Uploaded July 2012 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
"Why can't I be there when I need to be?
I couldn't even say goodbye...."
Saturday morning something happened....and I just had to do this quick vent to deal with my emotions.
To sum it up - I lost someone :(
I'm still in shock, but making this video helped me a lot to overcome the sadness.
I have limited access to my computer this weekend, however I was able to get enough access to make this video and upload it.
My sister literally cried when I showed her this vent.
Yuna - me
Rikku - my sister
Sora/Roxas - my cousin
Namine - my cousin
Zack/Aqua - my parents
Video Games : FF VII : Crisis Core, Advent Children Complete, FF X, Kingdom Hearts
Song: Pieces
Artist: Red
Program : Pinnacle Studio 14
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN THIS VIDEO OR THIS SONG. THIS IS JUST A FAN MADE VIDEO, MADE ONLY FOR FUN AND NOT FOR ANY OTHER PURPOSES
"Why can't I be there when I need to be?
I couldn't even say goodbye...."
Saturday morning something happened....and I just had to do this quick vent to deal with my emotions.
To sum it up - I lost someone :(
I'm still in shock, but making this video helped me a lot to overcome the sadness.
I have limited access to my computer this weekend, however I was able to get enough access to make this video and upload it.
My sister literally cried when I showed her this vent.
Yuna - me
Rikku - my sister
Sora/Roxas - my cousin
Namine - my cousin
Zack/Aqua - my parents
Video Games : FF VII : Crisis Core, Advent Children Complete, FF X, Kingdom Hearts
Song: Pieces
Artist: Red
Program : Pinnacle Studio 14
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN THIS VIDEO OR THIS SONG. THIS IS JUST A FAN MADE VIDEO, MADE ONLY FOR FUN AND NOT FOR ANY OTHER PURPOSES
![[ⓟr2] KH - Escaping Fate](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/BRDte4zmoig/mqdefault.jpg "[ⓟr2] KH - Escaping Fate
Sometimes we want to escape, and be free from our fates. To choose our own destiny.
I am so sorry this video is late, Ive been very busy and having some technical difficulties. But it should all be good now.
Here is my video for Panoptic Studios BBT Tournament. I cant believe I made it to round 2!
For this round, we got paired up and had to do either a collaboration video or two separate videos to compete. I got paired up with the awesome TheLightLeavesThee. You should go subscribe to him :
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1yw2C8DRe9-0nugddW0vpA
We both decided to compete since we were both busy during this month.
For this round, each pair had a theme word they had to focus on as editing inspiration for their video. Our theme word was Escape. Each pair, also had two songs assigned to them.
When I think of the word escape the first video game series that came to my mind was Kingdom Hearts, which is why I ended up editing with it. I also came up with the quote at the beginning, which I fought fitted both KH and the theme word.
I enjoyed making this video! ^^ I hope people like it.
Good luck to all of the participants of round 2!
Panoptic Studios: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxzlEsFPMjabhgeDgrZ-R_Q
My video for round 1 this BBT :
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EHE75HDA-K0
My mentor (thank you so much for being so patient with me!) : phoenyxdown
https://www.youtube.com/user/kaykaysims2
{Video Info}
Video Game : Kingdom Hearts Series
Program : Final Cut Pro X
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN THIS VIDEO OR THIS SONG. THIS IS JUST A FAN MADE VIDEO, MADE ONLY FOR FUN AND NOT FOR ANY OTHER PURPOSES")
![Kimi no Na wa - Back to You [MEP Part]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Bx4RMtp4RfY/mqdefault.jpg "Kimi no Na wa - Back to You [MEP Part]
PLEASE READ THE DESCRIPTION
I am back!!!
A few years ago I stopped uploading videos on this channel due to copyrights. At that time I had started uploading to my backup editing channel: xCTSD24
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUSPKHn5Y1bPQVTsBA0-blQ
Then a few years later, without any warning really, I stopped being active and uploading on that channel as well. The main reason was that I was studying abroad in Japan at that time and I lost time and motivation to edit mvs. Even though every so often, I managed to edit a small MEP part, I never uploaded it....even when I got back from Japan. To be honest, school, work and being with my friends and boyfriend became more of a priory for me than editing.
I also started focusing a lot more on my personal YouTube channel:
https://www.youtube.com/user/xAmericanFrenchie
Subscribe to that channel if youre interested in Japan vlogs!
But today I decided to start uploading again! And because its been years since my copyright strikes, I can upload on this channel again! I thought uploading a Kimi no Na wa MEP part with the song Back to You would be perfect, since I am coming back on this channel.
This is my first IC MEP in I believe two years and my first mv with Kimi no Na wa! I like how it turned out :)
I have no idea how often I will be making mvs. MEP parts are a lot easier because they are less time demanding, especially IC MEPs but I am still busy with work and school. I also want to focus first on my personal youtube where I am trying to maintain a scheduled upload every Monday & Friday as of now.
But I also dont want to completely give up on editing mvs. I realized how much I missed editing these videos yesterday when I was editing this and one other MEP part that I will be uploading soon.
I wont be regularly active on this channel. I have no idea how often I will be uploading videos, but I will be uploading some videos. If not maybe some recent MEP parts like this Ill randomly join every once in a while, Ill start uploading some older videos I made but never had a chance to upload before.
Thank you so much for support. If youve read all of these you deserve 1000 cookies *gives cookies*!
Have a wonderful day,
- Clara
{Video Info}
Anime : Kimi no Na wa
Song: Back to You - Me in Motion
Program : Final Cut Pro X
Finished date : July 22, 2017
Hosted by : Kisetsu Studios
Full mep : https://youtu.be/cAxsAcOXjXY
~ LINKS ~
Facebook page : https://www.facebook.com/pages/Cultur...
Instagram : @cultural.clara
Personal Channel : https://www.youtube.com/user/xAmerica...
Backup Editing Channel : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUSPKHn5Y1bPQVTsBA0-blQ
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN THIS VIDEO OR THIS SONG. THIS IS JUST A FAN MADE VIDEO, MADE ONLY FOR FUN AND NOT FOR ANY OTHER PURPOSES")
![[ⓟr1] This Friendship will Never Die](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/EHE75HDA-K0/mqdefault.jpg "[ⓟr1] This Friendship will Never Die
What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies.
- Aristotle
PLEASE READ THE STORY
The month of March has been very busy, and yet I decided to enter a gmv tournament, why not? Its a great way to challenge myself and improve my editing. For my first challenge, I decided to do some storytelling. I havent done that in a long time.
Notes :
- Yuna and Tifa are the same person.
- The text in quotation are Tifas words & thoughts.
- The text without quotations is Kairis letter.
~ Story ~
Tifa and Kairi are very close friends. However, as time passed, they grew distant to each other living their own lives.
Kairi turns out, has a fatal illness from which she dies. Upon hearing about this, Tifa finds a letter that Kairi wrote to her before her death. As she reads the letter, Tifa starts to wonder why she waited to talk always later to her friend. She stops reading the letter, because it hurts too much. There were so many words unspoken that she wanted to say to her friend, but now couldnt. Devastated and blaming herself for not being there for Kairi, Tifa tries to commit suicide and fails. As she continues to cry and drown in her regrets she finishes reading the letter, and realizes that her friend is still with her, and has always been. Even though they grew distant they were always connected, always together. They shared a special bond formed by their friendship which will never die.
Upon realizing that Kairi is with her, Tifa smiles and continues living.
Mentor; AizzChazz")
