Uploaded January 2010 | Updated September 2026, 4 days ago
you guys easily make my life.
seriously.
every comment.
message.
friend invite.
it always makes me do a little dance.
Thank you guys really :)
I showed my favorite couples (excluding jeremy/vicki)
and of course my favorite character bonnie, hope you like
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you guys easily make my life.
seriously.
every comment.
message.
friend invite.
it always makes me do a little dance.
Thank you guys really :)
I showed my favorite couples (excluding jeremy/vicki)
and of course my favorite character bonnie, hope you like
BACKUP ACCOUNT:
youtube.com/user/tonightsrealityx
TUMBLR :
tonighstreality.tumblr.com
![Wake Up Call [For 777fallenangel77]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/tIpHoBQsC6Q/mqdefault.jpg "Wake Up Call [For 777fallenangel77]
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Because she told me to watch skins...repeatingly.
:) also because she previews most of my videos and gives me feedback
and also cause shes such an awesome friend.
BACK-UP ACCOUNT:
http://www.youtube.com/user/tonightsrealityx
cause I dont want to lose you guys :(")
![Forget The Horror Here [Freffy] [AU]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/tW3JgnY6N30/mqdefault.jpg "Forget The Horror Here [Freffy] [AU]
This is dedicated to the 20+ subscribers that I woke up to this morning. Thank you for subscribing, I hope you wont be disappointed :D
So!
the video pretty much follows Effy & Freddies relationship throughout the show, the only difference is that Effy was successful in her suicide attempt. Freddie couldnt live without her and he too kills himself, with a gun hence the blood splatter. They meet in not a specific Heaven but their own Heaven (I had to crop to hid the cell phones) where the pain and Horror of life is behind them, and they can just be Freffy.
I got the entire video idea from this photo I found on tumblr
http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_leerrxMAey1qbx0yzo1_500.jpg
(credit goes to iammo of tumblr)")
![What if its not everything I dreamed it would be? [Tangled]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vNBJKol39q8/mqdefault.jpg "What if its not everything I dreamed it would be? [Tangled]
Used only one scene, made pretty quickly.
Song- Calls me Home")
![I m p o s s i b i l i t y / / B e l l a & E d w a r d [/VC]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vczr_XbNJbc/mqdefault.jpg "I m p o s s i b i l i t y / / B e l l a & E d w a r d [/VC]
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I intuitively knew and sensed he did, too
Our relationship couldnt continue to balance, as it did, on the point of a knife.
We would fall off one edge or the other, depending entirely upon his decision, or his instincts.
My decision was made, made before Id ever consciously chosen, and I was committed to seeing it through.
Because there was nothing more terrifying to me, more excruciating, than the thought of turning away from him.
It was an impossibility.
so for the next vidders challenge we each were assigned a fandom and an emotion. I got Twilight and fear so of course my first reaction was
ooo I feel special, thats a hard one and they think I can do it
then about five minutes later it was
...f*ck how am I going to do this?
I searched my library of music, thought of different Midnight Sun ideas
but nothing was good enough.
Then someone posted the above quote on tumblr, and I re-read the passage of twilight
talked with clarissa and it was obvious
Bellas fear of being with Edward
Bellas fear of being without Edward
Bellas fear of losing Edward.
it made sense. Then I needed the song,
I heard this one recently in another video I liked
and it just seemed perfect.
So this video is about Bella first realizing Edward is a vampire
and also of her feelings. How she was going to act on them.
It starts in black and white because she is unsure, but then once
shes sure of it, Color.
hope you all like it :)
Next video will be up saturday,
my birthday gift to you
also another vlog will be up next week.
♥Courtney")
