Uploaded September 2017 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
Sometimes it's best to sit back and reflect a little on how you ended up here in the first place. I've asked myself before, why did I make this channel, why do I act like I do on YouTube, etc. Then I see what happened with some of the people I've known online, the stuff that goes on when people talk to each other, some of the communities I've found myself in, and I think man did I dodge a huge bullet.
This is why I keep telling myself, I want to accomplish something, and pull past the people I somehow keep bumping into. I don't wanna fall into the same trap of being a 30 year old man acting like a thirteen year old girl on Tumblr and smashing that RT button for some thin political issue while loathing in self hatred because the TV told me to. And guess what, I won't. :)
That's why this channel exists and why some of my behaviors contradict. This channel is like a detox from modern western society to me, society that results in identity confused self hating teenagers. I didn't want to be ostracized, but it's a damn good thing I can adapt to a bleak reality with zero light at the end of the tunnel, because those who can adapt are the ones who'll pull out first.
Sometimes it's best to sit back and reflect a little on how you ended up here in the first place. I've asked myself before, why did I make this channel, why do I act like I do on YouTube, etc. Then I see what happened with some of the people I've known online, the stuff that goes on when people talk to each other, some of the communities I've found myself in, and I think man did I dodge a huge bullet.
This is why I keep telling myself, I want to accomplish something, and pull past the people I somehow keep bumping into. I don't wanna fall into the same trap of being a 30 year old man acting like a thirteen year old girl on Tumblr and smashing that RT button for some thin political issue while loathing in self hatred because the TV told me to. And guess what, I won't. :)
That's why this channel exists and why some of my behaviors contradict. This channel is like a detox from modern western society to me, society that results in identity confused self hating teenagers. I didn't want to be ostracized, but it's a damn good thing I can adapt to a bleak reality with zero light at the end of the tunnel, because those who can adapt are the ones who'll pull out first.
