Uploaded August 2022 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago

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good treadmill song

lately i’ve been
hung up on my caveats

lost in thought
it’s a maze
puzzled, lost the plot

lately i’ve been
twisting up
some tangled knots

I could mend things
i’m thinking why not

tingles in my face
lock jaw
chewing teeth

I believe
its my own
fault

it’s my own fault

feelings that I waste
hog tied
by my bed
in my room
on my laptop

I pay the price due
what’s a high to you?

v2

I feel nauseous
tugging on my self esteem

stuff my face
beat my **** (dick)
my dog's off the leash

don’t know what tough is
no difference in my wants and needs

I envy wicked deeds
I binge I purge I rinse, repeat

there’s pounding in my heart
all times
of the day
I believe
it’s my own fault

it my own fault

feeling like i’ve lost
all sense
of belief
time to leave
all my false gods

I pay the price due
what's a high to you

pathetic life, dude
what's a high to you

I pay the life's due
what's a high to you

I pay the price due
what's a high to you

pray for me
this sheep is astray
i'm grinding my teeth
i’m wasting away