Uploaded November 2025 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago
sorry for neglecting y'all over here, will make it worth your while on 12/8
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how’s it feel
having such a hard little heart to steal
so afraid
you barely leave the house on a good day
days wasted lonely
running from yourself
got your face in your phone
and you worry bout your health but hey
at least you’re living life in your own way
aren’t you done
always getting high just to end up numb
does the world look good
from a pile of your clothes on the hardwood
it’s the shame of failing
eating at your nerves
it’s the weight you carry
it’s more than you deserve to be loved
but you gotta live your life in your own way
if I were to leave tonight
what would I leave behind
running in place cuz i’m always in my own way
am I risking it all by never risking at all
i’ll never change cuz im always in my own way
sorry for neglecting y'all over here, will make it worth your while on 12/8
buy some merch - store.yourneighborswebsite.com
how’s it feel
having such a hard little heart to steal
so afraid
you barely leave the house on a good day
days wasted lonely
running from yourself
got your face in your phone
and you worry bout your health but hey
at least you’re living life in your own way
aren’t you done
always getting high just to end up numb
does the world look good
from a pile of your clothes on the hardwood
it’s the shame of failing
eating at your nerves
it’s the weight you carry
it’s more than you deserve to be loved
but you gotta live your life in your own way
if I were to leave tonight
what would I leave behind
running in place cuz i’m always in my own way
am I risking it all by never risking at all
i’ll never change cuz im always in my own way










