Uploaded May 2023 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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Michael has wanted to make this video for a long time. It was not easy to record. This video will not be suitable for all our viewers so if you just want to watch our cruising and/or renovation videos you may want to skip this one. It is also a very long video but it was important for Michael to be able to have the time in this video to communicate very precisely what he needed to. Thanks for your understanding and support.

Trigger warning - Talk of suicidal ideation

Help in the UK - Samaritans T: 116 123
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