Uploaded May 2026 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago

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If I should die I simply turned off the light inside me at night for rest
And darkness overstayed there welcome
If I should the light inside me simply stopped working
And I refused to be without it

Should my flame ever go out
After all I been thru
I won’t leave with nothing
I love wholeheartedly
So I can’t stand any fraudulence
I can’t be lukewarm
My heart boils my blood
And if someone is luke warm
I’d rather take them to the coldest waters and drown them
No room for uncertainty
God has filled me with conviction
And enough stamina and enough courage
To die empty
I give all of me
It’s all in my art and my actions
And I’m holding god all to his promises
Should he take me before completion
A brawl at heavens gate
Silent treatments for all eternity
No rejoicing in heaven

#spirituality #introspection #mementomori