Jam Fam | Why (Vent MAP) [Part 9] @Jam_Fam | Uploaded 8 years ago | Updated 10 hours ago
EDIT: Dang it I forgot to turn it on all and no transitions .-.
Edit 5/5/16: I honestly hate going back to this video Honestly, I can't hold back from crying because this memory of my brother haunts me still and it won't fade away. I've tried to make it seem like something positive but I can't it's all fear and anxiety clogging up my mind.
If you're watching me on DeviantArt you (might) already know this, but my brother started cutting... I have no clue if I may see him the next day and tonight he was out until just 30 minutes ago (aka 12:15) and I was scared to death he might of been trying to commit suicide...
I first saw my brother's cuts about 6 days before Christmas and the day before I got my dog Milo. I was freaking out and told my parents. Once I got back from break I sort of just forgot it until my parents were talking about a post my brother made online that they described as a "cry for help." The next day I was in health where our teacher said we would discuss suicide and depression sometime in the year. Our teacher usually gives us free time at the end to talk so I told my friend that I wasn't too comfortable with talking about suicide since my brother has been cutting himself. They didn't know what to do really about it so I changed the topic because I hate worrying people very close to me ;-;
Milo I have sit up on my bed and I just kind of talk in my room about how I feel and Milo just kinda seems like extra therapy from my weekly ones. Dang I have a lot to tell them this week sadly ;n;
I honestly don't know how long I have with my brother and I don't know how to help him... I am trying to find knives he is using to cut himself and hide them because he is hurting me hurting him. I am crying please somebody help me ;----;
I really need support for the next couple weeks...
What makes me most sad is that 2 people took their own lives at my school district around this time last year and I don't want suicide to happen repetitively at my district...
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Thank you for giving me this part it really helped me feel a little better :,)
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MAP: youtube.com/watch?v=aTqOwK3gG8E
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Sendspace: sendspace.com/file/l7i2ow
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EDIT: Dang it I forgot to turn it on all and no transitions .-.
Edit 5/5/16: I honestly hate going back to this video Honestly, I can't hold back from crying because this memory of my brother haunts me still and it won't fade away. I've tried to make it seem like something positive but I can't it's all fear and anxiety clogging up my mind.
If you're watching me on DeviantArt you (might) already know this, but my brother started cutting... I have no clue if I may see him the next day and tonight he was out until just 30 minutes ago (aka 12:15) and I was scared to death he might of been trying to commit suicide...
I first saw my brother's cuts about 6 days before Christmas and the day before I got my dog Milo. I was freaking out and told my parents. Once I got back from break I sort of just forgot it until my parents were talking about a post my brother made online that they described as a "cry for help." The next day I was in health where our teacher said we would discuss suicide and depression sometime in the year. Our teacher usually gives us free time at the end to talk so I told my friend that I wasn't too comfortable with talking about suicide since my brother has been cutting himself. They didn't know what to do really about it so I changed the topic because I hate worrying people very close to me ;-;
Milo I have sit up on my bed and I just kind of talk in my room about how I feel and Milo just kinda seems like extra therapy from my weekly ones. Dang I have a lot to tell them this week sadly ;n;
I honestly don't know how long I have with my brother and I don't know how to help him... I am trying to find knives he is using to cut himself and hide them because he is hurting me hurting him. I am crying please somebody help me ;----;
I really need support for the next couple weeks...
What makes me most sad is that 2 people took their own lives at my school district around this time last year and I don't want suicide to happen repetitively at my district...
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Thank you for giving me this part it really helped me feel a little better :,)
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MAP: youtube.com/watch?v=aTqOwK3gG8E
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Sendspace: sendspace.com/file/l7i2ow
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![Why (Vent MAP) [Part 9]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Jb3oTTM2N4c/hqdefault.jpg "Why (Vent MAP) [Part 9]
EDIT: Dang it I forgot to turn it on all and no transitions .-.
Edit 5/5/16: I honestly hate going back to this video Honestly, I cant hold back from crying because this memory of my brother haunts me still and it wont fade away. Ive tried to make it seem like something positive but I cant its all fear and anxiety clogging up my mind.
If youre watching me on DeviantArt you (might) already know this, but my brother started cutting... I have no clue if I may see him the next day and tonight he was out until just 30 minutes ago (aka 12:15) and I was scared to death he might of been trying to commit suicide...
I first saw my brothers cuts about 6 days before Christmas and the day before I got my dog Milo. I was freaking out and told my parents. Once I got back from break I sort of just forgot it until my parents were talking about a post my brother made online that they described as a cry for help. The next day I was in health where our teacher said we would discuss suicide and depression sometime in the year. Our teacher usually gives us free time at the end to talk so I told my friend that I wasnt too comfortable with talking about suicide since my brother has been cutting himself. They didnt know what to do really about it so I changed the topic because I hate worrying people very close to me ;-;
Milo I have sit up on my bed and I just kind of talk in my room about how I feel and Milo just kinda seems like extra therapy from my weekly ones. Dang I have a lot to tell them this week sadly ;n;
I honestly dont know how long I have with my brother and I dont know how to help him... I am trying to find knives he is using to cut himself and hide them because he is hurting me hurting him. I am crying please somebody help me ; ;
I really need support for the next couple weeks...
What makes me most sad is that 2 people took their own lives at my school district around this time last year and I dont want suicide to happen repetitively at my district...
Thank you for giving me this part it really helped me feel a little better :,)
MAP: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTqOwK3gG8E
Sendspace: https://www.sendspace.com/file/l7i2ow")
![MGMT [Part 1]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Jm5F9VbWhS8/hqdefault.jpg "MGMT [Part 1]
After this I got a 2 lineart MAPs to finish by the week then Im gonna take a little break and try on my next MAP part which will likely be my Hey Now MAP part :3
MAP: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z3HBETNm1VU
EVEN MORE NO SENDSPACES :DDD")
![Sakura Nagashi [Part 15]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/KaGYil8gLg4/hqdefault.jpg "Sakura Nagashi [Part 15]
Edit: okay I’m just gonna put this here because I think some people are unsubbing me because of the circumstances of the MAP. No I do not support the actions of the original MAP host, but yes I still want my part to go into the MAP because it was a beautiful project no matter who’s idea it was initially. Thanks and also i hope you guys are all having a nice summer or winter for those kids on the other side of the equator!
firST OF ALL IM SO SORRY ABOUT HOW LATE THIS IS I HAVE GOTTEN PREEEETTY BEHIND WITH ALL MY MAP PARTS THEYRE ALL IN THE MAKING I SWEAR AA
okay okay but I figured out this thing in toon boom called function editor (basically makes tweens look more realistic via ease in/ease out or slow deceleration options) i LOVED IT and had so much fun eeee
Hope you guys like this tho! Sorry to the host if I went a little overboard on the tweens haha I can reduce it if youd like! Also sorry if its not really a nod at the end there.
MAP: https://youtu.be/f-eb7OApHl8
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Discord Server: https://discord.gg/2gjjaNP
Instagram (most active)-
https://www.instagram.com/faithful_fluff/
DeviantArt-
https://jam-fam.deviantart.com
Second Channel (WIPs and Other things)-
https://www.youtube.com/user/Raspberrery
Programs likely used:
Animating
-Toon Boom Studio 8.1 (no longer available)
Editing
-VideoPad v3.89
Drawing
-Painttool SAI
Songs Used-")
![We Rise [Part 18]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/L-qqTVsEuNU/hqdefault.jpg "We Rise [Part 18]
I finally finished after about 6 or 8 hours of work ;o; (in multiple sittings)
I am actually really proud of this wow
Honestly though thank you so much the part, when I got the notification I flipped hhh
MAP: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v YxCnrOze-E
Sendspace: https://www.sendspace.com/file/hd1yhr")
![Light & Night [Intro]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Mc0_j6SUs9c/hqdefault.jpg "Light & Night [Intro]
For me hehe
omg the 3rd thumbnail option is just black XD
MAP: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cmy1LFxAaGE
(Backups open! :D)")
![Rhyme of the Night [meme]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Nl_fB-BC3f8/hqdefault.jpg "Rhyme of the Night [meme]
Lol Im spamming you guys with uploads XD that wont happen for about 3 more months lmao. When I go back to school I have a test on thursday thank God not the day we get back and its over everything we learned, like wtf no.
hue hue I got my dog in my room he is just chilling in my warm electric blanket. Wait nvm he left, love me Milo I give you pets and rubs ;-;
(this took 2 hours to render off of Toon Boom and VideoPad, I realized I made it blur everything and had to fix it and re-render ;n;)
Original/Inspired by: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dOq7J5dazyY
P.S. I am into my Pokemon obsession stage, Chatot is still the best Pokemon ever, but Luxray fit my Puffster more hehe.")
![Catch Me If You Can [Part 1]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Nu3JkJlAkBs/hqdefault.jpg "Catch Me If You Can [Part 1]
Trying to finish all my soonly due MAP parts before school ah. Well, 1 down 2 to go..
I hate how I have to re-watch this about 70 times before I even export it. Wish I added shading but I didnt have the inspiration to do much more animation on this so, sorry about that.. I wanna upload this before its tomorrow so Ill cut it off here. Nvm the thumbnails being a pain in the butt; hello the 14th.
(Wow it took me 30 minutes to upload a thumbnail, thanks YouTube)
MAP: https://youtu.be/3zQ03i-7Xvs
https://www.sendspace.com/file/6c5acw")
![Sad Machine [Part 4]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/O6ULm1pkZsg/hqdefault.jpg "Sad Machine [Part 4]
I reALLY only like the last half :,)
MAP: https://youtu.be/P2WXH8BpcTk
hey there buddy chum pal friend buddy pal chum bud friend fella bruther amigo pal buddy friend chummy chum chum pal i dont mean to be rude my friend pal home slice bread slice dawg but i gotta warn ya if u take one more diddly darn step right there im going to have to diddly darn snap ur neck and wowza wouldnt that be a crummy juncture, huh? do yuo want that? do wish upon yourself to come into physical experience with a crummy juncture? because friend buddy chum friend chum pally pal chum friend if you keep this up well gosh diddly darn i just might have to get not so friendly with u my friendly friend friend pal friend buddy chum pally friend chum buddy")
![Wishery [Part 2]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/O7FC0IDB2u8/hqdefault.jpg "Wishery [Part 2]
Hi im lazy
MAP: https://youtu.be/1X7kU-blQfw")
