Uploaded April 2011 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago

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I'm finally off my singing hiatus!!!

Well, this was a request from a person who is very dear to me, (RevolutionarySamurai), that has been in the works for WAY too long.

I would like to thank PowersWithin for creating this INCREDIBLE arrangement, click here to listen to it!

youtube.com/watch?v=_VhcF6EXv3E

and, here are my lyrics! I own nothing but these, and my voice!

Lyrics:
Am I to pursue this dream? Is this really all that is expected of me?
Enveloped by these crowds, I'm loosing my way, this path is not clear now

It's not like I really want to go back in time
I'm just looking for a piece of sky that's somewhat familiar to me
I hope you understand that this is what I must do
So don't look at me that way I'm not abandoning you

Cry all you want, it won't change what you've been through
Like it or not, the agony is still in you
the light are fading, I scream
Who am I waiting for, I
write this note, to the world, to myself
An honest me, can exist with some help
So maybe she can stop running
From this Reality

What are we here for? Is there a reason in living?
I ask myself amidst the darkness, as my memories are fading
Playing it safe is not an option, I lost that possibility long ago
Forward is the only way out now
I still am learning, what this life holds for me
so I'll let these feelings overflow
Compared to nothing,
I'll embrace these feelings with open arms

So I apologize, it seems that I've failed to stay out of your way
I guess like it or not, all I can do is keep you worrying all the time

Everything I remember I held dear that day,
Everything I seek tomorrow, now it, is all the same
I hope you understand that I prefer to be blind
It's easier to run and to hide then face this, reality

These pointless rumours, are they really a crime?
Or are they merely a waste of my time
And still I can't help but scream
Why carry out these lies I
Feel my heart, burning up from the inside
consumed in flames by this thing we call "pride"
Actually, I'm expecting something
may come from reality

What are we here for? Is there a reason in living?
I want to shout this to the skyline, but I don't think you can hear me
Playing it safe is not an option, I lost that possibility long ago
Forward is the only way out now
I still am learning, what it is you mean to me, so I'll grow stronger to carry on
My friends, my enemies around me,
I'll embrace them all with open arms

So we arrive at the next door, how do we get through? I'm sure I'll think of a way
I don't see the point in trying to turn away, the story has begun, It's too late to fall back
so why not open up your eyes? open up your eyes

I still am learning, what this life holds for me
so I'll let these feelings overflow
And perhaps I'll start all over, I think I can stay true to myself this time
Let's start the cycle again!

What are we here for, Is there a reason in living?
I want to shout this to the skyline, but I don't think you can hear me
Playing it safe is not an option, I lost that possibility long ago
Forward is the only way out now
I still am learning, what it is you mean to me, so I'll grow stronger to carry on Remembering these emotions,
I'll embrace this pain with open arms