Uploaded June 2024 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago

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Even though I'm technically a perfectly healthy weight, I clearly have a potentially unhealthy obsession with seeing the number on the scale go up. Today, I break down where this goal of mine spawned from, and why I still just keep trying.

gear i've been using
squat rack geni.us/GHrack (a similar one)
bench geni.us/GHbench
barbell geni.us/GHbarbell
dumbbells geni.us/GHdumbbells
25lb plates geni.us/GH50lbset
45lb weights geni.us/GH45lbset
barbell pad geni.us/GHpad
weight vest geni.us/GHvest

socials
discord - discord.gg/goherping
ig - instagram.com/go_herping

my full fitness playlist
youtube.com/playlist?list=PLIXZgmnvg0nBFtLWbaLdq9xHE_oa47Cso

0:00 Childhood
3:16 FUM
4:36 Teenage years
7:18 You can't change yourself
10:58 Becoming an adult
14:20 How big is pp?
16:34 Drugs/supplements
18:58 Therapy/disorders
20:41 I will die trying
30:52 Journey to a normal BMI
33:51 My goals
35:51 Outro

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