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MYCOLOGISTS GAME / rana ( #vocagatheringBETA )

celestrai 2025-04-05 | mycologist /maɪˈkɑː.lə.dʒɪst/ (noun)
find out what is left of me

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Song: celestrai
Vocal: Rana V4
Artwork: AcidKeyLime ( acidkeylime.com )

Special thanks to khanadee & onairic for being my ears on the mix!

Lyrics:
taken over
but kept covered
a close-kept parasite

intertwined, yet
long since un-beloved,
past - yet your spores still root with spite

the the THE
rot behind my ears is whispering my name
I would rather it be quiet,
it reminds me of the shame
the shame of giving you my heart
a choice so insane
that discovering the origin’s left to be
MYCOLOGIST’S GAME

mycelium converges - maybe I need help
when the layers coalesce - no I'll never tell
a parasite embedded - I’m not doing well
I can’t begin to salvage - what’s left of “myself”
x3

under my skin
memories will still sprout
deep and within
I can’t dig them out
x2

subsumed and consumed in whole
my body broken down

after all…

oh, a
beating in my chest is drowning out my name
I can’t remember the quiet
from before my broken shame
in my slowly supplanted heart
no part is the same
no mortician could identify whats left for a
mycologist

the the the
separation's gone between me and the pain
I became all that you made me be
To carry your blame
Giving you my everything
ended all the same:
every part of my biology replaced with mycology
Rotted to the bone and mycelium veins
There’s nobody left to help me
pushed them all out for shame
You avert your gaze
cultivar in your wake
recovering what is left of me - has to be
MYCOLOGIST’S GAME

#vocagatheringBETA #vocaloidオリジナル曲 #vocaloidrana

Yesteryear / celestrai ft. Rana【Rana 10th Anniversary / Rana生誕祭2024 オリジナル曲】

celestrai 2025-01-02 | Happy New Year! Song 3/10 that I wrote this year for Rana's 10th anniversary! Or - last year now. I got a bit too busy to upload all of the ones I had ready, so I thought I should at least get them out now.

Thank you for listening! And thank you to kiumimi for getting such perfect art done for this in time - even though I didn't make it in time for the original upload!

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Heal You
celestrai ft. Rana V4
Artwork by kiumimi ( kiumimi.carrd.co )

Patterns spread out across the floor
Plans for something more
Even when its brand new I’ve still been here before

You might not be perfectly restored
Memories still sore
But I know I’ll still protect
That smile of yours

Come home and I will heal you
Though you were gone so long
There’s been so much you’ve been through
So I’ll sing you one more song
I just wanna be with you
And keep you safe from harm
So won’t you just come home
To my arms

Paging through our old memories
It’s so bittersweet
The friends we miss and those we would rather not see

But every patch in our old seams
Made us who we’ll be
I’m happy still
It brought you here with me!

Come home and I will heal you
Though you were gone so long
There’s been so much you’ve been through
So I’ll sing you one more song
I just wanna be with you
And keep you safe from harm
So won’t you just come home
To my arms

Won’t you ever know how much you mean to me?
Through both our troubled histories
You’re still there smiling
And if you don’t ever know that’d still be fine with me
I’ll stitch my love piece by piece
Carefully

Yesteryear / celestrai ft. Rana【Rana 10th Anniversary / Rana生誕祭2024 オリジナル曲】

celestrai 2024-09-11 | Happy 10th Anniversary Rana! You mean the whole world to me, I hope everyone remembers you year after year forever!!

I have 8 more songs coming up for her anniversary. Additionally, please check out RANAgain! 24 brand new Rana songs created by amazing songwriters! This song is not included on that album, but actually many way better ones are:
youtube.com/watch?v=lqB6XU_7VE4
nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44083545

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Yesteryear
celestrai ft. Rana V4
Artwork by spicassis ( lucieillustration.carrd.co )

Yesteryear, yesteryear
We were here, we were here
And now we're here again
but is that how our story ends? no,

Remember how this one goes,
We wrote it, so long ago,
Made it for you and me
Let’s sing our melody oh-ah

(intro)

Yesteryear, yesteryear
We were here, we were here
And now we're here again
but is that how our story ends? no,

And I know, I’ll hold it close,
Even if it doesn’t show
Those are our memories,
We sang the melody so

I know you're here with me
I hope that we will be...

we will...

We’ll be here year after year
Keeping memories close here with our hopes and dreams
Hope you’ll see
Them with me

Someday all these memories
They’ll grow up - guarantee!
So let’s see what they’ll be

And if someday you move on
Doesn’t mean the memories’ gone
If you’re far away
Cause they’re with you and they’ll stay

Just like that you’re here with me
And forever I will hold onto all of those memories :’)

We’ll be here year after year
Keeping memories close here with our hopes and dreams
Hope you’ll see
Them with me

Someday all these memories
They’ll grow up - guarantee!
So let’s let them become
Our legacy

Color Walk / celestrai ft. Rana【Rana 10th Anniversary / Rana生誕祭2024 オリジナル】

celestrai 2024-09-09 | Happy 10th Anniversary Rana! Rana represents so much to me, I hope that everyone else can love her too!!

I have 9 more songs coming up for her anniversary. For now, please check out RANAgain! 24 brand new Rana songs created by amazing songwriters! This song is included in that album.
nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44083545

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Color Walk
celestrai ft. Rana V4
Artwork by Champy ( champyportfolio.carrd.co )

Stuck in a rut
I’ll laze my days away
I don’t know what
Could pull me out of this today - but

Isolated
Is just no way to be!
And I hate it!
Following the same track and it’s just me

Stuck feeling lonely :(

Can’t stand a grey malaise
Wanna get lost in a maze
Winding path menagerie
Let’s see where color takes me

Vermillion setting off (That’s red!)
Starting out with our first stop (Orange!)
Finding a sunny hue
There’s so much more that we can do

(Okay!)

Feel my footsteps
Lighten along the way
Not sure what’s next-
There’s something that I usually don’t say!

Walking around
I’ll connect this whole town
And you and me-
We’ll figure out what we all need:

Community!

No maps to hold us back
So we’ll take the longer track
Adventure if we can
But no need for a real plan

Dandelion on the way (Yellow)
Wow - this place looks nice today! (So green!)
No need to turn around
Our small world’s waiting to be found!!

Anywhere we could meet
There’s no chatting on the street
Could sit in cars all day
But we can’t connect that way

Efficiency is cool
Not so much as a hard rule
Why run from A-to-B
There’s so much more world to see!

Ruby and tangerine
Then yellow and evergreen
Where else will we all go?
I think by now you should know -

No chance I’m feeling blue
Cause my walk lead me to you!
At violet finally
I wonder who else we could meet!!! :)

【VOCALOID Original】✄ COLLAGE! ☆ 【Rana 9th Anniversary / Rana生誕祭2023 オリジナル】

celestrai 2023-09-09 | Happy 9th Anniversary Rana!! It feels like it was her 8th just yesterday?? Where has the time gone! Rana means so much to me & I hope that that comes through in this song!! I was really trying to make something special this year, and while I could have done a little bit more in a lot of places - I’m really happy with how it turned out! This past year I got back into a lot of crafts as well thanks to Rana, so I decided to make my song for this year craft-themed too. Thank you for listening!!

✄ COLLAGE! ☆
Song, Art, Video: celestrai
Lyrics:
When a photo comes out does it know what it’ll be?
Is it all crisp and clear, or is it more like me?
Theoretically ready but still wish I was hiding!
Just what should I be?

When a photo’s taken do you think it has its own dreams?
Or was that last thing that I said as silly as it seems
Cause I can’t help wondering - if I got the wrong timing?
If it wasn’t “meant to be”, I could- well, should I

Cut and paste til I’m in the right place
A roll of tape, some glue to help me replace
A boring fate, a washed out space,
The failures that I can’t erase -
COLLAGE + COLLAGE + COLLAGE!!!
COLLAGE + COLLAGE + COLLAGE!!!

If a photo tells a story, what does a painting show?
Looking at all kinds of sculptures, what is it that you’ll know?
The thousand words in every picture overflow
Putting them all together to try n’ say more

I’ll trim and shape, forming to my own way
A path for me - put it all here so you see!
I cut and paste to get to my true place
A roll of tape, some glue to help me embrace

A tailored fate, a just-right space,
The memories I’d never erase -
I just can’t wait, I’ll make my way
To a place I’ll always stay
COLLAGE + COLLAGE + COLLAGE!!!
COLLAGE + COLLAGE + COLLAGE!!!

【VOCALOID Original】Better Now 【Rana 8th Anniversary / Rana生誕祭2022】

celestrai 2022-09-10 | It’s Rana’s 8th anniversary already! I can’t believe that the last time I uploaded was for her anniversary last year. Just goes to show how important she is to me - at least this time the song is brand new! Rana has helped me through so much and I hope I can celebrate her birthday every year just like this. Happy birthday!

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Better Now
Song & Artwork: celestrai
Singer: Rana
Lyrics:

I’ve been just a little too honest with myself
These days
I know that’s technically objective
But I’m getting tired of delays!

I spent so much time and my energy
On just getting out
I know that everything takes time,
But I wanna be better now!

Sure every plant will need some sunshine
And some water
Not to mention - like three hundred hours
To grow an inch

And I’m not like some stupid flower
Cause I know better
Than to just stay still…

I’ve been just a little too honest with myself
These days
I know that’s technically objective
But I’m getting tired of delays!

I spent so much time and my energy
On just getting out
I know that everything takes time,
But I wanna be better now!

Maybe I have gone a bit stagnant
Just a little
I knew you’d agree from the outside
Gimme a break!!!

Cause I’ve been growing all this while -
How heavy handed
Of a metaphor …

I’ve given myself a hard enough time
Now, I’m still afraid you know
Of growing upward but-

Nostalgia could get the better of me
If I keep waiting

Haven’t been honest with you much these days
And it’s not like I’m being evasive
I just needed longer to let it out!

Haven’t quite hit my 300 hours of growing yet
I’ve still got some healing to do,
But I know myself better now!

【VOCALOID Original】Amoeba 【Rana 7th Anniversary / Rana生誕祭2021】

celestrai 2021-09-09 | Happy birthday Rana!!! I love you so much - you'll always be my favorite VOCALOID!!! :D

The remastered version of Amoeba from Dreamy Yesterday +! I'm so happy with how it turned out!

Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/7KBs1ysF0XhmfwDJgp9Xqq
Twitter: twitter.com/celestraic

Lyrics:
Sometimes I feel like a tiny amoeba
No one can see unless they look through the lens
Dreaming, but failing, just a microscopic bug
I'll pick myself up and I'll try it again

Microscope world
Where the times are always changing
I could stay the same
But it's fun rearranging!
Though, it's lonely
Sometimes by mycellf
A sarcodine life-
not without strife! D:

Sometimes I feel like a tiny amoeba
No one can see unless they look through the lens
Dreaming, but failing, just a microscopic bug
I'll pick myself up and I'll try it again

A whole wide world, new discoveries I'm making!
Micro-Wonderland and it's mine for the taking!
No colony, I'm out on my own
A single celled life
- Might as well try! :D

Sometimes I feel like a tiny amoeba
No one can see unless they look through the lens
Dreaming, but failing, just a microscopic bug
I'll pick myself up and I'll try it again

I know that I'm just a tiny amoeba
But I'll work hard and I will be something then
Someday I'll meet you and we'll reach out to the world
For now I'll chase my dreams and someday be heard!!

Oh
Even though I'm just a tiny amoeba
When no one can see ya the fun never ends
One day you'll hear me and we'll meet the world together
Cause an amoeba's the shape of a friend

【鏡音リン・レン V4X】【VOCALOID4カバー】

celestrai 2021-05-21 | ...

【HEXIA】 Feel Again 【UTAU ORIGINAL】

celestrai 2021-02-10 | Because I met you, everything looks brighter up ahead :)

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god this is cheesy haha its onairic and I's anniversary today so I wrote a sappy little song..!! I hope u like it :) sorry the art is a little Messy I had to do it on my phone because my tablet pen broke when I needed it most (crying) the things I went through to get this done... LOL

Thanks so much to OneThoughtRemains & khanadee for helping guide me on fixing the instrumentation/arrange a lot!!! Y'all helped when I couldn't go to the one person who usually helps me haha (since it was a surprise for her!!! ^^' thanks!!)

Feel Again
Song: celestrai
Vocals: Hexia VCCV ( celestrai ) & Miyabita CV-C (onairic / youtube.com/watch?v=oKI3Iyy1LUM )

【ORIGINAL】 Irrational Fear of the Color Red 【HEXIA 9TH | MELLOW ARPASING】+VB

celestrai 2021-01-21 | DOWNLOAD HEXIA MELLOW ARPASING: http://bit.ly/HexiaMellowArpasing

Happy 9th anniversary Hexia!!! (& happy birthday to me) It's crazy to me that she's been an UTAU for 9 years already..!!! So here's a voicebank! It's a soft, low-tones Arpasing English library, recorded at G3 and C4! Meant to be as soft as possible :)

Irrational Fear of the Color Red
Song, Art, UTAU: celestrai
UTAU: Hexia Mellow Arpasing ( http://bit.ly/HexiaMellowArpasing )
Lyrics:
I’ve wasted time
Complicit in your crime
Won’t let it be
I’ll lock you out of my memory

Casting out those days,
I’ll make it all go away
“I forgive you my dear”
Something you’ll never hear.

You followed me
Entrenched in my memory
In poisoned time
Were any of my choices really mine?

Did you control me
or did I act freely?Forgive me my transparency,
But the color red has

Forgotten days
That I’d remembered always
Under your crimson sky
I had never let you see me cry

Casting out those days
But it wouldn’t go away
For what you wanted to hear,
I stifled all my tears

Did you control me
or did I act freely?Forgive me my transparency,
But the color red has
Taken hold of me

【UTAU Secret Santa】 LIMITED QUEEN 【MAC歌ミキ】

celestrai 2020-12-25 | Merry Christmas!!!! Bokumaku was my assignment for Xepheris' UTAU Secret Santa! I was told to make a cover with Bokumaku's MAC歌ミキ, but she's just so cute, I had to do some art too!! I used UTAU-Synth to lean into the MACloid feeling just a bit more :')
I hope you like it! :) Her soft voice really changes the vibe of this song in a way I really enjoy!

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Song: LIMITED QUEEN
By: KISARA
Original: youtube.com/watch?v=OHcNQHbWrFY&t=28s
UST: ピフ優 ( youtube.com/watch?v=XG4pdw3TbTs )
Cover Vocal: MAC歌ミキ ( kloudzen.wixsite.com/zenberry/miki-macuta )
UTAU by: Bokumaku ( twitter.com/bokumaku )

【Avanna】 it rained, yesterday. 【VOCALOID Original】| Harvest Avanna 2020

celestrai 2020-12-22 | It was too late from the moment that I met you.

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I was so lucky to be a part of another collab album!! :D Harvest Avanna was such a blast and I was glad to finally get this song out!!! I hope you like it! :)

Watch the crossfade: youtu.be/V69cVrEBiDM
Check out the full album: hiyimi.bandcamp.com/album/harvest-avanna-2020-collaboration-falling-leaves

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it rained, yesterday.
Song: celestrai
Vocal: Avanna
Lyrics: I tried to keep you off my mind
I've said that a million times
But In the end I keep coming back to-
I know it's not my fault,
But yesterday it rained...

I know I shoulda seen the signs
But I pushed them all aside
A fairytale I kept chasing after
I swallowed down my pride,
Bottled it inside,
And left you behind

I've been thinking again
and
I don't think we should be

I'm not your savior
I don't have to change your mind
But the weight of your smile
Shouldn't have to be
Mine to be under
I'm not gonna make you fine
And being your angel
Has made me too tired to fly

You were quick to say I crossed a line
No matter how hard I tried
The things you said stayed locked inside my mind
I couldn't reach out
I stayed locked inside my brain

I still blame myself that things went wrong
I let you lean on me far too long
There's no storybook ending, heartbreak mending, fantasy for us here

If I could go back I wouldn't
Try to fix the things I couldn't
I want the past to be our end.

I'm not your savior
I don't have to change your mind
But the weight of your smile
Shouldn't have to be
Mine to be under
I'm not gonna make you fine
And being your angel
Has made me too tired to fly

【OLIVER COLLAB 2020】 Thousand Words 【VOCALOID Original】Oliver誕生祭2020 | Oliver 9th Anniversary

celestrai 2020-12-21 | Check out the final OliverCollab2020 image!
twitter.com/olivercollab/status/1341050800374726661?s=19

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ARTISTS (in order of appearance)

Pumpkin Head / Vince : twitter.com/PmpknHead
Kerry : instagram.com/kerry_gazzetta02
Mor : mor-and-more.tumblr.com
Maria : instagram.com/synthella
Crispbread : twitter.com/cris_pbread
Arren Black / Knotcho : twitter.com/Knotcho_
Duckie : twitter.com/MxDucktective?s=09
Roach : twitter.com/tsururoach
Hanata : twitter.com/hanata256
Jade Kaiba : twitter.com/jadekaibap
Izzy : twitter.com/Izzummer2005
Badian : twitter.com/HuuuuuuuuuuuuuQ?s=09
Berry : strawberry-requiem-art.tumblr.com
Hanako : twitter.com/olikase_hanako
NoddleNoddles : twitter.com/noddlenoddles
Lexington Shiroji : instagram.com/lexingtonshiroji
Lumiinv : instagram.com/lumiinv
Len : instagram.com/Lenmonade.arts
JD : instagram.com/justJ_D
Shutterbug / Abbey : twitter.com/shutterbugarts
couname : twitter.com/counameh
ghosty : twitter.com/paranoid_ghosts
celestrai : twitter.com/celestraic
Sinshana : sinshana.tumblr.com
Yossi-P : twitter.com/YossiP303
Alex : http://instagram.com/Technologically_inept
y--n--k / Makoto : y--n--k.tumblr.com

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Thousand Words
Song: celestrai ( twitter.com/celestraic )
Vocal: Oliver
Lyrics:
take a photograph so we can make it last
keep this moment until forever
make a painting so we remember
how we were feeling

Don't know how it's been this long
Really seems like
Just yesterday
That we met
A day just like this

They're not just memories
Truthfully
They're all a part of me
And I hope that they'll always be

take a photograph so we can make it last
keep this moment until forever
make a painting so we remember
how we were feeling

Every moment, and every second
I could never let them
slip away

there's no way

To think that I'd come this far
I can't believe it
Started out so simply
Now you're here with me

All of these memories
Close to me
They all just remind me
How much this has all meant to me

take a photograph so we can make it last
keep this moment until forever
make a painting so we remember
how we were feeling

Every moment, and every second
I could never let them
slip away

but a thousand words would never be enough
to capture all that we're feeling
So let's make memories while it's still today
I'll cherish this forever

No matter how many words we say
I know every moment
Slips away

But I'll sing ten thousand more
Anyway

【Tone Rion 9th Anniversary】 Mixtape 【VOCALOID Original】MatsuRion2020 | 祭りおん2020

celestrai 2020-12-16 | "I can't put it into words, but...!!"

Check out the other MatsuRion participants here!
twitter.com/MatsuRionCollab

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I was so happy to participate in MatsuRion this year!!! :D Rion is SOOOOOO cute and baby and this was the perfect time to write a new song! I'm a liiiittle late, but it's still Rion's birthday in the western hemisphere!
Happy 9th, Rion!!!!

Mixtape
Song + PV + Art: celestrai ( me | twitter.com/celestraic )
Vocal: Tone Rion (兎眠りおん) V3 (in VOCALOID 5)
Lyrics:

I feel like it's such a fuckboy thing to say
But this song's makin me feel some sorta way
about you!
I got tunes and playlists lined up for days
curated cause they make me feel the same as you do

Every day I never coulda guessed
that I would be here saying
whatever I was saying

guess it's out there
better out than bottled up inside
til I can't sleep
and you don't know
that I think of you every day
or something

But ya know it's no big deal!!
Let's forget it happened
y-you know you're my best friend
I don't know what I'd do without you and!!

ah... I-I-I

I feel like it's such a fuckboy thing to say
But this song's makin me feel some sorta way
about you!
I got tunes and playlists lined up for days
curated cause they make me feel the same as you do

I'll just say it
you're the best thing that ever happened to me
and I can't be without you
I'm bad with words
but I hope that when you hear this song
that you might feel this way too

I feel like it's such a fuckboy thing to say
But this song's makin me feel some sorta way
about you!
I got tunes and playlists lined up for days
curated cause they make me feel the same as you do

I know that was such a stupid way to say
That every time I hear love songs it's like they
are about you!
I'm not a romantic but I will say that
I wrote this song cause I think that I
might love you!!!

【GACHAPOID 10th ANNIVERSARY】Tadpole Parade 【VOCALOID ORIGNAL】 :)

celestrai 2020-10-09 | HE IS JUST A LITTLE BOYYYYYYYYY HAPPY 10TH GACHAPOID !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just wanted to write a sweet little kid-sounding song :) I hope you like it!!

Tadpole Parade
celestrai ft. Gachapoid
Lyrics:
Step by step we’re moving forward
And never looking back

Better yet we’re looking toward
Everything coming next!Though we’re basically still tadpoles
Swimming in this pond
We’re still making leaps and bounds towards
What still lies beyond

Someday we’ll all be
Grown up and on our way,
But maybe for today we can have
The perfect day!

Someday we’ll all be
Grown up and on our way,
But maybe for today we can have
The perfect day :)

【UBP 2020】マトリョシカ | Matryoshka 【GRAVE & NECTO】

celestrai 2020-10-08 | CHECK OUT ONAIRIC WHO DID THE ART, MIX, AND HALF THE TUNING FOR THIS!!!!!!!!!!! She's an icon and I love her :)
youtube.com/channel/UCZVmfFU_NC0R41vDLVFX3WA

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We were so excited to be part of UTAU Block Party 2020!! :) We wanted to go a bit crazy with our entry to it since Matryoshka was of course a big point of nostalgia for both of us!! We were assigned NECTO and Grave and we had a GREAT time using them!!! ONAIRIC DID SO MUCH TO MAKE THIS POSSIBLE THANK U SO MUCH FOR WORKIN WITH MEEEE!!!!

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マトリョシカ | Matryoshka

SONG: ハチ | HACHI (youtube.com/watch?v=HOz-9FzIDf0)
CLUB MIX: Jamie Paige (youtube.com/watch?v=UqLBxAn6XP4)
PIANO ARRANGE: koma’n (nicovideo.jp/watch/sm12994070)
8-BIT ARRANGE: ぱるぷんちょ。 (original upload removed)
UST: MystSaphyr (youtube.com/watch?v=v5Ww2BP4EcI)
ART&MIX&GRAVE TUNING: onairic (youtube.com/channel/UCZVmfFU_NC0R41vDLVFX3WA)
PV&MASHUP&NECTO TUNING: celestrai (me!)
UTAU GRAVE: kirogaraii (youtube.com/watch?v=4KUSzose04o&t=1s)
UTAU NECTO: 続き (youtube.com/watch?v=RktboVh14Zw)

【Rana誕生祭2020 | Rana 6th Anniversary】 Standing With You 【VOCALOID ORIGINAL】

celestrai 2020-09-08 | Happy anniversary Rana! This year I wrote a new song to celebrate! I am really proud of this one so I hope you like it too! Please tell me what you think! :)

Rana is my favorite VOCALOID and I loved using her in this! It's so fun getting her to sing in English!!

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Song+Art+PV: celestrai
Vocals: Rana V4
Lyrics:
I always thought I'd never get this far
I never believed it could come from a wishing star
But if I believed in miracles....
I don't think that they'd have happened at all

If I could go back
and then rewrite my story
I'm sure that back then
I would have done it

But these days I'm different
There's so much out there for me
Now even if it gets hard
I know that I can do it!

When it comes to a guardian angel
I'm not so sure that's for me
But when it comes
To the things that I can change
I think- no, I believe...!!

I always thought I'd never get this far
I never believed it could come from a wishing star
But if I believed in miracles, I'm not sure,
I don't think they'd happen without me trying!!

I gave my all and now I've come so far
Never gave up and now look at where we are
I couldn't wait on a miracle
And now I'm standing with you

Over all the years
It's you who told my story
And now it's today
I'm glad you're with me

You gave me a reason
So I could keep on singing
So even in the future
I know I'll keep on going

When it comes to believing in pure luck
I'm not so sure that's for me
But when it comes
To what I know I can do
I think- no, I believe...!!

I'm gonna count on me! :)

I always thought I'd never get this far
I never believed it could come from a wishing star
But if I believed in miracles, I'm not sure,
I don't think they'd happen without me trying!!

I gave my all and now I've come so far
Never gave up and now look at where we are
I couldn't wait on a miracle
And now I'm standing with you

We gave our all and now we've come so far
Followed our dreams and now look at who we are
We put in more than a miracle
So I'll keep standing with you!

【初音ミク NT】ニュータイプ | New Type 【ORIGINAL】

celestrai 2020-08-31 | "After 13 years... does everything really have to change?"

Happy Birthday Miku!

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This is a commission/collab for AoTsuki, who wanted to write a song about Miku's new NT voicebank and how she might feel about not being a VOCALOID anymore, and going into the unknown! The translation for AoTsuki's lyrics was done by Yukina雪名!

AoTsuki: youtube.com/channel/UCVtUsiqYYVQhwiwIDyDDucA
Yukina雪名: youtube.com/c/vonrosaciayukina

Commission info: celestrai.wixsite.com/music/commission-me

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Song: ニュータイプ (New Type)
Vocal: 初音ミク NT
Music/Melody/Art/PV: celestrai
Concept / Original Lyrics / Tuning : AoTsuki ( youtube.com/channel/UCVtUsiqYYVQhwiwIDyDDucA )
Translated Lyrics: Yukina雪名 ( youtube.com/c/vonrosaciayukina )
Additional Vocals: 鏡音リン・レン, 巡音ルカ, MEIKO, KAITO
Lyrics:
世界は変わる、人々も変わる、
僕もできるの？
なぜ？なぜ？
なぜすべて変わるの？

冗談ですか。(冗談ですか。)
運命ですか。(運命ですか。)
そんなに酷いソフトですか。
そんなに酷いGUIか。

「どうしようかな。
どう続けようかな。」

あきらめない、ない、ない、止めない。
あきらめない、オォ、止めない。
トップに到達ね！Oh
失敗すればいい、どうでもいい、
失うだめから。
だから試さなきゃ！

もしや、落ちるかな。
もしや、成功かな。オォ！オォ！
現在のバージョンはいいね。
１億曲以上ね！

ではなぜ？

すべてはよくね。
呼び声聞こえるよ、皆が初舞台から、皆がV は何なっていたの？
僕の多すぎる影、この割れた鏡に...
僕の本性探し、

百万の顔中から...
声失っているが、

(ミク)「パニックなっているが、
ソフトだけだが…」
(ミク)
「決して失敗ないが、
だんだん変わっているよ。」
(ミク)
「調子で感じているよ。
もう萎えてしまうが、」
(ミク)

「どうしようかな。
どう続けようかな。」
「ああ、もう！」

あきらめない、ない、止めない。
あきらめない、オォ、止めない。
トップに到達ね！
失敗すればいい、
どうでもいい、
失うだめから。
だから試さなきゃ！

もしや、落ちるかな。
もしや、成功かな。オォ！オォ！
１億曲以上ね！

「呼び声聞こえるよ、皆がミク呼んでね！」

初舞台から、皆が
「あきらめないね！」
１億曲以上ね！」
何も変わらないよ！
(NO ！)
売り切れてしまった！
(OH ！)
決して歌うのは止めないね！
売り切れてしまった、
「こっち向いてよ！」

【TARRON VCV SNUG RELEASE】サイレントサーキット / Silent Circuit 【UTAUカバー】+VB +UST

celestrai 2020-07-26 | Download Tarron VCV SNUG! bit.ly/Tarron-VCV-SNUG
(His full range in UTAU is listed as A#2 to D4 but that listed range is just where I like him best :D)

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It was Tarron's birthday last week on the 20th! I was way too busy at work to get this one out in time, but here's his soft voicebank!

Check out his vcv multipitch if you want his normal tone! I think this voicebank would be great to just put into that one as an extension pitch too!!
youtu.be/eCJKsQYNwtY

Thanks to onairic for her help in making sure he actually worked LOL love u

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サイレントサーキット / Silent Circuit
SONG: tomao nicovideo.jp/watch/sm29043425
UST: celestrai
UTAU: Tarron VCV SNUG (by celestrai)
Translation Video: CySubs youtube.com/watch?v=jcIcgbm64-0

UST DOWNLOAD: bit.ly/SilentCircuitUST
(READ THE README PLEASE it's short!)

【TON10FEST】 Out of the Limelight 【VOCALOID ORIGINAL】

celestrai 2020-07-14 | Bitters behind, and in front of the bar, huh Tonio?

Check out the rest of TON10FEST: youtu.be/b12OrQ9ldcM
And the TON10FEST Album: celestrai.bandcamp.com/album/ton10fest

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Sorry I made him sing such a bitter thing LOL I just thought this was a vibe he sort of had haha, happy 10th Anniversary Tonio! u rock, funky opera dude

onairic did the linework for this, it is beyond fantastic and you SHOULD commission her immediately if you are looking for an artist: onairic.carrd.co

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Song: celestrai
Vocals: Tonio (Backing: Prima, Sonika, Big Al)
Art: onairic ( twitter.com/OnairicArt ) (color by celestrai)
Lyrics:
Out of the limelight into the lime
Busting my ass but it wasn't my time
evidently...
Yeah it's not my day
Yeah it's not my week
Hell it's barely even my life
Anymore.. .

Out of the spotlight,
I'm on the spot
What do they have that I haven't got?
(Everything...) (Hey!)
Sure I'm all washed up
But it's not over,
At least that's what I'm tellin' myself..
(Oh god...)

Ten fuckin' years what do I have to show
Even today, I'm just takin' the piss,
Had so much promise but I'll never be known
Can't tell you to miss me, there's nothing to miss!

Oh, weary me

Sure I'm disheartened, but not losing hope
Bet there's more time til the end of my rope
If I'm lucky

Yeah, say I'm "washed up"
I'm "irrelevant"
But I don't see you saying that to my face

Drinkin' my regrets
Some tonic,
Pathetic,

An old washed up lounge singer
Can't book a show

Where is my big break
Tell me, you don't know!

All that bull thrown in my face...
But I won't say that's it for me,
Yet at least...

TON10FEST Album Crossfade!

desire me. 【VOCALOID・UTAU EP】

celestrai 2020-06-16 | A collection of experimental songs I wrote late into the nights. I hope you like them. The whole thing is one story, though not necessarily in order. The EP is $2 on Bandcamp, buy it below if you'd like to. You have my gratitude.

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celestrai.bandcamp.com/album/desire-me

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TITLE: desire me.
SONGS BY: celestrai
VOCALS: HEXIA (UTAU by celestrai), DAINA (VOCALOID), GUMI (VOCALOID)
TRACKLIST:
1. desire me. (ft. Hexia VCCV English)
2. BECOMING YOU (ft. DAINA)
3. Asphalt (ft. GUMI English)
4. virtual
5. NOTHING WITHOUT YOU, NOTHING BECAUSE OF YOU

TON10FEST (A Vocaloid Tonio 10th Anniversary Event)

celestrai 2020-05-14 | WELCOME TO TON10FEST!

TON10FEST Twitter: twitter.com/vocafest
Coordinator: celestrai ( twitter.com/celest_rye )
Moderator: Taro ( twitter.com/Untramen_Taro )

TON10FEST is a Tonio 10th Anniversary fan event, run by
celestrai (@celest_rye) & Taro (@Untramen_Taro)! It is completely open to any participants! It includes a charm contest, cover event, art zine, and original album!

More info in description+video!

JOIN THE TON10FEST DISCORD SERVER FOR REMINDERS ABOUT EVENTS AND DEADLINES! : discord.gg/u9f5pr6

And follow @vocafest on Twitter to be sure you are kept up to date on public releases!
twitter.com/vocafest

View the event timelines here:
twitter.com/vocafest/status/1260787771289014272

【Rana】 Where Are Snails Even Trying to Go? 【VOCALOID ORIGINAL】

celestrai 2020-05-13 | from my Rana EP "DREAMY YESTERDAY" : celestrai.bandcamp.com/album/dreamy-yesterday

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snail mode
(This song means a lot to me! I hope you like it. I love Rana!!!)

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Title: Where Are Snails Even Trying to Go?
Song: celestrai
Art: @kaerraaa on Twitter ( twitter.com/kaerraaa )
Vocal: Rana

【HEXIA】 This is Why Im Hot (AJJ) 【UTAU Arrange/Cover】

celestrai 2020-05-04 | finally a song by my favorite band, hexia is a bit mellow sounding for it but I think it gave it a slightly new angle!

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Song: This is Why I'm Hot
Band: AJJ [ youtube.com/user/ajjtheband ]
UTAU: Hexia VCCV English Multipitch (celestrai) [Beta Release Here: youtu.be/nbPeH974axw ]
Arrange + Cover + Art: celestrai

【UTAU ORIGINAL】 PERFECT WOMAN 【HEXIA】

celestrai 2020-04-16 | (WARNING: some eye strain/flickering)

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It can't be helped now, anyway.

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Something I had sitting around that I'm uploading in between working on commissioned pieces/vsqs!

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Song: PERFECT WOMAN
Art/PV/Tuning/Song: celestrai
UTAU: Hexia VCCV English Multipitch (celestrai) [Beta Release Here: youtu.be/nbPeH974axw ]
Lyrics:

Let me be your PERFECT WOMAN
I won't complain, I'll stay the same,
I'll be your bride within this game

MAKE ME be what others wouldn't
bound to your vow, you'll never doubt
And I'll never try to get out

Picture perfect, bittersweet
Say I'll make your life complete
Then tear me apart, it repeats
Compulsory Reality

Say you'll give me everything
Then why does it keep hurting
I can't stop this heart aching
I'm suppressing. Silencing.

I can't go | Just keep me locked up
Safer out of the sun | With perfect makeup
Say that I'm your only one | The light in your eyes
I should have known it was a fucking great disguise!

Tear into what's left
of my body,
My mind's not enough
So just ravage it all

[I, I lost my composure, didn't I...
Ah well, it can't be helped now anyway]

You're nothing
but a parasite

[Cause, the illusion is broken right?]

Made me your home
and tore me down

[Now
I can't go back to perfection

Right?]

Let me be your PERFECT WOMAN
I won't complain, I'll stay the same,
I'll be your bride within this game

MAKE ME be what others wouldn't
bound to your vow, you'll never doubt
And I'll never try to get out

Turned me into what you want
Curtains of my eyes are drawn
And, although I want you gone,
I'll say nothing
Stay empty

Let me go | I didn't want this
I'll never see the sun | Sick under your kiss
In here I'm the only one | Lie it into bliss
And no one knows
Cause of the mask you make me don for show

Leave me to collapse
you've condemned me
Made me someone else
And cast me into dark

Let me be your PERFECT WOMAN
(Now I know)
I won't complain, I'll stay the same,
I'll be your bride within this game
(Locked up and left alone)
MAKE ME be what others wouldn't
(Lost the person that I was)
bound to your vow, you'll never doubt
And I'll never try to get out
(I should have known)
It was a fucking lie

Putting back the pieces of my body
But my mind's not the same,
I'll never leave this place

HEXIA VCCV ENGLISH MULTIPITCH (PRE)-RELEASE

celestrai 2020-01-20 | DOWNLOAD HER VOICEBANK

github.com/celestrai/HEXIA_VCCV_ENGLISH

【Hexia VCCV ENG 4pitch】 To the Sky 【UTAU COVER】

celestrai 2020-01-03 | A new sample for Hexia English Multipitch!! She's supposed to release later this month! Please look out for her!! I would love hearing some feedback on her!

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Title: To The Sky (from "THE DOG Island")
Arrange: Unet Crimson youtube.com/watch?v=TUas2Io2CKg
UTAU: Hexia VCCV English Multipitch (celestrai - coming soon!)
Art + PV + UST: celestrai

【UTAU Original】 Deep Blue Sigh 【YORUSHI】

celestrai 2019-12-24 | May worries never cloud our blue sky. ♡

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This song was a commission for no_signal for their EXTREMELY cute and wonderful UTAU "YORUSHI" ! I love his voice, and this song was very fun to make! It was really nice to be able to write something a bit more sentimental, and I really wanna thank no_signal for the opportunity to use him!!!

Check out more of no_signal 's content: twitter.com/no_signal91 | signal91days.wixsite.com/no-signal

Commission me: celestrai.wixsite.com/music/commission-me

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Title: Deep Blue Sigh
Song + PV: celestrai
UTAU + Art: no_signal ( twitter.com/no_signal91 | signal91days.wixsite.com/no-signal/art )
Lyrics:

I'll sing
A new melody
not so you would hear me
But so
I could sing for me
And all could be moved past
At last

I could get caught up
With the small things
I could worry about
What tomorrow would bring

But what good is it
To live so far from the present?
I'm just not made for it

Sing with me
A melody is all we need
To forget what pains lie beneath...
For healing,
I will try
To close my eyes
So worries never cloud my
Deep blue sky

I could spend my days
So many ways
but I'll find myself
Retreading the same maze

But what good is it
To just drown in my regrets?
I can't take it!

Sing with me
A melody is all we need
To forget what pains lie beneath...
For healing,
I will try
To close my eyes
So worries never cloud my
Deep blue sky

Sing with me
A melody is all we need
To forget what pains lie beneath...
For healing,
I will try
To close my eyes
So worries never cloud my
Deep blue sky

Sing with me
A melody is all we need
To see all that we could achieve-
To be free!
We should try
To do what's right so we can keep sharing
Our blue sky

BIG FESTIVAL Album Crossfade!

celestrai 2019-12-22 | DOWNLOAD THE ALBUM ::: http://celestrai.bandcamp.com/album/big-festival
Follow VOCAFEST for more fest news ::: twitter.com/vocafest

Check out our participants! (in track order)

NEVERENDING RAIN (REIGN)
Song: CyberneticCupcake soundcloud.com/cyberneticcupcake/neverending-rain/s-nVqfe

Mix Help + Mastering: GuitarHeroPianoZero youtube.com/user/GuitarHeroPianoZero

GLASS SHATTERS
Shius
soundcloud.com/shius

CONFESSIONAL
Song: DEVILCAT
youtube.com/user/AntiLifeP

Arrange + Mix + Lyric Help: celestrai
youtube.com/c/celestraic

AFTERMATH
celestrai
twitter.com/celest_rye
youtube.com/c/celestraic

WEATHER HEAD
Song: HotGrenade
youtube.com/channel/UCWP-wdGfPfwkUrpvjSMMqTQ
twitter.com/hotgrenade_
soundcloud.com/hotgrenade

Mix + Mastering: GT

NOTIFICATION
Song: HAYES
soundcloud.com/hayes-prod
audiomack.com/artist/hayesvocaloid
twitter.com/HAYESvocaloid
instagram.com/hayesvocaloid

Tuning: cocoacacao
soundcloud.com/cocoacacao

BIG RAT
Song: Meg Moore
youtube.com/channel/UCIQzr60Ogyc9ivLE1xTc_jA

BIG AL Render + Some Tuning: cocoacacaoyoutube.com/channel/UCAXYzIQQNRBiSO0ICi4uwlw

【歌愛ユキ・氷山キヨテル 10th】 Lesson Plan 【VOCALOID ORIGINAL】

celestrai 2019-12-12 | Happy 10th Anniversary 歌愛ユキ & 氷山キヨテル !!! Here's to another 10 years of music with the AHS school duo! :D

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I was so happy to participate in the AHS10 anniversary album "Teacher Student Alien Association" !! Unfortunately due to TWO team drops due to time, my video was a bit late, but thank you to DystoP and Konasaur for saving me with the tuning and a HUGE THANK YOU to onairic for doing all this art at the last minute when the second artist dropped on me 😭I owe you my life.

Check out the album crossfade here: youtu.be/Q37ac2nNODk
And check it out on Bandcamp here: dystop.bandcamp.com/album/teacher-student-alien-association

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Title: Lesson Plan
Song: celestrai
Art: onairic ( twitter.com/OnairicArt | twitter.com/onairicutau )
Vocals: 歌愛ユキ (Kaai Yuki)・氷山キヨテル (Hiyama Kiyoteru)
歌愛ユキ Tuning: Konasaur ( twitter.com/TheKonasaur | http://bit.ly/KonasaurYT )
氷山キヨテル Tuning: DystoP ( adlez27.jimdo.com | twitter.com/Dysto_P )
Lyrics:
(intro)
Yuki: お早うございます！
Kiyoteru: No, Yuki, "Good Morning"
Yuki: Oh, g-good morning!

Yuki: Shiny new days before me
Yuki: I'll make the best of what I'll see
Both: And I'm amazed
Both: I made it (so far!)
Yuki: Though I know that
Both: It's not so hard

Kiyo: 「ねこ」は?
Yuki: a cat!
Kiyo: すこし?
Yuki: a bit
Kiyo: たのしい？
Yuki: Just like this it's "fun"!
Both: Now that's it
Kiyo: Next one!

Yuki: A!
Yuki: A!
Yuki: B!
Yuki: C!
Kiyo: Good!

Yuki: Try my best, in these glittering days
Kiyo: Do it!
Yuki: I'll make it, let's shine in in our way!
Kiyo: Your best!

Kiyo: Bright students, in no time they'll move on!
Yuki: Break through!
Kiyo: But how long til we say "so long?"
Yuki: Thank you!

Kiyo: Seeing all of them work so hard
Kiyo: This silly English class warms my heart
Both: And every day we work and study
Kiyo: I'm so proud of them, I'm glad I teach.

Kiyo: 「むし」は？
Yuki: A bug!
Kiyo: はなは?
Yuki: Flower!
Kiyo: ひとり？
Yuki: You're the "only one"!
Both: For this one,
Kiyo: We're done!

Yuki: Shiny new days before me
Yuki: I'll make the best of what I'll see
Both: And I'm amazed
Both: I made it (so far!)
Yuki: Though I know that
Both: It's not so hard

Both: Try my best, in these glittering days
Both: Do it!
Both: I'll make it, let's shine in in our way!
Both: Your best!

Both: Bright students, in no time they'll move on!
Kiyo: Break through!
Both: But how long til we say "so long?"
Yuki: Thank you!

【Hexia】 Paper Crown Girl 【UTAU Original】

celestrai 2019-11-30 | Hey, I hope you like this song, it means a lot to me that you would listen to it. If you liked it, please share it as well. Thank you for your time!

I don't have much else to say about this one, I packed it with some symbolism I liked, and it is a really important song to me that I've worked on here and there for a while. Also, Hexia's VCCV Multipitch is coming along fairly well and that's really fun!

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Song: Paper Crown Girl
Vocal: Hexia VCCV English Multipitch β (celestrai)
Art + PV: celestrai
Off Vocal + UST + VSQ: http://bit.ly/PaperCrownGirl-celestrai
Lyrics:
Paper kingdoms burn down so easily
Caught aflame, turned their backs, until only ash remains

I could say she deserved better than this
But she asked for it
No matter how misguided

"Don't cry for me!
I chose to leave!"

Paper crown girl
Still fighting a war that’s been over for yearsBut the curtains drawn don’t wipe away the tears
Yeah, you might have won the war,Slain the beast, but what was it for?When the wounds will still remain.

paper crown girl
can’t hide from the world
some demons don’t die
but you can’t let them keep you stuck inside

【UTAU ORIGINAL】 ALL THAT HOOPLA 【Trei, Kuota, Sin-Ga, Po, Chisami】

celestrai 2019-10-30 | "Isn't your gossip a bit sickening?"

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It's really late so I'll maybe update this tomorrow but I REALLY loved working on this one! It was a challenge to me but in the end a really fun one! Evillivy (of HYI~Studios) really pushed me with this concept and I think it turned out super well in the end! I hope you like it as well! The art they commissioned from Inkcurry as well is just fantastic and was a pleasure to fashion into the PV! I love this WHOLE bunch but SPECIFICALLY this Trei bank (Wildfire-Ash) is a FANTASTIC VCV-C vb that I would love to use way more often in the future!

In addition, happy 6th anniversary to Trei and Po!!! fantastic vbs by far, love them very much!! And happy early Halloween!

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Title: ALL THAT HOOPLA
UTAU: HYI~Studios ( http://bit.ly/HYI-YT )
Art: Inkcurry (twitter.com/inkcurry)
Song+PV: celestrai
Lyrics:

Open whispers in the neighborhood
They're looking in...
Must be spotless or it's just no good-
Domestic sin

KUOTA: "She must be - hysterical!"
SIN-GA: "Alone?? I bet a criminal!"
PO: "She's just easy - that's what's what!"
KUOTA + SIN-GA + PO: "Her, next door she's a real--"

CHISAMI: Mama!!
CHISAMI: Why do they talk that way about you?
CHISAMI: Mama...
CHISAMI: Why do they say so much that's not true....

Some people just can't help
Being so cruel
It's brutal
But I'll be hospitable
I'll invite them
to share a meal

Going missing from the neighborhood,
They're gossiping,
Hospitality's done me no good
There's just one thing...

KUOTA: "Have you heard from [⬛⬛⬛]?"
PO: "No, she just skipped town, I bet,"
KUOTA: "Ah, of course, a maid like that..."
PO+KUOTA: "Sure, that's true, but still yet..."

Some people just can't stop
The gossip
Makes me sick
Raising a fuss about it
All that hoopla
It's despicable

Finally- silence in the neighborhood
It's Thanksgiving
Sent the invitations like I should
I'm entertaining!

Kept the oven on all night,
Had to make this meal just right
Set the table dimmed the lights...

I made this lovely meal,
But now there's no one left to share it with...

CHISAMI: (It's okay mama! We can still enjoy our meal!)

【VOCALOID RANA EP】 DREAMY YESTERDAY 【CROSSFADE】

celestrai 2019-09-10 | Happy fifth anniversary to Rana!!! She's my favorite Vocaloid, and so I really wanted to go all out!!

Get the EP here, for $2: celestrai.bandcamp.com/album/dreamy-yesterday
Leave a note when you check out to get a personalized "Amoeba"!
You also get:
- The full album artwork, if you wanted to see more of this Rana!
- The VSQs for all songs, tuned for Vocaloid 4 Rana!
- My gratitude- thank you so much!!

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SONGS:

DREAMY YESTERDAY
Amoeba
BUG🎵JAM
Where Are Snails Even Trying To Go?
There For You

【HEXIA】マイガール (My Girl) 【UTAUカバー】

celestrai 2019-08-04 | Hey!! I really like this song, I've had this cover sitting around on my desktop so I just put together some art for a quick video!! I hope you like it!

You can download Hexia here if you want: youtu.be/epu5GaqQZ2w

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Song: マイガール (My Girl) youtube.com/watch?v=dM62PYv1S24
Producer: Tama youtube.com/channel/UC_BhARJYKPBIJzNmo0hiX3w
UST: YoshikageFuckwad/MastermindRitsu soundcloud.com/mastermindritsu/ring-suzune-canceled-vocaloid-3
UTAU: Hexia VCV Multipitch
Art: celestrai twitter.com/celest_rye

TARRON VCV MULTIPITCH CROSSFADE 【UTAU RELEASE】

celestrai 2019-07-21 | Download Tarron VCV Multipitch! http://bit.ly/TarronVCVMulti

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It’s Tarron’s birthday! (And so, my half birthday haha) So I’m here with his new VCV Japanese Multipitch voicebank! I really like the tone of this one so I'm hoping you will as well!

Special thanks to onairic for helping me pick the songs last minute when I trashed my old plans for him and for helping me through the whole release process of my son and giving me the enthusiasm to keep otoing him forever!

Check out his OLD voicebank here, released only a year ago! youtu.be/eCJKsQYNwtY

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Fragile UST: 八草 nicovideo.jp/watch/sm29684988
YELLOW UST: ばにら
Ama no Jaku UST: youtu.be/y6FqdZBUVn0
Aimai Elegy UST: CodyTailor youtu.be/n90gjH8sa3Y
Love for Love by Love of Love UST: onairic youtu.be/iFkRmcG2eAQ

【SONIKAFEST】 Stardust Message 【VOCALOID Original】

celestrai 2019-07-14 | I'll send this to you!

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Here's probably where I say why I ran SONIKAFEST right? Sonika was the first English vocaloid I ever heard, in fact, the first Vocaloid I ever heard knowing at all what Vocaloid even was. This discovery was fundamental to my creative growth and my interests moving forward over the next 8 or so years up until now. Beyond that, I just wanted to connect with a bunch of Vocaloid users and just make something cool we could all be proud of, and I think the SONIKAFEST album, zine, and covers really represent that, so please check out the crossfade and twitter below.

Crossfade: youtu.be/a7hRhMwT0SU
SONIKAFEST Twitter: twitter.com/sonika_fest

As for this song? It goes out to all the friends I've had over the years! I owe you guys everything and I thought that that would be the perfect thing match with a 10th Anniversary song for a Vocaloid that I really like. So for this song, here's to all the friends I've ever had, and to making many more, and here's to all the years of SONIKA and English Vocaloid, and to many more!

Song: Stardust Message
Music+Lyrics+PV+Art: celestrai
Vocals: SONIKA
Off Vocal + VSQ + Vocal MIDI: by request

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It's a miracle that your paths would cross with mine,
I know stars don't just align all of the time
Even when things change, you'll stay right here in my heart,
Even knowing we'll someday be apart, it's not so hard!

For all time I'll never forget,
We poured our hearts into it,
The first song I sang,
I know it, you wrote it!

And all through the years,
No matter where time takes me,
It's cause you believed in me!

It was happenstance that we would have met at all,
Like a falling star or a wrong number phone call,
So it's alright that it can't last forever,
We'll all go on and smile the same with a new whoever!

For all time I'll never forget,
We poured our hearts into it,
The first song I sang,
I know it, you wrote it!

And all through the years,
No matter where time takes me,
It's cause you believed in me!

My old friends,
You know, how we met back then...
It had been,
Like a miracle had happened!

And you know that for all time I'll never forget,
We poured our hearts into it,
The first song I sang,
I know it, you wrote it!

And all through the years,
No matter where time takes me,
It's cause you believed in the voice I would give to you,
To make your music come to,
The first song we made,
I know it, won't forget!

Throughout all these years,
Though time and space came between us,
I'm so thankful for you!
You gave my voice a new meaning!
And so I'll send this to you!

【Aiko Kikyuune】 SORE LOSER 【UTAU ORIGINAL】

celestrai 2019-07-10 | I WON'T LET YOU HOLD ME DOWN!

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Aiko was the UTAU that introduced me to the idea you could even try to do English in the editor, and since that's been a major force for all of my work in UTAU since, I felt like I really had to do something for her 10th! Beyond that, I just really wanted to because Aiko is great and it was really fun trying to make something to fit her voice!

I hope you like it too!

Song: SORE LOSER
Music+Lyrics+PV+Art: celestrai
Vocals: Aiko Kikyuune ROCKLOUD CVVC English studiovoxyz.com/voicebanks/kikyuunes/kikyuune-aiko
UTAU: MystSaphyr/StudioVOXYZ youtube.com/studiovoxyz
Off Vocal + VSQ + Vocal MIDI: by request

【VOCALOID ORIGINAL】 BONNIE&BONNIE 【GUMI, Kagamine Rin】

celestrai 2019-06-28 | All I want is you by my side.

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Alternative description: be gay do crimes.
Man this was a long one to work on! When I started this PV I hadn't drawn a background in years and now I've done all of these pieces, let me tell you I sure am ready to never do this again. That being said I came up with this concept over a year ago and it's really great to see it finally done! I did EVERYTHING in this video, I had no help, so it's pretty awesome to see something I did all by myself finished (even if it's not pro-quality). Anyway, I hope you liked it!

Song: BONNIE&BONNIE
Music+Lyrics+PV+Art: celestrai
Vocals: GUMI English, Kagamine Rin English
Off Vocal + VSQ + Vocal MIDI: http://bit.ly/BONNIEBONNIE

【Hexia β VCCV Multipitch】 Hourglass 【UTAU Cover】+UST / VSQx / MIDI

celestrai 2019-06-23 | I absolutely love this song, as soon as I saw the off vocal went up I got to work on this UST, and then made the video, and you know what this might have been the fastest I have ever finished anything! Anyway this uses Hexia's upcoming VCCV English Multipitch, and I hope you think she sounds good so far! Thank you so much to my wonderful friend onairic without whom this would never be mixed as well as it was!

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Check out onairic's mixing commissions here: twitter.com/onairicutau/status/1130561948897222665

If you would like, share the Soundcloud upload: soundcloud.com/celestraic/hexia-eng-hourglass-ust

Song: MystSaphyr (original: youtu.be/92TdJrhGx8w)
UST + Video + UTAU + Art: celestrai
Mix: onairic (http://bit.ly/onairicYT )

UST + VSQx + Vocal Midi Download: http://bit.ly/31R8TBh
Remember to credit me!

【VOCALOID ORIGINAL】 Asphalt 【GUMI】

celestrai 2019-05-01 | Hear me?

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I'm really tired these days, but I got this up between exams! Thank you for listening, sorry it's weird and dark.

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SOUNDCLOUD: soundcloud.com/celestraic/vocaloid-original-asphalt-gumi
NICOVIDEO: (soon)

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Song: Asphalt
Music+Lyrics+PV+Art: celestrai
Vocal: GUMI English
Off Vocal + VSQ: By Request
Lyrics:

It's in my lungs,
The chemical's begun,
Wasting me away,
For what I cannot say

Formaldehyde,
Saturated my pride,
In methanol,
I forfeited my soul

With stolen blood
I'm trapped below the mud
Been buried deep
Still unable to sleep

Anoxia
Doesn't stifle paranoia
Although lost at sea
No one is looking for me
You see

I'm here in isolation
Calling out in vain
I had been denied my cremation
and it's pitch black here yet again

Though corroded
Still behind my eyelids
I had stayed quiet
Just to be buried by it

Am I alive?
Though drowned in poisoned lies?
Or had I died?
When the light left my eyes...

I'm here in isolation
Calling out in vain
I abstained from my own cremation
and it's pitch black here yet again

Trapped underneath
Never to be at peace
Still singing alone
Held down by my own bones

As it begun
The burning's in my lungs
I'd give it all
To again be called whole
Mortal

【UTAU ORIGINAL】 Worlds Edge Stellar System 【Miyabita HEART】

celestrai 2019-02-27 | "If I could set off from here, can I reach it?"

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Happy birthday to my dearest friend onairic!! I pushed hard for this to get done and I hope it paid off! This song is VERY experimental but I wanted to try writing something very tailored to a voicebank! I hope you like it! Finally, I return to songwriting after a long music block. A large project is in the works for a very important client for the spring! Please stay tuned...

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SOUNDCLOUD: soundcloud.com/celestraic/utau-original-worlds-edge-stellar-system-miyabita-heart
NICOVIDEO: (soon)

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Song: World's End Stellar System
Music+Lyrics+PV+Art: celestrai
UTAU: Miyabita HEART (onairic: youtube.com/channel/UCZVmfFU_NC0R41vDLVFX3WA )
Off Vocal + VSQ + UST: http://bit.ly/WESS-celestrai
Lyrics:

A flat singularity
At the end of starlight's bound
The world's edge is calling me
Since this vacuum makes no sound
I'll never be found

Cataclysmic mysteries
lie just beyond the edge
If I could dive right into them
I'd sure have lost my head

But forever is on the horizon
And it's taken so long just to wait
If heaven was laid out before you
Wouldn't you also open the gates?

A binary formation
Turning light as its sole vow
Lacking hesitation
I could reach for it here and now

But forever is on the horizon
And it's taken so long just to wait
If heaven was laid out before you
Would you give anything just to bring it closer to you?

But I'm rooted to the edge of this planet,
Though the starlight's only a breath away
What hell is heaven when laid out before you
When you can't seem to reach to the gates?

【Hexia VCV Multipitch Release】浮遊感【UTAUカバー】

celestrai 2019-01-21 | DOWNLOAD HER VOICEBANK : http://bit.ly/HexiaVCVMulti2019
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Finally!! After a tumultuous final week, it's here! Hexia's VCV Multipitch is finally released! Thank you to everyone who made this happen, I couldn't have done it without your support! I really hope you all like her voice!
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Song: harufuri
UST: ZEYA youtube.com/watch?v=t66P0pgixm0
UTAU: Hexia VCV Multipitch
Tuning+Art+UTAU: celestrai

Hexia Pre-Release Demo

celestrai 2019-01-19 | Please stay tuned for her release on Sunday!

Song: Donor Song by rerulili x Moja
ust with tuning: youtube.com/watch?v=LIckS-YyRkw

【UTAU ORIGINAL】 Rebloom 【Kazuki Chouko】

celestrai 2018-12-28 | "We will become whole again!"

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check out my commissioner VocaDY Creation! : youtube.com/channel/UCWdRnYShz5-4tja-xpLW9uw
And my wonderful translator ハーナタ/Hanata! : youtube.com/channel/UCeaebQqqS67cJDXidkIUBJg
Note: This is a paid work for VocaDY Creation ! ( youtube.com/channel/UCWdRnYShz5-4tja-xpLW9uw ), commission inquiries are always welcome! You can contact me about them at celestrai.c@gmail.com, or reach me @celest_rye on twitter, celestrai on deviantART and celestrai#2802 on Discord and we can talk about it!

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Working on this song was really fun, and it was really interesting to have written a song in English and then have the lyrics completely adapted! (thanks again to Hanata !!!) That being said the English lyrics are completely singable, and an English-approximated VCV ust will be included when I get a shot to upload the UST/VSQ/Instrumental !!

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SOUNDCLOUD: soundcloud.com/celestraic/rebloom
NICOVIDEO: nicovideo.jp/watch/sm34392087

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Song: Rebloom
Music+Lyrics+PV+Art: celestrai
Japanese Translation: ハーナタ (Hanata: youtube.com/channel/UCeaebQqqS67cJDXidkIUBJg )
UTAU: 暢子一樹 / Kazuki Chouko (VocaDY Creation: youtube.com/channel/UCWdRnYShz5-4tja-xpLW9uw )
Off Vocal + VSQ + UST: http://bit.ly/Rebloom-celestrai

【UTAU ORIGINAL】 Sylvanid 【Sin-Ga, Sen-Da】

celestrai 2018-11-22 | Warning: Please be aware there are some flashing and glitch effects in the video.

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"Sylvanid"

Sylvanid are often found around the forests late at night. They will use their young voices to lure in any adult they find outside at night. They use their old faces as a mask to look less threatening before they strike. When a young child wanders into the forest they will take them in to join their ranks. Sometimes they are spotted in more urban areas during particularly dark nights.

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This is really different from my usual stuff! I tried to learn a lot more by doing this, I hope you like it!
I had a great time working on this! (albeit a long time, as the video made it hard to make even small changes in a reasonable amount of time) Sin-Ga and Sen-Da have GREAT English, probably some of the best I've used, and their tones are preserved from their Japanese so well! In addition to this, Trei's PRIMAL voicebank (used for the screamo bit) is SO fun to use, and really where else will you find a VCCV screamo voicebank? All in all, this was great, and I'm really glad Yoichi (of HYI~Studios) came to commission me!
Please check out HYI~Studios! http://bit.ly/HYI-YT

Note: This is a paid work, commission inquiries are welcome! You can contact me about them at celestrai.c@gmail.com, or reach me as celestrai on deviantART and celestrai#2802 on Discord and we can talk about it!

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Song: Sylvanid
PV+Art: celestrai
Vocals: Sin-Ga, Sen-Da, Trei PRIMAL (by HYI~Studios http://bit.ly/HYI-YT )
UST + Off Vocal: http://bit.ly/Sylvanid-celestrai
Lyrics:
mama ?
where are you?
it's dark! I'm afraid!
are there monsters o ut here?

Mama? (mama...)
Where did you go?
(I don't know which way to go)

Papa? (papa...)
I don't know the way home...
(don't leave me here all alone)

Please won't someone help me?
I am lost alone,
I can't find a way home

Does nobody hear me?
I'm all on my own
I don't know where to go

Now the sun's going down
Faster than I'd hoped
But still no one's around
I want to go home!

Can anybody hear me?
A child, all alone?
I know that you can hear me!
But where did you go?

Help, my heart is racing,
There are monsters here
I can't stifle my fear

As the sun is setting,
There's no escaping
I can't see anything

Now the sun's going down
(Now the sun's going down)
But still no one's around
(But still no one's around)

YOU LEFT ME
CARELESSLY
I SUFFERED
AND YOU NEVER GAVE A THOUGHT
TO MY PAIN
NOW I'VE CHANGED
I'M A MONSTER
BUT I WON'T SUFFER NOW IN VAIN

Now the sun's going down
Faster than you'd hoped
And here no one's around
Now you can't go home!

You alone had forsaken
A child, all alone,
I know that you can hear me!

I FOUND YOU

【UTAU ORIGINAL】 Horizon 【WavSEED】

celestrai 2018-10-16 | “I will call out to the waves, so that my voice will reach you again”

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check out WavSEED! : https://toyhou.se/1169648.wavseed , soundcloud.com/wavseed
Cosmind’s art and other works can be seen here! : twitter.com/CosmindArt , http://cosmindart.tumblr.com
Cosmind on YouTube: youtube.com/user/halovein

Note: This is a paid work for Cosmind ! ( youtube.com/user/halovein , twitter.com/CosmindArt ), commission inquiries are welcome! You can contact me about them at celestrai.c@gmail.com, or reach me @celest_rye on twitter, celestrai on deviantART and celestrai#2802 on Discord and we can talk about it! The pricing information can be found here:
twitter.com/celest_rye/status/1036822103717281792

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SOUNDCLOUD: soundcloud.com/celestraic/utau-original-horizon-wavseed-1
NICOVIDEO: nicovideo.jp/watch/sm34035219

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Song: Horizon
Music+Lyrics+PV: celestrai
Art: Joey “Cosmind” Sango ( twitter.com/CosmindArt )
UTAU: WavSEED Arpasing + VCV (Cosmind: http://cosmindart.tumblr.com )
Off Vocal + VSQ + UST: http://bit.ly/HorizonUST-celestrai
Lyrics:
If I could look past the days,
And see over the horizon,
I know that you’d be standing there.

Cause you made me the man I am,
and braved me through storms and trials,
So I’d always find myself at your side.

The message in a bottle that you gave to me,
On the ocean tides that turn and swirl around,
Brings the sound of your voice to me and in the end,
I’ll be found.

Send your voice to me,
In a seashell or carried on the ocean breeze,
Someday we will see,
We’re not just grains of sand scattered on the beach,
We’ll be somebody.

Wherever the sea takes me,
I’ll remember what you showed me,
And stay steady among the waves.

Travelled this far so far,
The stars in your voice to guide me,
I know we’re both headed to safer shores.

The message in a bottle that you gave to me,
On the ocean tides that turn and swirl around,
Brings the sound of your voice to me and in the end,
I’ll be found.

Send your voice to me,
In a seashell or carried on the ocean breeze,
Someday we will see,
We’re not just grains of sand scattered on the beach,
We’ll be somebody.

Send your voice to me,
In a seashell or carried on the ocean breeze,
Someday we will see,
We’re not just grains of sand scattered on the beach,

I’ll send my voice to you,
So that in the end you know all I promised is true,
Horizons between us two,
Couldn’t stop my voice from calling out to you,
Into the blue.

【UTAU ORIGINAL】 Dream Tower 【Nikolas Toraitengen】

celestrai 2018-08-26 | "is there humanity left?"

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Nikolas is!!! Really cool!! I'm so glad Sightseed participated in my contest aaa it gave me an opportunity to use a bunch of their UTAU for this ??? man so cool I can't even describe how fun this was
I'm so glad I was able to make something that fit Nikolas! Thank you for your patience through this process as well!! I hope to get to the other prizes once I take some time for my own work! Please stand by!

Note: This is a work won by participation in my cover contest! Commissioned work is also available, inquiries are welcome! You can contact me about them at celestrai.c@gmail.com, or reach me as celestrai on deviantART and celestrai#2802 on Discord and we can talk about it!

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NICOVIDEO: http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm33751363
SOUNDCLOUD: soundcloud.com/celestraic/dream-tower
VOCALSYNTH.AUDIO: https://vocalsynth.audio/track/156/utau-original-dream-tower-nikolas-toraitengen

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Song: Dream Tower
Music+Lyrics+Art+PV: celestrai
UTAU: Nikolas Toraitengen (Sightseed : soundcloud.com/Sightseed )
Chorus Vocals: Avier A, Abel Sabishii, Ronnir (UTAU: Sightseed), Rin Kagamine (Crypton Future Media)
Off Vocal + VSQ + UST: (soon)
Lyrics:

(Sub specie aeternitatis:
Finis vitae sed non adflictio)

Awaken here,
At the base of the tower,
Climb, into fear,
And you can feel its power

(Seculo seculorum)
This tower that belongs to none
(Seculo seculorum)
The traversers are bid to come

(Sub specie aeternitatis:
Finis vitae sed non adflictio)

Built by man's hand,
A covenant for protection,
The tower still stands,
Condemning man's infection.

(Absolutum dominium)
This tower stretched against the sun,
(Absolutum dominium)
All are punished for what they've done

It's infinite,
Man tries to ascend,
They pray for penance but,
The climb never ends,

Eternity,
For a crime of a passing heart,
Countless others pass, though,
One can't be told apart,

Humanity,
Lost in epimone,
Who could forsee,
This would come of a moment's treachery?

(Seculo seculorum)
This tower gives up no freedom
(Absolutum dominium)
Traps impure hearts in false sanctum

It's infinite,
Man tries to ascend,
They pray for penance but,
The climb never ends,
(Sub specie aeternitatis:
Finis sanitatis
Ab initio
Ab antiquo)

Eternity,
For a crime of a passing heart,
Countless others pass, though,
One can't be told apart.
(Tabula rasa ipsum dolorem percusserunt
Quem deus vult perdere dementat prius)

【UTAU ORIGINAL】 There for You 【Trina Wylington】

celestrai 2018-08-15 | Note: This is a paid work, commission inquiries are welcome! You can contact me about them at celestrai.c@gmail.com, or reach me as celestrai on deviantART and celestrai#2802 on Discord and we can talk about it!

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Is it clear I was on a guitar VST kick when I wrote this and Lighter?? man who could have guessed haha

Anyway I had a pretty good time with this one!! It was interesting working within character restrictions for Trina rather than being given a topic (or free reign like I was blessed with for Lighter haha), and I think overall I did her justice!!

I'm surprised this video isn't 12GB like most others??? This video was 4.91 GB and took 10 minutes to upload

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SOUNDCLOUD: soundcloud.com/celestraic/commission-there-for-you-trina

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Music+Lyrics+Art+PV: celestrai
UTAU: Trina Wylington Blazing Star (Starlight Enterprise)
Off Vocal + VSQ + UST: http://bit.ly/ThereForYou-celestrai
Lyrics:

This may sound cliché,
But I know how you're feeling,
No matter what you do,
the world's trying to tear you down.

But you've braved storms before,
And I know you'll get through this,
And if you ever need someone to carry you,
Hear me now:

You can try your best
and end up on the ground,
And I'll be there.

Even if you think
That you'll never be found,
Don't despair,
I'll be there!

I'll help you through hard times,
Like you help me through mine.
Cause sometimes we need a trial,
to keep our feet on the ground.

Someday you'll be past this,
Before you even know it,
But if you wanna lean on me once in a while,
I'll be around!

You can try your best
and end up on the ground,
And I'll be there.

Even if you think
That you'll never be found,
Don't despair,
I'll be there!

This may sound cliché,
But I know how you're feeling,
No matter what you do,
the world's trying to tear you down.

But you've braved storms before,
And I know you'll get through this,
And if you ever need someone to carry you,
Hear me now:

You can try your best
and end up on the ground,
And I'll be there.

Even if you think
That you'll never be found,
Don't despair,
(I'll be)

You can try your best
and end up on the ground,
And I'll be there.

Even if you think
That you'll never be found,
Don't despair,
I'll be there!