Lisa CimorelliI've never released a song about this boy. I wrote this in August 2016. I still had long hair if that tells you how old this is. He was the first guy who ever actually pursued me. No one had ever made me feel so wanted and I was absolutely crazy for him. Things started off really intense and lovey dovey but slowly began to fizzle out over the course of five months. He didn't have the sense to end things with me as he lost interest and I didn't have the self respect to walk away from someone who no longer cared. Our love died a slow, painful death and it took me meeting someone new to even realize that I could walk away, that this guy wasn't "all I could get". This song is me realizing I should've been more appreciated than I was and that him leading me on really hurt my self esteem.
Of course, the "someone new" in the bridge turned out to be the guy Italy is about so obviously I didn't really get into a better situation HAHA but that's a story for another time ;)
I'm so pleased to share this chapter of my life with you guys and I hope you'll handle it with care. Enjoy Florida π
Verse 1: Boy I bet you think about me all the time, in Florida not far from me I'm on your mind You asked if I would drive down to see you, as if I haven't done enough for you You didn't wanna try, you took over my mind, you kept me tossin' turnin' in the middle of the night Your car broke down and you didn't get a ride, didn't even see me when I took that plane ride Now I'm going through it but I won't give you a call, you let me walk away like it meant nothing at all Now you're all alone in a brand new state you can miss my voice you can miss my face cuz
CHORUS: I was the best you ever had, you'll never find better than me You should've realized what you had, now I'm nothin but a memory
Verse 2: You wanted me to stay and be a secret, you'd hold me long as nobody could see it You never asked if I would be your lady, my family tried to tell me you were shady So much drama tried to keep it all inside, it kept me awake in the middle of the night I tried so hard I just wanted to be right, I tried too hard put up too much of a fight I let you slide when I shoulda let you go, now I'm doin good and you're the one who's all alone I know you think about it and you know
CHORUS: I was the best you ever had, you'll never find better than me You should've realized what you had, now I'm nothin but a memory
You treated me wrong, I wrote so many songs, I should've known in April you were already gone I cried so many tears, I just needed you here, you never came to see me over half of a year I'm with somebody new, he cares more than you, it's healing my anxiety to not be so blue So say what you want, do what you gotta do, I know deep down you know the truth
CHORUS: I was the best you ever had, you'll never find better than me You should've realized what you had, now I'm nothin but a memory
OUTRO: Oh you know I loved you boy, we really could've had it all You could've been the one, but you just let me fall And now I guess we'll never know, I guess we'll never know
Lisa Cimorelli - Florida (Official Audio + Lyrics in Description)Lisa Cimorelli2019-05-17 | I've never released a song about this boy. I wrote this in August 2016. I still had long hair if that tells you how old this is. He was the first guy who ever actually pursued me. No one had ever made me feel so wanted and I was absolutely crazy for him. Things started off really intense and lovey dovey but slowly began to fizzle out over the course of five months. He didn't have the sense to end things with me as he lost interest and I didn't have the self respect to walk away from someone who no longer cared. Our love died a slow, painful death and it took me meeting someone new to even realize that I could walk away, that this guy wasn't "all I could get". This song is me realizing I should've been more appreciated than I was and that him leading me on really hurt my self esteem.
Of course, the "someone new" in the bridge turned out to be the guy Italy is about so obviously I didn't really get into a better situation HAHA but that's a story for another time ;)
I'm so pleased to share this chapter of my life with you guys and I hope you'll handle it with care. Enjoy Florida π
Verse 1: Boy I bet you think about me all the time, in Florida not far from me I'm on your mind You asked if I would drive down to see you, as if I haven't done enough for you You didn't wanna try, you took over my mind, you kept me tossin' turnin' in the middle of the night Your car broke down and you didn't get a ride, didn't even see me when I took that plane ride Now I'm going through it but I won't give you a call, you let me walk away like it meant nothing at all Now you're all alone in a brand new state you can miss my voice you can miss my face cuz
CHORUS: I was the best you ever had, you'll never find better than me You should've realized what you had, now I'm nothin but a memory
Verse 2: You wanted me to stay and be a secret, you'd hold me long as nobody could see it You never asked if I would be your lady, my family tried to tell me you were shady So much drama tried to keep it all inside, it kept me awake in the middle of the night I tried so hard I just wanted to be right, I tried too hard put up too much of a fight I let you slide when I shoulda let you go, now I'm doin good and you're the one who's all alone I know you think about it and you know
CHORUS: I was the best you ever had, you'll never find better than me You should've realized what you had, now I'm nothin but a memory
You treated me wrong, I wrote so many songs, I should've known in April you were already gone I cried so many tears, I just needed you here, you never came to see me over half of a year I'm with somebody new, he cares more than you, it's healing my anxiety to not be so blue So say what you want, do what you gotta do, I know deep down you know the truth
CHORUS: I was the best you ever had, you'll never find better than me You should've realized what you had, now I'm nothin but a memory
OUTRO: Oh you know I loved you boy, we really could've had it all You could've been the one, but you just let me fall And now I guess we'll never know, I guess we'll never knowONE TAKE LIVE COVER - I Care by BeyonceLisa Cimorelli2022-10-24 | In honor of Beyonce and all the ways she has taught me to sing, I wanted to do a live, one take cover of her most underrated song!!! I Care!! Ahhh! So good! Haha some of you guys have heard me sing this song back in 2012. Always will be one of my favorite songs to sing! And no there is no autotune or pitch correction on this recording, just some reverb haha.
Thanks for watching and enjoy this fun random video!
hello all. just living out my avril lavigne dreams. thanks so much for listening. ahaha. the story behind this version is that this is how I originally imagined the song! I wrote it hearing these instruments in my head but I didn't really know how to recreate it so I just produced my own acoustic demo. I ended up loving how it sounded and just released it like that, but when I saw everyone's amazing response to the acoustic version, it really touched me and I wanted to do something special for the one year anniversary of the song. I hope you guys love this version as much as I do! I was shamelessly inspired by avril lavigne's power ballads on her Girlfriend album and pretty much just wanted to recreate that feeling so if you hear that vibe, that is exactly what I was going for π
thanks for listening and I hope you all know you DO deserve to be loved!! so much can change in a year, a month, or even a moment. I am writing this married and pregnant but four years ago I truly believed I would die alone. don't give up on yourself or believe you are less than anyone else just because you're a little broken. everything will change and you WILL see your day in the sun! you guys are all amazing and deserve the best!! β€οΈ
I have had this video on my computer for A LITERAL YEAR NOW π This is my camcorder + iPhone vlog of our Bahamas beach vacation before the world shut down last year. This was one of my all time favorite vacations! Ugh I miss it all the time, no joke. I cannot wait to go back! I know this footage is so random but let me know if you guys enjoyed this and want more videos like this! It was really easy to make which explains why it is so random HAHA.
Love you guys and thanks for watching!!! β€οΈ
instagram.com/lisacimorelliLisa Cimorelli x Parker - Stand Up (Official Lyric Video)Lisa Cimorelli2020-07-17 | Iβve lived a lot of my life trapped in my own head. I would get my feelings hurt and just sit there in pain and not tell anyone for years and years. The things Iβve kept inside are still following me and affecting me today and I have to work on talking about it and getting it out. Keeping things bottled up is so damaging to myself and the people around me. Itβs not healthy! I deserve to be free and the people I love deserve a chance to fix things. Itβs not fair to be mad at someone for something they didnβt even know affected you. You have to give people a chance to right their wrongs and you have to give yourself a chance to be free. I wrote Stand Up last summer when I realized I needed to change my ways but honestly it applies to so many situations going on in the world right now. I hope it can help you guys feel strong enough to speak up when you need to! It has helped me so many times when I needed bravery and courage.
Iβm so glad Parker sent me this track last July and trusted me with his art! I wrote this so fast because it was so easy to create over his amazing music.
SAVE STAND UP ON SPOTIFY/APPLE MUSIC/MORE: http://smarturl.it/parkerxlisa_standup/
I hope you guys will send this to anyone you think might need to hear it. Love you guys and donβt be afraid to #StandUp. Or do.... but feel the fear and do it anyway β€οΈLisa Cimorelli - Fading Away (Official Audio + Lyrics in Description)Lisa Cimorelli2020-05-22 | FADING AWAY IS FINALLY HERE!!!!!!!! π» I'm so excited to hear what you guys think of this one! I wrote this song last August when I realized how scarily out of touch with myself I'd been all summer. I didn't really feel sad but I definitely didn't feel happy. I was very grey and numb and it freaked me out. Usually a dark time for me means lots of pain and knowing exactly where it's coming from but this was a strange anxiety lacking any sense of direction or what to do about it. Eventually I realized I had lost all priority in my own life and I felt so dead inside because I put myself last for months in a row and was feeling the side effects of that. I continually ignored my needs and desires until I couldn't feel them anymore and that was the scary emptiness I was experiencing. It was such a relief to figure that out and be able to do something about it but I was so concerned/scared before I understood that. If you've ever felt extremely overwhelmed yet completely clueless about how to fix it, just know that you're totally not alone and I'm right there with you. I'm glad I can share this story because if any of you are in the same boat, maybe it'll help you as well to prioritize yourself and your mental health and see if that kicks you back into gear. Love you guys and remember, you are important. You deserve to feel seen and understood, especially by your own mind. Make sure you're giving yourself the time and attention you deserve 'cause no one deserves to feel so abandoned, especially not by their own heart.
I feel like Iβve been gone for a long time My bodyβs present but I cannot find my mind I used to love feeling everything inside But Iβm afraid the wellβs run dry
Every time I get a second to myself I canβt help but give it up to someone else My brain is like a cavernous empty shell and Iβm lost inside
What is going on? Where has my heart gone? I miss the sun
CHORUS: I paint a smile on my face, I keep my hands busy I try to trick myself but I know I am not okay Iβm breaking under the weight, of the guilt filling up my plate I feel myself fading away...
I just wanna be left all alone Donβt wanna say yes Donβt wanna say no Donβt wanna hear a sound anywhere I go The pain is too much, just let me be alone.
It hurts me to stay, it kills me to go Letting you down, hurts more than you know. And I could never be, all that you want And it's been tearing me apart
What is going on? Why am I so numb? I miss the sun
CHORUS: I paint a smile on my face, I keep my hands busy I try to trick myself but I know I am not okay Iβm breaking under the weight, of the guilt filling up my plate I feel myself fading away...
And I know I can't keep living this way All these sleepless nights and wasted days I know what's to come if I don't change I'll soon have faded away...
I think of everyone else But no one's there for me I've got to love myself And tell them I am not okay
I'm buried under the shame And there's nobody else to blame I feel myself fading away I won't let myself fade away...
Love you guys,
xo - Lisa CimorelliLisa Cimorelli - I Dont Deserve It (Acoustic)Lisa Cimorelli2020-03-27 | Ugh. This is a sad one. It's the most recent song I released and still very raw for me. I was really nervous to sing this one live for you guys but I'm excited to share this performance. This song comes straight from the heart and is honestly how I've felt most of my life, long before I was in a relationship, I just didn't realize how deep it went. I'm so glad you guys have been loving this one on Spotify and I hope you like it in this raw, acoustic form too :)
As usual, there is NO AUTOTUNE in this video. I've always loved watching live performances of my favorite artists and hearing their raw talent/unprocessed vocals. Unfortunately, the majority of live performances today have tons of effects and tuning on them and we don't really get to hear singers in their natural state as much. But I think it's so magical to witness musicians living in their gift and I'm really excited to let you guys hear me properly just as I am, mistakes and all.
LYRICS: Breathing in, breathing out Tryina be composed I can feel it coming I'm about to be exposed Tell me what I'm thinkin' boy 'Cause I know you can read my mind And if I'm thinking what you're thinking Why don't we take this thing for a ride I'm burning up in this heat, oh my
What it is What it ain't, boy Tell me what's it gonna be tonight Don't cha keep me waiting Let's get this party started off right 'Cause I'm liking what I'm seeing You could be just what I need in my life Don't cha keep me waiting You're gonna make me lose my mind You're gonna make me lose my
Moving in, moving out Coming in so close Talking for hours As if time just froze This kind of thing that's happening It only happens once in a while I know you're thinking what I'm thinking And I know you're not exactly shy So go ahead and take the lead now
What it is What it ain't, boy Tell me what's it gonna be tonight Don't cha keep me waiting Let's get this party started off right 'Cause I'm liking what I'm seeing You could be just what I need in my life Don't cha keep me waiting You're gonna make me lose my mind You're gonna make me lose my
What it is What it ain't, boy Tell me what's it gonna be tonight Don't cha keep me waiting Let's get this party started off right 'Cause I'm liking what I'm seeing You could be just what I need in my life Don't cha keep me waiting You're gonna make me lose my mind You're gonna make me lose myLisa Cimorelli - Back To Me (Acoustic)Lisa Cimorelli2020-03-17 | LIVE performance of Back To Me - Lisa Cimorelli.
I'm BACK with another live/acoustic video! I feel like this song has been a little swept under the rug but it really is so close to my heart so I'm hoping it reaches more people with this video. I loved writing and recording it and wanted to give it a second life with an acoustic performance. As usual, there is NO AUTOTUNE in this video. I've always loved watching live performances of my favorite artists and hearing their raw talent/unprocessed vocals. Unfortunately, the majority of live performances today have tons of effects and tuning on them and we don't really get to hear voices in their natural state as much. But I think it's so magical to witness musicians living in their gift and I'm really excited to let you guys hear me properly just as I am, mistakes and all.
Give this video a thumbs up if you want I Don't Deserve It LIVE next ;) Love you guys so much and make sure to subscribe if you haven't yet!
xoxo - Lisa CimorelliLisa Cimorelli - I Dont Deserve It (Official Audio + Lyrics)Lisa Cimorelli2020-02-14 | Ahhh. This one is personal. I wrote this song in September when I was realizing some ugly truths about my self esteem that I didn't dare face before I was in a relationship. As a single teenager (and then woman), I always believed I would gladly accept the love I deserved once I finally received it. I was "holding out for the right one" and ready to live happily ever after with him. But once I got there, I squirmed internally. I constantly predicted rejections that didn't come, punishments that never happened and abandonment I have yet to see. The more I opened up, the more I flinched and expected pain. But I was welcomed with open arms and that hurt the most. It hurt me to realize I haven't always been accepted by men. That I haven't really been known before this. That men I've known haven't really taken an interest in who I am past the surface. It felt like no one ever tried for me and that cut deep. I saw things about my past that I'd been avoiding for years and they poured out into this song. So much pain from my past came crashing out of me as I bawled my eyes out in my bed writing these lyrics. This song came quickly and easily from start to finish because it's true. I was just telling my story. So to anyone who happens upon this and hears it, thank you for listening. Thank you for giving me a chance. If you relate to this, I'm sorry to hear that and I hope you can heal and find real love soon. It is worth the wait, worth the struggle and it can hurt just as much as the pain of your past but it brings a reward much better than how things are now: peace.
Thank you guys so much for listening and sharing this song.
LYRICS: I wanna look confident, I wanna be tough. I spent 24 years alone, hiding from everyone. But then you came along, and we fell in love. Iβm not used to being seen this much by anyone. Iβve been invisible since I was a child. Iβm good at comforting myself when I cry. And all this time I didnβt know the reason why. But I can see it now with you by my side
CHORUS: When you look at me, when you ask me how Iβm doing, when you take the time to get to know me, itβs all too much. When you talk to me, itβs the simple things that kill me. And I love the way you love me, but I feel like I donβt deserve it.
The way I see myself, it isnβt right. Undeserving, so unworthy of a minute of your time. And I canβt just be myself, I try so hard. I want to earn love and affection so I play my part Iβve been invisible since I was a child. Itβs hard to sit here now and let you see me cry And yeah itβs painful always keeping it inside. But when you look into my eyes, I wanna run and hide
CHORUS: When you look at me, when you ask me how Iβm doing, when you take the time to get to know me, itβs all too much. When you talk to me, itβs the simple things that kill me. And I love the way you love me, but I feel like I donβt deserve it.
BRIDGE: I feel like I deserve to be alone, I feel like Iβm worse than everyone. And Iβve always felt this way. But you still love me as I am, you still want me and I donβt understand
CHORUS: When you look at me, when you ask me how Iβm doing, when you take the time to get to know me, itβs all too much. When you talk to me, itβs the simple things that kill me. And I love the way you love me, but I feel like I donβt deserve it...
Love you guys forever and ever. Thank you for listening.
I wrote this song thinking it would never come out and I was completely okay with that. Once I played it for my boyfriend, I felt like it had served it's purpose. I was scared to let it live beyond the reach of our ears. It's very vulnerable for me to share my feelings about my relationship this openly. It feels weird letting people know how I feel about such a personal matter but I realized that this song could connect a lot of couples or reach those wishing to fall in love. I wanted to describe how I was being treated and how safe I felt for those wondering if they're in a good situation or not and also for those wondering if love even exists. A lot of times in my life I've turned on love songs searching for hope or an example to look up to but I just hear people describing having strong feelings for a person and not giving good reasons as to why they have those feelings. Feelings based on no solid action of respect, love or kindness do not mean anything to me. That's just attraction and attraction can coexist with dishonesty, pain, betrayal and confusion. I didn't want to leave any questions as to whether or not this was for real. I truly feel the benefits of the kind of situation I'm in and I wanted to share that with the world in a way that could be an example for people like me four years ago. People who believe that love truly is a lie. I used to think that about myself and every couple I saw but I can say now that it is, in fact, not true. I hope this song can bring you a little hope if you're still in that mindset OR help you celebrate if you've made it to the other side with a true and solid partner.
Btw I highly recommend it for wedding montages and engagement videos hahaha. Its a vibe.
Huge shoutout to Hudson Henry for sending me this beautiful track in the first place and inspiring one of my favorite songs I've ever written! Hudson you a real one!! Haha make sure you save it and play it on repeat and SUBSCRIBE for more music and life updates from me! π
Love you guys so much and thank you for listening. Thank you for supporting my music and helping me live my ultimate dream. It's not possible without YOU so thank you for keeping me afloat. You guys are the ACTUAL BEST πβ€οΈ love you all and see you soon with more music.
xoxo - Lisa Cimorelli
VIDEO BY: Pablo SΓ‘nchez Escudero
Featuring: Emilio JR as βGuyβ Rosa NG as βGirlβLisa Cimorelli - Back To Me (Official Audio + Lyrics)Lisa Cimorelli2019-11-08 | I wrote this song in 2017 when I wasn't as over someone as I wanted to be. This is the song that came after the well-wishing of my song Florida. I wanted to move on, I wanted to be sure of myself and I wanted to be totally fine without him... but I wasn't. The worst part was it had been so long since things ended and I felt like "I should be over him by now", as if there was something wrong with me making it so I couldn't move on. And maybe that was why he didn't want me anymore... This song is for anyone who just can't seem to let go. For those who feel like they're stuck in the past but can't move. For anyone who feels like it's been way too long for you to still be thinking about that person... but here you are, still so attached. It's okay to be hurting. It's okay to not be okay. Just remember, you are so lovable just the way you are and you don't need another human being to complete you. We all feel a little empty sometimes but no person can truly fill that aching hole in your heart, only God. Be kind to yourself. It'll get better soon. Hang in there. Let the emotions pass on their own and just accept that this is your life right now. But remember, this won't be your life forever.
Love you guys πΉ
LYRICS:
It was a different time, long ago when the stars aligned You laid there as you looked in my eyes, you said that you just wanted to protect me
We were frozen in time, I was yours and you were mine Boy what we had was hard to find, I couldn't see the end I thought that you were made for me
And now the air feels so cold, no one to hold Is this really our destiny? I still see your eyes, late at night I still think about what you said to me
I, I'm feeling like I'm lost at sea So far apart, you're still in my heart, I wish that I could bring you back to me And I, I know you needed to be free But nothing's okay, you're so far away, I wish that I could bring you back to me
You're doing so well, out in the world, yeah you're finding yourself You're moving on and I can tell Things are going well, you're following your dreams
I wanna be fine, I wanna say what I did was right, I know I'm the one who said goodbye, but I'm still holding on it's weighing down on me
I, I'm feeling like I'm lost at sea So far apart, you're still in my heart, I wish that I could bring you back to me And I, I know you needed to be free But nothing's okay, you're so far away, I wish that I could bring you back to me
I, I'm feeling like I'm lost at sea So far apart, you're still in my heart, I wish that I could bring you back to me And I, I know you needed to be free But nothing's okay, you're so far away, I wish that I could bring you back to meadopting a kitten! (my second cat)Lisa Cimorelli2019-09-27 | MEET MY BABY GIRL KITTEN, PENELOPE π» she is so precious and sweet, i've had her for about a month now but I wanted to wait to upload this little vlog until after my acoustic mini series videos was done. she has gained some weight since this was filmed and is super healthy and playful now! she was a tad scrawny when we found her. i'm having so much fun being a crazy cat mom and my room is slowly being over taken by cat toys π thanks for watching and make sure to check out my acoustic mini series that just went up! :)
xoxo - Lisa CimorelliLisa Cimorelli - Italy (Live)Lisa Cimorelli2019-09-20 | Soooo excited to share this series with you guys! I have always LOVED watching live performances from other artists and hearing the stories behind their music. It is so special to me to experience someone's voice in a stripped down setting without all the production. That said, it was EXTREMELY important to me that these performances contained NO AUTOTUNE. Sadly, almost every "live" video we see nowadays is heavily edited and, in my opinion, not accurate. We intentionally left the little flaws in and are proud to give these videos to you in a very authentic form so you guys can hear me exactly as I am. I love how they turned out and I hope you guys can get even closer with these songs in their new form!
I also uploaded all of these to Spotify & iTunes so make sure to save this version!
Thank you guys SO MUCH for supporting my solo project and sharing your stories with me as you encounter my music! It means the WORLD to me that you all relate so much to my songs and are loving them ππ More on the way! Stay tuned!!
xoxo - Lisa Cimorelli :)Lisa Cimorelli - Florida (Live)Lisa Cimorelli2019-09-13 | Part 2 of my live acoustic series! I love singing this song and sharing my more soulful side with you guys. Make sure to SAVE this version on Spotify and Apple Music (PLUS MORE!)Β π
Soooo excited to share this series with you guys! I have always LOVED watching live performances from other artists and hearing the stories behind their music. It is so special to me to experience someone's voice in a stripped down setting without all the production. That said, it was EXTREMELY important to me that these performances contained NO AUTOTUNE. Sadly, almost every "live" video we see nowadays is heavily edited and, in my opinion, not accurate. We intentionally left the little flaws in and are proud to give these videos to you in a very authentic form so you guys can hear me exactly as I am. I love how they turned out and I hope you guys can get even closer with these songs in their new form!
I also uploaded all of these to Spotify & iTunes so make sure to save this version!
Thank you guys SO MUCH for supporting my solo project and sharing your stories with me as you encounter my music! It means the WORLD to me that you all relate so much to my songs and are loving them ππ More on the way! Stay tuned!!
xoxo - Lisa Cimorelli :)Lisa Cimorelli - Goodbye (Live)Lisa Cimorelli2019-09-06 | Soooo excited to share this series with you guys! I have always LOVED watching live performances from other artists and hearing the stories behind their music. It is so special to me to experience someone's voice in a stripped down setting without all the production. That said, it was EXTREMELY important to me that these performances contained NO AUTOTUNE. Sadly, almost every "live" video we see nowadays is heavily edited and, in my opinion, not accurate. We intentionally left the little flaws in and are proud to give these videos to you in a very authentic form so you guys can hear me exactly as I am. I love how they turned out and I hope you guys can get even closer with these songs in their new form!
SAVE Goodbye (LIVE) on Spotify + Apple Music + MORE:
Thank you guys SO MUCH for supporting my solo project and sharing your stories with me as you encounter my music! It means the WORLD to me that you all relate so much to my songs and are loving them ππ More on the way! Stay tuned!!
xoxo - Lisa Cimorelli :)Lisa Cimorelli - Florida (Official Lyric Video)Lisa Cimorelli2019-05-20 | I've never made a lyric video before so this was quite a learning process for me! Haha I had a ton of fun making this and I know it's not all the easiest thing to read but I really liked these clips because they're 100% real, this is just footage from my time in Florida. So here are the lyrics to just read normally in case it moved too fast for any of you. Enjoy Florida and let me know in the comments if you're in or have been in a similar situation. I love reading your stories!
Also this song is very personal to me and you can read the full story behind this song in the description for the official audio video here: youtube.com/watch?v=cgvog8O7rBw
LYRICS:
Boy I bet you think about me all the time, in Florida not far from me I'm on your mind. You asked if I would drive down to see you, as if I haven't done enough for you.
You didn't wanna try, you took over my mind. You kept me tossin', turnin' in the middle of the night. Your car broke down and you didn't get a ride, didn't even see me when I took that plane ride. Now I'm going through it but I won't give you a call, you let me walk away like I meant nothing at all. Now you're all alone in a brand new state you can miss my voice you can miss my face cuz
I was the best you ever had, you'll never find better than me. You should've realized what you had, now I'm nothin but a memory.
You wanted me to stay and be a secret, you'd hold me long as nobody could see it. You never asked if I would be your lady, my family tried to tell me you were shady.
So much drama tried to keep it all inside, it kept me awake in the middle of the night. I tried so hard I just wanted to be right, I tried too hard put up too much of a fight. I let you slide when I shoulda let you go, now I'm doin good and you're the one who's all alone. I know you think about it and you know, that
I was the best you ever had, you'll never find better than me. You should've realized what you had, now I'm nothin but a memory.
You treated me wrong, I wrote so many songs. I should've known in April you were already gone. I cried so many tears, I just needed you here. You never came to see me over half of a year. I'm with somebody new, he cares more than you. It's healing my anxiety to not be so blue. So say what you want, do what you gotta do, I know deep down you know the truth.
I was the best you ever had, you'll never find better than me. You should've realized what you had, now I'm nothin but a memory, oh
You know I loved you boy, we really could've had it all. You could've been the one, but you just let me fall. And now I guess we'll never know, I guess we'll never know...
xoxo, Lisa CimorelliLisa Cimorelli - Italy (Official Audio + Lyrics in Description)Lisa Cimorelli2019-01-25 | I wrote this song on tour during one of the saddest heartbreaks of my life. It is truly a piece of my heart and I think the lyrics pretty much explain themselves so I'll just leave you with these. Hope you enjoy and if you have a story that this song makes you think of, I'd love to hear it in the comments π
I didn't want you to text me, I didn't ask you to care. I didn't tell you to tell me, you're always gonna be there. You say that you just gotta let me know, but you're always gonna let me go. And I fall so hard, every time you push me. You got your perfect aim and perfect words, and I always end up getting hurt. Now I'm crying in the bath tub here in Italy. CHORUS: Why do you love to lead me on? Do you just want to be in my songs? Did you ever care for me at all? Or was it just fun and games all along? I saw the real you, and I really loved you, but I don't know where that person has gone. You just got here, to tell me you love me, and you're already gone. I didn't want you to chase me, I didn't ask you to run. You never knew me, the real me, you just assumed I was the one. I already walked away and said goodbye, and you're already back to make me cry. It hurts so bad how much I can't trust you. You say I mean more to you than I could know, but you're always gonna let me go. I have to stop letting myself believe you CHORUS Why do you love to lead me on? Do you just want to be in my songs? Did you ever care for me at all? Or was it just fun and games all along? I saw the real you, and I really loved you, but I don't know where that person has gone. You just got here, to tell me you love me, and you're already gone. You're in my town for a day and that's how long you let me cross your mind. As soon as you leave the state, you forget my name, once again you leave me behind. This could go on forever, I could just let you stay. But I'm burning our bridge to the ground and walking away BREAKDOWN CHORUS: Why do you love to lead me on? Tell me the truth, oh please dear John. Did you ever care for me at all? Or was it just fun and games all along? I saw the real you, and I really loved you, but I don't know where that person has gone. You just got here, to tell me you love me, and you're already gone.
Love you guys and thanks for listening π
- Lisa CimorelliLisa Cimorelli - Unloved (Live)Lisa Cimorelli2018-12-31 | I wanted to tell the story of Unloved a little more in depth for you guys and paint a picture of what my life was like when I wrote it. I never thought I would get to a place where I thought so lowly of myself but it snuck up on me as I sunk lower and lower. My self esteem was trashed and I truly believed no one cared about me and nobody ever would. Now I see how wrong I was but in the midst of those tough times I was truly lost. Hanging out with dangerous men, starving myself, shopping 24/7 to distract myself from how empty I was inside, that was just how my life was in 2015 and I'm not proud of it but I do know I wouldn't be the person I am today if I hadn't gone through that ugly period of darkness. I'm happy to say that I don't relate to this song much anymore and my life is night and day from where it used to be, but to those who do relate to these lyrics, just know that I've been there and I completely understand. No one gets through life without getting hurt so if you're lost in your own darkness right now, just please keep holding on and keep fighting. Your efforts WILL be rewarded, these things WON'T last forever and you WILL find happiness. Don't give up. You are not alone. Love you guys,
hope you love this amazing piece of art. shot on my iphone, directed by steven spielberg, produced by warner brothers. coming soon to a theater near u !
*mwah*
xoxo - lisa cimLisa Cimorelli - Goodbye (OFFICIAL AUDIO)Lisa Cimorelli2018-11-09 | MY SONG GOODBYE IS OUT NOW!!!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! πππππ STREAM IT ON REPEAT AND SCREAM IT FROM THE MOUNTAIN TOPS IT'S FINALLY HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Really hope you guys love this song as much as I do. All I ask is that you share it with ANYONE you think might like it too and help me spread the word and share my art with the world! Love you guys SO much and from the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU FOR LISTENING!!!!!! πππLisa Cimorelli - Unloved (Official Audio)Lisa Cimorelli2018-09-24 | STREAM "Unloved" ON APPLE MUSIC: itunes.apple.com/us/album/unloved-single/1430043504
Love, Lisa CimorelliMY SONG Unloved IS OUT NOW!!!!!!Lisa Cimorelli2018-09-21 | MY SONG UNLOVED IS OUT NOW AAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!! I have been DREAMING of this day for so long I can't believe it's finally here. Wow. Love you guys so much, thank you for making this possible. This is truly a dream come true and also a very vulnerable moment for me so it means A LOT to have all this amazing support and energy behind this release. This song is so personal and means so much to me, I hope you guys connect with it and share it with whomever you think might need it! Love you guys SO MUCH and thank you for being with me on this journey!!! I couldn't ask for a better family supporting me every step of the way ugh π
LOVE YOU GUYS AND HAPPY UNLOVED RELEASE DAY!!!!!!!!!
xoxo - Lisa Cimorelli πDysfuntional LYRIC EXPLANATIONLisa Cimorelli2018-09-14 | MY NEW SONG #Dysfuntional IS OUT NOW!!!!!!! I had so much fun writing this with Parker, I can't believe it's finally here!!!! I hope you guys connect with the lyrics and JAAAM OUT to it π
I know it's not the most uplifting song in the world but I really do wanna spread a message with this one and help anyone out there who's in a bad situation like I was realize what they're doing to themselves by staying there. I thought I had all the time in the world to date all these kooky people but eventually it's just not fun anymore to do things "for fun". It started to become really damaging and I had to make the very difficult decision to walk away.
Love you guys so much and thank you for sharing this video and song!!!! It means the WORLD to me. Couldn't do this at all without people like you so THANK YOU for being on this journey with me!!! Love you all and HAPPY DYSFUNCTIONAL RELEASE DAY!!!!!!!!!
PS stay tuned for next Friday when MY FIRST EVER SOLO SINGLE #Unloved COMES OUT!!!!!!!!! (Dysfuntional is a collab, Unloved is purely my song haha AAAHHHH)
- Lisa CimorelliSPEAKING AT A UNIVERSITY (COLLEGE DROPOUT)Lisa Cimorelli2018-02-25 | BFF ROAD TRIP TIME!!!!!!! haha I had so much fun going to IU Bloomington (Indiana University Bloomington) and talking to some of the students about my experience in the music industry + being a social media influencer. I definitely wanna do more stuff like this, I didn't realize how much I love speaking! comment what school you go to I wanna know where my subscribers are!i tried to be a vlogger for a weekLisa Cimorelli2018-02-08 | i found this from last summer and it is pathetic how quickly i got sidetracked and forgot to film and then forgot to edit the footage until seven months later wow ahahaha. just call me lisa paul!1!!1!
family friendly pg cleanLisa Cimorelli Live StreamLisa Cimorelli2018-02-08 | ...pondering life // silver makeup // silver hairLisa Cimorelli2017-11-22 | Idk where this came from, I had a 12 minute clip that I filmed before this that went with it but it was so long it wouldnβt download and idk what i was saying in it ahaha. But I felt like this one stands in its own and I never shared it with you guys so here you go! Discuss it in the comments, let me know what you think or if you have stories that go with it or against it. Iβm all ears ππΌtell me if this makes sense...Lisa Cimorelli2017-05-07 | sorry if i'm talking kinda fast, i was just letting my mind flow and trying to make this make as much sense as possible but i was still developing my thoughts as i spoke haha. just reflecting on being open hearted vs. closed off and attracting love into your life vs. shutting it out. sometimes i'm scared that if i let myself close up i will be alone forever and miss all opportunities for the rest of my life but in reality i can open up and let love in at any time, it's all up to me.Falling Slowly (cover) - Lisa Cimorelli and Kenny HollandLisa Cimorelli2017-02-02 | We shot this a while ago and I realized I never uploaded it to youtube hahaha #Professional
So here it is! Enjoy our cover of Falling Slowly from the movie Once :)
SNAPCHAT: itslisacim TWITTER: http://twitter.com/lisacim INSTAGRAM: http://instagram.com/lisacimorellirandom cover i filmed on halloween hahaLisa Cimorelli2016-11-07 | This song is called Reach Right Down and it's from the musical Starmites. I feel like absolutely no one will know it so why even bother putting it in the title π but I always loved this song and it still gets stuck in my head pretty often even though I was in this show over 12 years ago. I filmed this as I was in the middle of getting my costume on so that's why I'm wearing the gangster chain and no makeup ahahaha but yeah. It's 1 AM here in London, I'm on tour and super jet lagged and someone on periscope earlier said I should post more on my personal YouTube and I agreed. So here we are ππΌπβοΈπ€β€οΈβ¨Demi Lovato - Stone Cold (Snippet)Lisa Cimorelli2016-04-29 | welp it doesn't get more raw than singing alone in your car ahaha. I like to record myself like this whenever I can and just hear my vocals and how I'm doing, I've been practicing like this since I was probably 14 and it always brings so much to my attention. I highly recommend it. but yeah I didn't know this song very well at the time so you can hear the little mess ups haha oh well. hope you enjoy the clip anyway lmhoCimorelli - Fall Back live at dinner πLisa Cimorelli2016-03-21 | Soooo we were at dinner and somehow ended up performing hahahaPracticing Lord I Need You (cover)Lisa Cimorelli2016-03-01 | Filmed this while we were rehearsing for a special private performance haha wanted to hear how everything was sounding. Thought you guys might like it! I have some more videos like this, let me know if you guys want them :)Cant Be Friends Trey Songz Piano IntroLisa Cimorelli2015-12-28 | This is what happens when you haven't played a song in months and your brothers are playing video games upstairs while you're trying to remember it hahahaMy Hands - Leona Lewis (Improvised Cover lol)Lisa Cimorelli2015-12-13 | I've never actually played this song before, I've just listened to it a million times so I was kinda figuring it out as I went.... That might come as a shock considering how smoothly it all flowed. Hahaha also yes my voice is dang raspy at the end, it doesn't hurt but it's been coming out that way lately if I'm not warmed up. It's a recent phenomenon that I can't say I hate. HahahaPracticing an old piece I wroteLisa Cimorelli2015-09-08 | I think I wrote this when I was like 17? Maybe 18, not sure. Back when I literally just hid in my house and played piano most of the day haha. Haven't played this in a while so I was just filming myself whilst working out the kinks haha thought you guys might like to hear it anyway!
Come see us on our US tour!!! 9/27 San Diego, CA 9/28 Los Angeles, CA 9/29 Santa Ana, CA 9/30 San Francisco, CA 10/4 Portland, Oregon 10/5 Seattle, Washington 10/11 St. Louis, MO 10/15 Atlanta, GA 10/16 Greensboro, NC 10/21 Orlando, FL 10/22 Gainesville, FL 10/24 St. Petersburg, FL 10/25 Ft. Lauderdale, FL #HEARTSONFIRETOUR Get tickets and VIP at cimorellimusic.com β€οΈDoing laundry singing gospel (old)Lisa Cimorelli2013-10-29 | This is what I do sometimes when I'm putting my clothes away. Me failing to be a gospel singer to the tune of father can you hear me hahahaEgo by Beyonce (piano cover) + Maple Leaf Rag (sloppy)Lisa Cimorelli2013-10-08 | Super old video! Sorry you can't really see my hands lol I just set my phone on the piano while I was messing around. I don't have like a phone tripod haha so this is how it turned out! Me playing part of Ego by Beyonce and then some really sloppy Maple Leaf Rag. Like extremely sloppy. Hahaha well anyway enjoy my interesting piano playing :D
- Lisa :)I thought I was alone on our busLisa Cimorelli2013-07-31 | Mike our tour manager interrupted my serenadeLook who we found outside our tour bus :DLisa Cimorelli2013-07-18 | via YouTube CaptureLEAVING FOR TOUR TOMORROW!!!Lisa Cimorelli2013-07-14 | This is how Joey and I spend our last night together. For three weeks my sisters and I will be all across the Mid West and East Coast promoting Made In America! COME SAY HI :D updates and schedules on http://facebook.com/cimorelliband http://twitter.com/cimorelliband and http://instagram.com/cimorelliband (@cimorelliband on instagram)Roses by Outkast (piano snippet)Lisa Cimorelli2013-04-28 | I figured out how to play this when I was 12 so it's kinda simplified haha enjoy!CJ Baran on the Cim Fam EPLisa Cimorelli2013-04-06 | Hahahahah ooolllddd video I just found on our computer. He's a crackup!Let The Church Say AmenLisa Cimorelli2013-03-06 | Just did a photoshoot for Bravo. Someone let me get a hold of the laptop lol mistakeShirts!Lisa Cimorelli2012-09-21 | What I'm listening to/obsessed with: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pizM6gN25ik&feature=plcp
Thank you guys so much for all the awesome birthday presents, super sweet messages, tweets, comments, everything. I reallyyyyy appreciate it! I think this was the best birthday I've ever had and you guys helped make that happen so THANK YOU :))) Nick and I had a great day and had a ton of fun watching all the sweet videos you guys made for us! THANK YOUUUUU :)
xoxo - Lisa :)WE WILL NEVER BE 18 AGAAAAAAAAAAINLisa Cimorelli2012-09-18 | Check out "The First Time" by Boys Like Girls HERE: youtube.com/watch?v=SIS1dl8f88s fav song right now! WE WILL NEVER BE 18 AGAIN AND GUESS WHAT TOMORROW IS MY 19TH BIRTHDAY SO SEND ME CAKE hahaha jk. but yeah. YAAAAAAAAAAAY FOR BIRTHDAYS :D