Kind of on a roll here with finishing videos up... Not sure how I exactly feel about this because the part I chose was right when the song was really slowing down so I didn't exactly know where to hit the beats... Does it seem too fast? Please give me feedback, tell me what you like!
On a side note, I'm REALLY excited to have posted something with OUAT in it... I've edited SO many things with this show but haven't posted them because they aren't finished so I'm happy to have this up. Yes, I'm a fan of this show just like most of you. I'm so in love. *___*
ANYWAY, I hope you guys like! It's my part to an MEP for When You Wish MOVIE Studios(hence the live action) to the song It's All Coming Back by Celine Dion.
Its All Coming Back MEP - WYWMSAmazingRuin2012-06-28 | HD loves you!!
Kind of on a roll here with finishing videos up... Not sure how I exactly feel about this because the part I chose was right when the song was really slowing down so I didn't exactly know where to hit the beats... Does it seem too fast? Please give me feedback, tell me what you like!
On a side note, I'm REALLY excited to have posted something with OUAT in it... I've edited SO many things with this show but haven't posted them because they aren't finished so I'm happy to have this up. Yes, I'm a fan of this show just like most of you. I'm so in love. *___*
ANYWAY, I hope you guys like! It's my part to an MEP for When You Wish MOVIE Studios(hence the live action) to the song It's All Coming Back by Celine Dion.
I do not own anything!Our Wedding Highlight 11.11.2021AmazingRuin2021-11-30 | On the day of our 12 year anniversary, I got to marry my best friend. It was the most magical, incredible day of my life.
I know it's been a minute and I haven't edited a damn thing in forever... and part of that is because I had this monumental event happen to me.
I'm sharing this beautiful video showing highlights from our special day with you guys because no matter how much time goes by, this group will always be my family. I hope it helps you guys feel like you were there because if I could have had you all there with me, I would have.
I didn't edit this, it was all shot and edited by our videographer team Storybox Film...but I'll be getting the raw footage later ;) I hope you guys enjoy this. Thank you all for being a huge part of my growth through the years. I love you all.{i like me better} hijackAmazingRuin2020-10-12 | HD Loves you!
Every time I think I'm gonna quit editing, something happens. It's like an abusive relationship where something always pull me back in but I get almost no satisfaction from it.
I've realized that I have a million different ideas--with no idea how to execute them properly. It's like my editing style has evolved in my head but not in practice. I don't know. I feel like I'll never be able to let it go and I think that's okay. I just want to be able to create the ideas that are in my head.
Anyway, I know this is the same old tune. Here's a subpar hijack part to an MEP that I am hosting and was late for, as usual. I sort of like it. I hope you do too.
No copyright infringement intended!
coloring by xDiamondsLoversTutoxpull me up | spideychelleAmazingRuin2020-02-17 | HD Loves You!
I can't believe how long it's been since I've uploaded, let alone done a personal project. Last year was really really rough, y'all. And if I'm being honest when it comes to editing, it's sort of felt like I've been beating a dead horse for several years already.
I always have such a hard time getting any video done, I almost never feel really inspired, and I'm unhappy with the final product just about every time.
I don't want to let this part of me go, even if there's only a small part of it left. But I feel like I was left behind a long time ago. I started this video around August, a month after the movie came out, and it took me this long to throw some text on it and use Karissa's coloring, like I always do(thanks for that by the way babe).
I don't know. I feel like I'm at a standstill with this and I don't know how to push forward. I know I could take a break, but I truly think that would cause more detriment to my growth, yet I don't know how to just force myself into it so I CAN grow.
I know lots of other veterans have felt/do feel this way, but I think the difference is that people actually care if you guys are editing lol. I know that sounds bad but with as small as my channel is, I could just go away and no one would really notice. I mean, that's pretty much what I've been doing the last several years.
Anyway. I don't really have a good conclusion for this or a question that I'm asking to be answered. But advice is always welcome.
As a side note, I really did enjoy making this video in the moments that I wasn't stressing over a dumb perceived deadline, and I am happy with the outcome I think. I hope you guys are too.{as long as you just hold me near} al&jasAmazingRuin2019-10-16 | Liv is always the one that brings me back into editing. Happy Birthday you marvelous human, thanks for always letting me be a part of your MEPs for your big day. First time getting my part in before the deadline in probably like 6 years. Also, yes I chose the thumbnail on purpose.
coloring by AvatarAfrica{thunder} for BraydenAmazingRuin2019-05-11 | Hi, hello, I'm still not doing great but I made this piece of a video for a really great kid and I'm like really excited that he's growing up kbyeyou just gestured to ALL OF MEAmazingRuin2019-05-03 | My life is hell right now. I couldn't even bother to put a stolen coloring on this and I'm honestly not in the right mood for a funny part but I thought I might as well post it. Well here you go.{shes the real thing} anya&dimitriAmazingRuin2018-12-21 | HD Loves You!
Wow it's been a while since I've uploaded but that's no surprise haha. Life is kind of funny sometimes when you begin the year on Cloud 9 and end it on what feels like rock bottom. Even though logically I know everything is gonna be and mostly is okay now, it's really hard not to panic.
Anyway, this is for an MEP I'm hosting in DGS. Just a fluffy voiceover video using the same scenes I always do. Hope you like it anyway.
Anastasia belongs to Twentieth Century Fox Your Hand in Mine song owned by Explosions in the Sky NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED
coloring by Karissa{&ill never be the same} jacob&bellaAmazingRuin2018-08-10 | HD Loves You!
No, you guys aren't in the twilight zone. I've actually made a video that's not an MEP. I know, I know. It's crazy. I'm amazed too. I wasn't sure I was capable of that anymore.
But of course, it just happens to be a video to a fandom that I pretty much never use and which is not what most of my subscribers follow me for lol. Go figure.
I always have my usual circulation of fandoms, but this one just popped in recently with no warning.
Look, I know Twilight is awful. The books, the films, the entire premise of the story, even most of the characters are reprehensible. Bella is an idiot and doesn't really deserve anyone.
Still, I've gone back to reflect on it for the first time as an "adult"(I don't count me being 19/20 when some of the later films came out; I was still in a teenage mindset), and I see what every team Jacob person was talking about. If she wasn't so dumb, Jacob was the better choice in my new opinion. He was the true natural course of her life. And now that I'm looking back at it, it's painful how idiotic it all is.
And so that's why I produced this lol. I just needed something that gave them some cute moments and wasn't just filled with depressing angst. Especially since that's all I found when looking for fanfictions too ;__;
Even if you're not into it, I hope you guys enjoy this. I really did like making it.
I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE FOOTAGE OR MUSIC NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED
Cover by Tessa Markham(let's not talk about the original artist, just in case ;] ) coloring by xLilithJow{I didnt know I was lost}AmazingRuin2018-06-14 | HD Loves You!
I haven't posted in a little while, but it feels like no time has passed at all. Life has been busy in a lot of good ways. Aside from that, it's nice to sit down and do something creative(if you'd even call this that lol) for a bit. Missed you guys.
This was supposed to be about Moses but, well, this happened instead. I hope you guys like it.
NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED coloring by Karissa{love came back to me} thumbelina&corneliusAmazingRuin2018-04-25 | HD Loves You!
I don't really have much to say about this except that I have definitely done way too many videos to this song by now lol. I've also been back on an editing to Thumbelina kick. I ain't mad about it.
However, I am convinced that I should not have signed up for this part because Naomi did this part of the song for volume one and it is SO AMAZING that it got in my head and it was really hard not to almost copy exactly what she did ^^; Not like I could have done as well if I even tried lol but either way. This one is okay ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I DO NOT OWN THE SONG OR THE FILM NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED coloring by Karissa (I should probably start trying my own colorings at some point in my editing career, right? Or am I too late by now? Probably.){shes on fire} anyaxdimitriAmazingRuin2018-04-22 | HD Loves You!
This one was a doozy, and I was the only one that owed a part for like WEEKS but I really really wanted to be a part of this MEP. I feel like it was kinda worth it though because I'm happy with this one. I hope you guys are too.
YEAH I'M STILL ENGAGED AND I KNOW YOU TOTALLY DID(didn't) WANT TO HEAR ABOUT IT BUT LIKE I CAN'T STOP OKAY I'M JUST SO HAPPY AND I'VE WAITED LIKE NEARLY *9* FUCKING YEARS FOR THIS SHIT OKAY.
okayimdonesorrynotsorryiloveyouguysplslovemebye
I OWN NOTHING NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED coloring by Karissa(it was your engagement gift to me okay){and when we danced}AmazingRuin2018-04-17 | HD loves you!
This is super rushed and I don't think I like it that much but like I'M STILL ENGAGED so I think it's mostly okay.
NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED. coloring by AvatarAfrica1{hearts in the air} ~ annaxkristoffAmazingRuin2018-04-12 | HD Loves you!
Just realized that this might be my first AnnaxKristoff video and I think I've been doing a disservice to myself by not editing these two. I've been reading lots of fanfictions of them and I just. can't. get. enough.
I don't really like how this turned out too much because it's a little campy but that's also kind of how I wanted it? Idk, I'm just all disgusting happiness right now guys, because I GOT ENGAGED!!!
I just returned from a trip to Italy, Austria, and Germany and while we were there we went to see Neuschwanstein Castle, you know, the one that inspired Walt Disney to make Sleeping Beauty's Castle in Disneyland!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And that's where my boyfriend of over 8 years proposed to me and I'm justttTTT OVER THE MOON.
I will post the video publicly at some point soon and give you all a description of everything that happened if you want to hear about it. I'm pretty much floating atm tbh.
Anyway, I hope you guys like my cheesy video. It fits my current feelings so I can't be too mad.
NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED coloring by FableSecretsI am Brave {Miguel Rivera}AmazingRuin2018-03-20 | HD Loves You!
So I finished this in like 2 days because I'm still obsessed with this movie, after it's been out for a while. I also was suddenly offered the part when I wasn't even a backup and I'm gonna be gone for two weeks starting today so I was afraid of being replaced. (Not that you needed that explanation... I just have a lot of thoughts in my brain okay)
If you haven't seen this movie, WHAT ARE YOU EVEN DOING. Seriously, stop what you're doing and GO WATCH IT NOW. It's an absolute masterpiece. The animation, the music, but most of all: the story. It's heart-wrenching, it's hilarious, it's touching, endearing, just nnnngggg! I saw it 3 times when it was in theaters and since then I've seen it another 3 times and it still has me UGLY CRYING, like literally sobbing with snot coming from my nose kind of ugly crying, every single time.
Anyway, I hope you guys like this. I really enjoyed making it and I'm so excited to be a part of this MEP and to edit to Coco finally!
I'll see you all in two weeks, I'm getting on a plane and in 12 hours I'll be in the air, on my way to Italy!!
NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED (Do I even need to say that it's Karissa's coloring? Like, you guys just assume it by now don't you?)Most Girls {Jasmine}AmazingRuin2018-03-17 | HD Loves You!
Happy International Women's month! I am so proud to live in a time when women are rising up and showing their vitality in more ways than one, a time when intersectionality is a necessity of feminism, and when there is more support in numbers than ever before.
I LOVE this song. Not just because it's catchy af, but because it accepts women in every lifestyle and choice. No matter who you are or what choices you make in your life, YOU are a person that is worth value and acceptance. YOU have a reason to be admired. YOU are unlike any other.
Anyway, I started this out thinking I wasn't going to be able to do much with it, but I ended up liking the end result a lot more than I thought I would(shout out to my Canon Cult peeps for encouraging me through it, and for lending me some fonts! ....and to Karissa for the coloring. I'll never learn, I swear).
Anyway, women are awesome. And as a reminder, if it's not intersectional, it's not feminism. ;]
I own no footage or music. NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED{but you come back} odette&derekAmazingRuin2018-01-17 | HD Loves You!
I was supposed to do Beauty and the Beast for this part but I got lost and found The Swan Princess instead. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ It feels like going back to my old days of editing, because I remember using this film a lot.
Outside of editing, life is a little too real lately so I'll probably be posting quite a bit soon since I've signed up for way more parts than I can fathomably(is that a word? don't think so) complete. But, you know, when your 7 year old neighbor is shot in a drive by shooting, you kind of start grasping at straws to get some control over things around you.
I DO NOT OWN THE FOOTAGE OR MUSIC USED. NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED.
coloring by xDeadlyLovelyx{i wish i could feel your skin} pocahontas&janeAmazingRuin2018-01-12 | HD Loves You!
I seriously didn't think I was going to get this done lol. I asked to be a backup because apparently I never learn and I'm probably a bit of a masochist as well.
Either way, I really liked both parts I took for this MEP, even if this one is a bit rushed. LOOK AT THAT SECOND JANE MASK THO GUYS. I DID THAT. ME. THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE. YEP. (First Jane Mask is TheNamelessDoll; I also did the hands :3 )
I'm also officially in love with this song. It gives me serious angsty femslash vibes. Hope you guys like it. xx
I DO NOT OWN THE SONG OR THE FOOTAGE. No Copyright Infringement Intended.
coloring by xDeadlyLovelyx{take on me}AmazingRuin2017-12-31 | HD Loves You!
I definitely chose the wrong movie for this MEP. If you're starting to disagree, just go look at these:
Not to say that Tarzan isn't a stunning movie, but I mean, seriously. (Or maybe it's just me? #editingfail) This entire MEP is going to be AMAZING regardless.
I enjoyed making this, even if I don't feel like it's up to par with the other amazing parts. Go check out the full MEP when it's done at DGS(Disney Generation Studio) when you get a chance. You won't regret it. ;]
I do not own any of the footage or audio used. No copyright Infringement Intended!
coloring by FableSecretsgot that good soul in my feet~AmazingRuin2017-12-04 | HD Loves You!
I'm part of a studio that just got to *10,000 SUBSCRIBERS!*
It's kind of hard to fathom that. It's also hard to fathom that I can't make anything that meets up with their standards. But I haven't been kicked out yet so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Either way, I enjoyed making this. This song is the best and it just makes me feel good. I also really like how the text turned out. Still can't be bothered to make my own coloring though(yours again, Karissa)...
NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED I OWN NOTHING{the way our horizons meet}AmazingRuin2017-11-14 | HD Loves You!
I actually finished this like a few days after I signed up for this but I wasn't sure about it so I tweaked it until I finally said "fuck it" and posted it. Because if I have to spend THAT long on a canon MEP part... I'm in trouble.
Anyway, I hope you guys like it. I love these two.
NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED.
coloring by LilithJow{the way i need you} anya&tzipporahAmazingRuin2017-10-30 | HD Loves You!
I think this is my first time doing femslash? Idk, it's almost 5am and my uterus is tearing itself apart so I'm not sure if my memory or mind is in a coherent place atm.
I like these two. This part is obv super short but I just think they would make a great tumultuous pair. Not sure who would win in a fight, but I wouldn't mind seeing it nonetheless ;]
Anyway, guys, this is a crossover. And I got it done in like, a week. What is this, the twilight zone?
Anyway, hope you guys like this. I think I love it, and I don't say that too much about my videos.
Anastasia owned by Twentieth Century Fox Prince of Egypt owned by Dreamworks Animation "Oceans" song owned by Seafret/their record company voiceover from You've Got Mail owned by Warner Bros. NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED
(another Twilight Zone situation is that I didn't use one of Karissa's colorings this time. WOAH) coloring by xDeadlyLovelyx{country lanes}AmazingRuin2017-10-26 | HD Loves You!
Let's play a game. Two parts. Let's see how many movies I can fit into one 10 second part... then we'll see how many MEP parts I'll do to this song before I decide I want to do a full length video.
Okay I'm sorry, I promise I don't have anymore parts to this song. I SWEAR I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM. Also I'm not going to do a full length video. Not that anyone asked for it anyway lol #talkingtomyself
Anyway.
You know who owns the song. All other shit doesn't belong to me. NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED
coloring by Karissasunset;;AmazingRuin2017-10-14 | HD Loves You!
Yeah I know that this is the third video I'm uploading to this song. Fight me. Also, I went back to being a rebel and put the title in the thumbnail. Come at me copyright.
....actually please don't. I don't want my stuff flagged.
NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED
coloring by Karissai still remember;;AmazingRuin2017-10-09 | HD Loves You!
Perhaps I can actually edit something that isn't Anastasia. So much for me being a rebel on this MEP. Regardless, I like this a lot better. But I mean really, this song is everything and can carry any video. Even my stupid useless ones #soshitty
Anyway, let's stay with the agreement that we're not gonna talk about the song owner, k?
NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED
Honestly, Karissa, I'm gonna buy you tickets to Disneyland or something to pay you back for all the colorings I use of yours.im on my wayAmazingRuin2017-10-07 | HD Loves You!!
I'M SITTING NEXT TO MICHON RIGHT NOW WHILE I TYPE THIS. WHAT IS LIFE.
This was supposed to be a multi-film/fandom part but I'm a rebel and I told them I said, "LOOK YOU, I'M GONNA DO WHAT I WANT" so I used Anastasia because apparently I don't know how to edit with anything else.
...okay honestly I shouldn't be allowed to type descriptions when I'm this tired.
You know who the song belongs to. Let's not talk about it. Anastasia owned by Twentieth Century Fox No Copyright Infringement Intended
coloring by Karissa(your check is in the mail)Gold || For RobinAmazingRuin2017-08-11 | HD Loves You!
3 years ago today, Javi texted me and told me that Robin William's had committed suicide.
I know I'm not the first one to say this, but no celebrity death has affected me so much. His incredible personality, both inside and outside of his roles, touched so many and made us all feel like we knew him.
I was pretty messed up afterward, considering the fact that I never knew him in person. I think it was just knowing that he was such a strong light in the world but all the while was hurting so deeply inside. After all the things that he's done for other people, no one was able to reach him.
I spent quite a few weeks afterward watching all of his films, interviews, stand up; I started following his daughter on instagram to try to find a closer connection. But I learned that nothing will ever replace the incredible man that gave so much and received so little. So this is what came to be, three years later.
I didn't choose this song, but I think this was a perfect option for him. Even so, it was extremely difficult for me to do this part. I just couldn't seem to put it together right, no matter how much I tweaked it. I guess I put a lot of pressure on myself because I wanted it to be something that truly honored him. I hope it did.
Go watch the rest of the MEP, please. It's amazing and makes so much more sense all together. Our incredible members made a beautiful tribute. Full MEP: youtube.com/watch?v=LROSGEUld34
And please, if you are contemplating suicide, seek help. Let this be a message that someone cares. We are here for you, and there is more life worth living. I promise. I know it goes deeper than that and it's more than just feeling sad and wanting to end it, but I want to believe that there's more that we could do to move forward together.
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: Call 1-800-273-8255. Available 24 hours everyday.
Movies used: Hook Good Will Hunting What Dreams May Come
Song: Gold by Owl City
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coloring by Karissaits so hard to run away || hogarth&aliceAmazingRuin2017-07-18 | For the love of God, PLEASE use HD.
This is my last video. Because it has killed me. Like a mother dying in child birth, it has taken the life from me. Remember me fondly, though it is a sudden goodbye, I only hope that my memory will live on in your hearts forever... smiling and vibrant, though small and inexperienced, my greatest joy was being in this family...
Okay, I'm being dramatic.
But I honestly never thought I would get this done. I'm not really sure why I signed up for it. I must have been sick or something because honestly. WTF.
If it weren't for Michon, I can guarantee that this would 100% never get done. I can't thank you enough for all of your help. Always my soul sister, in every way. I appreciate you so much.
I think this is probably one of my better crossovers. This officially has to be the peak of my editing career.
Can you believe it though, I did all the maskings for Hogarth(except the super amazing one of him with Dinah---that's Michon of course)! I'm pretty surprised and waiting to wake up from this fit of insanity I'm having over it.
All other maskings except one of Alice are from TheNight130. GIRL, you are a SAINT.
Alice in Wonderland owned by Disney The Iron Giant owned by Warner Bros. Too Young To Love song by Boy Epic No Copyright Infringement Intended
coloring by DeadlyLovelyxwhere i belong || jack&roseAmazingRuin2017-06-07 | HD Loves You!
When you only watch the first tape of the movie because the last half is sad af.
I'm going through my usual cycle of fandoms, and currently that's this movie(don't want to mention the name just in case of copyright).
Not sure how I feel about this one. It's supposed to be a cinematography MEP but I kind of focused on the characters a bit too much. So I might end up making a different part for this, but who knows. I have so many more important parts that I need to get done.
Anyway, hope you guys like it.
Film-name-that-I-won't-mention belongs to Paramount Pictures Coming Home song by Skylar Grey No Copyright Infringement Intended
coloring by JanesxWonderlandbut til the morning sun || anya&dimitriAmazingRuin2017-05-27 | HD Loves You!
That moment when you use one small scene from the movie because your part is so short.
I'm back, guys. Sorry I'm later than I said I would be. These last few weeks have been... tough. It feels good to do some editing though, even though it's just a simple canon MEP that's super short and pretty boring.
Also, WTF HAPPENED TO SENDSPACE. IT DOESN'T LET ME UPLOAD ANYTHING OVER 300 MB LIKE WHAT. THE. FUCK.
Anyway, this part is for Quiirkie's MEP to Rythm of Love. I did a crossover part to this song once a long time ago and hated it and now I made this and I still hate it. I think maybe I can't edit to this song. Idk, but it's okay.
Anastasia owned by Twentieth Century Fox Rythm of Love song owned by Plain White T's or their record company or whatever. No Copyright Infringement Intended
coloring by Karissa, as always.green eyes & freckles || hijack [HIATUS UPDATE]AmazingRuin2017-05-04 | HD Loves You!
This video is shit lol. I've realized that I only know how to make manips of Jack and Hiccup looking at each other a lot. That's literally all that happens in this video. Just staring. Like. Wtf. It's really not an example of my current editing because I haven't really done anything substantial to it in probably a year. I started this in November of 2015...? And was so determined to finish it but just kept going back and tweaking little things until I finally realized that there's no altering it now.
Nearly all of the maskings except the shitty ones are xFrostedMoonlight's or TheNamelessDoll's because I don't know how to tell myself to stop doing crossovers even though I suck at them. I still really love hijack tho, so it brings me a little joy. Also the coloring is, you guessed it, Karissa's.
How To Train Your Dragon 1&2 and Rise of the Guardians owned by Dreamworks Animation song/artist won't be listed to avoid copyright so please don't mention it, but it's not mine. NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED
***HIATUS UPDATE*** So my hiatus will have to be extended by at least another week because my grandpa passed. My family and I are okay and are working through the grief together while we scramble arrangements together. The service will be on Saturday the 13th, the day before Mother's Day which most of you know is not an easy day for me already.
My family will be my top priority right now because it is devastating to everyone around me. I know that as of now, my life should be back to normal by the 17th, so if anyone that I have MEPs due for doesn't mind giving me an extension, I would greatly appreciate it. I think I will be in the mood to get some normalcy when I return so I'd like to get back into the swing of things.
Also, just as a side note because I'm feeling emotional and want to say something: please appreciate your mothers. Not just because Mother's Day is coming, but because they're there for you. Even if it doesn't seem like they are; if they are present in your life, that's more than I can say.
I used to feel bad for being bitter around Mother's Day. I have so much love in my life that I really should be grateful. And I am. But you know what, I have a right to be angry too. I have a right to regret, and to wish. I have a right to change the station when I hear those stupid fucking advertisments for "new dresses for Mom at Macy's" or "brunch specials at Mimi's". I'm SICK and TIRED of listening to the world gripe and moan about their EXISTING mothers then turn around and appreciate them one day a year.
Because I spent every DAY of my young life trying to show appreciation. For a woman with track marks who talked to herself and forgot how old I was. A woman that seldom showed up to my birthday but sent me drawings of Eeyore and ripped pages from coloring books while she was in a cell. For what? Just to lose her. This enigma, this silhouette of a human that I never did and never will know.
And the worst part is if she had been there, if she had tried just a little bit harder, everything would have been so much different. She was the key to my chance. The only person that could have fixed all of it. But she didn't, so here I am.
I know people that are experiencing their first, second, third year without their mom's and I'm sorry for it. But even if you just have one memory of a Mother's Day with her, cherish it. Because some of us have nothing.
Idk. I'm just so tired of everyone dying.all i breathe || john&poca [HIATUS ANNOUNCEMENT]AmazingRuin2017-04-26 | HD Loves You! (please read to the end)
I seriously enjoyed doing this MEP so I literally had to do another part. I like the other one better but this one is aight.
Pocahontas owned by Disney 'Still Falling For You' song by Ellie Goulding No Copyright Infringement Intended
coloring by xDeadlyLovelyx
And now onto the adult stuff... (cue the cheers)
My grandpa, who has been in bad condition for quite a while, has recently taken a turn for the worse, which finds me in a place where I have to be there for my family, and overall don't feel the desire to do too much editing for a bit. I don't plan to be away for long but as I'm sure you guys know, these things are unpredictable.
At this point, I'm going to take about two weeks away, so any MEP that I'm a part of that is due before May 10th, I'm so sorry to say I won't be able to make it, so it's probably best for you to replace me. I'm hoping that it won't have to be longer than that but we'll have to see.
Not that too many people will be trying to get in touch with me, but if you need to, I'll still be active in the chats, forums, and on YT so you can always contact me if you need to. This isn't the most devastating thing that I've been through; this isn't my first rodeo if you know what I mean. But it is incredibly painful for my family so I have to take this time to be with them.
Love you guys. Thank you for your understanding.and just like that || anya&dimitriAmazingRuin2017-04-10 | HD Loves You!
Totally didn't mean to upload this in widescreen but I don't hate it so.
This went quick. Maybe I'm getting my groove back. Maybe my name is also Stella. If you don't get that joke, I'm officially old af. -ohgod-
I'M SORRY MISSA I COULDN'T LET GO OF THE LAST TEXT IN THE VIDEO. IT IS A PRECIOUS BABY AND I CAN'T PULL IT FROM IT'S ENVIRONMENT. -istillappreciateyourhelpsomuch-
Anastasia owned by Twentieth Century Fox 'Still Fallin' For You' song by Ellie Goulding No Copyright Infringement Intended
coloring by...you guessed it, xXAmity0ParkXx{because you are young, and innocent, and good. and im...}AmazingRuin2017-04-07 | HD Loves You!
Maybe there is hope for me after all. Two MEP parts in 3 days, what a record! -____-
I really enjoyed this one. Not a usual theme for me, and I don't edit live action really at all. The theme was to show a characters development, whether positive or negative; such as showing why they're evil. I realized through making this how much more vulnerable Stepmother is in this film. It made her so much more interesting.
Cinderella owned by Disney 'No One's Here To Sleep' song owned by Naughty Boy/Dan Smith Bastille or their managers/record companies No Copyright Infringement Intended
coloring by xXAmity0ParkXx (seriously Karissa, just send me a bill)you used to lie so close to me || yuna&tidusAmazingRuin2017-04-05 | HD Loves You!
Hey look, another MEP part from Heather... I wonder what she'll do next?! Maybe another MEP part? THE WORLD MAY NEVER KNOW!! [/sarcasm]
I'm literally drowning in parts right now you guys. But I just. can't. stop. signing up for more. I NEED THEM ALL. This is how I'm going to die, I'm sure of it. At least I started and finished this one in one day. Maybe I can start a streak now. And maybe I'll also stop signing up for more parts too... #yeahright
Anyway, I still really love editing FFX/X-2 and regret nothing anyway. Hope you guys like my thing.
Final Fantasy X/X-2 owned by Square/Square Enix 'Just Give Me A Reason' song owned by Pink/Fun! or their managers No Copyright Infringement Intended
coloring by xXAmity0ParkXxTHE BEST VIDEO YOULL EVER SEE IN YOUR LIFEAmazingRuin2017-04-01 | You're welcome.
Honestly, I was feeling so down about my editing lately, but after this one, I think I'm right up there with the likes of TheNamelessDoll and Var Roman. I mean, LOOK AT THIS MASTERPIECE.
Man, I'm so good.
aprilfoolsisuckhaha:']dont hurt me || anya&dimitriAmazingRuin2017-03-30 | HD Loves You!!
Idk. I feel like all my stuff looks the same and I'm pretty annoyed by it. But I know I'll get out of this rut at some point. I have to.
Hope you like this anyway.
Anastasia owned by Twentieth Century Fox Song 'What Is Love' sung by Jaymes Young No Copyright Infringement Intended
And since this is an Anastasia video, I'm going to be super lame since I don't do dedications being that I never get anything done on time... and give this one to Michon, who has a birthday today.
I am so happy that you were born today. Basically because I'm happy you were born, since I wouldn't feel myself if you weren't living somewhere in the world that I'm living in. You always have been and always will be my soul sister, someone that understands me better than most and even more than that, someone who inspires me daily with your strength.
I'll never be able to speak to the insane bravery that you hold each and every day, nor your incredible capacity for love. Please don't ever forget how loved and important you are. This world, my world, would not be what it is without you. I can't wait to see your beautiful face again.
I'm taking a cheap shot by making an MEP part a dedication to you, I know. I SWEAR ONE DAY I WILL MAKE A REAL DEDICATION ;____; I'm just so bad at deadlines lately AGH. Anyway, Happy Birthday sweetheart. I am so happy to know you. I love you.{i remember now...how much i loved them}AmazingRuin2017-03-14 | HD Loves You!
I always use the same scenes from Anastasia. They just... speak to me so much. I'm sure the rest of you understand.
Making a video about Anya and her family and having it NOT be all about her grandma is hard. There is so much to explore with them but so little footage. Making this MEP made me realize that I need more of her and her sisters and brother.
Anyway, here's my thing. It's an MEP for DGS.
Anastasia owned by Twentieth Century Fox. "See You Again" song owned by Wiz Khalifa and/or his record company No Copyright Infringement Intended
coloring by OfEnvyPopcorn and Non/DisneyAmazingRuin2017-03-01 | Watch me stuff my face while attempting to edit with a mousepad on my new laptopi dont wanna live forever || pocahontas&johnAmazingRuin2017-02-27 | HD Loves You!
This one was kinda hard, guys. I think I'm becoming too much of a perfectionist these days, and I can't seem to do simple stuff anymore. But I can't really do non simple stuff either lol
Also, masking on a laptop is a BITCH. I don't know how you guys do that shit. I just got a laptop for the first time recently(literally so amazing idk how I survived without it) and it's SO DIFFERENT from editing on a desktop. I don't know how I'll get used to it lol
Anyway, here's my thing.
Pocahontas owned by Disney "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" original song by Taylor Swift and Zayne No Copyright Infringement Intended
coloring by FableSecrets thumbnail coloring(I made the picture all by myself omg yas) by xXAmity0ParkXx{theres gonna be times}AmazingRuin2017-02-17 | HD Loves You!
You know those MEPs where it's a super easy theme and it all comes to you so smoothly and EXACTLY the way you imagined?
Yeah, me neither. Honestly, if I can't even do videos like this, what can I even do? (ohgodthisistheend)
Moana owned by Disney "On Your Side" song by Safetysuit No Copyright Infringement Intended
coloring by xXAmity0ParkXxi dare you || esmeraldaAmazingRuin2017-02-09 | HD Loves You!
Not sure why this took me so long when this theme is super easy. But anyway, here you guys go. Hope you like it.
The Hunchback of Notre Dame owned by Disney "I Dare You" song by Bea Miller No Copyright Infringement Intended
coloring by xXAmity0ParkXx{we can find a way} [MOANA SPOILERS]AmazingRuin2017-01-19 | HD LOVES YOU!!
I totally didn't spend my entire day editing/watching Backstreet Boys videos and crying rather than doing things I should be getting done.
It's like, 4am and I can't seem to do anything right, but I feel good about this at least. I am in love with this song and even more obsessed with Moana, as I know everyone else is. It literally turns me into a sobbing mess.
What I mean is, I'm not normally a sobbing mess at all. hahaimlying
But anyway, it's too late/early for me to do a description right now. Hope you guys like this.
Moana owned by Disney Song "Stand By You" owned by Rachel Platten/affiliated record company No Copyright Infringement Intended
coloring by xXAmity0ParkXxDaily Vlog Channel?AmazingRuin2017-01-04 | I don't know if I explained this very well but I really just want to document doing daily things that are sometimes tough and kind of show how I personally will power through them in the hopes that it will bring some comfort and encouragement to others. Let me know if this is something you would want to see?
My life has been shit lately and the only thing that makes me happy these days is alcohol and hijack. hahaimsopathetic
What do you guys think of my watermark? (pleasevalidatemelolmylifehasnomeaning)
DGS MEP to True Colors
Song "True Colors" covered by Marina and the Diamonds -original by Cindi Lauper Rise of the Guardians and How To Train Your Dragon owned by Dreamworks Animation No Copyright Infringement Intended
coloring by ohstayclassyChristmas Wishlist 2k16 -Read Description-AmazingRuin2016-11-30 | So I haven't done one of these in like... 6 years. I really didn't get the concept of them when I did it in 2010(which is the year that we don't talk about in the editing world, AMIRITEKARISSA?!) and actually asked for real things that require money(insert really embarrassed emoji here).
But NOW, I know what kind of stuff I'm supposed to ask for so here goes:
1. Help/tutorial/walkthrough on downloading/where to get NewBlue FX. I've been editing(albeit on and off) for a long time and it's really becoming quite sad that I have no idea where to get it, or how to do it. So someone that has the time/energy to help an idiot like myself get through it would be my saving grace.
2. A really nice video just like, dedicated to me? I really have hit the saddest point in my life for asking for this. I always hate being that person honestly; I would much rather I be a person that warrants special tributes because I am a good person that sparks a desire for that in others. But unfortunately, it would seem that I am not that person. I guess I kind of want validation. Idk. But if you want to do it, don't tell me you will please, lol. Just do something and upload it whenever you want to, even way after Christmas(my birthday is in February c;) and then I'll be surprised and think that I got it because someone likes me. (lol i'm so sad and my life sucks) If you don't know what I like, go off of the type of videos that I've made. I only really edit to what I like. (HIJACK)(But also something else if you don't want to do HiJack is cool too)
That's really all that I can think of right now. If you have questions, just ask. Thanks guys.I PROMISE IM NOT A HOMELESS PERSONAmazingRuin2016-11-20 | pls halp i have been awake for 29 hrs & i'm dying{I guess every lonely girl would hope that shes a princess}[PREVIEW]AmazingRuin2016-11-02 | ...and somewhere, one little girl is. HD Loves You!
So I promise that this preview is actually real despite my last preview not being so. This project has been going for about 3 months and I would say that I'm over halfway done. Plus, I know I'll get it done because I'm super stoked about it. I hope you guys are too.
Let me know if you want to see the rest. ;]
Anastasia owned by Twentieth Century Fox So Cold song by Nikisha Reyes-Pile No Copyright Infringement Intended
coloring by ohstayclassythis aint no fairytale || moses&tzipporahAmazingRuin2016-10-26 | HD Loves You!
I spent so much time trying to find an HD quality of Prince of Egypt. Then I finally found one, and it doesn't work in my Vegas.
I'm pretty sure that this coloring makes the quality look even worse but it's the best one I've got for this movie because NOTHING. LOOKS GOOD. WITH THIS MOVIE. THAT ISN'T B&W OR SEPIA.
Anyway, I loved editing with Moses and Tzipporah, cause they are super cute. That moment in the morning when she's sleeping is so tender and heartwarming; I love it.
-choosing to forget about the fact that Tzipporah's pits would DEFINITELY NOT be cleanly shaven-
This is for Annnarchist's MEP to We Belong Together.
Prince of Egypt owned by Dreamworks Animation We Belong Together song by Myzica No Copyright Infringement Intended
coloring by Cerceiisms{Its important to hold on}AmazingRuin2016-10-20 | HD Loves You!
I should really be ashamed of myself. I probably actually did work on about... half of this MEP. The masking of the portrait and the orb scenes are Michon's, the masking of Belle walking and her flirty look is from Night130. And the coloring is Karissa's. DX
But I DID change Belle's eye color and masked Hades' smoke!
Anyway, this is my part to the Black Sea MEP for DGS. This was a really hard one for me because Hades WTF and I've never done anything dark like this before. All in all, with all the help I had(-___-) I'm proud of it.
Beauty and the Beast owned by Disney Hercules owned by Disney Black Sea song by Natasha Blume No Copyright Infringement Intended
coloring by xXAmity0ParkXx Hades fanart by RavingRobot on DeviantartI AM THE GOD OF JESUSAmazingRuin2016-10-19 | I think I'm getting obsessed with live streaming guys. Sryntsry