Uploaded January 2026 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago
This is my take on apmc to improve the soundscapes but still keep its rough and harsh nature.
bandcamp link: marpprammusic.bandcamp.com/album/all-pleasant-moments-close-apmc-creationist-take
Stage 1: "I’m reminiscing on memories from the days when I was young and I miss being more active than I was before from just being older my memory isn’t as good as it was before". patient exhibits some of the first few signs of dementia. they are blissfully unaware to what's about to happen soon. happy memories are apparent they don't care to think most of them and reset after ignoring memories
A1 - Tipped to madness - 0:00
A2 - Sudden appearance - 3:30
A3 - Last waltz - 6:20
B1 - Around pretty seas - 9:12
B2 - Asian towns - 11:54
B3 - Identical tales - 14:49
Stage 2: "I’m starting to lose some of my pleasant memories that I have kept intact and I have tried to think of new memories and I can only think a few. It’s hard making memories due to my amnesia from the crash in 1965". in this stage, The patient starts to realize moments of their life are vanishing and to attempt to remember more It breaks down but don't repeat. songs slip away at times, Showing that they're starting to forget things the mood is more gloomy. Showing loss of their happier moments.
C1 - Aloneness - 17:29
C2 - Locomotion - 19:52
C3 - Tipping Over - 22:19
D1 - Transparent Movements - 25:20
D2 - Essense Of Color - 28:17
D3 - Loss Of Companionship - 30:52
Stage 3: "I feel like my memories are just getting erased as I go on and I don’t know what it’s even happening anymore I’m trying to hold onto my memories as much I can to keep myself from going mad. I need to keep going". The patient still has some recognition of their surroundings before they get every part of them lost. Childhood memories return to keep themselves happy with slight bits of newer ones here and there. Songs they remember are practically nonexistent as they are decaying sometimes at points overwhelming places. The patient tries really hard to save themselves before their mind falls apart
E1 - Unseen sights - 33:55
E2 - I don't know who i am - 36:25
E3 - Myself - 38:40
E4 - What's even real anymore - 41:33
F1- Lucid echoes - 44:15
F2 - Surrounded by madness - 47:30
F3 - Failing cognizance - 51:16
F4 - Last goodbye - 53:17
F5 - Final moments before disaster - 55:44
Stage 4: "Chester has been lost and unable to make any diary entries at this point. He keeps having moments where he has total fits of madness. It seems that he’s completely trying to get himself out of the misery through lashing out". Moments are no longer cohesive due to the patients dementia. Memories are mixed together and broken to short bursts to points of insanity. They have completely gave up trying to remember because they can't think without failing to remember. Their surrounding around them are confusing and a maze to them. Things are only getting worse in later stages
G1 - Unaware insanity - 59:00
H1 - Lost bliss state - 1:04:39
I1 - Rapidly decaying neurons - 1:08:04
Stage 5: "He keeps asking questions on where he is, who he is, and who am I. I can see a glazed look in his eyes just lost within their own mind. he seems like they are starting give out more as it goes on". At this point the mind struggles to make basic short term memory to nothing. They can no longer recognize people, places, objects, and sentences. Awareness is nonexistent and synapses and neurons are decaying away. Soon they will scream into the void alone and empty.
J1 - Advancing ruptures - 1:12:49
K1 - Isolating regression - 1:19:02
L1 - Synapse Failure - 1:24:18
M1 - Scream into the void - 1:28:25
Stage 6: "The patient is empty and just a hollow husk with no thoughts with total loss of control in their body i can see that he's accepting that he doesn't have many days left until it's his time to pass". Everything is null and void, No remnants of the past and future as all the moments you shared are now nothing. The patient slowly accepts defeat and just wait till they die to escape.
N1 - Reality crashes down to itself - 1:31:51
O1 - Everything is all a failure - 1:40:08
P1 - Moments close - 1:46:26
Credits - 1:56:42
Art: Valvet grins, The Pot Argues, Slotaklopsak klacis, Lossrealitygoncor alvun, Auxec noise mangled, null mind by the creationist
Main inspiration: All Delights Inevitably Cease by zenyx
This is my take on apmc to improve the soundscapes but still keep its rough and harsh nature.
bandcamp link: marpprammusic.bandcamp.com/album/all-pleasant-moments-close-apmc-creationist-take
Stage 1: "I’m reminiscing on memories from the days when I was young and I miss being more active than I was before from just being older my memory isn’t as good as it was before". patient exhibits some of the first few signs of dementia. they are blissfully unaware to what's about to happen soon. happy memories are apparent they don't care to think most of them and reset after ignoring memories
A1 - Tipped to madness - 0:00
A2 - Sudden appearance - 3:30
A3 - Last waltz - 6:20
B1 - Around pretty seas - 9:12
B2 - Asian towns - 11:54
B3 - Identical tales - 14:49
Stage 2: "I’m starting to lose some of my pleasant memories that I have kept intact and I have tried to think of new memories and I can only think a few. It’s hard making memories due to my amnesia from the crash in 1965". in this stage, The patient starts to realize moments of their life are vanishing and to attempt to remember more It breaks down but don't repeat. songs slip away at times, Showing that they're starting to forget things the mood is more gloomy. Showing loss of their happier moments.
C1 - Aloneness - 17:29
C2 - Locomotion - 19:52
C3 - Tipping Over - 22:19
D1 - Transparent Movements - 25:20
D2 - Essense Of Color - 28:17
D3 - Loss Of Companionship - 30:52
Stage 3: "I feel like my memories are just getting erased as I go on and I don’t know what it’s even happening anymore I’m trying to hold onto my memories as much I can to keep myself from going mad. I need to keep going". The patient still has some recognition of their surroundings before they get every part of them lost. Childhood memories return to keep themselves happy with slight bits of newer ones here and there. Songs they remember are practically nonexistent as they are decaying sometimes at points overwhelming places. The patient tries really hard to save themselves before their mind falls apart
E1 - Unseen sights - 33:55
E2 - I don't know who i am - 36:25
E3 - Myself - 38:40
E4 - What's even real anymore - 41:33
F1- Lucid echoes - 44:15
F2 - Surrounded by madness - 47:30
F3 - Failing cognizance - 51:16
F4 - Last goodbye - 53:17
F5 - Final moments before disaster - 55:44
Stage 4: "Chester has been lost and unable to make any diary entries at this point. He keeps having moments where he has total fits of madness. It seems that he’s completely trying to get himself out of the misery through lashing out". Moments are no longer cohesive due to the patients dementia. Memories are mixed together and broken to short bursts to points of insanity. They have completely gave up trying to remember because they can't think without failing to remember. Their surrounding around them are confusing and a maze to them. Things are only getting worse in later stages
G1 - Unaware insanity - 59:00
H1 - Lost bliss state - 1:04:39
I1 - Rapidly decaying neurons - 1:08:04
Stage 5: "He keeps asking questions on where he is, who he is, and who am I. I can see a glazed look in his eyes just lost within their own mind. he seems like they are starting give out more as it goes on". At this point the mind struggles to make basic short term memory to nothing. They can no longer recognize people, places, objects, and sentences. Awareness is nonexistent and synapses and neurons are decaying away. Soon they will scream into the void alone and empty.
J1 - Advancing ruptures - 1:12:49
K1 - Isolating regression - 1:19:02
L1 - Synapse Failure - 1:24:18
M1 - Scream into the void - 1:28:25
Stage 6: "The patient is empty and just a hollow husk with no thoughts with total loss of control in their body i can see that he's accepting that he doesn't have many days left until it's his time to pass". Everything is null and void, No remnants of the past and future as all the moments you shared are now nothing. The patient slowly accepts defeat and just wait till they die to escape.
N1 - Reality crashes down to itself - 1:31:51
O1 - Everything is all a failure - 1:40:08
P1 - Moments close - 1:46:26
Credits - 1:56:42
Art: Valvet grins, The Pot Argues, Slotaklopsak klacis, Lossrealitygoncor alvun, Auxec noise mangled, null mind by the creationist
Main inspiration: All Delights Inevitably Cease by zenyx
