Uploaded October 2025 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago

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sorry bsoda, i love this project too much to let it disappear like that...

LINKS TO THE ORIGINAL PARTS:
PART 1: youtu.be/yhflurZWjdQ?si=2T-ampKqXpZvEZRD
PART 2: youtube.com/watch?v=HoXVdOBhKRU
PART 3: youtu.be/C0WQjt8-SBI?si=22wdngbRdO7tZoas
PART 4: youtube.com/watch?v=iaRtIzpomjc

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Just a lil' side fp that i'm working on
BEYOND THIS VISION is one out of many fan projects, but it covers the bipolar disorder. As this project goes on, it will get more experimental.
Main inspirations are We are Eternal (thank you Caremaker) and Bliss and Lunacy (thank you Epos Nephilo)
Art by Mr. Bolder

*PART 1 // CHANGE OF MIND*
"It feels like life is happy
But also the opposite
I'm the same but also different place
What is wrong with me?"

0:00 - A1 - This is where the story begins
1:28 - A2 - Life is usual
4:04 - A3 - Nothing's quite new
6:59 - A4 - Out of the bounce
9:46 - A5 - My band played it's tunes for the last time

// CHANGE SCENERY //

12:18 - B1 - New reports
14:19 - B2 - Little cigar
16:26 - B3 - And now, back to You.
19:19 - B4 - Good night, silent night

Art by Mr. Bolder

*PART 2 // FALTER AND ALIGN*
"Everything I knew before
Has been tarnished
Doctor says I've been diagnosed with something
It's terrible
But also happy

I love the way that I feel"

22:49 - C1 - Wish me heavenbound
26:40 - C2 - Drinking alone
29:24 - C3 - Vase with bouquets
32:12 - C4 - Just why can't these dreams come true
34:18 - C5 - Memories falter and align
46:04 - C6 - Remembering

// CHANGE SCENERY //
49:16 - D1 - Sky high and low
52:09 - D2 - Love's not a game
55:34 - D3 - Omnipotence
59:52 - D4 - Regain value
1:02:53 - D5 - Let me in

Art by BradyAUS and nontendo

*PART 3 // BROKEN STRINGS*
"What I'm seeing
that you don't see
Is two sides of the same coin
I am the both sides
I am
Who I am

Endless chances and ways it can play out"

1:05:06 - E1 - Only for 25¢
1:08:42 - E2 - Time dilates away from me
1:12:08 - E3 - Touch the stars and all that's above
1:15:18 - E4 - Life is abnormal
1:18:32 - E5 - God's own man-made horror
1:23:07 - E6 - Catch the wave

// CHANGE SCENERY //

"I now realize
This is not me
I can't be two-minded

I can't handle being like this
These pills do nothing"

1:27:24 - F1 - Why me
1:28:13 - F2 - System's machinery
1:34:08 - F3 - One giant leap (for mankind)
1:38:18 - F4 - Good-evening America
1:44:48 - F5 - Your own struggles, your own choices
1:48:53 - F6 - Life is abhorrent
1:52:00 - F7 - Light ray cannon

HUGE loud noise warning during most of H side and all of I side.
Art by bsodaify and Mr. Bolder

*PART 4 // MAJOR MOOD SWINGS*
"Life is full of endavours
I like feeling pain
It soothes my soul
I wonder where will i go next"

1:56:33 - G1 - Honey I'm home
1:59:39 - G2 - I walked alone
2:03:06 - G3 - Hyperthermia
2:04:59 - G4 - The wind is calling my name
2:08:20 - G5 - I swore to kill and destroy the Earth
2:12:26 - G6 - Command (code blue)
// CHANGE SCENERY \\
"Living with pain is like hell
I will not leave this place
God
Please let me recover
I don't wanna be like this"
2:19:38 - H1 - Nucular
2:25:20 - H2 - Self detonate
2:29:10 - H3 - Seek and control
2:33:02 - H4 - Lure me in
2:36:34 - H5 - Determine and embrace
2:43:43 - H6 - Years with millions of requests

// EMBRACE HELL \\
"I DON'T WANNA BE LIKE THIS"
2:50:58 - I1 - UNWINDED MILLION SOULS

// RECOVERY \\
"My body feels like it has lifted"
3:02:23 - J1 - Lullaby
3:15:34 - J2 - Turn left then right
3:21:30 - J3 - Pictogram
3:26:09 - J4 - Life is magnificent
3:30:14 - J5 - Terra nullius