Uploaded July 2017 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago

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Today, I went to NYU for my top surgery consultation.

They measured my chest and told me where the scars/nipples will be.

This is what I diagramed on my chest.

I examined my reflection, squinting my eyes to try to see how my body will look, which is why I have blurred the video.

I don’t think it has completely sunk in that I will have a flat chest as I begin 2018.

I didn’t even make a wish at 11:11 today. I feel like it already came true.