Uploaded August 2025 | Updated September 2026, 4 days ago
IDK opens up about his life’s mission: work relentlessly until 40, then shift focus to family and personal growth. In this raw moment, he shares how living, eating, and breathing his craft has shaped his journey — and why chasing your goals now is the only way to live.
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IDK opens up about his life’s mission: work relentlessly until 40, then shift focus to family and personal growth. In this raw moment, he shares how living, eating, and breathing his craft has shaped his journey — and why chasing your goals now is the only way to live.
#IDK #RetirementGoals #Motivation
#IDK #HipHopMotivation #LifeGoals #MusicGrind #RetireBy40 #RapperMindset #GoalSetting #WorkHardPlayHard #ArtistLife #HustleCulture
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![IDK - SCARY MERRi [Prd. by Conductor Williams & .idk.] (Official Music Video)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/kwSzY9rJSzc/mqdefault.jpg "IDK - SCARY MERRi [Prd. by Conductor Williams & .idk.] (Official Music Video)
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SCARY MERRi (Lyrics)
The mentally disturbed
(Conductor)
Jingle bells, Batman smells, Robin got me paid
Cause every day is a holiday
another muthaf****in dollar day
Said every day is a holiday
another muthaf****in dollar day, dollar day
Huh, kick in the door dont keep it quiet
cause nobody home
run up the stairs
and pass the China in the living room
I found a master bed
now wheres the f***in safe?
I found a stash of money
hidden in a f***in vase
Dont got no time to waste,
gotta hit another place
If I take too long and they pull up,
I do the f***in race
Luckily I got away
Luckily I got a couple dollars from the PS5
Now I need another play
Cause every day is a holiday
another muthaf****in dollar day
Said every day is a holiday
another muthaf****in dollar day, dollar day
Okay, 17 years, last four full of sin
when your innocence gone and your smile is a grin
if I step in school fly and that day is a win,
so I need another lick just to make what I spent
I caught him walking out,
walked him down from the 7-Eleven
Dont give it up,
then I might send your a** to heaven
Really, I aint even got the heart to go and catch a body
F**k it, if I did, then its his fault and I aint saying sorry
Cause every day is a holiday
another muthaf****in dollar day
Said every day is a holiday
another muthaf****in dollar day, dollar day
Oh-oh-oh okay, walk inside a Zara with a book bag
Walk out with some clothes stashed
usually where the books at
Ran into a n***a wearing Gucci and I took that
Walked away calmly
I didnt even have to look back
Seen a lady leavin out the train and took her iPhone
Turned the FindMy feature off and I took it right home
Walk inside the house and took some dollars out my stepfather wallet
left enough so if they ask how much he lost,
he couldnt call it
Now I feel amazing
cuz to me right now Im all in
and this dough that I am getting
is the reason I go all in
And its Christmas Eve so I can buy myself a flashy present
even if it means Ill probably never make it into heaven
Then looked out the window, see the red and blue lights
Anything they said that I did, Ill deny
Mother opened up, then called me down like, Is it true?
I went to jail on Christmas night for a murder I aint do
Cause every day is a holiday
another —")
