The Reposters - Adverb Preposition Article Noun Preposition Noun - Status 3 (FULL DOUBLE ALBUM) @Zenyx64

Zenyx APANPN is a collaborative fan project of The Caretaker which uses samples directly related to meme culture. It presents the cognitive decline caused by Alzheimer's disease with a naturally lighthearted tone, but still strives to do so in detail and with sincerity. I apologize if our strange portrayal of this tragic condition comes across as offensive despite these efforts.

Bandcamp: zenyx64.bandcamp.com/album/adverb-preposition-article-noun-preposition-noun
Discord Server: discord.gg/VTktwGE3gC
Wiki page: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/Adverb_Preposition_Article_Noun_Preposition_Noun

STATUS 3; G-H [CLINICAL STAGE 4]
ᐳ be me
ᐳ 3 years since my Alzheimer's diagnosis
ᐳ starting to notice gaps in both my long term and short term memory
ᐳ fluctuating every day, but it's definitely been getting worse
ᐳ HideThePain.jpeg
Sometimes I still feel in control, but other times delirium takes hold. How much longer can I fight this for?

0:00:00 - G1 - Start running. | the placeMOLDer
0:01:47 - G2 - Blasting collapse revelations | The Haretaker
0:05:54 - G3 - Joys fragility | The Nounverber
0:09:08 - G4 - A metamorphical scheme | Novenheim
0:11:55 - G5 - Still partaking in trolling partaking | The Nounverber & Zenyx
0:16:10 - G6 - It's already begun | Zenyx
0:20:43 - G7 - I'll remember you this way | Zenyx
0:24:54 - G8 - The cliff at the end of the river | Novenheim
0:27:08 - G9 - Terror approaches | The Nounverber
0:29:45 - G10 - Accelerated time regression | The Haretaker

0:33:44 - H1 - Combustion | Zenyx
0:35:55 - H2 - Mental town Rotten | Novenheim
0:39:11 - H3 - Blades flying near | HAD1F
0:42:47 - H4 - Taken by the whirlwind | Zenyx
0:45:45 - H? - Seen before | Zenyx
0:45:58 - H5 - Breaking pace | svr
0:48:36 - H6 - Time passed, distortion+ | Salsa
0:50:58 - H7 - Extreme drifting delirium | HAD1F
0:53:43 - H8 - Outer space adrift | BradyAUS
0:56:23 - H9 - Degradation in circles increasing | Zenyx
0:59:07 - H10 - Hope undying holding on | AeughTime

STATUS 3, UPDATE 1; Side I [CLINICAL STAGE 4 + ANOSOGNOSIA ONSET]
ᐳ it all came crashing down
ᐳ can't remember the date
ᐳ can barely even think straight
ᐳ struggling, fading, dying
ᐳ hope never really was

1:04:13 - I1 - My colors fade to gray | The Haretaker
1:10:15 - I2 - Tracks spiraling endlessly | HAD1F
1:12:58 - I3 - Descending dissociation | Mr Bog
1:15:16 - I4 - Unknown warzone madness | Inkie Devla
1:18:33 - I5 - Looping back around continuous | Akylone
1:21:34 - I6 - Fly high encore | HAD1F & Zenyx
1:24:33 - I7 - Falling dreams brought forth | Nutzley
1:28:31 - I8 - Delirium all consuming | The Haretaker
1:31:24 - I9 - Cognitive dissonance III | Zenyx
1:35:40 - I10 - For peace | Anonymous
1:40:24 - I11 - Anosognosia | Zenyx

Covers:
"romanduhdefthmeenduhsahymethuhing2u" by Antbonio
"eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee" by The Haretaker

updated 2 years ago

The Reposters - Adverb Preposition Article Noun Preposition Noun - Status 3 (FULL DOUBLE ALBUM)

Zenyx 2023-10-28 | APANPN is a collaborative fan project of The Caretaker which uses samples directly related to meme culture. It presents the cognitive decline caused by Alzheimer's disease with a naturally lighthearted tone, but still strives to do so in detail and with sincerity. I apologize if our strange portrayal of this tragic condition comes across as offensive despite these efforts.

Bandcamp: zenyx64.bandcamp.com/album/adverb-preposition-article-noun-preposition-noun
Discord Server: discord.gg/VTktwGE3gC
Wiki page: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/Adverb_Preposition_Article_Noun_Preposition_Noun

STATUS 3; G-H [CLINICAL STAGE 4]
ᐳ be me
ᐳ 3 years since my Alzheimer's diagnosis
ᐳ starting to notice gaps in both my long term and short term memory
ᐳ fluctuating every day, but it's definitely been getting worse
ᐳ HideThePain.jpeg
Sometimes I still feel in control, but other times delirium takes hold. How much longer can I fight this for?

0:00:00 - G1 - Start running. | the placeMOLDer
0:01:47 - G2 - Blasting collapse revelations | The Haretaker
0:05:54 - G3 - Joys fragility | The Nounverber
0:09:08 - G4 - A metamorphical scheme | Novenheim
0:11:55 - G5 - Still partaking in trolling partaking | The Nounverber & Zenyx
0:16:10 - G6 - It's already begun | Zenyx
0:20:43 - G7 - I'll remember you this way | Zenyx
0:24:54 - G8 - The cliff at the end of the river | Novenheim
0:27:08 - G9 - Terror approaches | The Nounverber
0:29:45 - G10 - Accelerated time regression | The Haretaker

0:33:44 - H1 - Combustion | Zenyx
0:35:55 - H2 - Mental town Rotten | Novenheim
0:39:11 - H3 - Blades flying near | HAD1F
0:42:47 - H4 - Taken by the whirlwind | Zenyx
0:45:45 - H? - Seen before | Zenyx
0:45:58 - H5 - Breaking pace | svr
0:48:36 - H6 - Time passed, distortion+ | Salsa
0:50:58 - H7 - Extreme drifting delirium | HAD1F
0:53:43 - H8 - Outer space adrift | BradyAUS
0:56:23 - H9 - Degradation in circles increasing | Zenyx
0:59:07 - H10 - Hope undying holding on | AeughTime

STATUS 3, UPDATE 1; Side I [CLINICAL STAGE 4 + ANOSOGNOSIA ONSET]
ᐳ it all came crashing down
ᐳ can't remember the date
ᐳ can barely even think straight
ᐳ struggling, fading, dying
ᐳ hope never really was

1:04:13 - I1 - My colors fade to gray | The Haretaker
1:10:15 - I2 - Tracks spiraling endlessly | HAD1F
1:12:58 - I3 - Descending dissociation | Mr Bog
1:15:16 - I4 - Unknown warzone madness | Inkie Devla
1:18:33 - I5 - Looping back around continuous | Akylone
1:21:34 - I6 - Fly high encore | HAD1F & Zenyx
1:24:33 - I7 - Falling dreams brought forth | Nutzley
1:28:31 - I8 - Delirium all consuming | The Haretaker
1:31:24 - I9 - Cognitive dissonance III | Zenyx
1:35:40 - I10 - For peace | Anonymous
1:40:24 - I11 - Anosognosia | Zenyx

Covers:
"romanduhdefthmeenduhsahymethuhing2u" by Antbonio
"eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee" by The Haretaker

Impairment of Recall in Alzheimers: Dementia in Sound - RELEASE TRAILER

Zenyx 2025-09-19 | JOIN THE DISCORD TO SUBMIT: discord.gg/VTktwGE3gC
ALBUM RELEASED HERE: zenyx64.bandcamp.com/album/impairment-of-recall-in-alzheimers-early-stage-dementia-in-sound

Completed releases (Early Stage, Middle Stage, etc.) will be uploaded here on YouTube.
The Bandcamp will be updated with every Selection.

Trailer audio uses a track by The Tunemaker

IORIADIS is a fan-made redux of Dante Timberwolf's An Audible Experience Of Senile Dementia. Through different versions of the original samples, akin to GR&BY, it seeks to expand upon the concept of portraying memory loss through music, painting a more detailed portrait of what the experience may be like.

Ownership of the Archivists moniker was transferred to me by Molten for the sake of this project.

Zenyx VS 100 ATGMOATLY Stage 2 Tracks

Zenyx 2025-09-14 | I lied to you there's only 86 tracks

Based upon the series started by Turlz (thanks for the cameo!!)
If you haven't been keeping up, the premise is that a community member invites everyone to submit their own versions of an fp track or trope, typically up until a hundred tracks, then reviews and arranges them from worst to best.

NOTE: Credits for Variety In Perspective are shortened to ViP due to the description character limit.

TRACKLIST:
0:00:00 - INTRO

-- 1/10
0:01:09 - C1 - Millie Jay - You were Overdosed on Reverb Pills
0:04:04 - C2 - Millie Jay - A piece of myself burns away [REDUX] [REMASTER]
0:06:56 - C3 - Millie Jay - AllAlone
0:09:14 - C4 - ViP - My
0:11:59 - C5 - Millie Jay - ABundleOfOldLoveLetters

-- 1.5/10
0:15:22 - C6 - Razmaspazm - Beet Wild Lost the Shit And Blorminrg
0:17:55 - C7 - Millie Jay - Vincent Lopez Vocal Frank Munn So Blue
0:20:49 - C8 - Sussy Amogus Impostor - blud thinks he is ATGMOATLY D13
0:23:19 - C9 - ILYA K. - I made a bumper for D0!!!

-- 2/10
0:23:43 - C10 - ViP - Remember not
0:26:25 - C11 - ViP - I'm running out of ideas
0:28:02 - C12 - Mr Boulder - dtydrdtrd
0:30:49 - C13 - aubreynl - 1 zenyx v 100 atgmoatlys2
0:32:58 - C14 - ViP - Cacophony
0:35:57 - C15 - The Careface - moly_40x_speed_reversed
0:38:25 - C16 - 4mx - moaly d10 (with audacity reverb)
0:41:45 - C17 - MillieJay - SoBlue
0:44:40 - C18 - Ortherner - agolyD17remakething
0:47:32 - C19 - Inkie Devla - thegrandestdecline
0:50:31 - C20 - Inkie Devla - thememryC11

-- 2.5/10
0:53:24 - C21 - Millie Jay - A Bundle Of Old Love Letters
0:57:01 - C22 - Maus - fuckyoureally
0:58:04 - C23 - Razmaspazm - Fading Aching Martobing
0:59:23 - C24 - ILYA K. - Please put is in # 100
0:59:34 - C25 - Salsa - paul whiteman pja noise reduction

-- 3/10
1:02:01 - C26 - 1583637 - GOAGLY C10
1:03:41 - C27 - Sussy Amogus Impostor - ATGMOATLY D13 ahh sthick with higher quality
1:06:10 - C28 - ViP - Youwerethwere_phonerecording2025
1:08:20 - C29 - ViP - My Sweat
1:10:23 - C30 - ViP - Wait shit wrong fan project
1:13:23 - C31 - Maus - somewhatserious
1:16:27 - C32 - Catyphoon09 - MOALDY_D8____________________________________
1:19:11 - C33 - Millie Jay - moaly phonk remix

-- 3.5/10
1:22:06 - C34 - ILYA K. - BRS 4 (trial version)
1:25:07 - C35 - Sussy Amogus Impostor - ATGMOATLY C3 ahh shitpost
1:27:50 - C36 - Salsa - shaking hands
1:30:51 - C37 - Maus - imtweaking
1:33:17 - C38 - ViP - C3 - You've got a friend in me
1:36:14 - C39 - ianj1 - C3moaly_butverygreat
1:38:50 - C40 - Inkie Devla - d4modern
1:42:00 - C41 - Spike - D11 - Outer bounds of complete ass
1:43:48 - C42 - Millie Jay - moaly arab remix

-- 4/10
1:46:30 - C43 - panzermanzer - at the moat ly
1:49:44 - D0 - ViP - Moscow
1:51:58 - D1 - ILYA K. - Original GRABY C1
1:54:56 - D2 - AeughTime - moalyd10pooptake

-- 4.5/10
1:58:27 - D3 - ViP - C5 - fuck you bithc ias as gif bitch
2:00:40 - D4 - ViP - Color
2:03:33 - D5 - Ortherner - 6
2:04:04 - D6 - ViP - Anxiety

-- 5/10
2:04:51 - D7 - Nutzley - Lemme tickle ur ears
2:08:00 - D8 - Millie Jay - So Blue3
2:10:25 - D9 - Maus - imfine
2:12:49 - D10 - 4mx - A1-but-matthew-locked-in
2:14:41 - D11 - Berry Bipi - MOALY_C5_THINGY

-- 5.5/10
2:17:35 - D12 - thebottomtextmoment - copy_C30F6B05-A3E5-4D9B-A3AA-F2EE6446FD05
2:20:00 - D13 - ILYA K. - Black Camaraderie
2:22:00 - D14 - Average Dominyak - that one trumpet thing
2:24:31 - D15 - Millie Jay - so blue

-- 6/10
2:27:17 - D16 - Ortherner - missyourkissfor
2:30:02 - D17 - Millie Jay - d1 m
2:32:53 - D18 - Millie Jay - The Very Thought of You -Al Bowlly
2:35:47 - D19 - AeughTime - waitshitwrongstage
2:37:13 - D20 - Berry Bipi - My man is tripping up a storm
2:39:12 - D21 - Berry Bipi - As_the_rain_falls
2:41:46 - D22 - Berry Bipi - Just_one_more_year
2:44:40 - D23 - Berry Bipi - The_rose_begins_to_wilt
2:47:19 - D24 - Razmaspazm - 03 - Life Could Never Become So Blue (Remake, Edit)

-- 6.5/10
2:50:20 - D25 - Millie Jay - If MOALY, then only Low Bitrate!
2:53:05 - D26 - thebottomtextmoment - hjdhshajjshdjsjshhdjsjsh-markipl
2:53:38 - D27 - Mediterranean - D4
2:57:04 - D28 - Ortherner - 7

-- 7/10
2:57:35 - D29 - ILYA K. - ZenyX when... Uhhh... I forgor...
2:59:36 - D30 - Salsa - 150 c1
3:02:35 - D31 - RobDotCom - D-side - At The Start Of The Desolate Abyss
3:05:10 - D32 - Ortherner - so blue drone

-- 7.5/10
3:08:00 - D33 - Millie Jay - moaly mustard remix
3:11:00 - D34 - Millie Jay - ytp moaly 2
3:13:51 - D35 - Orthener - D16ifitwasABSOLUTECINEMA
3:16:39 - D36 - Millie Jay - 1942 Gordon Jenkins - Always (instrumental)
3:19:28 - D37 - Canum7137 - Moaly_D11_Remake
3:20:55 - D38 - ILYA K. - Toxic edging
3:23:33 - D39 - ViP - The Very EIADU Interruptions of You
3:25:46 - D40 - Ortherner - so blue hell chowtape world mega blue my heart is pining im so blue blue yadda ba blue blue man yes blue did you know so blue go boing boing yes boing boing yes go boing boing so blue

-- 8/10 --
3:28:45 - D41 - radeline - D0 - Okay Maybe I Will Forgertr You
3:30:31 - D42 - ViP - ytp moaly

3:32:26 - END

All Delights Inevitably Cease (A Tribute) - FULL SIX-PART ALBUM

Zenyx 2025-07-19 | ADICAT is a Caretaker fan project depicting a rapidly progressive case of vascular dementia. The album pays homage to All Pleasantries Must Conclude, an earlier fan work by May Records. It portrayed a story influenced by her great-grandfather, who had passed away of the same condition.

My aim was to provide a respectful tribute to May's great-grandfather, as well as her brief presence in this community, in the form of an overhaul and expansion upon the project's sound and concepts, still keeping its iconic harsh feel.

Bandcamp: zenyx64.bandcamp.com/album/all-delights-inevitably-cease-a-tribute
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TRACKLIST AND DESCRIPTION

ACT I (Sides A+B)
Wrong enough to notice, too brief to find
Ignorance too pleasant to leave behind
0:00:00 - A1. Bound Toward Madness
0:02:41 - A2. Suddenly in the Present
0:04:33 - A3. Soar Across the Sky
0:07:06 - A4. My Final Chance
0:10:06 - B1. Shores of Endless Oceans
0:12:57 - B2. Settled Far Away
0:15:43 - B3. Subjective Viewpoint's Limits
0:17:58 - B4. Repeating Notions

ACT II (Sides C+D)
I sat on the shore, I could see the tide rise
There wasn't the time to say all my goodbyes
0:20:16 - C1. By Myself
0:23:29 - C2. Harrowing Phantasm
0:26:50 - C3. Depart Without Return
0:28:59 - C4. Call of Madness
0:31:13 - D1. Unseen Shifts Within
0:33:49 - D2. Love at Its Close
0:36:33 - D3. Unto Conclusion

ACT III (Sides E+F)
Faster and faster, the pendulum swings
It's futile to fight, I'm left to its whims
0:40:52 - E1. Beneath Internal Dwelling
0:43:29 - E2. Feel in Vehement Subdue
0:45:46 - E3. Identity Corrosion
0:47:34 - E4. Weightless Reality
0:49:39 - F1. Lucidity's Afterimage
0:51:50 - F2. Madness Epitome
0:54:00 - F3. Lost Comprehension
0:55:46 - F4. Abandoned in Time
0:58:20 - F5. Paradigm Destruction

ACT IV (Sides G+H+I)
Earthquakes, landslides, swallow me whole
Snapshots of life, adrift through the cold
1:01:20 - G1. Shatter
1:04:55 - G2. Pandemonium
1:07:35 - H1. Amaranthine
1:13:02 - I1. Strife
1:16:56 - I2. Nausea

ACT V (Sides J+K)
Everything is failing, I struggle and weep
Drowned by those I trusted, condemned to the deep
1:20:56 - J1. Fallout
1:25:33 - K1. Precipice
1:33:07 - K2. Shutdown

ACT VI (Side L)
Nothing but faint smears, a dark and quiet grace
One would never know a war had taken place
1:37:57 - L1. Dawnless
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Artwork by Antbonio with edits from Zenyx.
"Velvet Smiles" (2024)
"The Vase Weeps" (2024)
"Sortuncrosplanted Kirpy" (2024)
"Negitaveposipullgrras Shuyin" (2024)
"Mellow Mero" (2024)
"Mark Decibel Deklime" (2024)
"Pleasantries Concluded" (2024)
"Delights Ceased" (2024)

Most crackle sounds used for this album were sourced from Molten's crackle archive.

I do not own or claim to own any of the songs used.

The Grand Decline - Visit 9: Zenyx-take (FULL ALBUM)

Zenyx 2025-05-24 | A personal retake of The Grand Decline's ninth visit. It is commonly regarded as disjointed and sub-par, considering its role in the narrative of Scene III, however I always looked to it with a certain fondness. Therefore, I decided I should try to spice it up a little, to hopefully paint a more rich portrait of this interesting point in the story.

Features a couple of changed samples, and a bunch of subtle experimentation in sound design.

Bandcamp: zenyx64.bandcamp.com/album/the-grand-decline-visit-9-zenyx-take

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[Excerpt from diary on 10/21/2003]

It's been scheduled. The date haunts me, I'm reminded with every slight mistake, each minor inconsistency. I try not to think about it, but every day, it gets harder to ignore what's happening.

I don't want to know.

00:00 - V9z| 1 - My Reflection in the Rain
04:05 - V9z| 2 - Sheltered in Ambiguity
06:53 - V9z| 3 - Distrust Wilted Optimism
11:27 - V9z| 4 - Daze of the Blue Moon
16:20 - V9z| 5 - Rimae
20:57 - V9z| 6 - Counting the Hours of the Night
24:09 - V9z| 7 - Sunlight upon Hoarfrost
28:12 - V9z| 8 - Disquietude's Stranglehold
31:32 - V9z| 9 - A Single Step Away

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Inspired by the direction of Phi's "And The Sorrows Within" take on TGD, as well as Aubrey's take of V14.
The Grand Decline belongs to Phi; please direct your support towards him :)

Special thanks to:
Jeztik for finding the rendition of 9|6's song.
Chloe and Inkie Devla for putting together a sample archive for TGD, which I used to access some otherwise removed samples.

Artwork: "desperate to tear the hands clean off, stop the raindrops mid-air, breathe (admirer's attempt)" by me.
Itself a remake of Visit 9's original cover by Phi.

I do not own or claim to own the sampled songs.
A list of all samples used in this album can be found here: docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1euoaplgTpK-QPhaVinTw2a0bk_9nb4cchynQoYaVbpg/edit?usp=sharing

Jackies Box x Sonic Wave.

Zenyx 2025-04-28 | I do not seek absolution for my sins.
I understand that my actions are unforgivable.

If you for whatever reason felt like using this stupidity, just yt-mp3ing this video should do the trick with no issue.

People more talented than I, whose content I borrowed to commit this attrocity:
- F777: Sonic Blaster (original song)
- XTRATUNA: Jackie's Box (mashup)
- Cyclic: Sonic Wave
- TheSquareZebra: extended version of Sonic Wave
- Nexus GD: Botted playthrough of the above. (+shot of the level i cropped for the thumbnail)
- GD Colon: GD Font Generator Website (for the lyrics)

The Fondest Memories From Nowheres Beginning (FULL ALBUM)

Zenyx 2025-04-04 | The Fondest Memories from Nowhere's Beginning is a collection of 29 faithful recreations of the warmest, most personal tracks from The Carebear's magnum opus, Everywhere in the Beginning of Nowhere. Based more so off of the album's remaster, most familiar to the fans, TFMFNB was designed to take you back to a simpler time. To resonate with the chords of your nostalgia, and to reignite the soft warmth this portrayed consciousness had brought you.

Artwork by Antbonio with a few edits from Zenyx.

Released in celebration of Remastered EITBON's fourth anniversary.

TRACKLIST:

--- SELECTION I ---
0:00:00 - Quaint Recollections
0:04:10 - Chasing Brighter Days
0:08:31 - Doors I'll Never Open
0:12:44 - Another Passing Dream
0:16:48 - Our Time Arrives
0:21:22 - Was It Ever So
0:24:26 - The Moments Are Gaining on Me
0:28:27 - At Times of Uncertainty
0:32:26 - Deep Inside My Heart

--- SELECTION II ---
0:36:07 - Hours upon Hours
0:40:32 - Caged Within Denial
0:44:56 - Yet I Still Remember
0:49:14 - The Hourglass Tips Over
0:53:43 - Going in Circles
0:58:07 - Softly Come and Go
1:02:07 - The Mind's Last Glory Day

--- SELECTION III ---
1:06:14 - Besieged by the Mists
1:10:29 - Still Remembering Dear
1:13:40 - Quaint Recollections
1:17:47 - Through Endless Caverns
1:22:20 - Beyond Reach
1:25:20 - Childhood's Departure
1:29:03 - With Dejected Farewells

--- SELECTION IV ---
1:32:43 - Unto Eclipse
1:37:23 - Labyrinth of In-between
1:42:21 - Warmth in Blackness
1:46:31 - Clarity's Desertion
1:48:49 - Gates of Nowhere
1:55:12 - Requiem

The Reposters - Adverb Preposition Article Noun Preposition Noun - Status 1-3 (FINALIZED)

Zenyx 2025-02-22 | APANPN was a collaborative fan project of The Caretaker which exclusively used samples related to meme culture. Despite an effort to tell a sincere story, it is at times a tonal mess that you don't need to take very seriously. It was made for fun out of love for both the Caretaker Fan Projects community as well as internet culture.

Bandcamp: zenyx64.bandcamp.com/album/adverb-preposition-article-noun-preposition-noun
Discord Server: discord.gg/VTktwGE3gC
Wiki page: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/Adverb_Preposition_Article_Noun_Preposition_Noun

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[ STATUS 1 ]
0:00:00 A1 - Rule 6: No reposts (Zenyx)
0:03:47 A2 - Still partaking in a little trolling (Germanic)
0:07:28 A3 - Epic saxophone encore (Zenyx / Thinker)
0:11:04 A4 - Mind wandering from side to side (Canum7137 / The Nounverber)
0:13:56 A5 - Remote tranquility (Aniball / Variety in Perspective)
0:17:04 A6 - Wide strides down the hall (the placeMOLDer)
0:20:41 A7 - Funniest pictures from the 2010's (Aniball / Novenheim)
0:23:49 A8 - Another day brings another quest (the placeMOLDer)

0:27:47 B1 - Why should that bother me (Canum7137 / thinker)
0:31:58 B2 - Gems of days past (Conundrum)
0:35:32 B3 - Momentarily startled lol (Zenyx)
0:38:32 B4 - It's all good man (Zenyx / HAD1F)
0:41:29 B5 - Random glossolalia (Zendio & Zenyx)
0:43:40 B6 - Life remains canny (Aniball / The Nounverber)
0:46:19 B? - Cognitive dissonance I (Zenyx)
0:46:28 B7 - What (The Haretaker)
0:49:45 B8 - Reliving your childhood tutorial [HD] (BradyAUS & Zenyx)

0:53:40 C1 - Simplest inquiries losing cohesion (Zenyx / Inkie Devla)
0:57:24 C2 - Creeping suspicions (svr & Zenyx)
1:00:06 C3 - Feelin' funky (Zenyx)
1:03:17 C4 - Non-followable trains of thought (The Haretaker)
1:06:33 C5 - A dreamy 𝓪𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓬 sets in (Conundrum & Giegue)
1:10:16 C6 - I used to believe in the magic (Zenyx / HAD1F)
1:13:10 C7 - Reaching an outro of my own (Zenyx)
1:16:09 C8 - I refuse to die without this (Aniball / HAD1F)

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[ STATUS 2 ]
1:19:33 D1 - Staring me down (Zenyx)
1:23:19 D2 - Experiencing botherations (Jeztik)
1:25:33 D3 - Inescapable associations (Aniball / Novenheim)
1:28:11 D4 - A conspiracy unseen (Conundrum / BrasileiroFodastico)
1:32:20 D? - No signal (the placeMOLDer)
1:32:32 D5 - Greater oddities (Tauman628)
1:36:05 D6 - Infuriating inadequacies (Tauman628)
1:39:55 D7 - Returned gaze (Inkie Devla & Zenyx)

1:44:05 E1 - Out of thin air (Zenyx)
1:46:18 E2 - Destined to burn away (HAD1F & Zenyx)
1:48:12 E3 - Toward the missing coda (Zenyx)
1:51:11 E4 - Grieving strings (Zenyx / HAD1F)
1:55:15 E5 - In for a bad time (Zenyx)
1:58:38 E6 - Enveloping my mind (Zenyx)
2:03:01 E7 - Efforts all in vain (BradyAUS / Shadowiann)

2:07:07 F1 - To a land of oblivion (Zenyx)
2:11:06 F2 - Cognitive dissonance II (Zenyx)
2:13:25 F3 - Sunken deep below (The Creationist / Novenheim)
2:18:28 F4 - Left to my lonely ending (Conundrum / HAD1F)
2:22:10 F5 - Judgement day (Zenyx / HAD1F)
2:25:47 F6 - Return what time has taken (Zenyx)
2:30:39 F7 - What's left unfinished (Aniball / The Haretaker)

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[ STATUS 3 ]
2:34:50 G01 - Pursued (Aniball / the placeMOLDer)
2:36:41 G02 - Blasting collapse revelations (The Haretaker)
2:40:49 G03 - Joys fragility (Conundrum / The Nounverber)
2:44:16 G04 - A metamorphical scheme (Zenyx / Novenheim)
2:47:45 G05 - Still partaking in trolling partaking (The Nounverber & Zenyx)
2:51:59 G06 - It's already begun (Zenyx)
2:56:28 G07 - Beautiful new day (Zenyx)
3:00:39 G08 - Blinded by the curse (Aniball / Novenheim)
3:03:15 G09 - March of madness (Zenyx / The Nounverber)
3:06:32 G10 - Zero to a hundred (Zendio / The Haretaker)

3:10:49 H01 - Combustion (Zenyx)
3:12:58 H02 - Apathy reigns victorious (Conundrum / Novenheim)
3:15:10 H03 - Avian announcement annihilated (Canum7137)
3:19:20 H04 - Eye of the hurricane (Zenyx)
3:22:18 H? - Seen before (Zenyx)
3:22:31 H05 - Broken pace (svr)
3:24:56 H06 - Success in next time (Conundrum / Salsa)
3:28:13 H07 - Turning against momentum (Zenyx / HAD1F)
3:31:17 H08 - Still trajectory hypoxia (BradyAUS)
3:35:04 H09 - Losing semblance in circles (Zenyx)
3:37:48 H10 - Hope undying holding on (AeughTime & Sniffy)

[ STATUS 3; UPDATE 1 ]
3:41:02 I01 - My colors fade to gray (The Haretaker & Aniball)
3:44:55 I02 - Tracks spiral on (HAD1F)
3:47:37 I03 - Descending repetition (Mr Bog & Zenyx)
3:49:56 I04 - Unknown warzone madness (Zenyx / Inkie Devla)
3:52:51 I05 - Frozen catastrophe imminent (Conundrum)
3:57:08 I06 - Fly high encore (HAD1F & Zenyx)
4:00:07 I07 - Falling dreams brought forth (Nutzley)
4:04:02 I08 - The rot consumes (The Haretaker & Zenyx)
4:06:55 I09 - Cognitive dissonance III (Zenyx)
4:11:08 I10 - For peace (Zenyx)
4:15:46 I11 - Anosognosia (Zenyx)
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We do not own or claim to own any of the songs used.

I Remade Valefisks Torture Game in Geometry Dash.

Zenyx 2025-02-17 | A big thanks to @joaozes for editing the main chunk of this video. My procrastination would never have allowed this video to see the light of day if it weren't for them.

Level ID: 115241924

Crypt. A game made for the express purpose of torturing whoever plays it. Its unusual design and purpose managed to captivate and inspire me to such an extent that I decided to show my appreciation for it in its ultimate form; completely ripping it off by adding 40 hours to my time spent playing on GD.
After a month of work and four months of laziness, it is finally complete.

The other victims featured in this video:
@capstnt3350
@uebob ( youtube.com/@uebob )
@OrsonXD ( youtube.com/@OrsonXD )

Virtually everything in this video from top to bottom ranges from inspired by to copied from @Valefisk; if you want more content like this (well, minus the Geometry Dash part), subscribe to him instead of me.

crappy cover of clownparty by waterflame

Zenyx 2025-02-07 | dont ask questions, i dont have answers

The Reposters - Adverb Preposition Article Noun Preposition Noun - Status 7 (FULL TRIPLE ALBUM)

Zenyx 2024-12-25 | APANPN is a collaborative fan project of The Caretaker which only uses samples related to meme culture. It presents the cognitive decline caused by Alzheimer's disease with a naturally lighthearted tone, but still strives to do so in detail and with sincerity. I apologize if our strange portrayal of this tragic condition comes across as offensive despite these efforts.

Bandcamp: zenyx64.bandcamp.com/album/adverb-preposition-article-noun-preposition-noun
Discord Server: discord.gg/VTktwGE3gC
Wiki page: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/Adverb_Preposition_Article_Noun_Preposition_Noun

STATUS 7; Side S
ᐳ be me, the caregiver
ᐳ Patient seems to be in stage 7 by now, 8 years since diagnosis
ᐳ didn't meet them before AD onset, but still got to know them
ᐳ realize I don't remember the last time they laughed
ᐳ realize it's not them anymore

0:00:00 - S1 - 404 | Various

STATUS 7, UPDATE 1; Side T
ᐳ be The Patient, 9 years since diagnosis
ᐳ hasn't said a word in weeks
ᐳ losing mobility in arms and legs
ᐳ they don't seem afraid anymore
ᐳ one must imagine them happier this way

0:55:56 - T1 - Lorem ipsum | Various

STATUS 7, UPDATE 2; Side U
ᐳ o7

1:54:06 - U? - Necropost | the placeMOLDer & Zenyx
1:54:15 - U1 - My final message | Various

Covers:
"weezing ever so distant, a riff only known by buddy holly and go to surf wax america (Masquerade)" by Antbonio
"tap here to add text (Masquerade)" by Antbonio
"stare on" by Sniffy
"necrotomilaust (Masquerade)" by Antbonio
"jej" by Phi
"In the eyes of the law, yes I have violated- I have committed a great crime. But in the eyes of God I am amongst him - zach hadel." by Antbonio
"only shooting stars break the mold" by Antbonio
"amongst all" by Antbonio

Track credits:
S1: Zenyx (x2), Teterious (x6), Spade (x2), Canum7137 (x7), JamesJ, The Haretaker (x8), qassem_dev (x3), Aniball (x2), Millie Jay (x2), Clydicier, OrsonXD, Lolmasplay (x2), Novenheim, Average Dominyak (x2), Nutzley (x2), Bad Times, Inkie Devla, Blitz

T1: Boxed Toast (x2), Nutzley (x6), Teterious (x4), Clydicier (x2), Lolmasplay (x2), Spade, qassem_dev (x2), Millie Jay, The Haretaker (x4), A L (x3), BradyAUS (x3), Novenheim, Canum7137 (x3), Zenyx (x4), the placeMOLDer (x2), SkyPiez, BX56, Molten, JamesJ, HAD1F

U1: Nutzley (x2), Millie Jay (x3), Spade, the placeMOLDer (x2), Novenheim (x3), Teterious, The Haretaker (x5), Lolmasplay (x2), The Careface, A L (x2), Clydicier, Antbonio, Bad Times, SkyPiez, Zenyx, Pomika, Conundrum

Special thanks to:
Novenheim for S1's title.
Antbonio, The Haretaker, and Phi for ideas and feedback regarding U1.

A Special Announcement 2.

Zenyx 2024-12-20 | UPDATE: RELEASE DATE IS BEING CHANGED TO 12/25/2024. I initially delayed it, but I could also do it sooner, so I will.

be there or be over

Dr. Eggmans Twitter Announcement in Geometry Dash

Zenyx 2024-12-08 | ID: 112912649
Link to NONG "song": youtu.be/fueRUi5AWWQ
Very dumb level I made that I then went unreasonably hard on the end of.

Also, this was premiered to a lot of people under the guise of it being an important announcement relating to an album of mine. So you can watch the premiere chat for some laughs.

RE:RUN Glitchless in 2:34:969 (FORMER TOP 10)

Zenyx 2024-10-23 | gaming finale (feat clogged nose breathing.mp3)

Now accepted on the official speedrun.com leaderboards for this game.
[UPDATE: No longer placed Top 10. Runs got faster, that's just how it is]

So yeah I've been at this for a while. RE:RUN was one of those games I really liked, and I learned some of the basic movement techniques myself and began speedrunning it casually. That was all over the course of the long four years since it came out.

Then, just four days ago, I picked it up again out of boredom. And I decided "why not, let's throw together a segmented speedrun of the best times I could get on each level."
Then my friend, RubyPiec, told me that this low effort segmented run would be around 25th place on the glitchless leaderboard (if it were a full run).
I don't think I need to add that I was very intrigued.

So I looked at a few of the top runs, found out what sorts of techniques they used, and tested which skips I could easily do.
I understood that there was this really difficult movement technique called sjs which allowed for absolutely bonkers skips, but I wasn't really about to learn that.
Instead I just stuck to my slide-jumps and saw what I could and couldn't do.

And I surprised myself.

Some thoughts on the run itself:
- Levels 0, 1, and 2 formed this inescapable limbo of failure for me. I rarely got past them during my runs. It didn't really help that they're all just fast versions of the intended route. The inconsistencies and various oof-spots in the geometry of level 2 were especially infuriating.
- Levels 3, 4, 6, 8, and 10 were the ones that utilized a lot of skips and were a lot more fun to go through.
- Level 4 had the hardest skip in this run. It required a lot of precision to clear the intended double jump near the end, so much that the first skip to get around the wall seemed completely free, despite being challenging for me at first. It was also where I lost the most time in this run, about 7 seconds.
- Level 6 was also a bit of a chokepoint, because the archers would often shoot directly into me as I was jumping towards them.
- I also lost about 2 seconds combined near the end of the run by choking the end trigger and the wall-vault.

I could probably improve this run, but it got into the top 10, so I very honestly don't care to.
And no, I'm not actually even that good at this game. I'm moderately skilled but the only real reason I was able to get into the top 10 was because the game is so uncontested on speedrun.com. The top 10 is around the point that runs get a LOT faster as people begin to learn sjs, and it should say a lot that this top tier tech isn't even utilized by me, and yet I got into the top 10.
Not about my skill, but about the lack of real competition (until the runs directly above me, of course).

Here's a playlist of the previous runs I did leading up to this: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHHb_XPG7nznJGqhtcEN0icYAX77l_0Vf

The Taleweavers - The Last Memories Of Those Wonderful Years: REVISED - Chapter 3 (FULL ALBUM)

Zenyx 2024-10-09 | TLMOTWY Revised is an effort to clean up my first ever group project and deliver a more worthwhile remake of Dante Timberwolf's ATGMOATLY. The project aims to explore the unfulfilled potential within ATGMOATLY's structure and expand upon it, all the while presenting everything in much higher quality.
It is not a competitor to GR&BY, only a different perspective on the concept; attempting to preserve the unique atmosphere of the original while reimagining and refining its flawed aspects.

Listen to the UPDATED VERSION of this album on Bandcamp: zenyx64.bandcamp.com/album/the-last-memories-of-those-lovely-years-revised
Fan project wiki page: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/The_Last_Memories_of_Those_Wonderful_Years
Discord server: discord.gg/VTktwGE3gC
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Chapter 3 (Sides F+G+H; August 1962 - December 1964)
It is here that the disease begins to directly interfere with life as we know it. Recent events slip away, silently escaping our view. We ponder the time that passes by, rather than the concept ceasing to exist. Confusions come and go as quickly as our own emotions change. We barely have time to realize that we are in the final cohesive moments before the thought dissipates. Core memories from long ago degrade until our very sense of self fades, riddled with holes and falsifications.
The world gives way.

SIDE F (August 1962 - December 1963)
0:00:00 - F01 - Shadows approach | Zenyx
0:05:20 - F02 - With every second that is lost | Zenyx
0:08:54 - F03 - The thunderstrikes grow nearer | Zenyx
0:11:32 - F04 - Weeping recollections | Zenyx
0:14:06 - F05 - Endless elusive dusk | Zenyx
0:17:20 - F06 - Everything is as it should be | Zenyx
0:17:32 - F07 - Ballad of vain dreams | Zenyx
0:22:26 - F08 - Misfire | Zenyx
0:24:34 - F09 - Yet I'm still here | Inkie Devla
0:27:18 - F10 - Tears to ashes | Zenyx

SIDE G (January - August 1964)
0:29:59 - G01 - The soul caves in | Zenyx
0:33:03 - G02 - False became true | Zenyx
0:35:49 - G03 - Formation | Sniffy
0:38:49 - G04 - Hollow starlight | The Haretaker
0:40:36 - G05 - A world coming apart | Zenyx
0:43:03 - G06 - In shattered glee | Nutzley
0:44:31 - G07 - Normalcy is but a fleeting memory | Aniball
0:47:07 - G08 - Farewell to simpler times | Nutzley
0:48:53 - G09 - A thought stands out in the mist | Zenyx
0:52:31 - G10 - Fallen stars tune apart | Zenyx

SIDE H (September - December 1964)
0:56:24 - H01 - Corners of myself vanishing | Zenyx
0:59:11 - H02 - Refracting caverns disjointed | Inkie Devla & Zenyx
1:01:24 - H03 - Why must this happen | Inkie Devla
1:03:28 - H04 - Trance inescapable | The Cerebellum
1:06:36 - H05 - Universe tumbled in two | Zenyx
1:08:27 - H06 - Past will never be | Inkie Devla
1:11:14 - H07 - Step into the night | Zenyx
1:12:48 - H08 - Forgotten every tear | Zenyx
1:15:24 - H09 - Time stops flow | Aniball
1:19:24 - H10 - The years draw to a close | Inkie Devla & Zenyx
1:22:41 - H11 - Cessation frontier | Zenyx
1:24:14 - H12 - Fallen camaraderie | Zenyx
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Artwork:
'Hung Over a Ledge' by Sniffy
'End-timer' by Variety in Perspective
'mortuusambulans' by Antbonio
'Nightmares in Other Worlds' by The Observer

Original version of chapter 3 (since unlisted): youtu.be/PXAfeTsUMD0

polargeist 100%

Zenyx 2024-09-10 | feat @OrsonXD

The Reposters - Adverb Preposition Article Noun Preposition Noun - Status 6 (FULL DOUBLE ALBUM)

Zenyx 2024-08-31 | APANPN is a collaborative fan project of The Caretaker which uses samples directly related to meme culture. It presents the cognitive decline caused by Alzheimer's disease with a naturally lighthearted tone, but still strives to do so in detail and with sincerity. I apologize if our strange portrayal of this tragic condition comes across as offensive despite these efforts.

Bandcamp: zenyx64.bandcamp.com/album/adverb-preposition-article-noun-preposition-noun
Discord Server: discord.gg/VTktwGE3gC
Wiki page: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/Adverb_Preposition_Article_Noun_Preposition_Noun

STATUS 6; Side P [CLINICAL STAGE 6]
ᐳ be The Patient, 6 years since their diagnosis
ᐳ their grip on things slips out of control definitively
ᐳ contact with reality is torn off as they develop severe agnosia
ᐳ the last forceful push to recall typically occurs around here
ᐳ states of clarity grow rarer and more degraded over time

0:00:00 P1 - Misinput | Various

STATUS 6, UPDATE 1; Q-R [CLINICAL STAGES 6/7]
ᐳ the only emotion they show at this point is fear
ᐳ an empty gaze gradually replaces it as they dissociate from everything
ᐳ age regression becomes prominent
ᐳ the fight for survival replaces the fight for clarity
ᐳ mental state eventually calms down as the subconscious surrenders completely

0:45:41 Q1 - Confused screaming | Various
1:25:30 Q? - ᐳrmdir /s C:\Windows\System32 | Zenyx

1:25:50 R1 - もう死んでいる | Various

Covers:
"my soying weeps for you." by Antbonio
"destroyer, death of worlds" by Antbonio, with an edit from ppaawwll
"F25" by A L

Track credits:
P1: qassem_dev (x9), Monominee (x3), The Haretaker (x3), Lolmasplay (x3), SkyPiez (x4), Bluesquare, Sniffy, Clidester, Canum7137 (x3), Grayscale, the placeMOLDer (x2), JamesJ, Mylvie, the clydicier (x2), Aniball (x2), Spade, Nutzley, The Careface, BradyAUS, Ortherner, Salsa, Blitz, Zendio, Retrograde, Zenyx (x3), Giegue, Boxed Toast

Q1: Zenyx (x3), Millie Jay (x3), Novemheim (x2), Sniffy, Giegue, The Haretaker (x6), Canum 7137, Spade (x2), JamesJ, trashofficialdc, Retrograde, qassem_dev, Lolmasplay, Zendio, Bad Times, Aniball, HAD1F, Blitz (x2), Ortherner, Zrofone, the placeMOLDer, SkyPiez (x2), Monominee, Tauman628

R1: the placeMOLDer (x3), Zenyx (x5), The Haretaker (x8), Millie Jay (x2), Akylone, Giegue, 1583637, Lolmasplay (x4), Molten (x2), Ortherner (x2), Boxed Toast (x5), Novenheim (x3), Canum 7137, Inkie Devla, Spade (x2), Bad Times

fan project fm.mp4

Zenyx 2024-08-30 | silly video created with combined editing efforts from @OrsonXD and myself

idea from Orson

inspired by youtube.com/shorts/G-M3Q5fqILE?feature=share

featuring various fp art by: Holist, Phi, and Antbonio

Steamed Hams, But Its Analyzed In Chess Game Review

Zenyx 2024-08-17 | First, I would like to give a massive Thank You to @BradyAus for editing this video together. Even though it was my idea, and I provided him with assets for the video (like the dialog boxes and analysis), it was still thanks to him that my vision was brought to life exactly the way I'd wanted.
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With the rising meme trend wherein people analyze conversations as if they were chess games, I was inspired to test it out by crossing it with one of YouTube's most classic and enduring memes ever - Steamed Hams.

Who outplayed their opponent on the occasion of this unforgettable luncheon? Who ended up truly losing in the end? These are the questions that the Chess.com Game Review edition of Steamed Hams is here to answer.
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The original steamed hams skit, which this video heavily features, was written by Bill Oakley and I am not claiming it to be mine. I'm just one of the many here on youtube that try to add to the jokes in their own ways.

APANPN - All Cognitive Dissonance Tracks (1-4) | SAMPLE GUIDE

Zenyx 2024-06-25 | Since I'll be going away in a couple of days and won't come back till mid-august, I decided to give you a little surprise that you can enjoy while I'm gone.

00:00 - [B?] - Cognitive dissonance I
00:09 - [F2] - Cognitive dissonance II
02:31 - [I9] - Cognitive dissonance III
06:54 - [J6] - Cognitive dissonance IV (Long term)

The Reposters - Adverb Preposition Article Noun Preposition Noun - Status 5 (FULL ALBUM)

Zenyx 2024-06-09 | APANPN is a collaborative fan project of The Caretaker which uses samples directly related to meme culture. It presents the cognitive decline caused by Alzheimer's disease with a naturally lighthearted tone, but still strives to do so in detail and with sincerity. I apologize if our strange portrayal of this tragic condition comes across as offensive despite these efforts.

Bandcamp: zenyx64.bandcamp.com/album/adverb-preposition-article-noun-preposition-noun
Discord Server: discord.gg/VTktwGE3gC
Wiki page: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/Adverb_Preposition_Article_Noun_Preposition_Noun

STATUS 5; M-N-O [CLINICAL STAGES 5/6]
ᐳ be The Patient, 5 years since their diagnosis
ᐳ lost awareness but still somewhat in touch with reality
ᐳ frustrated, confused, stressed
ᐳ constantly fights for clarity
ᐳ occasionally dissociates into a deeper unawareness

0:00:00 - M1 - Panik | Various
0:35:21 - M? - Lost focus | Zenyx

0:35:34 - N1 - Kalm | Various

1:12:48 - O1 - PANIK | Various

Covers:
"stonksskupturessrell" by Antbonio
"guhlynchtolepurter" by Antbonio

Track credits:
M1: Zenyx (x5), The Haretaker (x6), JamesJ (x2), Lolmasplay, the placeMOLDer (x2), qassem_dev, 1583637 (x4), Pomika, Molten, Blazepug, HAD1F, Zendio (x2), Bahn, Retrograde

N1: Zenyx (x3), The Haretaker (x5), Blazepug (x6), SkyPiez (x2), Nutzley (x2), Fading, Molten, 1583637, Bahn, the placeMOLDer (x2), Retrograde (x2), Lolmasplay, The Attractor, qassem_dev

O1: Zenyx (x5), qassem_dev (x3), The Haretaker (x12), Boxed Toast (x3), Monominee (x2), Bahn, SkyPiez, Inkie Devla, Blazepug (x3), Spade, Akylone, Mylvie, lolmasplay, Retrograde (x4), , Nutzley, the placeMOLDer (x2), Zendio, JamesJ, Acelious, The Whatever, Tauman628, HAD1F, Molten

Building a Technoblade Statue in Bed Wars for his Birthday

Zenyx 2024-06-01 | Since it's Technoblade's 25th birthday as of the day I record and upload this, I decided to participate in the #Technoblade25 event by building something in a minigame where you're supposed to be fighting people instead.
His main game, as some would call it.

Through determination, and eventually the power of FRIENDSHIP - I failed. A lot. But then I also succeeded once, and here's the video of all of that.

I hope my naturally similar personality combined with some characteristics I gradually adopted from Technoblade will make the viewing experience fun, and perhaps even remind some of you of the man who would have been 25 today.

Technoblade Never Dies.

The Taleweavers - The Last Memories Of Those Wonderful Years: REVISED - Chapter 2 (FULL ALBUM)

Zenyx 2024-04-20 | TLMOTWY Revised is an effort to clean up my first ever group project and deliver a more worthwhile remake of Dante Timberwolf's ATGMOATLY. The project aims to explore the unfulfilled potential within ATGMOATLY's structure and expand upon it, all the while presenting everything in much higher quality.
It is not a competitor to GR&BY, only a different perspective on the concept; attempting to preserve the unique atmosphere of the original while reimagining and refining its flawed aspects.

Listen to the UPDATED VERSION of this album on Bandcamp: zenyx64.bandcamp.com/album/the-last-memories-of-those-lovely-years-revised
Fan project wiki page: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/The_Last_Memories_of_Those_Wonderful_Years
Discord serve): discord.gg/VTktwGE3gC

Special thanks to The Cerebellum for providing optimal sample transfers for several tracks in this album.
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Chapter 2 (Sides C+D+E; September 1959 - July 1962)
In due time, there comes a point in our story where damage grows severe enough to be internally noticeable. During this chapter, we explore the emotional impact that such awareness has on oneself, as well as the anticipation and reaction to the confirmation of their fears. For many, this revelation is soul-crushing, though some (especially those who subconsciously realized long ago) may find a sort of denouement in this otherwise tragic news. That is, however, until the condition worsens further, and their decline becomes steeper.
Everything is down-hill from here on out.

SIDE C (September 1959 - May 1961)
0:00:00 - C1 - Reality eludes my grasp | Zenyx
0:02:50 - C2 - Cascading rainfall | Giegue & Zenyx
0:06:13 - C3 - Suppressed anxieties | Zenyx
0:10:04 - C4 - Lightheaded remembrances | Zenyx
0:13:05 - C5 - Oppressive lethargy | Zenyx
0:16:00 - C6 - Hold me close to you | Zenyx
0:18:37 - C7 - The subtle start of a long decline | Zenyx
0:22:09 - C8 - Something spoils the wonder | The Cerebellum
0:24:45 - C9 - Too late for the times of grandeur | Zenyx

SIDE D (June - December 1961)
0:28:15 - D1 - Persistent intuition | Zenyx
0:32:02 - D2 - Somehow I've always known | Zenyx
0:36:01 - D3 - Life changed its tune | Zenyx
0:39:32 - D4 - Futile struggles to recall begin | Miner & Akylone
0:43:29 - D5 - Rotting facade of ignorance | The Haretaker & Zenyx
0:47:03 - D6 - A desperation for stillness | The Haretaker
0:50:38 - D7 - Time wasting away | The Cerebellum
0:55:27 - D8 - Forever and ever, till death do us part | Zenyx
0:59:19 - D9 - I will never allow myself | The Haretaker

SIDE E (January - July 1962)
1:01:50 - E1 - To forget you | Zenyx
1:04:47 - E2 - Toward the dim horizon | Giegue
1:08:59 - E3 - Sorrows no one could understand | Molten
1:12:44 - E4 - Before the sun sets | Zenyx
1:16:57 - E5 - What's left of a fleeting past | Zenyx
1:20:21 - E6 - Outer reaches of a monumental storm | Zenyx
1:23:00 - E7 - Tears fall behind a smile | Zenyx
1:26:15 - E8 - The frontier to eternity | Zenyx
1:29:18 - E9 - Remember me | Zenyx
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Artwork:
'The Unbearable Sorrow Deep Within' by Variety in Perspective & Zenyx
'hours pass' and 'hours passed' by Rasarisal
'smkindsovcyrclaperhiamsps' by The Haretaker

Original version of chapter 2 (since unlisted): youtu.be/9_A1Q8PWCnA

The Reposters - Adverb Preposition Article Noun Preposition Noun - Status 4 (FULL ALBUM)

Zenyx 2024-04-01 | APANPN is a collaborative fan project of The Caretaker which uses samples directly related to meme culture. It presents the cognitive decline caused by Alzheimer's disease with a naturally lighthearted tone, but still strives to do so in detail and with sincerity. I apologize if our strange portrayal of this tragic condition comes across as offensive despite these efforts.

Bandcamp: zenyx64.bandcamp.com/album/adverb-preposition-article-noun-preposition-noun
Discord Server: discord.gg/VTktwGE3gC
Wiki page: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/Adverb_Preposition_Article_Noun_Preposition_Noun

Special thanks to The Haretaker for compiling L1 in large part. It is thanks to him that I was able to release this album.

STATUS 4; Side J [CLINICAL STAGE 5 + INCREASING ANOSOGNOSIA]
ᐳ who am i
ᐳ whar.gif
ᐳ everything melts together
ᐳ fading... in and out...
ᐳ why

0:00:00 - J1 - Before I fade away | Bahn, Novenheim & The Haretaker
0:07:07 - J2 - Resonance of funless | Various
0:13:07 - J3 - Reality is gone | Various
0:20:01 - J4 - Stolen rhythm shores | Various
0:28:19 - J5 - Nothing can be done | Zenyx & Lolmasplay
0:35:59 - J6 - Cognitive dissonance IV (Long-term) | Zenyx

STATUS 4, UPDATE 1; K-L [CLINICAL STAGE 5]
ᐳ be me, palliative caregiver for dementia patients
ᐳ hired to care for this patient
ᐳ discover that they kept these public status updates to their condition
ᐳ patient has entered total post-awareness, can't write these anymore
ᐳ family gives me permission to continue the documentation on the patient's behalf

0:48:23 - K1 - Doomsday | A lot of contributors
1:07:55 - K? - It was never real | HAD1F & Zenyx
1:08:06 - K2 - To lose it all | Like really a lot

1:28:27 - L1 - When you at the when you you when the | Not listing allat

Covers:
"nothing we can do, we ride out the storm until the end." by Antbonio
"weeleefuuweelufffeeweelaiiii" by KingOfAristonia
"maow" by Antbonio

'Various' credits (in order of first appearance):
J2: HAD1F, JamesJ (x2), The Haretaker (x2), The Buttoner, the thinker
J3: Bahn, AL, 1583637, qassem_dev, BradyAUS
J4: 1583637 (x2), Molten, Fading, Zenyx, JamesJ, Inkie Devla, HAD1F

K1: JamesJ (x2), The Haretaker (x4), HAD1F (x3), qassem_dev, Zenyx (x2), lolmasplay, Spade, Retrograde, Novenheim (x3), Pomika
K2: The Haretaker (x6), 1583637, Pomika, Bluesquare, the placeMOLDer, Novenheim (x2), HAD1F, Zenyx

L1: The Haretaker (x6), Zenyx (x8), 2MS, The Whatever, Bahn (x4), HAD1F, Lolmasplay (x3), Retrograde, Novenheim, the placeMOLDer (x2), Spr6, 1583637, Salsa, Coop

The Reposters Will Return on April 1st.

Zenyx 2024-03-20 | Can you believe it guys? Status 4 is in a week! I am so happy about this information.

That's right, apanpn status 4 is definitely coming out on 4/1/2024
Nothing silly happening on such a date. No need to suspect anything.
100% guaranteed.

BUFFED Dear Nostalgists (by me) | Insane* Demon

Zenyx 2024-02-19 | ID: 90579894
HUGE THANKS to @KubeVR for the fantastic thumbnail that they made for this. I didn't even ask they just randomly hit me up with this masterpiece lmao, what a chad.

This level went through 3 itterations over the years. The initial version, a rebalanced version, and this final version which is 2.2 physics-compatible and also features some more rebalanced bits.
I had to verify all three versions of the level, and that was quite exhausting, so I'm definitely done with the level for good now. I'm confident that I'm leaving it in a playable and highly fun state.

Yes, I know the level doesn't look that hard, but in no world is it a Hard Demon. I definitely overshot the mark with calling it an Extreme, but its length and the fact that some parts are really hard does make it Insane demon, without question.

I don't really have anything else to say :p

i revamped bad coins in geometry dash 2.2 official levels

Zenyx 2024-01-27 | i did it again.
please read:
- No, I will not be doing this for The Tower's blue coins. (At least not until 2.21) Please don't clutter the comments with requests for me to do this.
- The coins that did not appear in this video were already good with nothing to improve (This includes Nock Em 3rd)
- I find it unlikely that I'd ACTUALLY make a revamped coins video for Explorers alone, so take what I say at the end about that with a grain of salt. (Though maybe if I combined that with The Tower coins... I'll think about it)

I feel much better about the coin revamps in this video than in the first.
The first video on this if you somehow missed it (not really that good): youtu.be/LQNKo-qpuxs

Timestamps:
00:00 - the hilarous intro

00:39 - Press Start - 1st Coin

00:47 - Nock Em - 1st Coin
01:13 - Nock Em - 2nd Coin
01:34 - Nock Em - 3rd Coin

01:42 - Power Trip - 2nd Coin
01:51 - Power Trip - 3rd Coin

02:18 - Dash - 1st Coin
02:31 - Dash - 2nd Coin
02:41 - Dash - 3rd Coin

03:08 - Bonus! - Hexagon Force 2nd Coin (Revisited)

03:18 - Closing Thoughts

I don't own any of the music in this video.

Koraii - Purgatori [ SLOW + REVERB, Lo-fi ]

Zenyx 2023-12-31 | ALL CREDIT FOR THIS AMAZING AUDITORY COMPOSITION GOES TO KORAII, PLEASE SUPPORT THEM.
I'm just a guy with some silly FL plugins who decided to spend 2 minutes of his life altering the song a bit.

I made this on a whim and I heavily doubt I'll upload any more Slow + Reverb "content". This one just sounded REALLY good so I decided to share it.
Should also be a pretty high quality venture into the 'genre' since it's basically my hobby.

Audio uses Purgatori at -6 semitones with additional use of EQ, CHOWTapeModel, Fruity Delay 3, ValhallaSupermassive, and Maximus.

Video is a screenshot of Presta's geometry dash level Congregation with some silly edits in PhotoScapeX on my part.

Enjoy :D

The Taleweavers - The Last Memories Of Those Wonderful Years: REVISED - Chapter 1 (FULL ALBUM)

Zenyx 2023-12-04 | TLMOTWY Revised is an effort to clean up my first ever group project and deliver a more worthwhile remake of ATGMOATLY. The project aims to explore the unfulfilled potential within ATGMOATLY's structure and expand upon it, all the while presenting everything in much higher quality.
It is not a competitor to GR&BY, only a different perspective on the concept; attempting to preserve the unique atmosphere of the original while reimagining and refining its flawed aspects.

Listen to the UPDATED VERSION of this album on Bandcamp: zenyx64.bandcamp.com/album/the-last-memories-of-those-lovely-years-revised
Fan project wiki page: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/The_Last_Memories_of_Those_Wonderful_Years
Discord serve): discord.gg/VTktwGE3gC
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Description of Chapter 1:
Our story begins along with the onset and appearance of memory loss symptoms beyond the falters of old age. Nostalgia blooms as the only way to experience the full wonders of life becomes one's reminiscences, which leads to more frequent bouts of melancholy. Daydreams and episodes of mild confusion may occasionally occur, though they are yet to take their toll on the patient's emotional state.
Time only moves forward

SIDE A (January - September 1958)
00:00 - A1 - Past as clear as can be | Zenyx
02:44 - A2 - In the streets of Louisiana | Zendio
05:55 - A3 - Every fond recollection | Inkie Devla & Zenyx
08:45 - A4 - Nights we danced away | Zenyx
12:04 - A5 - The dreamy magic of your eyes | Zenyx
15:33 - A6 - I could never part ways with you | Giegue & Zenyx
17:23 - A7 - The little ordinary things | Zendio
20:23 - A8 - If I could stop time's weary flow | Zenyx
23:48 - A9 - The dreamy magic of your eyes | Zenyx

SIDE B (October 1958 - August 1959)
26:37 - B1 - The earth became heaven | Zenyx
30:06 - B2 - Settled in life's twilight | Giegue
33:18 - B3 - A new day is born | The Cerebellum
36:25 - B4 - As the sun shines overhead | Zenyx
39:36 - B5 - Dreaming the lonely night through | Coneman
41:33 - B6 - A most beloved reminiscence | Zenyx
44:54 - B7 - To be in a different way | Zenyx
47:04 - B8 - What was shall never change | The Cerebellum
50:54 - B9 - The day I stopped drifting | Zenyx
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Artwork:
'memorial' by Rasarisal
'Old-timer Overcoming The Grandiose' by Variety in Perspective

Original version of chapter 1 (since unlisted): youtu.be/MQ3zbM3-0oU

Retro Legacy by me (7*) | A Generation Retro REMAKE

Zenyx 2023-10-15 | ID: 95478448
I started working on this level way back when @GDColon made his video about why it sucks. I simply always liked it and thought it had some neat ideas - and while I did retrospectively realize that it was quite poorly executed in the end, I still liked the level.
So, I made the decision to start working on this. For whatever reason, I then started decorating it. I had little faith that I would actually complete the process, since I rarely ever do, but somehow, some way, after many long breaks, I managed to finish this - and even before 2.2 released and invalidated all of my efforts.

I am super happy with the end product, and even if I don't manage to get it rated, I will be extremely proud that this will go down as my last 2.1 level.

Dedicated to every person who has ever loved or hated Generation Retro, but first and foremost, I dedicate this level to ArathhSA, as a sort of apology for all of the unfair hate he has gotten over the years.

See you all in 2.2 :)

The Reposters - Adverb Preposition Article Noun Preposition Noun - Status 2 (FULL ALBUM)

Zenyx 2023-10-08 | APANPN is a collaborative fan project of The Caretaker which uses samples directly related to meme culture. It presents the cognitive decline caused by Alzheimer's disease with a naturally lighthearted tone, but still strives to do so in detail and with sincerity. I apologize if our strange portrayal of this tragic condition comes across as offensive despite these efforts.

Bandcamp: zenyx64.bandcamp.com/album/adverb-preposition-article-noun-preposition-noun
Discord Server: discord.gg/VTktwGE3gC
Wiki page: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/Adverb_Preposition_Article_Noun_Preposition_Noun

STATUS 2; D-E-F [CLINICAL STAGES 3/4]
ᐳ be me
ᐳ 81 years old, been struggling with my mind lately
ᐳ generally much more frequent episodes of confusion and forgetfulness
ᐳ PepeWorry.png
ᐳ getting frustrated and concerned
I've been told old age is like this, but this somehow feels worse. Should I seek medical guidance, fellow anons?

0:00:00 - D1 - Truth stares me down | Zenyx
0:03:46 - D2 - Experiencing botherations | Jeztik
0:05:59 - D3 - Deceiving myself | Novenheim
0:09:25 - D4 - Paranoia escalates | BrasileiroFodastico
0:13:10 - D5 - No signal | the placeMOLDer
0:15:03 - D6 - Infuriating inadequacies | Tauman628
0:18:53 - D7 - And I stare back | HAD1F

0:23:14 - E1 - Hidden in plain sight | Zenyx
0:25:29 - E2 - I was destined to burn away | HAD1F
0:27:23 - E3 - Toward the missing coda | Zenyx
0:30:22 - E4 - The tragedy of existence | HAD1F
0:36:38 - E5 - In for a bad time | Zenyx
0:40:03 - E6 - Till slowly I forget | Zenyx
0:44:27 - E7 - My efforts amount to nothing | Shadowiann

0:46:50 - F1 - To a land of oblivion | Zenyx
0:50:48 - F2 - Cognitive dissonance II | Zenyx
0:53:10 - F3 - Sinking to icy depths | Novenheim
0:57:49 - F4 - Pondering a lonely ending | HAD1F
1:00:58 - F5 - Judgement day | HAD1F
1:04:06 - F6 - Can you mend the fading past | Zenyx
1:08:59 - F7 - To be continued | The Haretaker

Cover: "shukrullreelutshun" by Antbonio

We do not own or claim to own the samples used. They belong to their respective authors, and this is a non-profit passion project.

Making the FINAL BOSS in my Generation Retro REMAKE

Zenyx 2023-10-08 | Most recent level preview, recorded before stream:
youtu.be/5qmsKZmRK8A

DON'T ASK ME TO PLAY THE WHOLE LEVEL, USE THIS LINK INSTEAD
Thank you for understanding.

Started this remake a while ago, and i absolutely need to finish it before 2.2. Strap in while I do my best to make this last stretch of the level.

Join my discord: discord.gg/VTktwGE3gC

Chapters for convenience to the 4 and a half people watching this after the stream ended:
00:00 Setting up ze stream
01:10 Copying the boss and making a functional transition
12:20 Designing and integrating the laser
44:42 Ground spikes and pulsing groups
56:44 Furthering the boss's attacks
1:18:33 Implementing the three orbs (and a triple dash from the boss)
1:36:22 Adding a ramp to indicate insuing gameplay
1:44:19 Refining gameplay
1:52:32 Adding an overlay for the three orbs
2:04:20 Trying to make the boss follow player Y
2:22:18 Outro
Bit rushed but better than nothing

Making the FINAL BOSS in my Generation Retro REMAKE

The Reposters - Adverb Preposition Article Noun Preposition Noun - Status 1 (FULL ALBUM)

Zenyx 2023-09-17 | APANPN is a collaborative fan project of The Caretaker which uses samples directly related to meme culture. It presents the cognitive decline caused by Alzheimer's disease with a naturally lighthearted tone, but still strives to do so in detail and with sincerity. I apologize if our strange portrayal of this tragic condition comes across as offensive despite these efforts.

Bandcamp: zenyx64.bandcamp.com/album/adverb-preposition-article-noun-preposition-noun
Discord Server: discord.gg/VTktwGE3gC
Wiki page: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/Adverb_Preposition_Article_Noun_Preposition_Noun

STATUS 1; A-B-C [CLINICAL STAGES 2/3]
ᐳ be me
ᐳ 78 years old, lived a happy life (mostly online)
ᐳ TheMemeConnoisseur.jpg
ᐳ so many fond memories of the early internet days
ᐳ would be a shame if something happened to them

TRACKLIST:
0:00:00 - A1 - Rule 6: No reposts | Zenyx
0:03:37 - A2 - Still partaking in a little trolling | Germanic
0:07:19 - A3 - That epic saxophone encore | thinker
0:09:47 - A4 - Robot crabs on mind's beachy shores | The Nounverber
0:13:35 - A5 - Remote tranquility | Variety in Perspective
0:16:57 - A6 - Wide strides down the hall | the placeMOLDer
0:20:35 - A7 - Nostalgic pictures that will make you miss your youth | Novenheim
0:24:30 - A8 - Another day with another important quest | the placeMOLDer

0:28:29 - B1 - You got any more nuts? | thinker
0:30:38 - B2 - Childish tomfoolery | Germanic
0:32:42 - B3 - Momentarily startled lol | Zenyx
0:35:42 - B4 - It's all good man | HAD1F & Zenyx
0:38:27 - B5 - Random glossolalia | Zendio
0:41:11 - B6 - Life is still canny | The Nounverber
0:43:50 - B? - Cognitive dissonance I | Zenyx
0:43:59 - B7 - What | The Haretaker
0:47:05 - B8 - How to relive your childhood tutorial [HD] | BradyAUS

0:51:06 - C1 - Surely it's just old age | Inkie Devla & Zenyx
0:53:49 - C2 - Creeping suspicions | svr
0:56:25 - C3 - Feelin' funky | Zenyx
0:59:35 - C4 - The mind of an NPC | The Haretaker
1:02:43 - C5 - A dreamy 𝓪𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓬 sets in | Giegue
1:05:33 - C6 - I used to believe in the magic | HAD1F
1:08:11 - C7 - The outro of my life | Zenyx
1:11:10 - C8 - Play this at my funeral or I'm not coming | HAD1F

Cover: "stilklebuhgud" (craft of trinity and burnout) by Antbonio

We do not own or claim to own the samples used. They belong to their respective authors, and this is a non-profit passion project.

Minecraft, but its vCJD - Parts 1-4 (FULL ALBUM)

Zenyx 2023-08-01 | Wiki page (courtesy of Flinnn): the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/Minecraft,_but_it%27s_vCJD

"Minecraft, but it's vCJD" is a mostly solo remake of vCJD by The Patients, with a twist being the usage of exclusively Minecraft-related music and samples.

I started working on this remake over 9 months ago at this point - and the person who I was back then, the person who started it, simply wasn't capable of finishing it properly. Since then, I've changed. Life threw challenges at me, and I've grown thanks to them. Over a mere 2 months ago, I came back to this project, now a changed man. I'd finally become the person who had the experience, the insight, and the knowledge to finish this project. To carry it out to its fullest, and to present it in its best possible state.

In many ways, I kept coming back to all the work i'd done back then. Altering it. Improving upon it. To the point that only a very small handful of tracks, covers, and even track names remain in the state that they were originally created in. Many even received multiple complete remakes.

Is this album better than vCJD? No. Of course not. Is the premise of it even worthy of being realized? That is definitely questionable. But despite all of that, this is without a single doubt my most important project to date. To me at least.
Thank you everyone for the support and for showing interest in this album for the entire duration of its production.

Released in celebration of vCJD's 1 year anniversary.

Part 1
0:00:00 - A1 - Loading world...
0:01:39 - A2 - A seed that brings me back
0:04:30 - A3 - Feelings of days long gone warm my heart
0:07:02 - A4 - When will I find my way home again
0:08:08 - A5 - The game used to have so much charm
0:10:42 - A6 - Veins of diamonds

0:13:54 - B1 - All of my XP
0:17:38 - B2 - Curse of vanishing
0:19:46 - B3 - Cluttered inventory
0:22:50 - B4 - Relentlessly pursued by monsters
0:27:29 - B5 - Deeper into the cave
0:31:07 - B6 - Pickaxe durability dwindling

Part 2
0:34:04 - C1 - There are monsters nearby
0:36:21 - C2 - Health bar draining away
0:38:44 - C3 - I thought those were diamonds
0:41:35 - C4 - Eighteen blocks of crying obsidian
0:44:23 - C5 - Nonsensical world generation
0:48:03 - C6 - Holes in bedrock

0:49:48 - D1 - Inventory cluttered cobblestone
0:53:33 - D2 - Mournful cries echoing from cold concrete
0:56:43 - D3 - Sounds from beyond the overworld
1:00:49 - D4 - All my tools breaking apart
1:04:12 - D5 - Trapped chest

Part 3
1:08:16 - E1 - Finding breaking chest
1:09:06 - E2 - Nonsensical diamond cries
1:12:07 - E3 - Gone inventory days
1:14:01 - E4 - Vanishing bedrock
1:18:42 - E5 - Just give me one more heart
1:21:20 - E6 - Arriving at The Farlands

1:26:03 - F1 - I can only watch as the terrain grows unrecognizable
1:27:59 - F2 - Lost amidst disfigured chunks
1:34:36 - F3 - Closing world familiarity

1:38:15 - F4 - Expedited code corruption
1:42:31 - F5 - Rendering failure
1:46:19 - F6 - Runtime error

Part 4
1:52:48 - G1 - All is lost in
1:58:40 - G2 - The void

2:20:32 - H1 - Termination
2:26:54 - H2 - Wake up

2:43:19 - Credits

I do not own or claim to own the samples used. They belong to their respective authors, and this album will be taken down should its takedown be requested.

Links to past trailers/teasers of this project (since unlisted):
youtu.be/-FisKT-rv4w?si=9iOcX4JbApFjaXMx
youtu.be/JlPtbSf3z20?si=H1TY7uLGvUgrTDI4

BLOODBATH 100% (Absolutely GAMING)

Zenyx 2023-07-30 | I have nothing else to say. I just hopped on GD like "let's finally beat bloodbath" and I just did 19 attempts into the session. Honestly quite incredible.

[Group Project] CJD: Community Remake - Part 2 (FULL ALBUM)

Zenyx 2023-07-23 | Disclaimer: I do not own this group project, Miner is in charge of it. I was simply chosen to upload it.

"CJD : Community Remake" is a community remake of Matthew Eder's CJD with higher quality tracks and PA, which stays more faithful to CJD's formula and sample use than vCJD.
Join the discord server to contribute to this group project: discord.gg/QWTgX7rQJS
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TRACKLIST AND DESCRIPTION:
Side C
As neuronal tissue deteriorates more and more, cognitive ability suffers increasingly. The patient falls into a deep depression as the spread of prions accelerates.

00:00 - C1 - In the corner of my eye | Spilt
02:56 - C2 - Sands of time flowing much too fast | Mylvie & ZenyX
05:22 - C3 - A somber melody pushes on | Mylvie
07:22 - C4 - Fragments of joy | Ppaawwll
09:10 - C5 - Helpless spiral | ZenyX

Side D
Independent life becomes impossible as fog of the mind intensifies and motor control malfunctions regularly. Increased stress leads to social withdrawal and more reclusive behaviour.

11:55 - D1 - Grasping hands madness | Mylvie
17:34 - D2 - All faces gather away | Mylvie
21:42 - D3 - Hope obliterate | Ppaawwll
23:28 - D4 - Grieving for one's own | Ppaawwll
25:26 - D5 - True rejoice | Ppaawwll & ZenyX
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Credits for the covers used:
V.A.R, MKteal, Tactical/SecondEmersion - Photography
ZenyX, V.A.R - Editing

Clutterfunk, but its Completely Wrong

Zenyx 2023-07-02 | ID: 92079099
Another installment in my very old series where I take RobTop levlels and mess them up for the sake of chaos! Best enjoyed blind through the ID above.
Since this installment was very recent, the quality of this one is off the charts, if I do say so myself. It's meant to be both funny and fun to play at the same time.

Listening to Everywhere At The End Of Time be like:

Zenyx 2023-06-24 | the

00:00 - A1 - It's just a burning memory
00:07 - A2 - We don't have many days
00:17 - A3 - Late afternoon drifting
00:24 - A4 - Childishly fresh eyes
00:32 - A5 - Slightly bewildered
00:36 - A6 - Things that are beautiful and transient
00:40 - B1 - All that follows is true
00:52 - B2 - An autumnal equinox
00:59 - B3 - Quiet internal rebellions
01:06 - B4 - The loves of my entire life
01:13 - B5 - Into each others eyes
01:18 - B6 - My heart will stop in joy

01:28 - C1 - A losing battle is raging
01:32 - C2 - Misplaced in time
01:45 - C3 - What does it matter how my heart breaks
01:56 - C4 - Glimpses of hope in trying times
02:06 - C5 - Surrendering to despair
02:18 - D1 - I still feel as though I am me
02:27 - D2 - Quiet dusk coming early
02:36 - D3 - Last moments of pure recall
02:44 - D4 - Denial unravelling
02:53 - D5 - The way ahead feels lonely

03:02 - E1 - Back there Benjamin
03:12 - E2 - And heart breaks
03:22 - E3 - Hidden sea buried deep
03:30 - E4 - Libet's all joyful camaraderie
03:37 - E5 - To the minimal great hidden
03:45 - E6 - Sublime beyond loss
03:53 - E7 - Bewildered in other eyes
04:03 - E8 - Long term dusk glimpses
04:11 - F1 - Gradations of arms length
04:22 - F2 - Drifting time misplaced
04:30 - F3 - Internal bewildered World
04:39 - F4 - Burning despair does ache
04:50 - F5 - Aching cavern without lucidity
05:01 - F6 - An empty bliss beyond this World
05:16 - F7 - Libet delay
05:28 - F8 - Mournful cameraderie

05:39 - G1 Segment 1
05:48 - G1 Segment 2
05:55 - G1 Segment 3
06:03 - G1 Segment 4
06:10 - H1 Segment 1
06:16 - H1 Segment 2
06:22 - H1 Segment 3
06:28 - H1 Segment 4
06:37 - H1 Segment 5 - 'Hell Sirens'
06:44 - H1 Segment 6
06:49 - I1 - Temporary Bliss State (First half)
06:57 - I1 - Temporary Bliss State (Second half)
07:06 - J1 Segment 1
07:10 - J1 Segment 2
07:15 - J1 Segment 3
07:21 - J1 Segment 4

07:27 - K1 Segment 1, First clarity
07:30 - K1 Segment 2
07:34 - K1 Segment 3
07:38 - K1 Segment 4
07:47 - K1 Segment 5
07:53 - K1 Segment 6
08:02 - L1 Segment 1
08:08 - L1 Segment 2
08:13 - L1 Segment 3
08:20 - L1 Segment 4
08:32 - M1 Segments 1+2
08:37 - M1 Segment 3
08:40 - M1 Segment 4
08:45 - N1 Segment 1
08:51 - N1 Segment 2
08:56 - N1 Clarity + Segment 3

09:04 - O1 Segment 1
09:11 - O1 Segment 2
09:17 - O1 Segment 3
09:25 - P1 Segment 1
09:34 - P1 Segment 2
09:39 - P1 Segment 3
09:46 - P1 Segment 4
09:55 - Q1 Active segment
10:05 - Q1 Calm segment
10:11 - Q1 'This Is Romance' clarity
10:21 - R1 Segment 1
10:29 - R1 Segment 2
10:39 - R1 Intro to Segment 3
10:43 - R1 Segment 3

The Caremaker - F7 - Last known attempt (SAMPLE GUIDE)

Zenyx 2023-06-19 | First of all, DO NOT EXPECT ME TO MAKE MORE SAMPLE GUIDES.
I don't have the necessary equipment or skills.

I simply made this video because the track intrigued me imidiately upon looking at its entry in the sample list - and because it's actually really easy to hear what plays when.
I hope this video has helped show some people what makes this track so interesting.

Also no, the tracks that appear at low opacity do not play silently in the background. Only the most visible ones are ever playing.

I actually broke many conventions for a typical sample guide layout, because, well, so does WAE break the conventions of what a typical post-awareness track is. And also because this specific track just looks much cleaner this way.

The Last Memories Of Those Wonderful Years - Chapter 4 [ATGMOATLY Remake, Group Project]

Zenyx 2023-06-18 | Join the discord server to contribute to future chapters: discord.gg/VTktwGE3gC

TLMOTWY is a fan-made remaster of ATGMOATLY by Dante Timberwolf. Compared to GR&BY, this project is a more linear improvement of the original project, improving solely on the execution of the original project's concepts, while embracing that which worked.
Fan project wiki page: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/The_Last_Memories_of_Those_Wonderful_Years
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TRACKLIST AND DESCRIPTION
Chapter 4, Act 1:
Anosognosia is a phenomenon in which a patient is unaware of their condition. Naturally, it is inevitable when it comes to Alzheimer's among other neurodegenerative diseases, and as it engulfs us, the world begins to melt into confusion, slowly but irreversibly.

00:00 - H1 - A nightmare unfolds | Zenyx, Inkie Devla
02:34 - H2 - The remains disperse | Zenyx
06:17 - H3 - Eye of the storm | Coneman, Germanic
13:41 - H4 - A silent, weeping heart | Exodus, Inkie Devla, Coneman
19:00 - H5 - The aching fog | Variety in Perspective

Chapter 4, Act 2:
Because the cognitive decline caused by dementia of any kind has its ups and downs, moments of mental clarity come and go relatively frequently. They all have a varying quality and length - some may last a few minutes, others stay for days on end. However, they all have one thing in common - they are temporary. They often only serve to make the decline ahead that much more heartbreaking.

22:17 - I0 - Why of course I recognize you | Inkie Devla, Zenyx
23:46 - I1 - Clear to me, dear to me | Fading, Zenyx

Chapter 4, Act 3:
Early clinical stage 5 presents us with an important turning point; states of lucidity here become the exception, rather than the rule. As a result of this, the patient's personality slowly grows desaturated, and eventually becomes completely replaced by their condition. The decline is steeper with each passing day.

34:40 - I2 - Moderately severe confusion | Inkie Devla, Exodus, Zenyx, Germanic
47:16 - J0 - Moderately severe confusion | (Various)

Credits for J0: Fading, Inkie Devla, ZenyX, Rune, Miner, Germanic

[Group Project] CJD: Community Remake - Part 1 (FULL ALBUM)

Zenyx 2023-06-07 | Disclaimer: I do not own this group project, Miner is in charge of it. I was simply chosen to upload it.

"CJD : Community Remake" is a community remake of Matthew Eder's CJD with higher quality tracks and PA, which stays more faithful to CJD's formula and sample use than vCJD.
Join the discord server to contribute to this group project: discord.gg/QWTgX7rQJS
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TRACKLIST AND DESCRIPTION:
Side A
During the earliest days, depression and mood swings begin to set in as coordination and thinking ability begin to hinder. From this point on it's only downhill.

00:00 - A1 - A sad song to remember the days gone by | Fading
03:12 - A2 - Summer breeze warms my aching heart | Mylvie
05:31 - A3 - What if I felt alive again | Le Careman & The Desolate
06:01 - A4 - Looking back to when things were easy | Rune
08:42 - A5 - Grains of hope | Slorpanoid The Slorp

Side B
As mangled brain tissue begins to spread, a thick cloud prevents any true form of happiness, as more stress and irritability sprout.

12:41 - B1 - Our whole lives | Miner
14:46 - B2 - Misfortunate soul | Mylvie
18:18 - B3 - Shaky hands | Fading
21:54 - B4 - Helpless denial | Le Careman
26:40 - B5 - Downward spiral | ZenyX
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Credits for the covers used:
Le Careman - Photography
ZenyX - Editing

i revamped bad coins in geometry dash official levels

Zenyx 2023-05-18 | The 2.2+SubZero sequel is here! youtu.be/hVTtNQF2WfM

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS
Please read through these before leaving another one of the same 5 comments I get all the time:

Q: "Jumper 1st coin? You silly, 2:43 is the SECOND jumper coin."
A: Yes. I made a mistake. Dozens of comments have already made me aware of this.

Q: "Wait where's Cycles/ToE/Electrodynamix/Deadlocked/Fingerdash?"
A: I never said I was going through every level. The levels mentioned above just had coins that were good enough for me or ones that I didn't know how to improve.

Q: "What's up with the third coin of xStep? Isn't it just the regular route?"
A: I understand that this is confusing; the level shown for xStep's coins is actually a full-scale revamp of the level which teaches the blue pads and orbs better. The normal path has been repurposed into a coin path, and a different path has been made the intended one (note the yellow jump pad which leads to it and also makes the coin considerably harder to collect)
This is also subsequently the only one of these that you can play for yourself, here's an ID to the complete xStep revamp: 88425802

Q: "Where's the 2nd coin of Clubstep?"
A: It's over the blue jump pad that brings you back onto the main path. It's there, just hard to see because it's off-screen.

Some of these reworks definitely have a bad case of "if it ain't broke, don't fix it", but i digress. This was pretty dang fun to make regardless

0:00 - The intro, shockingly
0:07 - Stereo Madness
0:15 - Back on Track
0:47 - Polargeist
1:16 - Dry Out
1:30 - Base after Base
2:16 - Can't Let Go
2:43 - Jumper
2:55 - Time Machine
3:14 - xStep
3:37 - Clutterfunk
4:13 - Electroman Adventures
4:38 - Clubstep
5:10 - Hexagon Force
5:34 - Blast Processing
5:46 - Theory of Everything 2
6:02 - Geometrical Dominator
6:23 - The Seven Seas
6:34 - Viking Arena
7:15 - Airborne Robots

All Hope Destroyed | XXXL Level By Me (WDATHITW But Its A GD Level)

Zenyx 2023-04-23 | Level ID: 90248097
Custom song: mediafire.com/file/sfdv0erpb32qdez/498931.mp3/file

A 15 minute level which uses my own heavily shortened version of 'We've Destroyed All The Hope In This World' by M.O.R.
I always really liked this fan project, and felt that I wanted to make something to show my appreciation, especially considering that its creator, WindowsGod2, is also a geometry dash player.

Timestamps? I guess, why not:
00:00 - PHASE 1 | A mind of value and joy [A1]
00:40 - Rivers of truth [B1]
01:47 - PHASE 2 | Driven to a silent world [C1]
02:53 - Tasogare fukakujitsusei [C4]
03:51 - PHASE 3 | Fear unravelling [E1]
04:51 - Those glory days, devastated [E5]
05:40 - Realization I [G0]
06:05 - PHASE 4 | World in rupture [G1]
07:11 - Seeping moments of transiency [I1]
07:58 - Rising tensions [J1]
08:41 - PHASE 5 | Extreme torment [K1]
09:34 - Tormented screeches [K2]
10:12 - Regret [L1]
10:33 - Realization II [M2]
10:50 - There's no place left [N1]
11:30 - PHASE 6 | Persistent devastation [O1]
12:08 - Forgiveness is nonexistent [P2]
13:09 - Realization III [R2]
13:43 - We've destroyed all the hope in this world [R3]
14:50 - Credits [Aftermath]

vCJD part 2 but its sung by a dumbass in one take

Zenyx 2023-04-19 | Mandatory discord server plug: discord.gg/VTktwGE3gC

00:00 - mic retcon :(
00:16 - C1 - si
02:31 - C2 - i've sat here for 5 hours trying to come up with a funny title for this one
04:51 - C3 - oh look it's morgen again! no the other one-
07:59 - C4 - this one was not fun to do
10:47 - C5 - the glass of water returns
14:14 - C6 - a5 but it has depress
16:05 - D1 - bu bu pudu BUDUDU- BUDUDU, bu bu pudu BUDUDU- BUDUDU
19:18 - D2 - *faint vine boom intensifies*
22:18 - D3 - i had no idea how to sing this one help
26:18 - D4 - a2 but i lean into the mic hehe
30:00 - D5 - false assumptions about the actual melody

ZenyX - Memories Of Peace (EITBON spoof project)

Zenyx 2023-04-01 | An objectively better take on EITBONFE made by yours truly.

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THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU NEGLECT A MEME, CAREBEAR
IT TAKES OVER.

Ok so basically, I've had the idea to make eitbon but every single sample is alone (Memories Of Peace) for a long time now. I figured this would be the perfect circumstance to release it.

Tracklist:
0:00:00 - A1 - Memories Of Peace
0:02:32 - A2 - Memories Of Peace
0:05:03 - B1 - Memories Of Peace
0:06:36 - B2 - Memories Of Peace
0:09:15 - B3 - Memories Of Peace

0:10:30 - C1 - Distraught Memories Of Peace
0:13:43 - C2 - Hopeless Memories Of Peace
0:15:25 - D1 - Obscured Memories Of Peace
0:17:00 - D2 - Sorrowful Memories Of Peace

0:20:14 - E1 - Memories Peace Of
0:22:03 - E2 - Of Peace
0:24:20 - E3 - Peace Memories
0:25:41 - F1 - Of Memories
0:27:31 - F2 - Peace
0:29:33 - F3 - Memories

0:31:20 - G1 - Fading Memories Of Peace
0:34:53 - G2 - Transition Into Memories Without Peace
0:36:33 - H1 - Memories Without Peace

0:41:48 - I1 - Memories Without Peace
0:46:53 - J1 - Peace Syndrome
0:52:04 - K1 - Temporary Peace State
0:57:07 - L1 - Memories Without Peace

1:02:26 - M1 - Peace Memory Buildup
1:07:34 - O1 - Peace Memory Buildup
1:12:44 - P1 - Peaceful Reversal
1:17:49 - Q1 - Memory Regression Into Peaceful State

1:22:52 - R1 - A Memory Of Peace Forgotten
1:28:11 - S1 - Memory Deep In Peace
1:33:21 - T1 - The Memory Of The Peace
1:38:32 - U1 - A Memory Awakens Before You Rest In Peace

Playing some Bed Wars on Hypixel or something

Zenyx 2023-03-30 | Epic gamer clutches

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[Not] Beating bloodbath! (89%, 33-100)

Zenyx 2023-03-17 | Pain and suffering

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LVL requests + hanging out on gd

Zenyx 2023-03-12 | First livestream or something

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a crappy edit of puss in boots in fnaf 2 that I wasted 4 hours of my life on

Zenyx 2023-03-10 | i thought of this while bored in class, so here we are.
was it worth it to make this dumbassery? i have no clue, but i think it's kinda neat.