Uploaded December 2025 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago
special thanks to noshboi1 for the video idea!
maybe you don't really need an explanation for how lousy the living conditions of the Sleep Room are, and maybe it's obvious, but i feel like in game we always just see it as a cozy and comforting place to frolick around in, so you have to think kinda hard and deliberately abt the actual reality if you want the true horror of it to become appropriately apparent. or maybe i am a bit unusual
Discord: discord.gg/gfCkzvP9Y3
Patreon: patreon.com/c/happyheart
Twitch: twitch.tv/happyheartlosed
Become a channel member: youtube.com/channel/UC-enFKOrEf6N2Kq_YG3sFcQ/join
thumbnail art by (unknown?) Red Barrels artists
Chapters:
0:00 i'm not citing any sources on how anti-androgens work so if you're super desperate to dominate me intellectually or whatever go ahead
2:41 why can't we just chill in the Sleep Room?
4:08 Your Life in The Outlast Trials' Sleep Room
6:40 intentional neglect by Matthew Murkoff
8:03 Does love is more valuable when it kept in the heart? Just give me two more minutes. You said you would cry but not because you care
8:10 life can be even worse if you think hard enough
11:53 PART TWO: logistical constraints and trial operation bottleneck
13:58 sample math getting stretched harder than Dawn's limbs in DtA
14:35 how to reconcile this inefficiency? There Is A Way
16:07 discovering how long reagents spend in the Sinyala Facility
18:19 sorry if your head is hurting
special thanks to noshboi1 for the video idea!
maybe you don't really need an explanation for how lousy the living conditions of the Sleep Room are, and maybe it's obvious, but i feel like in game we always just see it as a cozy and comforting place to frolick around in, so you have to think kinda hard and deliberately abt the actual reality if you want the true horror of it to become appropriately apparent. or maybe i am a bit unusual
Discord: discord.gg/gfCkzvP9Y3
Patreon: patreon.com/c/happyheart
Twitch: twitch.tv/happyheartlosed
Become a channel member: youtube.com/channel/UC-enFKOrEf6N2Kq_YG3sFcQ/join
thumbnail art by (unknown?) Red Barrels artists
Chapters:
0:00 i'm not citing any sources on how anti-androgens work so if you're super desperate to dominate me intellectually or whatever go ahead
2:41 why can't we just chill in the Sleep Room?
4:08 Your Life in The Outlast Trials' Sleep Room
6:40 intentional neglect by Matthew Murkoff
8:03 Does love is more valuable when it kept in the heart? Just give me two more minutes. You said you would cry but not because you care
8:10 life can be even worse if you think hard enough
11:53 PART TWO: logistical constraints and trial operation bottleneck
13:58 sample math getting stretched harder than Dawn's limbs in DtA
14:35 how to reconcile this inefficiency? There Is A Way
16:07 discovering how long reagents spend in the Sinyala Facility
18:19 sorry if your head is hurting




![The Jay Choutlast Trials
my baby
Chapters:
0:00 The Birth of Yang Her
0:37 The Return of New York
2:29 The Blindest
3:29 Do you think you will be forgiven your sins?
4:58 Shooliesa of Us
7:35 ANAESTHESIA
[青花瓷] Blue and White Porcelain: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8Mqw0b9ADs
[心雨] Rainy Mood: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xVTI5eSzwzQ
[最長的電影] The Longest Movie: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2zxc27bvrO8
[菊花台] Chrysanthemum Terrace: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PdjbRvvJAzg
[不該] Shouldn’t Be: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v VxLOj3TB5k
[紅塵客棧] Hong Chen Ke Zhan: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L6joGUdc6y4
[雨下一整晚] Rain All Night: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jOxzAsnx9-0 The Jay Choutlast Trials](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ZTmUlWQq7NE/mqdefault.jpg)





