Uploaded May 2021 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago
Lmao username change
This took me 5 hours-
Alright venting time ig.
So if y’all didn’t know ryoma is my highest dr kin (that should already be a red flag tbh) but anyway I really project onto his past a lot, w/ his fam replaced with my friends and the tennis match being symbolism for changing myself to keep the around. Eventually, despite my efforts to change to their liking they left anyway. All alone. Bc of that I decided to lock everyone away. I didn’t want to make friends anymore, not after all the times they’ve hurt me. Due to that I had no more reason to live, I had even attempted suicide myself by slitting my wrist. I didn’t cut deep enough though bc I was still kinda afraid of dying. A little while after I made this channel, and you guys gave me a reason to live.. thanks everyone, I mean it, you saved me.. (sorry if that was to sappy I’m not good at this)
Lmao username change
This took me 5 hours-
Alright venting time ig.
So if y’all didn’t know ryoma is my highest dr kin (that should already be a red flag tbh) but anyway I really project onto his past a lot, w/ his fam replaced with my friends and the tennis match being symbolism for changing myself to keep the around. Eventually, despite my efforts to change to their liking they left anyway. All alone. Bc of that I decided to lock everyone away. I didn’t want to make friends anymore, not after all the times they’ve hurt me. Due to that I had no more reason to live, I had even attempted suicide myself by slitting my wrist. I didn’t cut deep enough though bc I was still kinda afraid of dying. A little while after I made this channel, and you guys gave me a reason to live.. thanks everyone, I mean it, you saved me.. (sorry if that was to sappy I’m not good at this)
