Uploaded May 2011 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
It's done, you guys! :-D This was DEFINITELY the vid that people liked the most, so I decided to crank it out for you. heehee And I just realized that you probably expected it to be some sweet, sexy vid....but it's not. :-P I didn't think anything of it when I posted the preview, but it totally gave you the wrong impression about what kind of vid it was. I'm sorry if you were expecting something different! :(
This is ENTIRELY AU (duh), and a little storyline started to form as I worked on it. Michael and Alex are together, as the beginning shows, but then Alex has some doubts about Michael's love for her (she thinks he may still love Nikita) and goes off with Nathan. Michael (poor sweetie) walks into her apartment during their romantic interlude, and his heart is broken. :( The rest of the vid follows the lyrics, where basically Michael is saying that even though she hurt him, he still loves her and isn't going anywhere although he can't be with her anymore. BECAUSE MY MICHAEL WILL NEVER LEAVE HIS GIRL. *sniffles* Ok, I need to vid a happy vid soon. :-P
And this coloring is ALL due to Rina. I blatantly copied as much of her colorings as I could without a tutorial (although it still looks nothing like it and I had to change it up A TON to suit this vid), and the awesome sharpen is thanks to a tutorial of hers. :-P
SO. Enough of that. :-P This is for allll of my Malex loving besties. And yes, I'm naming names. ;)
Ash: MY SWEETIE. I love you so ridiculously much, and it's been wayyyy too long since I dedicated a vid to you. You are always so supportive of everything I make, and I love you for it. Well, I love you for SO much more than just that, but you know what I mean. ;) I really hope you like how this turned out! I've missed talking to you every day!!!
youtube.com/user/toxicgurl168
Jess: I'M SO GLAD YOU'RE NOT MIKITA ANYMORE. That alone deserves a crazy massive celebration. And I know this isn't some happy, fun Malex vid that celebrates their awesomeness, but you know how much I love my depressing vids. :-P Anyways, you're awesome and I love you and ShatteredxBeauty is brilliant. heehee
youtube.com/user/FatallyxFragile
Rina: OK, CAN I JUST TELL YOU HOW MUCH I FRIGGIN' LOVE YOU???? I could rant for YEARS about how much you mean to me. I think it's only been 2 weeks that we've been talking seriously, but OH MY GOSH, in that time period, you've become practically my sister. RINALLIE SISTAS SEPARATED AT BIRTH!!! Anyways, I know I got you addicted to this song, so I had you in mind while making this. ;) And Summer Again is coming up next, don't worry! "As she falls, I try to catch her..." *dies*And hello, MAJEX. 'NUFF. SAID. "MALEX? WHAT DO YOU MEAN MALEX? OH. NO, YOU MUST MEAN MAJEX. WHAT? YOU DON'T KNOW ABOUT MAJEX? SHAME. SHAME IS WHAT YOU SHOULD FEEL." YESSSSSS.
youtube.com/user/acmmproductions
Lizzie: You know, I think you were the first Malex friend I made on yt!! Seriously, you've helped me through SO many Malex crises and I LOVE talking to you, hun! Forever loyal to Malex!! Oh, and Olex. And definitely Steve/Alex because they're brilliant AND YOU NEED TO FINISH THAT VID OF THEMMMM. :-D
youtube.com/user/JohhnyandLulu45
Laura: My Lauraaaa! I haven't talked to you in FOREVER, but I still love you. *hugs* I've missed our crazy Malex rants and just getting all hyper around stuff. Heehee You must be more active on yt when you have time, yes, and vid more incredible AU Malex vids! :-D
youtube.com/user/spikeloversS2
Sophie: My amazing Sophie!! I know you've been crazy busy and haven't been around much, and I LOVE seeing your little vidlets that have been popping up. heehee I can't wait until you have a break and get on yt so we can talk once again!!!! You're pretty much the one who saved me after the horrible 1x17, and I'll never forget that, hun. *hugs*
youtube.com/user/xbecauseiloveeeyou
Olive: My Malex twin!!!! Ok, so our collab is awesome and I love it! We officially rock. :-P
youtube.com/user/ImaginetheUnknown
Magna: MAGNAAAA. I don't even know how much you love Malex, but I know you at least like them, and since I love youuu....yeah, this is SO for you. *hugs* And Vegas MUST work for you since you're an absolutely amazing vidder. HEAR THAT, VEGAS?? :-P
youtube.com/user/Envelicious
Song: "Fire Escape" -- Matthew Mayfield
It's done, you guys! :-D This was DEFINITELY the vid that people liked the most, so I decided to crank it out for you. heehee And I just realized that you probably expected it to be some sweet, sexy vid....but it's not. :-P I didn't think anything of it when I posted the preview, but it totally gave you the wrong impression about what kind of vid it was. I'm sorry if you were expecting something different! :(
This is ENTIRELY AU (duh), and a little storyline started to form as I worked on it. Michael and Alex are together, as the beginning shows, but then Alex has some doubts about Michael's love for her (she thinks he may still love Nikita) and goes off with Nathan. Michael (poor sweetie) walks into her apartment during their romantic interlude, and his heart is broken. :( The rest of the vid follows the lyrics, where basically Michael is saying that even though she hurt him, he still loves her and isn't going anywhere although he can't be with her anymore. BECAUSE MY MICHAEL WILL NEVER LEAVE HIS GIRL. *sniffles* Ok, I need to vid a happy vid soon. :-P
And this coloring is ALL due to Rina. I blatantly copied as much of her colorings as I could without a tutorial (although it still looks nothing like it and I had to change it up A TON to suit this vid), and the awesome sharpen is thanks to a tutorial of hers. :-P
SO. Enough of that. :-P This is for allll of my Malex loving besties. And yes, I'm naming names. ;)
Ash: MY SWEETIE. I love you so ridiculously much, and it's been wayyyy too long since I dedicated a vid to you. You are always so supportive of everything I make, and I love you for it. Well, I love you for SO much more than just that, but you know what I mean. ;) I really hope you like how this turned out! I've missed talking to you every day!!!
youtube.com/user/toxicgurl168
Jess: I'M SO GLAD YOU'RE NOT MIKITA ANYMORE. That alone deserves a crazy massive celebration. And I know this isn't some happy, fun Malex vid that celebrates their awesomeness, but you know how much I love my depressing vids. :-P Anyways, you're awesome and I love you and ShatteredxBeauty is brilliant. heehee
youtube.com/user/FatallyxFragile
Rina: OK, CAN I JUST TELL YOU HOW MUCH I FRIGGIN' LOVE YOU???? I could rant for YEARS about how much you mean to me. I think it's only been 2 weeks that we've been talking seriously, but OH MY GOSH, in that time period, you've become practically my sister. RINALLIE SISTAS SEPARATED AT BIRTH!!! Anyways, I know I got you addicted to this song, so I had you in mind while making this. ;) And Summer Again is coming up next, don't worry! "As she falls, I try to catch her..." *dies*And hello, MAJEX. 'NUFF. SAID. "MALEX? WHAT DO YOU MEAN MALEX? OH. NO, YOU MUST MEAN MAJEX. WHAT? YOU DON'T KNOW ABOUT MAJEX? SHAME. SHAME IS WHAT YOU SHOULD FEEL." YESSSSSS.
youtube.com/user/acmmproductions
Lizzie: You know, I think you were the first Malex friend I made on yt!! Seriously, you've helped me through SO many Malex crises and I LOVE talking to you, hun! Forever loyal to Malex!! Oh, and Olex. And definitely Steve/Alex because they're brilliant AND YOU NEED TO FINISH THAT VID OF THEMMMM. :-D
youtube.com/user/JohhnyandLulu45
Laura: My Lauraaaa! I haven't talked to you in FOREVER, but I still love you. *hugs* I've missed our crazy Malex rants and just getting all hyper around stuff. Heehee You must be more active on yt when you have time, yes, and vid more incredible AU Malex vids! :-D
youtube.com/user/spikeloversS2
Sophie: My amazing Sophie!! I know you've been crazy busy and haven't been around much, and I LOVE seeing your little vidlets that have been popping up. heehee I can't wait until you have a break and get on yt so we can talk once again!!!! You're pretty much the one who saved me after the horrible 1x17, and I'll never forget that, hun. *hugs*
youtube.com/user/xbecauseiloveeeyou
Olive: My Malex twin!!!! Ok, so our collab is awesome and I love it! We officially rock. :-P
youtube.com/user/ImaginetheUnknown
Magna: MAGNAAAA. I don't even know how much you love Malex, but I know you at least like them, and since I love youuu....yeah, this is SO for you. *hugs* And Vegas MUST work for you since you're an absolutely amazing vidder. HEAR THAT, VEGAS?? :-P
youtube.com/user/Envelicious
Song: "Fire Escape" -- Matthew Mayfield
![I am lost without you || castle [4x07] {wish #2}](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/hJUxaWsCC9U/mqdefault.jpg "I am lost without you || castle [4x07] {wish #2}
OTP for Geenaaaaa! :D Soooo you know how I was talking to you tonight and was kinda distracted? Thats cause I was finishing this up. :P I was thinking and thinking about what to make you, and since you made me my OTP, I knew I had to vid you Caskett!! Ok, with some awesome Castle family in there, but still. :P And and you told me you LOVED this epi, so I decided to make a little epi-centric vid! :D I REALLY HOPE YOU LIKE THIS, BB! Theyre so flawless togetherrrrr. * *
The World Was An Ocean by The Horse and His Boy")
