Uploaded December 2020 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
apparently i've graduated from my edgy batty koda vent amvs phase to my edgy spidernoir vent amvs phase. life rlly does come full circle huh
all this time of trying to convey my existential angst by twisting the stories of characters i related to to fit and all this time spidernoir was out here with basically the same tragic backstory as me except he got a bit more out of his spider trauma other than ptsd and a disconnect from reality
blindness - metric
svp13
apparently i've graduated from my edgy batty koda vent amvs phase to my edgy spidernoir vent amvs phase. life rlly does come full circle huh
all this time of trying to convey my existential angst by twisting the stories of characters i related to to fit and all this time spidernoir was out here with basically the same tragic backstory as me except he got a bit more out of his spider trauma other than ptsd and a disconnect from reality
blindness - metric
svp13
![[ daddy issues ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gciqwWuNVYI/mqdefault.jpg "[ daddy issues ]
hotspotting ur mobile data to upload a dedi edit for bae is peak dedication
anyway xander !! i dont know quite what to say here tbh bc even tho my brain is constantly like... my boyfriend is perfect wtf when it comes to actually writing down words im utter shit so lets see what happens
you mean !! the absolute WORLD to me. i literally could not be more thankful i met you and that youre a part of my life and the person im closest to. even at the shittiest times you never fail to make me laugh and feel like everything is going to be okay, and the fact that weve been together for over a year now is astounding like.. im SO proud of us, im so glad weve made it this far
every day i get by because i know that youre here by my side even if we arent actually together, each day im motivated to do better and live because !! one day well meet face to face and one day everything will be GOOD for both of us. thank you for supporting me through everything and being someone i can turn to at the worst of times, thank you for just.. being here, for being the wonderful person that you are.
im love you so fucking much ❤
song: daddy issues - the neighbourhood
footage: lady and the tramp II
program: svp13")
