i chose a top surgeon and started the surgery process. whoa.Ash Hardell2018-03-21 | If you’d like to help out in funding my top surgery, you can - no pressure though :) gofundme.com/i039m-in-a-bind-help-me-out
Endscreen music by: YouTube.com/jc41tvMy Birth Story (Ft. Gray)Ash Hardell2023-10-06 | These seven awesome patrons are so wonderful: Skylar J, Jaiden M, Rylan A, JD A, Jake B, Mariah H, and Meghann H! These top tier donators (along with everyone else on my Patreon) help so much with my content creation. I appreciate y'all so much and if you wanna learn more about how to become a patron you can check it out here -
Patreon: patreon.com/MxAshHardell
Second Channel: youtube.com/user/AshleyMardell Instagram: ashhardell
TikTok: MxHardellTrans Kids: Growing Up or Groomed? (When I was called a Predator…)Ash Hardell2023-04-14 | In recent times, there has been a growing fear-mongering campaign that claims LGBT+ individuals are trying to indoctrinate children into being gay or trans. This video investigates whether or not there is any truth to these claims (spoiler: there is not.) Additionally, it discusses how mainstream media which pushed this narrative and specifically targeted my videos/book affected me psychologically. Given the current political climate, it is more important than ever to dispel these harmful myths and misconceptions. The attack on trans youth is a real and pressing issue that demands our attention and support. I hope this video helps to educate and inform those who have been misled by these harmful sentiments.
This video was a lot of work to make and I hope you enjoy it! If you would like to see me make more videos like this more than just once a year, then supporting me on Patreon is a GREAT way to make that happen! My goal is to have enough resources from Patreon that I am eventually able to post every couple months instead of having such long breaks between vids. Check out Patreon here if you are interested in joining the community: patreon.com/MxAshHardell
And super-duper thanks to these special Patrons: Meghann H, Jaiden M, Rylan A, Bailey C, Mariah H, JD A, and Jake B!
0:00 - Content warning, brief intro, and some artsy opening footage 3:00 - Exposition (what to expect from this video and what happened last time?) 9:00 - Introducing Theme 3: Scale 11:49 - General Breakdown of Daily Mail article on trans YouTube groomers 14:05 - Christian Broadcasting network hates on the gays and my book 18:56 - Irreversible Damage’s wide reach and Transphobic messages 20:45 - How The Daily Mail, CBN, and Irreversible Damage affected my psyche 27:46 - A brief history of organized homophobia and indoctrination rhetoric up to today 44:10 - Deconstructing Indoctrination rhetoric (why it exists and why rational its flawed) 1:00:01 - Wrap up (final thoughts on how indoctrination rhetoric affected me and what to expect next time.
If you helped me and it has slipped my mind to credit you in this description please reach out so I can rectify that! My apologies if this is the case for anyone. Like the last video, this project was MASSIVE!
Sources: docs.google.com/document/d/17Z4B_aWvTYyYFuhVQFET7ACNsucDDKiEdIVRUlE7FWA/edit?usp=sharingwe had twins :)Ash Hardell2023-03-03 | A super HUGE thank you to these six special patrons: Jaiden M, Rylan A, Bailey C, JD A, Mariah H, and Jake B, for being some of the top tier members. As I get back into internet shenanigans, help from Patreon makes a major difference in the amount of time a resources I have to make things. If you are interested in supporting me, you can learn more here...
My book with lots more info like this :) goo.gl/9zXFpw Free book: goo.gl/Gerie7Trauma. Transphobia. And the Internet. (why I left for 2.5 years)Ash Hardell2022-03-04 | I'll be the first to admit that I am probably too sensitive for the internet 🙃 For a while, many of the transphobic messages I received online started to get in my head and cause me to question several of my core beliefs and my identity. This video is all about that experience and how I came out on the other side with even more trans pride than before 💙 ...also please do not harass or be cruel to anyone featured in that video - that would very much defeat the message I'm trying to send.
If you helped me and it has slipped my mind to credit you in this description please reach out so I can rectify that! My apologies if this is the case for anyone. This project was just such a beast :P
0:00 - Opening Credits 1:54 - Intro 3:43 - Exposition 11:42 - The Affect on My Mental Health 14:00 - What to Expect from this Series 15:11- Theme 1, Radicalization: Intro 27:58 - Theme 1, Radicalization: TERFS 30:50 - Theme 1, Radicalization: Magdalen 38:23 - Theme 1, Radicalization: Irreversibel Damage 46:38 - Theme 2, Anonymity 55:37 - Creditstelling my spouse i want kids 💕Ash Hardell2019-11-22 | Not clickbait, that would be a weird thing to clickbait.
Endscreen music by: twitter.com/reneeyoxonSomeone Leaked my Job...and it Sucked.Ash Hardell2019-07-21 | When my job was leaked it was a scary time for me - here is that experience. To take advantage of the Amazon Prime offer, go to audible.com/ashhardell or text ashhardell to 500 500.
Table of Contents: 3:05 Games and play to help get group sex started 7:35 Toys for penises 8:45 Toys for vulvas 10:45 Positions 11:13 Consent 14:00 GUESTS :D
Endscreen music by: twitter.com/reneeyoxonnonbinary comes in every age.Ash Hardell2019-05-17 | In this video 7 lovely humans tell you about their nonbinary identities and what it’s like for them to be older than the enby stereotype. Lots more awesome info and links regarding them can be found below! Please check these wonderful folks out!
Guests- Vesper: youtube.com/channel/UCoV4vbrQOeuR6dKi0FgZgeQ (Vesper is a black, queer, non-binary, asexual (ace) vlogger and blogger also known as Queer As Cat on Tumblr and YouTube. Vesper strives to help raise awareness of the intersections of sexuality, gender and race and to increase visibility and representation for people like themself who are in the crosshairs of such intersectionality.)
Renée Yoxon: https://linktr.ee/reneeyoxon (Renée is a queer, non-binary, and disabled singer, songwriter, and pianist. For the last ten years, Renée has been living with chronic episodic pain from sacroiliac joint dysfunction, as well as other comorbid conditions. During that time they have obtained multiple degrees and awards while creating an art practice that prioritizes self and community care. Their forthcoming work draws influences from pop, folk, and jazz spheres, and explores their unique experiences as transgender, queer, and disabled.)
Dara: darahoffmanfox.com (Dara is a queer-identified mental health counselor who has a passion for working with gender-questioning, transgender, and nonbinary clients. They are also an author and video producer online. Their videos, “Conversations with a Gender Therapist” are some go my favorite LGBT+ resources on YouTube!)
Jeffrey Marsh: jeffreymarsh.com (Jeffrey Marsh was the first openly nonbinary activist to appear on national television. Jeffrey’s best-selling self-esteem guide How To Be You, is an innovative, category-non-conforming work that combines memoir, workbook, and spiritual self-help. They have also given an awesome Ted Talk you should check out!)
Kate Bornstein: http://katebornstein.com (Since 1989, trans trailblazer Kate Bornstein has—with humor and spunk—ushered us into a world of limitless possibility through a daring re-envisionment of the gender system as we know it. Today, Kate identifies as nonbinary: not a man, and not a woman—and she’s been writing about nonbinary gender identity for nearly thirty years.)
Jess: instagram.com/jess_peachy (Jess has a Child Studies degree and has worked in the Human Services field with vulnerable youth and families for 14 years. Jess also educates about gender and sexuality diversity and inclusion. They are just your average non-binary, agender, queer, pan, poly, parent, total human.)
Pidgeon: http://www.pidgeonismy.name (Pidgeon Pagonis has slowly, oftentimes not so quietly risen to visibility in Chicago as not only an activist on behalf of intersex people, but also as a fighter for the recognition of marginalized others in general, regardless of race, sex or gender identity, class or creed. Whether advancing youth advocacy with interACT, producing informational videos that go viral on Buzzfeed, writing for Everyday Feminism or appearing on the cover of National Geographic “Gender Revolution” special issue, Pidgeon has staked out a place at the fore of debates on intersexuality and otherness.)
Endscreen music by: twitter.com/reneeyoxona guide to top surgery scar care.Ash Hardell2019-04-12 | Check out Skillshare, it’s rad! https://skl.sh/ashhardell4
Endscreen music by: twitter.com/reneeyoxonExplaining Nonbinary Dysphoria 💙 (and other assumptions)Ash Hardell2019-03-29 | Interested in Clue? :) Search “PERIOD TRACKER” in the app store and choose Clue or download for free here: https://is.gd/qxtfPU
Endscreen music by: twitter.com/reneeyoxonWhy Im Not a Woman (featuring old pictures and art) 💅🏼👔🏈Ash Hardell2019-03-14 | Get a free trial on Skillshare! Click here: https://skl.sh/ashhardell3
Endscreen music by: twitter.com/reneeyoxonlearn about cool lube things!Ash Hardell2019-02-13 | Use code “ASH” to get 50% off any single item + free shipping in the US or Canada CW: anatomical language and sexual imagery throughout. The most explicit section of the video is between 7:30 and 8:50.
Endscreen music by: twitter.com/reneeyoxonMy Nipple Disappeared ...also I have Dysphoria, please stop saying that I dont.Ash Hardell2018-12-10 | Right now, for a limited time, you can get 3 months of Audible for just $6.95 a month. Go to audible.com/ashhardell or text "ashhardell" to 500 500!
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I’m trying so hard to learn to draw, but I’m not great yet. The me drawing was inspired by one the the “ash boy” drawings sent in by a viewer. It was saved on my iPad, but I can ’t find the artists name! If it’s you tweet me and I’ll pop it in the description if you like :)
Endscreen music by: twitter.com/reneeyoxonfriends see my chest for the first time. (its cute.)Ash Hardell2018-09-26 | I filmed the first time my bff's saw my new chest :) This was before I release any pics online. They were lovely.
Endscreen music by: twitter.com/reneeyoxonSo, I grew out my Armpit Hair 👍🏻Ash Hardell2018-09-18 | Join the Club for only $5 -- http://www.dollarshaveclub.com/ash Thanks to our sponsor Dollar Shave Club, new members get their 1st month of the Daily Essentials Starter Set including trial-sized versions of their Body Cleanser, One Wipe Charlies’ Butt Wipes, and Shave Butter along with their Executive Razor for ONLY $5 with FREE shipping.
I'm working on getting all the instagram cuties handles in the list below, bear with me: @ky.joy.w @adlooschp @thehappyspoonie @everyheadismycanvas @insta.equal @deedeendean @nix_killjoy @fraeulein_pusteplume @makingroomintheheart @tender.tantrum @mellowdeeh @thedandymaestro @gee_jonas @marehkitten @ottbhunterr_riding @nudesndoods @quaire_ @elliediringer @fashion_to_mann @welcome_into_my_desert_jungle @fluffy.hufflepuffle @messy.ambre @thinking_outside_da_box @chronicallyenby @bootsyloo @toby_fishenbock @finbbee @burtnaay @tintinflynn @kam.andersen @fiercesoup @ghostcribs (;et me know if I missed you!)
Endscreen music by: https://t.co/NU4QRUS8cAMy Wife is not a Girl (and Ill always love them 💕)Ash Hardell2018-06-13 | AshAndGraceSPACE: youtube.com/user/AshleyMardell Grace on insta: @gracehardell
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Endscreen music by: YouTube.com/jc41tvHow (some) Asexuals ...Have Sex 👍🏻Ash Hardell2018-05-30 | Use the discount code "ASH" to receive 50% off almost any single product + free shipping on orders over $20 in the US.
CHP 1, What is Asexuality- 03:35 CHP 2, Sexless intimacy- 05:29 CHP 3, Sexless Kink- 09:50 CHP 4, How/why some Asexuals have Sex- 14:25 CHp 5, CUTE ACE COUPLES- 16:35
Endscreen music by: YouTube.com/jc41tvwanna see a top surgery consultation?Ash Hardell2018-04-12 | If you’d like to help out in funding my top surgery, you can - no pressure though :) gofundme.com/i039m-in-a-bind-help-me-out
Endscreen music by: YouTube.com/jc41tvAn anti-gay television network hated on my book. This is me coping via laughter.Ash Hardell2018-03-12 | LOL, this is real - Over 1.4 MILLION people saw this news story championing against LGBTQ+ education in schools. YIKES. My book with lots more info like this :) goo.gl/9zXFpw Free book: goo.gl/pGnEpf
Endscreen music by: twitter.com/reneeyoxonCalling my Mom to tell her Im Trans 💙Ash Hardell2018-02-14 | Explaining a non binary identity to a parent can be a scary and tricky task. People as me all the time for advice on the matter, but until recently I didn't even know how to go about this myself! Just a couple months ago I called my mom to tell her I'm trans. Today I have the privilege of sharing that phone call with you 💙
Some people have been asking where to get my book :) it’s under my old name, but here: goo.gl/v6cti9 Free book: goo.gl/pGnEpf
Endscreen music by: YouTube.com/jc41tvOur First Queer Kisses (Feat. Melanie Murphy)Ash Hardell2018-02-05 | These are the stories of our first queer kisses :)
Endscreen music by: twitter.com/reneeyoxonHow I Use My Dildo. (dont watch this mom and dad)Ash Hardell2018-01-31 | This is how I normally use my dildo, how 'bout you?
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Endscreen music by: YouTube.com/jc41tvThese are the YouTubers I would Sleep With...Ash Hardell2017-12-04 | Prepare to be shook. INSTA: @AshHardell BOOK (4 download options) BEST QUALITY BOOK LINK FOR $0: https://mango.bz/books/the-gaybcs-of-lgbtq-by-ashley-mardell-365-b BOOK (free link with the dumb kindle charge, but all pictures will be clear and pretty): goo.gl/pGnEpf OR BOOK TOTALLY free download link 2, but some pictures might be pixelated: goo.gl/R2Atsx OR don't want to download, just want to look? And some pics might be pixelated: goo.gl/ppoVQJ