalgia
28:18 - 19 - absence
31:02 - 20 - change
33:29 - 21 - awake")
![APANPN M1 [Indv. Layers]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/yTxwZV5zMuc/mqdefault.jpg "APANPN M1 [Indv. Layers]
0:00 - icarly_BAGELx2 (Hare)
4:24 - icarly_BAGELx2_scrambled (Hare)
8:58 - phase3_pa (JamesJ)
10:53 - sucko_mode_2_heh (Hare)
14:36 - full_vinesauce_softtonic_section (Hare)
18:23 - sub_37_spongeboi_me_bob_3 (lolmas)
21:02 - mid_sub (MOLDer)
24:56 - h1sb_but_funny (saltliam)
31:57 - What is APANPN (Canum)
35:32 - apanpn_kitchen_saxophone (qass)
37:55 - 7grand_dad (158)
40:27 - fog-instead-of-cloud (JamesJ)
44:10 - post_awawa_sub_lol (pomika)
51:55 - hello_gordon (Molten)
56:56 - ed_edd_n_eddy_2 (Hare)
58:51 - sonic_exe (Hare)
1:03:03 - 1lobotomy_9885 (158)
1:05:55 - N1_ending (Novenheim)
1:08:18 - the_hel_siren (HAD1F)
1:12:24 - 43w896386 (158)
1:16:22 - S5zenyx_Malo_Mart_CLARITEEEE (Zenyx)
1:20:19 - shit_myself_song (Zendio)
1:22:46 - sloppenheim2 (158)
1:27:33 - gummy (Bahn)
1:30:54 - sanick (Hare)
1:31:24 - APANPN_Status_5_Sub_j (Magnus Clyde)
1:35:33 -")
![A4 - An Abandoned Concert [visual testing]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ydL13jKhuqE/mqdefault.jpg "A4 - An Abandoned Concert [visual testing]
using several Night In The Woods clips from a channel called resir014:
- Second Band Practice
- Meeting Gregg
- First Dream
- Crimes With Gregg
- Second Dream
- Smashing Lightbulbs
- Third Dream
- Into The Woods
- Sixth Dream
as well as some fire particles i found on YT :3")
![K1 - Disorientation I [NATMOS:R Sample Guide]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/yzqIUAYHod8/mqdefault.jpg "K1 - Disorientation I [NATMOS:R Sample Guide]
special thanks to Tachikoma for supporting me on Patreon, feel free to suport me so i have more motivation to make more videos like this :3
https://www.patreon.com/Wolfytronic
also thanks to Slorpanoid for making the first K1 - Disorientation I guide, you can find it here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVIXaTC16JE
maybe I could get some help with making K2, hint hint :3")
![Generations After Generation - BEYOND THIS VISION PARTS 1-4 [REUPLOAD]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ziPyA7WvOms/mqdefault.jpg "Generations After Generation - BEYOND THIS VISION PARTS 1-4 [REUPLOAD]
sorry bsoda, i love this project too much to let it disappear like that...
LINKS TO THE ORIGINAL PARTS:
PART 1: https://youtu.be/yhflurZWjdQ?si=2T-ampKqXpZvEZRD
PART 2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HoXVdOBhKRU
PART 3: https://youtu.be/C0WQjt8-SBI?si=22wdngbRdO7tZoas
PART 4: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iaRtIzpomjc
Just a lil side fp that im working on
BEYOND THIS VISION is one out of many fan projects, but it covers the bipolar disorder. As this project goes on, it will get more experimental.
Main inspirations are We are Eternal (thank you Caremaker) and Bliss and Lunacy (thank you Epos Nephilo)
Art by Mr. Bolder
*PART 1 // CHANGE OF MIND*
It feels like life is happy
But also the opposite
Im the same but also different place
What is wrong with me?
0:00 - A1 - This is where the story begins
1:28 - A2 - Life is usual
4:04 - A3 - Nothings quite new
6:59 - A4 - Out of the bounce
9:46 - A5 - My band played its tunes for the last time
// CHANGE SCENERY //
12:18 - B1 - New reports
14:19 - B2 - Little cigar
16:26 - B3 - And now, back to You.
19:19 - B4 - Good night, silent night
Art by Mr. Bolder
*PART 2 // FALTER AND ALIGN*
Everything I knew before
Has been tarnished
Doctor says Ive been diagnosed with something
Its terrible
But also happy
I love the way that I feel
22:49 - C1 - Wish me heavenbound
26:40 - C2 - Drinking alone
29:24 - C3 - Vase with bouquets
32:12 - C4 - Just why cant these dreams come true
34:18 - C5 - Memories falter and align
46:04 - C6 - Remembering
// CHANGE SCENERY //
49:16 - D1 - Sky high and low
52:09 - D2 - Loves not a game
55:34 - D3 - Omnipotence
59:52 - D4 - Regain value
1:02:53 - D5 - Let me in
Art by BradyAUS and nontendo
*PART 3 // BROKEN STRINGS*
What Im seeing
that you dont see
Is two sides of the same coin
I am the both sides
I am
Who I am
Endless chances and ways it can play out
1:05:06 - E1 - Only for 25¢
1:08:42 - E2 - Time dilates away from me
1:12:08 - E3 - Touch the stars and all thats above
1:15:18 - E4 - Life is abnormal
1:18:32 - E5 - Gods own man-made horror
1:23:07 - E6 - Catch the wave
// CHANGE SCENERY //
I now realize
This is not me
I cant be two-minded
I cant handle being like this
These pills do nothing
1:27:24 - F1 - Why me
1:28:13 - F2 - Systems machinery
1:34:08 - F3 - One giant leap (for mankind)
1:38:18 - F4 - Good-evening America
1:44:48 - F5 - Your own struggles, your own choices
1:48:53 - F6 - Life is abhorrent
1:52:00 - F7 - Light ray cannon
HUGE loud noise warning during most of H side and all of I side.
Art by bsodaify and Mr. Bolder
*PART 4 // MAJOR MOOD SWINGS*
Life is full of endavours
I like feeling pain
It soothes my soul
I wonder where will i go next
1:56:33 - G1 - Honey Im home
1:59:39 - G2 - I walked alone
2:03:06 - G3 - Hyperthermia
2:04:59 - G4 - The wind is calling my name
2:08:20 - G5 - I swore to kill and destroy the Earth
2:12:26 - G6 - Command (code blue)
// CHANGE SCENERY
Living with pain is like hell
I will not leave this place
God
Please let me recover
I dont wanna be like this
2:19:38 - H1 - Nucular
2:25:20 - H2 - Self detonate
2:29:10 - H3 - Seek and control
2:33:02 - H4 - Lure me in
2:36:34 - H5 - Determine and embrace
2:43:43 - H6 - Years with millions of requests
// EMBRACE HELL
I DONT WANNA BE LIKE THIS
2:50:58 - I1 - UNWINDED MILLION SOULS
// RECOVERY
My body feels like it has lifted
3:02:23 - J1 - Lullaby
3:15:34 - J2 - Turn left then right
3:21:30 - J3 - Pictogram
3:26:09 - J4 - Life is magnificent
3:30:14 - J5 - Terra nullius")
![Milwaukee Protocol - Day 2 (C-D) [Individual Submissions]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/zskx3S0tNxc/mqdefault.jpg "Milwaukee Protocol - Day 2 (C-D) [Individual Submissions]
hands trembling
posture shaky
thoughts tangled
*C1 - Mental clustrophobia*
0:00 - It_All_Feels_Off (Small Man)
4:07 - field_recording_1 (Crafter)
4:41 - pianis_1 (Cinnimin)
5:23 - sci (Aniball)
*C2 - Keep it together*
8:18 - Ravens_Gnaw_On_Me (Small Man)
11:13 - Another_Untitled_Trackbutireallycantgetitright (Small Man)
14:54 - VID_20220924_145656 (Tetrodotoxin)
*C3 - Jitters*
15:45 - telly.wav (SkyPiez) (BUMPER)
16:11 - skypiez_makes_a_miluwakee_sub_episode_2 (SkyPiez) (MAIN TRACK)
*C4 - Pushing through the irritants*
19:38 - still_unsure (Kansel)
*C5 - Can you hear the sea*
22:19 - you_can_hear_the_sea_v2 (DEparture)
*C6 - Pharyngitis panic*
25:46 - thing_for_MP_but_I_edited_it_just_a_bit (Paintball)
*D1 - Disturbances*
28:25 - i_cant_sleep (Drenco)
33:06 - VHS_static (Drenco)
34:33 - I_Speak_To_The_Waves (DEmRise)
38:16 - hallucinating (AverageEnjoyer1337)
*D2 - Storms share whispers*
41:04 - 10-09-2022.MP.UNEASE1.L (Slorpanoid)
42:28 - Hydrophobia_type_thing (Slorpanoid)
*D3 - Whispers erupting phobia*
45:12 - nvm_its_a_hallucination_track (Small Man)
49:40 - something_scratching_my_throat (ciągu)
*D4 - Eyes in shadows*
54:41 - ITS_ALL_GONE_WEIRD (The Messenger)
*D5 - Mental precipice*
59:43 - man (ciągu)
1:04:44 - last_rabies_sub (jeztik)
1:07:11 - Mediocre_Day2_Sub_Here (Small Man)
*D6 - Sunrise*
1:10:26 - more_hydrophobia (Paintball)
1:12:22 - Borderline_with_day_3 (Drenco)
Special thanks to AnnoyedPizza for helping identify field recording samples
Individual submissions supplied by AURA, sampiu and [gryph] :3")
